FionaCult may be strong but it doesn't take much for me to get into him. He looks at me and I know exactly what I’m doing. It is more than attraction, it is how his wolf wants me . There is definitely something that he sees in me that makes him surrender each time.He is laying on top of me and I can see some sort of deliberation that is going through his mind internally. He is a wondering whether it's uncanny to want me too or is he wondering whether to go forward with me.Cult is making feel as if he's I have hurt him because between me and him, I know that he's not going to do anything to me despite of his anger. He doesn't have it in him to do it. I first decided that by raising my knee up in an attempt to hit him, i should instead make sure that my leg touches his manhood. When I did that, I can see the struggle on his face to keep this cool.He trapped me but I'm the one who made it a trap. I make sure that my eye contact with him is strong enough, I do not break my eye conta
Alpha CultWhy couldn't I say a single thing? I've never had a weakness before but for the first time in my whole life, there's something present in my life that makes me surrender every single time.It makes no sense how she does it. She doesn't even have to use words to make me surrender before my very eyes. All my life, before marriage, different girls from different packs all found their to me and I was never enticed.I never once fell for it. I've always been true to what I felt and I did not fall for them. I do not know at any point in time if I was being played. Right now, I'm on a different thing.Fey has definitely played me and there is nothing I can do about it anymore.In fact, it hurts me to know that she's leaving our bedroom that I always wanted to come home to. She's a grown adult, and she's my luna. Fey is going to be decide how she wants to manage as Luna and what exactly she wants to manage. I'm not even tired from the workout that I did today. And her because of
Fiona "I cannot believe what he just said." “It sounds true, it sounds possible.” I didn't realize that my father could have been the one who struck a bargain with his family. I don't understand. How could this be? It's possible but still, how could it be? And for a moment, after he answers—there is immense silence between the both us. I don't even know what to say after his response. I did not see this coming. I didn't think this will turn out to be about my family, and how he will remove himself entirely from the equation. "So you're saying...." I try to understand and I blink my eyes multiple times. "I'm not just saying anything." I'm saying what happened. It's not my opinion. It's what happened. "You can take the phone, call your father, call your family and find out from them." Cult says. "I didn't mean to make you comfortable." I was just asking the questions. I say to him, and he nods. "I've answered your question. Are you feeling uncomfortable? He says to me as I grab
Alpha Cult "Honestly, honestly, speaking...I do not think I would love this forth and back thing that we do." But after our dining table conversation, I've realized that it's true. I definitely should get to know her better and see what she's like, what kind of person she is because her being my wife is not the end of discussion for me. I need to put in the work if I want our relationship to work. So, because I want to build something that with the last test of time, and the test of difficulties. As her husband and Alpha, I should definitely have the patience to know her. "It was a refreshing experience to talk to her without the constant bicker and argument that happens between us." But there's something I need to fix and it has to do with Sarah. A long time ago, Sarah and I used to be closer to one another. "Many things happened and she found out that I could not love or have romantic feelings for women. Although, after finding out, she was distraught." She thought I wou
Fiona. After the conversation that I had with Cult, I feel different. In fact, he amazed me. It really amazes me on how I'm drifting back to that conversation and feeling so swept. It wasn't full of arguments like we usually do. It was an amazing, gentle, kiss and I actually imagined myself being his wife. I just have to remind myself every single time that the position that I'm standing in is not even mine. I have no clue of where my sister is. A part of me wants to find out and a part of me wants to remain near him. I'm losing my senses. I'm losing my mission. This is just the beginning, I do not even have the slightest clue of why in the first place. I don’t have any clues, and at this point, I need a trace of her to keep my hope. Why did you have to kiss me in such a manner? And why did he have to talk to me in such a manner—he shouldn't have messing with me. This is messing with my ability to stop myself from thinking the wrong things. I am in the Pack office working my
Alpha Cult. "I feel horrible." The fact that Sarah still has feelings for me makes no sense. She should have moved on from this. She should have moved on as far as away as she could have. How do I let Irish know about this? I do not want to cause drama in his relationship or give him a reason to suffer. I'm not going to follow Sarah's wickedly acts. This whole enchilada is unforgiving but Sarah cannot see that. How else do I make her understand? It's a very hard thing for me to do and I feel like Sarah is putting the both of us in a position that is unsuitable for us to stand in. How could she do this without guilt in her heart? It makes no sense. I am a better as a friend to her than a lover, especially not in this moment. This is a critical time in my life because right now, my focus is glued on someone and something else. I do not have the luxury of pursuing or doing any of the things she's asking me to do. However, I do have a responsibility to let my friend know exactly w
Fiona. I enter into the house and I can see Irish coming out. There is a disastrous look on his face and I can only imagine what he could have heard from Cult already. Did they speak about Sarah? I don't think there should be a problem anymore but considering the look on his face. It looks like there is a big problem. I stop to watch him as he heads out of the house and he did not even stay long enough to greet me. Of course, there is a problem! I begin to walk inside after I've watched him walk out of the house. And there I see Cult as he comes out, there is a look of frustration on his face, and I wonder if it has to do with the look on Irish's face. What exactly happened between these two? Did they fall out, they are alpha and beta, they cannot move further from each other. "If anything were to happen to culture today, Irish would replace him and that was how strong their board was supposed to be." Is there something wrong? I say and he looks at me. "I'll can't tell you,
Alpha Cult. I don’t like the way I spoke to Fey. I should have spoken to her softly. She isn't the reason why I and Irish are on loose ends. It has nothing to do with her and it has all to do with Sarah. I do not even know what to concentrate on at this very moment. It feels like a cluster and I have to find my own way out. First, I have to meet Fey and explain to her that I did not mean to be so rude. It really isn't my intention and I wish to make things right. I get out from the room and I begin to walk down the flights of stairs to have a conversation with Fey. "If we were going to be working on our relationship, we need to have a more practical alliance, this has to be the first step." I see Grace, the house keeper coming up the flight of stairs and I stop for a moment. Where is Fey? I ask. "Oh, Luna Fey is currently having a guest downstairs and they are speaking in the dining room." Grace replies. "I wonder what guest she is having, I didn't think she would have any fr
Cult. The sound of catastrophe in the dining room alerts everyone and the alpha’s pack begins to rush towards the scene. We are about to take the same route that we came from the guys who came with us . However, they stop us and they tell us not to go further that way because we could be caught. They know the tunnel better so we begin to follow them as we run out of the pack. And as we get through the tunnels, it leads us faster back into the woods and they are right behind us. We run without looking back and I make sure that everyone is complete as we as we continue to run and most will enter into the woods they are still chasing us. But we enter straight into our vehicles and we run can speed away from the scene immediately. . In a few hours, I get back to the pack and I can see Fiona's parents, her mother, sister, Alexa and the doctor with a somber look on their faces. I don’t want to know what the reason for the looks on their faces are. I walk towards the doctor immediately a
Cult. What are we going to do? Jack asks. But after we've listened to what these men were saying, I feel relieved to know that they actually do exist. And I'm glad that at least it's not just some kind of facade made by ancient history or something. I feel joy but it is almost short lived because now I don't know how I'm going to get access to it. Where does the Alpha of this pack stay? I ask the on the floor who has been answering additional questions. “He stays in the pack house.” We can take you there, he says and we all look at him in suspicion. Why would you take me there? From the look on your faces it seems to say if you're loyal to your Alpha. I say. “We are not loyal to him, he doesn't care about us. He kills us like we're some kind of animals. “We cannot escape. We cannot complain. We are basically animals building his fucking empire! One of them says and I can see the hatred in his eyes as he speaks about it. “Listen, if you can get us out of this pack, we will hel
Cult.My only option is getting those rare flowers which are called the mate flowers. That is the only way I can save my Luna. I know that the red wolves are very violent, vicious and a carnivorous kind of wolves.There is no one that doesn't fear the kind of wolves that they are. They do not help anyone and or provide help to people who cross their territory. To them, everyone is a threat and they kill in a carnivorous manner. As we gather, Alejandro's intruders arrive and I'm thankful for his support. This is something we are doing on short notice and we need as many hands as we can get.Alexa walks towards me and behind her is Eve. I feel better again because we have another support. But the moment, Eve and Jacob notice Alejandro.You bastard!? Jack shouts and I stand in front of them to stop complications."Wait, Jack! I say as I place my hand on his chest to stop him from coming. I know that you angry at Alejandro here but we have forgiven him. What the hell are you talking abo
Cult What do I have to do to save her? I have ask and he looks at me slowly as if he's about to say the worst thing that has been done in this world. I wait slowly for him to speak because time is not on our side. “I will do whatever you asked me to do; I'm going to find it.” I'm not sure you'll be able to find the cure. He says to me and I look at him. I don't understand what he means by that. Why wouldn’t I be able to find it? “Just say something. Doctor! I beg you, just say whatever it is. You can see that her condition, she has only a few hours to live.” I don't care if I have to go to another planet to find it. I'm going to do it. I say to him, and he looks at me before responding “Alpha, when the cursed knife was made, the only thing that could combat it was a flower called the mate flower.” It has gone extinct for many years but over the years, I've heard that it's only grows in an area that is submerged by the Red Wolves.” “You know how territorial the red wolves are.” If
Cult. Everyone gathers to help when they see Fiona on the ground. Makaila is dragged away and they do not let go of her even in her static state. I hold Fiona in my hands watching how slowly she takes her breath as if she's leaving this world. I don't even want to imagine it… I cannot imagine a life without her. We have fixed all of our problems, all the problems that was eating us away and making our lives miserable have become better has become normal. So, for this to be happening, it's just unfair. It's just horrible and this is not how it is supposed to end for us. We have been through the ups and downs. And finally we are going to the part where we finally get our happily ever after ending. I place my hand on her injury trying to stop the flow of blood from becoming worse. I don't know what to do. “I don’t know what is going to happen to her.” I don't know if I'm going to be able to save her. I don't know anything. I carry her in my arms as I begin to rush out of the pack ho
FionaI got information from a wolf trainee that Victoria, Cult’s mother is waiting for me at the receiving room to begin the arrangement to decide what she wants me to wear for the occasion of my next bonding ceremony. Honestly, I cannot count how many times I have gone through the ceremony. It almost feels as if this is a continual process for me, and that's I will never get out of it. But still it's been the same man. On and on and on again, and it doesn't even feel stressful. It just feels like I'm a laughingstock to others while watching from the inside out because how many times can a one performing ceremony to the same man? Honestly, it's funny! At least, my heart is in a good position. And I do not care how long this happens or continues. It’s Cult I’m going through this process with. I'm very blessed to have that. I wait for Victoria and I wonder why she's not here… and I thought she would have been here with the measurements but she's nowhere and that really makes me won
CultIn that moment, I didn’t think allowing Fiona to talk to Alejandro would even change anything. But it did. I did not think we could come a long way from our differences and heal the bitterness that our parents left in between us.But I did.I am astounded by how well the situation the heated and vengeful discord between us has turned out. It is all different now. In a way to end the whole resolve, I have left my former pack with Alejandro and I want him to continue to be a part of it.I will not come after the pack because I have given it to him already. I walk out of my office after cleansing my mind. I needed time for myself, to speak to my wolf and make him understand that I could forgive.A knock comes on the door and it depletes the focus that I was creating before.“Come in.” I say. Fiona steps in. After everything that has been, and what she has to had to face. I cannot believe that we are still submerged. We still find our way to one another each time something tries to
Fiona.I have had it up to the brim! “I have had enough of your shenanigans Alejandro, just who do you think you are to come into my life and make such a fuss out of everything.” I've had enough of it.I'm not gonna take this anymore. I'm not going to allow you or anyone throw my destiny into such a stupid entanglement. How much more do I need to cut myself in before you realize that I don't want to be with you? Don't you ever realize that I escaped? Did you think I do it? I did it out of nothing. I did it to get the hell away from you to get far away from you. I am not an object that you can own. I'm not an object of your pleasure of fantasies! I am a luna in the making. I am a destined bride. If you will not caught this entanglement. I will take you out of this world immediately. I say, picking up a knife from the table and placing it onto his throat. There is sharpness in my eyes as I perform this action. The room is dead silent and I can so that everyone is wondering if I can
Cult.My mom drags Makaila from where she is and I can tell that there is about to be a huge dram from all sides. In fact, I do not understand how all of this makes sense, how was the footage take in the first place? I am destroyed by the news of Makaila's betrayal...I cannot believe that she would do this.I thought that I have had enough with people who are good at betraying and manipulating but it seems everywhere I go, there will always be one of that people. I cannot trust anyone other than my family that I already have.In front of everyone, my mom fishes Makaila out and throws her to the ground.This impudent bitch! How could you even think of doing something like that? Did you really think you could become Luna by playing such a manipulative game? My mother yells and Makaila looks at me."I cannot even face her right now. She saved me and I thought she was someone I could pay the favor back to." Now, I am even embarrassed to look at her."Cult, please...I can explain." She say