He walked into my heart like he always belonged there, took down my walls and lit my soul on fire. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|The click of the door lock resonated through the room as Kirill dragged me inside, his urgency palpable. My eyes met his as he turned to face me, locking the door behind us. I couldn't help but grin, my anticipation matching his intensity."How do I look?" I asked, my voice laced with a playful tone. He cursed softly under his breath, a reaction that sent a thrill down my spine. In one swift motion, he closed the distance between us, his hand wrapping around my throat as he pressed me against the wall.His lips found the curve of my neck, peppering wet kisses that ignited a tingling sensation. A shiver ran down my spine as his mouth trailed downward, capturing my bare shoulder. I inhaled sharply, my hands instinctively gripping his shoulders for support. The intensity of his actions left me breathless, a heady mixtur
You are sinking so deep into my soul with time, that I fear you would end up ruining me. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|We are in the cafe, Kirill sat in front of me, his elbow resting on the table as he go throw the menu to order. He called the waiter and gave him our orders, my order seems like to be memorized by heart to him. He always says it, confidently, without having to think about it twice. We are here for the breakfast by the way, and people around me are staring. Not because I look like an epitome of beauty, but because I am overdressed for a morning breakfast in the cafe. I had blame it on the man who sat ahead of me. It is only because of him that I am now walking around the streets of California in the party dress. But, he says I should only focus on him. I blush, of course, it is something I can not control around this man. "You are getting conscious again," he pointed out, observing my discomfort about people staring at me l
I prefer silent conversations. Ones where body speaks and heart listens. -L.E. Bowman.|A L E E Z A|My heart raced as Kirill walked me back to my apartment, the air thick with an unspoken tension that seemed to envelop us. Every step felt like a dance, our hands brushing in a silent exchange that spoke volumes. As we entered my apartment, the atmosphere shifted, charged with an electricity that drew us closer, an undeniable force that I couldn't resist.My fingers traced the intricate design on my arm, only to look up and find him revealing his own ink. "Our thoughts etched in the same ink," he murmured, his voice a low rumble that sent shivers down my spine.My breath caught when I saw the tattoo on his arm – a vivid representation of my own eyes. The realization hit us simultaneously, a shared understanding that defied explanation. "How...?" I began, my words trailing off as Kirill's enigmatic smile left the mystery intact.His eyes, dark
It was supposed to be a game, just a game. But I do not think I am playing anymore. -Unknown. |K I R I L L|I fucked up.It was not supposed to be like this. I was not suppose to enjoy her company, I was not suppose to yearn for her, beg for her, crave for her. But does any of it matter now? I don't think so. Waking up next to her, I felt all tangled up inside. She was sleeping so peacefully, wrapped in my arms. But instead of enjoying the moment, I couldn't shake the feeling that I messed up big time. Her soft breathing and messy hair seemed like a beautiful scene, but in my mind, there was a storm of regret.My birthday never felt like an occassion worth celebrating but I did it with her, pathetically using it as an excuse to spend time with her. I look down at the woman in my arms, wearing my t-shirt that reached her mid thighs. Her tousled hair, a cascade of honey blonde waves, spilled over the pillow in a wild disarray. Each strand carried the memory of our shared night, a ta
In the quiet moments, you can almost hear the distant thunder of approaching troubles. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|The ambient hum of the restaurant created a backdrop for our lunch gathering as Lev, Anna, and I settled into our seats. The polished cutlery on the tables clinked sporadically, and a symphony of distant conversations mingled with the soft melodies playing in the background. The menu, a parchment of culinary possibilities, rested before us, its pages filled with tempting descriptions.Despite the vibrant atmosphere, my focus wavered between the written words on the menu and the lingering thoughts of Kirill's last message. The anticipation of our lunch outing had initially filled me with excitement, but now an unspoken weight hung in the air.Lev, with his usual flair for humor, remarked, "Zee, if you stare at that menu any longer, it might start feeling self-conscious."I chuckled, a playful facade masking the distraction within. "I
Brothers are the stars that illuminate the darkest nights of my life with their unwavering light of love. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|Ivan extended a hand, introducing himself, "Ivan. And this troublemaker is Alex. We're friends of Kirill."The mention of his name brought a mix of emotions – surprise, curiosity, and a tinge of confusion. "Friends of Kirill? How come I've never seen you around?"Alex, with an easygoing smile, chimed in, "Oh, Kirill can be quite possessive of us. You know, doesn't like to share."I couldn't help but chuckle at the playful banter, but a question lingered. "Possessive? I didn't know he had that side."Ivan leaned against a nearby car, a nonchalant posture belying the intensity in his gaze. "Oh, he does. But hey, no hard feelings."Alex chimed in with a bright smile, "Yeah, you don't have to be jealous of us."The conversation flowed effortlessly, like a gentle river winding through the night.Yet, beneath the sur
Teach your heart to accept disappointments, even from the people you love. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|The night air hung heavy as I opened the door to Lev standing there, a box of pizza in hand, and a grin that seemed to stretch from ear to ear. It was eleven in the night, and I had just ordered a pizza for myself, not expecting any unexpected company."What are you doing here?" I questioned, my eyebrow raised in mild surprise. Lev didn't bother waiting for an invitation, entering my apartment with the familiarity that came from years of friendship. His eyes sparkled with a joy that was infectious.Closing the door, I joined him on the couch, the aroma of pizza filling the room. "Okay, spill it. Why the impromptu visit, and why do you look like the cat that got the cream?"Lev's grin widened, and he took a moment to savor the anticipation before delivering his news. "Anna kissed me!"The revelation took a moment to register. Lev continued to s
Even in the haze of alcohol, her name tastes like the sweetest wine on my lips.-Unknown. |K I R I L L|I lurked in the shadows, keeping a low profile as I obsessively watched Aleeza's every move. The guilt of my secret surveillance over the past week pressed down on me like a lead weight.Through the window, I caught a glimpse of Aleeza and Lev in her apartment. Her frustration and resignation about leaving for a few days hung in the air. My heart tightened, realizing she sensed a mysterious watcher.The urge to burst inside, spill my guts, and apologize for my silent stalking overwhelmed me. But doubt held me back. Was it too late to unravel the mess I'd made, to confess that my feelings had gone way beyond a casual curiosity?My eyes betrayed the internal turmoil as I debated my next move. Aleeza, blissfully unaware, continued chatting with Lev, oblivious to the tempest raging within me.As she spoke, the need to confess intensified. I'd played a twisted game with her emotions, an