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Losing self-control.

Author: farfalla
last update Last Updated: 2023-02-21 17:09:46
Ryan POV:

Her thoughts haunt me. At the party, when I saw that scared and terrified look in her eyes, it shattered my heart. I did not want to be rude to her but I was and I cannot undo that. Given her personality, it won't be easy to say sorry to her either.

I rubbed my face and leaned back on the seat while she occupied my mind all over again. At first, I did not like how much control she has over me but now I am getting used to it. I like thinking about her, being with her and if I ever get a chance, I am sure I cannot say no to that enchantingly flawless body.

Kevin entered my office after knocking onto the door but I did not look at him. I do not want any interruptions when I am thinking about her.

"Sir, here is the report from Stones. They did better than we expected. The collaboration with them will surely make up for our losses in a short span of time." He reported and I gave him a slight nod. I did not have any doubts about such an outcome. Yes, when I saw that she is the ow
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