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Tangled Desires Chapter 51
It was supposed to be a game, just a game. But I do not think I am playing anymore. -Unknown. |K I R I L L|I fucked up.It was not supposed to be like this. I was not suppose to enjoy her company, I was not suppose to yearn for her, beg for her, crave for her. But does any of it matter now? I don't think so. Waking up next to her, I felt all tangled up inside. She was sleeping so peacefully, wrapped in my arms. But instead of enjoying the moment, I couldn't shake the feeling that I messed up big time. Her soft breathing and messy hair seemed like a beautiful scene, but in my mind, there was a storm of regret.My birthday never felt like an occassion worth celebrating but I did it with her, pathetically using it as an excuse to spend time with her. I look down at the woman in my arms, wearing my t-shirt that reached her mid thighs. Her tousled hair, a cascade of honey blonde waves, spilled over the pillow in a wild disarray. Each strand carried the memory of our shared night, a ta
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In the quiet moments, you can almost hear the distant thunder of approaching troubles. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|The ambient hum of the restaurant created a backdrop for our lunch gathering as Lev, Anna, and I settled into our seats. The polished cutlery on the tables clinked sporadically, and a symphony of distant conversations mingled with the soft melodies playing in the background. The menu, a parchment of culinary possibilities, rested before us, its pages filled with tempting descriptions.Despite the vibrant atmosphere, my focus wavered between the written words on the menu and the lingering thoughts of Kirill's last message. The anticipation of our lunch outing had initially filled me with excitement, but now an unspoken weight hung in the air.Lev, with his usual flair for humor, remarked, "Zee, if you stare at that menu any longer, it might start feeling self-conscious."I chuckled, a playful facade masking the distraction within. "I
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Brothers are the stars that illuminate the darkest nights of my life with their unwavering light of love. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|Ivan extended a hand, introducing himself, "Ivan. And this troublemaker is Alex. We're friends of Kirill."The mention of his name brought a mix of emotions – surprise, curiosity, and a tinge of confusion. "Friends of Kirill? How come I've never seen you around?"Alex, with an easygoing smile, chimed in, "Oh, Kirill can be quite possessive of us. You know, doesn't like to share."I couldn't help but chuckle at the playful banter, but a question lingered. "Possessive? I didn't know he had that side."Ivan leaned against a nearby car, a nonchalant posture belying the intensity in his gaze. "Oh, he does. But hey, no hard feelings."Alex chimed in with a bright smile, "Yeah, you don't have to be jealous of us."The conversation flowed effortlessly, like a gentle river winding through the night.Yet, beneath the sur
Last Updated : 2024-01-13Tangled Desires Chapter 54
Teach your heart to accept disappointments, even from the people you love. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|The night air hung heavy as I opened the door to Lev standing there, a box of pizza in hand, and a grin that seemed to stretch from ear to ear. It was eleven in the night, and I had just ordered a pizza for myself, not expecting any unexpected company."What are you doing here?" I questioned, my eyebrow raised in mild surprise. Lev didn't bother waiting for an invitation, entering my apartment with the familiarity that came from years of friendship. His eyes sparkled with a joy that was infectious.Closing the door, I joined him on the couch, the aroma of pizza filling the room. "Okay, spill it. Why the impromptu visit, and why do you look like the cat that got the cream?"Lev's grin widened, and he took a moment to savor the anticipation before delivering his news. "Anna kissed me!"The revelation took a moment to register. Lev continued to s
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Even in the haze of alcohol, her name tastes like the sweetest wine on my lips.-Unknown. |K I R I L L|I lurked in the shadows, keeping a low profile as I obsessively watched Aleeza's every move. The guilt of my secret surveillance over the past week pressed down on me like a lead weight.Through the window, I caught a glimpse of Aleeza and Lev in her apartment. Her frustration and resignation about leaving for a few days hung in the air. My heart tightened, realizing she sensed a mysterious watcher.The urge to burst inside, spill my guts, and apologize for my silent stalking overwhelmed me. But doubt held me back. Was it too late to unravel the mess I'd made, to confess that my feelings had gone way beyond a casual curiosity?My eyes betrayed the internal turmoil as I debated my next move. Aleeza, blissfully unaware, continued chatting with Lev, oblivious to the tempest raging within me.As she spoke, the need to confess intensified. I'd played a twisted game with her emotions, an
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After every storm, there's a moment of calm. Seeing him is my calm after the storm of longing. -Unknown.|A L E E Z A|Getting ready for the airport, I threw on this cute white tank top, paired it with some light blue jeans, and topped it all off with a snazzy pink crop jacket. Comfort first, so I slid into my trusty white sneakers – ready to take on whatever the day had in store. Checked myself out in the mirror, did the classic hair flip, and let out a sigh. I'd say I looked as airport-ready as it gets.Anna rolls up in her car, and there's Lev chilling shotgun. I hopped in the back, and off we went, cruising through the city buzz like the squad on a mission.I couldn't help but raise an eyebrow. "Movie night turning into a real-life drama, huh? Anna, spill the deets!"Anna, blushing a bit, kept her eyes on the road. "It was just a spontaneous thing, you know? Movie vibes and all."I nudged Lev, giving him the side-eye. "Smooth moves, Le
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Love is tragic, yet people can not help but ask for it. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|Kirill wrapped his arms around my body, pulling me into a warm hug, I couldn't help but smile. The sensation of his touch after days of absence felt like a familiar melody playing in the background of my life.His embrace spoke volumes, conveying a longing that matched mine. In that moment, words seemed insufficient, and actions became the language of our unspoken connection. I hugged him back, feeling the strength in his arms and the sincerity in his embrace. It was a hug that held the weight of missed moments and unspoken conversations.In the midst of our shared warmth, his voice, still close to my ear, whispered, "I'll miss you." His words resonated with a tenderness that melted any lingering doubts. "I'll miss you too," I replied, my voice soft, carrying the echo of my own sentiments.As we remained entwined in that comforting hug, he, still holding me
Last Updated : 2024-01-17Tangled Desires Chapter 58
She's not just my world; she's the reason I believe in galaxies within a gaze. -Unknown. |K I R I L L|I found myself on my bed, scrolling through the gallery on my phone. The familiar images of Aleeza and me together brought a bittersweet smile to my face. Each photo held a story, a memory etched in pixels. My thumb traced the outline of her face on the screen, a subconscious gesture of longing.Sighing, I decided to reach out to her. I opened our chat and typed, "I miss you," feeling the weight of those words resonate with the quiet room. As I hit send, I set my phone down, staring at it as if expecting an immediate response.A few minutes later, a notification popped up. Her message read, "What are you doing?" I grinned at her question, the simplicity of it making me chuckle. Quickly sitting up, I replied, "Just going through our pictures. Missing you even more now."Her reply came swiftly, "Aw, that's sweet. I miss you too." A warmt
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I dreamt of it. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|I slipped into the peach-colored bridesmaid dress, feeling its soft fabric cascade down my body. The slit on my right leg added a touch of elegance, while my hair, tied up in a loose bun with a few locks framing my face, completed the look. I applied a swipe of lipstick, then turned to see Kirill, my boyfriend, dressed in his tuxedo, looking as handsome as ever.As he approached me, circling one arm around my waist, I couldn't help but smile up at him. Adjusting his tie, I felt his hand cup my cheek, his thumb caressing it gently. Leaning in, he cupped my jaw, and our lips met in a tender kiss. Despite the months that had passed since I was shot, I could still see the fear in Kirill's eyes, the fear of losing me.To dispel that fear, I wrapped my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss. I was unashamedly addicted to this man; he was my everything, filling every corner of my heart and soul. Breakin
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In the end, the togetherness is all that matters. -Unknown. |K I R I L L|As I paced back and forth in front of the operation theater, my heart felt like it was caught in a vice grip, each beat echoing in my ears like a relentless drumbeat of dread. All I wanted was to hear the doctor come out and tell me that she was completely fine, that she was okay, that she was safe. But as I glanced down at my hands, still stained with her blood, the reality of the situation hit me like a sledgehammer to the chest.I saw the way she had slowly closed her eyes, surrendering herself to the darkness, and my chest tightened with a pain so sharp it felt like I was being stabbed with a thousand knives. But she must not know me well enough if she thinks I would ever let her go so easily. No, I would fight tooth and nail to keep her with me, to bring her back from the brink of death and into the light once more.As I glanced around at the worried faces o
Tangled Desires Chapter 75
Is it the end or the beginning? -Unknown. |K I R I L L|My pulse raced as the tension thickened in the room, suffocating us in its grip. "Shoot him, Aleeza," Nicolas's voice cut through the silence like a knife, commanding her to take action, but her hesitation spoke volumes, a silent protest against the violence that threatened to consume us all.I watched in disbelief as her fingers trembled on the trigger, the weight of her decision bearing down on her like a heavy burden. Lorenzo's arrival only added to the chaos, his voice a jarring intrusion in the tense standoff."What the fuck is happening here?" Lorenzo's words echoed in the room, his eyes scanning the scene with a mixture of confusion and concern."Stay back, Lorenzo," Nicolas's response was swift and dismissive, his tone laced with authority.Lorenzo's plea for reason fell on deaf ears as Nicolas's resolve hardened. But her trembling hand betrayed her fear, a silent plea
Tangled Desires Chapter 74
But if the story is over, why am I still writing the pages. -Unknown. |K I R I L L|As the echoes of gunfire reverberated through the mansion, I wasted no time in arming myself, reaching for my gun tucked away in the wardrobe. It felt familiar in my grip, a cold weight that offered both comfort and reassurance in the face of danger.I spared a fleeting thought for Lev, grateful that I had sent him back to college when news of the impending war reached our ears. He may have grown up in this world of violence and bloodshed, but he had not been groomed for it like I had. It was a relief to know that he was safe, far away from the chaos that threatened to engulf us.With my weapon in hand, I rushed towards my father's room, my heart pounding with a mixture of anticipation and dread. I knew what awaited me on the other side of that door, and yet I pushed aside any doubts or fears that threatened to cloud my mind.As I entered the room, I found
Tangled Desires Chapter 73
He can never go unseen in a world where I exist, because, he is all I see. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|As I paced back and forth in the dimly lit study room, my mind buzzed with thoughts of the impending war. The tension in the air was palpable, weighing heavy on my shoulders like a burden too heavy to bear alone. The news of the Russians' brazen attack on Lorenzo's warehouses and the theft of a rare piece from Nicolas had sent shockwaves through our family, igniting the flames of conflict that threatened to consume us all.Viktor Volkov's name hung in the air like a dark cloud, his reputation preceding him as a force to be reckoned with. The Russians were moving with the speed of light, leaving destruction and chaos in their wake. And yet, despite the looming threat, I couldn't bring myself to ask my brothers to show mercy or to slow down their plans. The war was not just between two gangs; it was a battle that involved hundreds, even thousa
Tangled Desires Chapter 72
Everything is fair between love and war. But what if the war happens for love itself? -Unknown. |K I R I L L|The days dragged on in a blur of solitude and emptiness. I hadn't spoken to my father since returning from Italy, my heart heavy with the weight of farewell unspoken. And Nikolay... Nikolay, once a trusted friend, now a betrayer who had shattered the fragile trust between us. The knowledge that he had revealed my feelings for Aleeza, leading to her abduction, weighed heavily on my soul.I missed her desperately – her warmth, her scent, her smile, every little detail that made her who she was. But more than that, I missed the possibility of a future with her, a life where we could be together without the shadow of our families' rivalry looming over us.I sat alone in my room, the glow of the laptop screen illuminating the darkness that had settled within me. Every attempt to devise a plan to reunite with Aleeza ended in defeat, eac
Tangled Desires Chapter 71
The pain of this separation, who else can truly fathom? Only one whose heart has burned with the flames of agony can comprehend the anguish within. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|The morning light filtered through the curtains, casting a soft glow on the room. As I stirred awake, I reached out instinctively to the other side of the bed, only to find it empty and cold. Panic surged through me, and I sat up abruptly, scanning the room for any sign of him. Desperation fueled my actions as I checked the bathroom and every corner of the room, but he was nowhere to be found.The realization hit me like a wave, crashing against the shores of my heart. He had left. The emptiness in the room mirrored the void that now consumed me. I refused to believe it, clinging to the hope that maybe he was just in another room or perhaps getting breakfast. But deep down, I knew.My eyes fell upon a paper, neatly tucked under the paperweight on my side table. Hastily,
Tangled Desires Chapter 70
It was not supposed to end like this. It was supposed to be a beginning of our story. -Unknown. |K I R I L L|The room seemed to constrict around me as I took in the sight of her bandaged arm – an inadvertent canvas of her silent suffering. Each wound, a stark reminder of the pain she had chosen to bear. My gaze lingered, tracing the contours of her hurt etched into her delicate skin.As she recoiled from my touch, an impenetrable distance yawned between us. Her words, a heavy verdict, hung in the air, condemning me for the betrayal she believed I'd committed. The truth, fragile and earnest, seemed elusive, slipping through my grasp like sand through fingers.Desperation clawed at my throat as I sought to bridge the emotional chasm. Her guarded skepticism stood as an impenetrable fortress, and the question that hung between us – "What if you're lying again?" – echoed the haunting specter of doubt.My plea, a trembling admission of wi
Tangled Desires Chapter 69
And, between all the misunderstandings the line between the truth and the lies blurred. -Unknown. |A L E E Z A|The breakfast table served as a stage for our daily performance of familial normalcy. I draped myself in a full-sleeved top, a feeble attempt to conceal the secret beneath.I sensed Lorenzo's watchful gaze. "Full sleeves in this weather?" he queried. A forced smile played on my lips as I replied, "Just felt like wearing it."An unspoken agreement lingered in the air, urging everyone to avoid delving deeper into the complexities veiled by my seemingly mundane choice.Yet, for me, each day was an unspoken battle. The small cut that marked the beginning had evolved into a clandestine ritual—a silent plea for respite from the storm within. I had a cut on my wrist for every night, when I begged to sleep without pain and requested the almighty above to help me, to save me. But when nothing helped me, I helped myself in The way tha
