I decided to go to work tommorow. I need to, since Rozieden did not approved my email for him. I know I am feeling something inside of me but I do not want to name it. It's been three days and it is already wednesday since my absence at work but he did not even texted me again.I do not know what and how to feel about it. We are not in a relationship and I do'nt have the right to demand and ask reasons from him. Just like my usual days, I use a taxi to go to work and when I am already in the UZ bank I tried to be energetic even if I keep thinking for Dad. Talla is there to watch him but I am still worried for him.But it seems like I do'nt need to be energetic anymore since the people is not giving me the same energy as what I am trying to give them. The tellers from the ground floor looks so shocked on my presence. It looks like they are seeing a ghost walking passed through them. My brows furrowed but I still do not want to be rude so I continued in the elevator and there is a l
Rozieden told me that he is not used hearing curses from me. He is so worried that he hurt me so much. He regretted it and we are just here the whole on his office. He is hugging me from the back while he is trying to swing our body together. He looks like a kid longing for his mother's hug but of course this is different. His warmth hug feels so good behind me. We are both facing the city through the wall glass behind his table inside the office. "Do you really believe me that I did not took any money from the company?'' I ask him while we are still on that position. ''If you will say that you did'nt then that is the thing that I need to believe to.'' He answered as he put his face in my shoulder. ''Yeah, I did not took anything but that is not fair, what if I am not telling the truth, huh?'' I ask because it's true, even if I am telling the truth we still need to make an investigation again to know the whole truth. ''If you love me, you won't lie to me. And I believe that you l
I am just staring at Mr. Woods, We are about to eat now and talking about the case at the same time. I stared at him even more when I realized something that I shoud not think right now. I do not want to conclude things. It is more safer but I am having some guts about it. ''Your mom is the one who conducted the investigation, right?'' I suddenly ask him that made his brows furrowed but nodded at the end. It seems like he realized something as well after I ask that. ''Well, I also wonder why Justin lied that we had a date last monday. I will talk to him.'' I tried to change to topic because I do not want to offend him if I will accused things towards his mother that is not sure yet. ''You ca not talk to that asshole alone. My investigator will talk to him and we will ask for his statement.'' He uttered while putting too many foods in my plate. ''You know what, I really do not care about the money, Kellah. All I only want is the truth and I am holding into your words.'' I saw Mr.
''What are you doing here, Secretary Kellah.'' A member of fthe finance team asked me.Her piercing eyes darted on me and even if I am not doing anything yet she looks alert already.Maybe she is one of those who believes that I took the money of the company. I cleared my throat and face her nicely.''I just want to ask Miss if how the finance team works? I just wonder why you all can't detect the teller who have mistakes for the money.'' I ask but her brows furrowed immediately.''Are you telling and questioning our capabilities and how we work here, Miss Kellah?'' She ask to me like she was annoyed because of my presence.''No, it is not like that. It is just I wonder why the files are gone. All of the records of the tellers are already released and the previous records are gone too.'' I asked again that made her reaction annoyed even more.''It is the reason why we are having a hard time to trace who really is the primary reason.'' I added.''But what are whinning about Miss, it w
It is dark inside the finance room. It was not locked and I wonder why. I immediately scanned the whole room and find all the trash bins that I can see.I saw a big trash bin behind the door and I quickly walk towards it. It was full of papers and crambled bond papers. Without any doubts I immediately put all the trash out. There are a lot of trash cans in every table and I need to make it fast before they come back.My breathing is so fast as my eyes widened when I saw a USB drive with the crambled papers. I can't believe it. I didn't expected it to be this fast. I immediately put all the trash back inside the trash can. I smiled but I still need to test it if this i really the drive they are pertaining.I am doubting to test it here. It is better if I will test it here on their computer but it will takes time.But I am sure this is what they mean. They can't just throw this without reasons.Maybe I will go now.My breathing is so fast as my eyes widened when I saw a USB drive with t
''Bitch!'' I immediately stood up when suddenly that woman from finance room suddenly appear in front of my table. She looks furious and very mad. My brows furrowed and I am just standing there ready to listen to her rants. ''What are you saying, huh?'' I ask curiously because I do not want to create ideas in my mind. ''I know you entered the finance room. What did you do there, huh? We came there and the room is not locked anymore.'' She uttered and I just straighten my body up to act cool in front of her. She is also with a two girls behind her and I bet they are all workers from finance room. ''What are you being afraid of, huh? What is wrong? I did not do anything, Ma'am.'' I said sarcastically but it made her mad even more. ''Liar! Bitch! You are not just a thief but a liar too. I bet you manipulated some files too so that you can take another money from the company again.'' I raised my brows to her as I stared fiercely. ''I do not have any interest about the company's mo
Me and Rozieden was too stunned while we are both watching the video. It was Ammy who is in the video trying to manipulate a computer from finance room. She is the one who planned this? But how? I mean how can she do this? Is this how mad she is to me that it causes her to do this? This is too much for the anger she is holding towards me when I am not even doing anything towards her ever since the day I came here in the company.''She did this?'' Rozieden uttered while staring at the screen. He looks so disapointed but looks like he is glad that we already found the truth.''No need to do the investigation when we already have this. Do not worry, the justice will be served since it was really clear here in the video that she just transferred the money to someone. The only thing we need to do is to ask her why suddenly the money is on your account. It is either they faked the documents they gave me about the evidence or it's either they transferred it to your account, but how?'' My br
''No! It was proven already that she is the-'' I closed my eyes tightly as I heard Mrs. Rarah's voice. ''Mom, please stop this already. I am tired and I know that it was not Kellah. Besides you did not watch the video yet and also the missing sheets. I will explain it to you once you are in a better mood already.'' Rozieden immediately cut her off. Mrs. Rarah smiled sarcastically as she also glance at me. ''You know what Rozieden, when you introduced this woman to me I really do not like her. And now that this issue came out I got mad to her even more and I don't think I will ever accept this girl.'' She uttered as she left the office room of Rozieden. I swallowed hard to supressed my emotions. I do not want to speak because I am scared that I can speak something bad out of anger. Rozieden immediately walk towards me with so much frustration on his eyes. I smiled fakely so that he will not worry about me. Earlier a meeting has been conducted by Mr. Woods and he announced that I
’That was Melden earlier. We are just eating lunch because she will having a piano lesson today.’’ He suddenly uttered.I was a bit shock since I didn’t expected that it was Melden.Now, let us ask too why is he telling me about it?‘’Awh, really? I didn’t recognized her maybe because she is facing you. She grew up so fast. I hope we can meet again.’’ I uttered casually so that he will already let me leave.‘’Yes you can if you didn’t left that fast earlier. I saw you, you eat there a while ago and when you saw us you were too fast and you left right away.’’ He answered and now a little bit annoyed.‘’You are really insisting that I am avoiding you, aren’t you? Aside from that I am used of eating so fast so why do you care about that, huh?’’ I sarcastically asked him.Last night when we met after the meeting he was so different and also earlier when he approached me and now I can already see the Rozieden where I am used of talking to, impatient and very bossy when he talks.‘’As far
I am facing my laptop when suddenly I received an email. I am so busy managing my budget for the building. As what Mr. Marforri said the permit will be out maybe next week and I already need to prepare to renovate the space and here I am planning it already. I am just lucky that Masha offered a help for the designers since she have friends when it comes in designing and I am thankful for that.I am also searching for workers that we need for the renovation, such painters and other workers who is involved in construction working.Next that I need to put in the list is the shops that we need to ask to provide all the things that is need in the restaurant such as chairs and tables and also for the themes so that the restaurant will have a good or nice ambience to create a good impression to the customers.Today is Wednesday and I read the email and it says that the permit will be out already in the Friday. The work will probably start In the Monday if I am already done gathering all the
I am facing myself in front of the mirror inside my room's bathroom. Is it worth it that I am still fighting until now. Is it worth it that instead of giving up yeras ago, I continued my life and didn't gave up. I am still here, I still ahve the energy but I am not sure if I still have the courage that I tried to burried inside me after all the tragedy that happened three years ago in my life. I am hoping and wishing that I can see and find the reasons again that I used before to continue. I am scared that I am losing it again. I am scared that I will be weak and fragile again. Three years ago it was not easy for me to survived. Three years ago I am so empty and nothing compared to who I am right now. I know I am not just the one who is experiencing these things too. for sure there are also people in this world who is always crying at night. People who are almost giving up on this life because they can't take it anymore but still they find reasons to live. Just like what I said
In the next coming days, I still need to wait for the permit. After that I will already start the renovation of the space, it will takes time and I need to be very handful about it after it happens. I need to be very focus about it too so that I can record all the expenses. I also need to hire another workers too for the renovation, cleaning and designing. I am too tired about last night. It was just a simple meeting and it made my eyes swollen like this. Well, who the hell even told me to cry hard like that after seeing that man after three years, huh? No one, no one and it was all my fault. I stopped drinking my coffee when suddenly my messenger started ringing and it was Masha who is calling me. It is a video call with her. I answered it immediately and place my phone in a pitcher so it will show my whole face while just drinking coffee at the same time. ‘’Kellah!’’ She greeted happily but her expression change immediately when she saw me. ‘’What happened to you, girl?’’ She a
Exact seven o’clock in the evening when I arrived to that expensive private restaurant that they sent as the address where the meeting should be held.There is nothing weir inside and just like how rich people usually interact with each other. I ask a crew for a booked meeting room and I showed her my ID and traced it. After it they show me the right room. It is indeed private. A crew opened the door for me and without hesitations I entered even if I am so freaking nervous about this. I am so freaking nervous for all the possibilities that might happen.I heaved a sigh when I saw two men sitting in a chair and in front of them is a table with foods and drinks that for sure so expensive just like how they look.I smiled to them and so they are to me. I can already see their faces clearly but no one looks like him to them. An old man smiled to me genuinely as he offers a seat to me.‘’Good evening young lady. I bet you are the owner of the ‘Pan de Restaurant.’” He uttered and I smiled t
My hands are shaking while drinking the coffee in my hand. Even once in the whole three years of my life, I didn’t expect this to happen. I mean, I am always thinking of him. He keeps running in my mind for almost three years of not seeing him. The only man that made me feel this way.But I am not sure yet if we will meet there. I am not sure yet if he will be there too but usually, three years ago he always do meetings personally.Dang, why am I even expecting too much? But is this just a coincidence that the lot’s owner wanted partnership for the building so that we will get a permit? But of course it is just a coincidence.I heaved a sigh and suddenly thought of doing something. Is it just fine if I will search him online? Is he still active on the business? But at the end I got tired of searching because his name isn’t appearing. Maybe social media isn’t his thing, even before, we just text each other and call.I shake my head at the end because I am here again thinking about him
Why the hell I didn’t notice that? Why didn’t I check where it came from? I am so dumb! I am so dumb!I screamed while running back and forth in my room. I am trying to cover my face and keep reading it again just to make sure that I am just mistaken but I am not! I am not! It’s real. It is really that bank.A partnership with that bank? A partnership with him?I am too stunned and just staring somewhere the whole night. I can’t still process it. It doesn’t want to sink in and I keep shaking my head.‘’No, this isn’t true. This isn’t true.’’ I muttered while biting the tip of my nails to stop myself from panicking too much.I can still remember the exact details before.How I watch his sorrowful eyes while I am leaving. My heart aches because of that memory. I am a terrible person for hurting someone like him. I am so selfish that time but I don’t regret it. It is painful, indeed but I’ve grown because of my choices in life. I learned too and those times with him will always have a sp
It took me three hours before I finally opened the email. I immediately read it while eating a sandwich for lunch. I parked my car near a gasoline station after I full tanked it. I am wearing a crop top sleeveless inside my gray blazer and a black pants partnered with a stilettos. I am leaning in the car like I don’t care about all the people passing the street. I remember what Toni said, my worker from the main branch. She said we need to settle a partnership from a bank? A bank? Seriously? Bank is too big to have a partnership with. It somehow reminds me of someone who is too grumpy and annoying but always managed how to communicate with investors and partnerships. I heaved a sigh after I finished reading the email. TO; Owner of the Pan de Restaurant branches. We are very open for partnership to fully and finally receive the permit in the City of -. We are asking for the presence of the owner for clarification and words from him/ her too. Thank you and we are expecting for yo
In the next days, I decided to assign someone to watch for the restaurant. I decided to move in the City to settle the paper that is need to settle. I am building a branch there, finally. At first, I am hesitating to build it in the City and I asked myself why. I ask myself for a reason and I just can’t find a valid one especially if Masha keeps pushing me to do it. ‘’You know what, just push it. Do it already and do not hesitate. It is not about the past, in fact it can be your way to heal yourself, girl. It’s for the business too.’’ She keeps motivating me and it always works to me. Masha is such a good friend to me. I met her one year ago and I really enjoy her company and kindness. ‘’Yeah, don’t worry. I already made up my mind so nothing can change it anymore. I forgot to read the email, I need to hang this call already, Masha.’’ I uttered and she just groaned from the other line and for sure she is already rolling her eyes if we are together now. She is busy for her son’s mov