Anastasia POV: I have been waiting for this day for years. It was my dream to have my own company ever since I was young and now when everything was coming true, it felt surreal. I sat in front of the vanity. The red dress which Mom chose for me was really beautiful. It was simple and had a slit on the left legs. With every step, my leg would peek out of it. I matched the jewellery, a heavy stoned necklace and smokey eyed makeup completed my look. I stood in front of the mirror and watched my reflection. I nodded in satisfaction and grabbed the clutch that was in the shape of bird and had shining stones all over it. I am the main character tonight, so I deserve this much, right? I smiled and went to the venue with the driver. Mom and dad were going to come late but I had to double check everything before the event. I watched my staff. They were running here and there and making sure that everything is perfect. I personally check every table but I wasn't satisfied with the way
Anastasia POV: I pulled the door of the stall roughly and threw up. I puked until I felt like my guts were going to come out too. Tears were stopping and the dizziness caused me to lose my balance. If I did not put my hand on the wall for support, I would have fallen on my butt. I flushed the toilet and looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes and the tip of my nose had turned red while my hands were shaky too. I sighed and before I could redo a touch up, I felt uncomfortable again and the heavy feeling on my heart resulted in the vomit again. "Are you okay? Can I help you?" I heard a lady but I did not have energy in my body to turn around and to look at her. She squatted beside me and patted my back. When I felt better, J glanced at her. She looked at me with concern. 'What if she is some media person? She will spread the word around.' I became uneasy and stepped out of the stalls. I rinsed my mouth and tapped my face with the tissue. "Thank you. I had something bad during lu
Anastasia POV: On my way home from the party, I asked the driver to stop at the pharmacy. My heart was hammering so hard against the rib cage that I was sure that it is now all bruised up. My head was a mess. My thoughts were distorted and the attitude which Ryan gave me tonight, after that I am not sure what to expect from him. 'What if he will not take responsibility for it?' Another thought made me uncomfortable. 'Should I not tell him?' Although I haven't done the test yet, I had a feeling that it was true. There were a lot of coincidences for it to be wrong. "If you need anything, tell me... I will grab it for you, Young Miss." Our driver Steve said as he stopped the car outside the pharmacy. I couldn't ask him to get me a pregnancy kit so I denied his offer. "Thank you, Steve but I will get it." I forced a smile before stepping out of the car and walking inside the pharmacy. Every step that I took, it became heavier than the last one. My hands shook from the fear while my li
Anastasia POV:When I woke up in the morning, my head was hammering. The headache was so intense and sharp that I could not even lift my head. I groaned and massaged my temples to relieve the pain and continued to lay on the bed for almost an hour. It was a relief that I wasn't feeling nauseous. I removed the makeup that I did yesterday. Last night, I was too torn to even do that and took a long and warm shower. My whole body calmed down and the headache even got better. Since today is Sunday, I decided not to go to the office. Although I needed to check the reports from the party. But it can wait. I have another important matter pestering me at the moment. After I was done changing clothes, the clock struck 11am. I patted my face with the blender and applied some concealer under my eyes to get rid of eye bags that were sagging. I have to go and see Dr. Crystal at 12. With the nervously beating heart, I opened the side table and without looking at that pregnancy stick, I shoved it
Anastasia POV: On Monday, I had to go to the office and get a briefing about the opening ceremony. I picked out a simple beige colored suit and went to the company. Later on the day, I was going to get the reports but I was mentally prepared for what is coming. I sat in the conference room, while Samuel and Emma explained the details. "Miss. Logan, 90% of the articles from our first collection have been sold while we have received more orders also." He looked ecstatic as he told me. I was happy too. All the hard work and the efforts that I have put into this thing, I felt like it has been repaid. "Our estimated sales for this month are 1 billion dollars." I was shocked when I heard him. "Although we haven't opened up an outlet in a mall yet, I think we should give credit to the Weavers. The moment people hear that they have invested, they put a blind trust on us and of course, your work is flawless." He did not forget to compliment me at the end. However, upon hearing 'Weaver' my
Ryan POV:Her thoughts haunt me. At the party, when I saw that scared and terrified look in her eyes, it shattered my heart. I did not want to be rude to her but I was and I cannot undo that. Given her personality, it won't be easy to say sorry to her either. I rubbed my face and leaned back on the seat while she occupied my mind all over again. At first, I did not like how much control she has over me but now I am getting used to it. I like thinking about her, being with her and if I ever get a chance, I am sure I cannot say no to that enchantingly flawless body. Kevin entered my office after knocking onto the door but I did not look at him. I do not want any interruptions when I am thinking about her."Sir, here is the report from Stones. They did better than we expected. The collaboration with them will surely make up for our losses in a short span of time." He reported and I gave him a slight nod. I did not have any doubts about such an outcome. Yes, when I saw that she is the ow
Anastasia POV:"You came early today." Mom said to me as I plopped onto the couch in the sitting area. It was 4 in the evening and I was already back from the office while I usually come at dinner time. "Yeah, I was tired." I yawned and leaned back onto the soft cushions. I did not eat anything as I was nauseous so I was really low on energy right now. Every pore in my body was aching. Mom's eyes turned into slits as she watched me. I got anxious suddenly. "What?" I tried to end this awkwardness."You are looking really pale. Are you okay" she sat beside me and placed her hand on my forehead to check the temperature. I wanted to hug her and cry in her embrace but I forced a smile instead. "I am doing fine." I lied and she wasn't convinced at all. Mom cupped my cheeks and made me look into her eyes. Damn!! I wanted to tell her everything but I could not bring myself to do that. I imagined how shattered she would be after knowing the truth. Although I know, one day I have to tell the
Ryan POV: I had a meeting with a client and when I finally got free from the hellish torture, I glanced at my wrist watch and clock the clock was already ticking 9pm. My stomach was going berserk as I did not have anything the whole day other than 6 cups of coffee and after having that much caffeine, I surely won't be able to sleep tonight. "Take me to the usual restaurant." I commanded the driver and he instantly stepped on the gas. I wanted to go to my parents residence but I wasn't in the mood to hear their nagging. It was a better choice to eat alone instead. Soon, the vehicle stopped in front of the building. It is a 5-star Michelin restaurant and my all time favorite place. My mood lifted up as I walked inside the building. Trust me, I am a true gourmet. I cannot say no to good food but it is my hectic routine which does not give me a break. "Hello, Mr. Weaver." A waitress rushed to greet me the moment her eyes fell on me. "Hi." I plainly said. I am tired of them giving
Anastasia POV:The evening sky was adorned with twinkling stars as we gathered for a celebratory party at our spacious backyard. It was a special occasion, not only because it marked a significant milestone for Ryan. He led his company to another glory, but also because it gave us an opportunity to bring our loved ones together. The soft glow of string lights illuminated the space, casting a warm and inviting ambiance.Ryan and I were surrounded by laughter and lively conversations as we mingled with our friends and family. The sound of music filled the air, adding an extra layer of excitement to the festivities. I glanced over at Ryan, his charismatic smile lighting up the night, as he engaged in conversation with our guests.Spotting Zayn, Ryan's younger brother, across the crowd, I couldn't help but notice a hint of melancholy in his eyes. Zayn had always been the quiet and reserved type, and lately, he seemed burdened by something. Concerned, I decided to approach him."Hey, Zayn,"
Anastasia POV: The sun shone brightly as our family embarked on a much-needed vacation to a picturesque destination. IThe vibrant colors of the surroundings seemed to reflect the joy and excitement in my heart. Ryan, walked beside me, holding my hand tightly as we guided our two precious children through the serene landscape. I finally recovered after giving birth and this is our first vacation with the two kids. As excited I am for this, I am nervous at the same time too."Look, Daddy! Flowers!" Kai suddenly said, grabbing our attention. While, the relationship between the father and son is also blooming. He turned 2 and into a mature man. I could not help but simle at his cuteness. Those cubby cheeks, full lups and big round eyes, they will be the death of me."Yes, Kai, those are beautiful flowers. Do you want to smell them?" Ryan held him in his arms as he asked. Since we have always been busy with our workloads as well as parenting, we did not had time in our hands to bring him
9 months later;Ryan POV:That hard and painful time was once again there. Everything is fun until I see her in excruciating pain. Ana held my hand so tight that her knuckles went pale while my fingers turned blue as the circulation had been cut off. But that doesn't matter. She is popping my baby out of her vagina... I am in no position to complain. "Push." The doctor said. I put my other hand on her too and gave it a firm squeeze. "You can do it." I whispered and leaned down to kiss her sweaty forehead. "This is so-" her breathing was shallow and the tears were rolling from the corner of her eyes. Ana was practically wretched at this point and damn... I shouldn't have forced her into having another baby."We are never doing this again." I promised her and even in the exhausting state, she managed to smile. I can't help but fall harder for her every single second of my life. "You realised this really soon and I thought that you want a whole soccer team." She mocked me and on the
Anastasia POV:Soon, it was time for cake cutting but Beth wasn't here. Now, I was genuinely worried about her and Zayn was looking at me with disappointment filled eyes. I chewed my bottom lip and sent her a message. Ana: Where in the world are you? If you will not come to Kai's birthday, then don't even bother to talk to me. I threatened her with the hope that she might be willing to tell me whatever the hell is going on with her. I sighed as there was no reply even after 10 minutes. "Ana, we need to cut the cake. Everyone is waiting." Ryan said to me and when I looked around, it was true. The kids were about to fall asleep. I gave him a nod and Ryan held Kai in his arm and wrapped the other arm around my waist while we went to the area where we are supposed to cut the cake. All the attention was suddenly on us. The phone in my hand buzzed and when I glanced at the shining name on the screen, I immediately opened the message. Beth: I am really sorry, Ana. Something urgent cam
Four months later,Anastasia POV:Today Kai turned one and I can't believe how fast the time has passed. Although this year has been the hardest time of my life, still I don't have any regrets. Just because I have the people who love me and support me. Tonight, I was the first one to get ready. Since it is Kai's birthday, we are having a party at our villa. Just with the family and friends, with the people whom I can call mine. I looked at Ryan who was putting cufflinks in his sleeves and smiles but that smile faded upon listening to him, "Just because I can't have you, it doesn't mean you can act cheeky with me. Stop f**king me with your eyes before I change my mind and put you up to something good." His gaze bore in mine and I instantly looked away. After years of marriage, just a little eye contact is more than enough to make me feel butterflies in my stomach. "You should get ready instead of running your mouth. Our guests will be here anytime." I tried to act sassy when I knew
Anastasia POV:We enjoyed the time which we finally got for ourselves fully. Having s*x practically everywhere in the yacht was indeed the highlight of the vacation. The weather wasn't cold anymore. Thus, we laid under the bare sky, with our bodies tangled together and staring at the sky. I don't remember being this peaceful and calm in my life before. "Ana." He called me and I lifted my head from his chest to look at his handsome face. "Hmm?" I hummed both in response and at the feeling of his fingers that were running through my hair. All of my nerves were excited but relaxed too. "Are you happy?" Okay! This isn't what I expected. My eyes narrowed in confusion but I smiled looking at him, "What kind of a question is it? And here I was feeling giddy at the thought that you might slip another big ass diamond in my finger." I joked. "Ugh-" He winced, "What is it with women and their love for diamonds? You practically work with them 365 days a year and you still want a diamond rin
Anastasia POV:Today we are leaving for our vacations and by 'we', I mean just Ryan and me. Although I want to take Kai with us too but thinking that I am not giving much attention to Ryan these days... it didn't feel good to take him with us. I also wanted to enjoy some time which belonged exclusively to us. So, last night, Zayn took Kai with him as he will be staying with his grandparents these days and Ryan, he is over the moon today. "I can't believe that such a thing is really happening." He said excitedly, like a little teenager who is excited to go on a field trip with his friends but I guess being with your lover is even better. "Why are you acting like you have never been on a trip before?" I teased him as I arched a brow and applied some blush on my cheeks. "I have never been on one. Not with a girl before." He confessed while putting his swimsuit in the suitcase. My hand halted and I looked at him through the reflection of the mirror, trying my best to understand that
Ryan POV:Anastasia hummed as she played with Kai and just from her face, I can see that she is dying to tell me something but at the same time, she wants me to ask her. Okay, baby! If this is what you want.I smiled and wrapped my arm around her waist, pulling her closer into me while she sat on the bed with her legs crossed and all of her attention was on Kai. However, upon feeling my touch, she squealed and Kai frowned. "What are you doing?" She playfully slapped my shoulder. "Aren't you getting way too violent, sweetheart?" I said darkly, "And don't tell me I can't hug you in front of Kai. Kids need to see their parents being affectionate to learn something from them." I added. "Because there are so many things which I can't do in front of him. I can't say any bad words, I can't talk dirty."She scoffed, "What a creative way to justify your actions." "I am not justifying. I am telling the truth." I whispered and leaned forward to kiss her cheek. She blushed. I love how my effe
Anastasia POV:The collection which I released this time was a huge success. One of the best things which I managed to pull off and I never thought that I am a sucker for success. I just got to know about this side of mine. So, to celebrate the massive success of Stones, Ryan's mother, Katherine, invited us for dinner. I dressed up wholeheartedly. A white lacy dress, it is my favorite and when Ryan saw me, his brow quipped, "Are we going somewhere luxurious?""Yes, we are." I nodded frantically and pinched Kai's cheeks real hard before kissing them. Ryan was holding him and he was trying his best to get away from his grip. These days, he has started to crawl and the whole world appears to be really interesting, different and amusing to him and to soothe his curiosity, he is giving us a really hard time. "We are going to meet your parents and I want to look good in front of them." I added. He sighed, "I don't like it when you dress up for someone other than me." He pouted and I just