46 edit (chap 15) Does it matter if a person is rich? Does it matter if a person is wealthy, pretty, beautiful or ugly? Nothing matters when it comes to love. Well, anyways just saying. "Sir, I don't think we can buy this. This is so freaking expensive. I don't have money to buy this. " I stared at Kellah when she said that. We are buying some clothes that she can wear for the party or the event coming. She is not just my secretary there but uhmm .. also my date. Kellah moved closer to me as she whispered how expensive he clothes is. The dress suited her. She looks uhm pretty wearing it. She looks like a model wearing it. I am used of seeing her wearing a corporate attire when she is inside UZ bank but of course everything suits on her but I am so distracted about it especially that she is too near at me. "Ah-eh. Why are you so aggressive, huh? Don't just walk like that super near to me while you are wearing that, for petes sake!" "And by the way, Sir. I don't like this. This i
In the next days, I am still in awe. Everytime I am alone and I am remembering all the things that Mr. Woods told me, I just can't stop being so amazed that all of this happens for a reason.I thought I feel inlove with him first but he was already obsessed the moment I stepped in inside the UZ bank.Dang, is this how pretty I am that it made him that crazy obsessed with me? Just kidding.Anyways, we are quits because I am obsessed with him too. ______________"Come on, Mom. Can you just please leave us?" Mr. Woods uttered while rolling his eyes while watching his mom walking around his office.I am just there doing my job. I keep typing some files and I think they are already fighting through their eyes. "Shut up, Rozieden. I told you already. Why are you so bothered? The girl is just even doing her job, loosen up. It's not that I will be wild here if I will heard something wrong here." Her mom uttered and I want to laugh because of their conversation.I will admit that this is ma
Rozieden is very different from all the guys I've met before. Maybe he is just also the type who falls inlove with efforts, words of affirmation and actions. But the difference is it is just he enever experienced all those things. That is why he is different. He is different because he is so curious of feeling it, he enevr voice it out but his eyes screaming it so loud. He wants attention and affection too. People around him failed to make him feel that and it causes him to act so tough to everyone because he thinks like no one is there for him. I want him to feel like he is not. I want him to feel like someone is willing to fight for him. I want him to also see the beauty of being cared of, the beautry of being loved. I want him to feel that, to feel everything that he supposed to feel. He deserves it. Just ;ike the feeling that he gave me, the feeling of being teated that you are special to someone. Rozieden made me so flattered and happy that night. Those darkest days of my li
After what happened earlier Rozieden brought me in a place full of lights. I can still see people here in our direction. There are also couples who is enjoying in the other parts of the place but here in this mat where we are sitting, this is more better a hundred times. ''How did you planned this, huh?'' I am teasing him right now because this looks so romantic and I din't think that a person who have a weird personality like him can think of somethig like this. ''Actually I asked someone to do it for me because I really don't have free time, but I am the one who planned it.''He answered. There are foods and drinks too. There are also lunch boxes full of foods for the dinner as what he said. There are also guitar at the back, books and some chips and he said it is for the vibe and just a design to add coolness in the place. ''You don't have to worry because I know how to play guitar.'' I chuckled like I am joking but I really do play guitar. ''Really? Then you should sing a song
Just like my usual job, I started encoding things needed and checking Mr. Woods schedule. I requested him to put me outside his office again. I don't want to be inside his office everyday and he agreed with it since he doesn't want me to feel uncomfortable if his Mom stay there again and checking us. It will be fine here because she doesn't have reasons to check us around if we are not even together.I've seen her entered Mr. Woods office earlier and after and left after few minutes of staying inside.She saw me but she just gave me a glare and walked away.I don't know what is running inside her mind but it is better for me to put myself away from the situation of being near from them. It's just I don't know how to do it if Rozieden keeps coming to me and I don't even know how to distance myself from him, I mean I don't want to."I've heard that the branch is losing some funds. How can we tell Mr. Woods?" "What's happening Miss Bea?" I ask when I heard her talking with Miss Jessie.
"We didn't found it yet." Miss Jessie uttered with a very bothered eyes.I heaved a sigh and wondering if the money is really gone or we just need to trace it properly."And we tried for how many times to traced it but we really can't." An employee coming from the finance team said. She already knows it and she is about to send the files to the whole team and we are all just waiting for the results.After this discussion maybe Rozieden will already going to know about this. I'm afraid that he will be so disappointed to us. I know it became hard for him to get close with his employees and now that he is starting to create relationship with them it messed up. I wanted him to trust his employees and the employees to him as well. I want to stay working here. I am starting to love the place and the people here.Also it is because of Rozieden and our relationship even if I know our situation is hard especially if I continue pushing myself to him, it will be hard. Maybe the only thing I don'
It's been three days since the issue about the missing funds in the UZ bank happened. Everyone is working for it and even if the exact given days are not yet finished everyone is really aware that we can't really bring the money back.Tommorow is Sunday and we will go to church early just like the usual. Rozieden texted me that he will going with us and also with Melden. It's Saturday and I want to be with Dad and bond with him today.I said we would watch movies today because on Monday and in the following days I will be busy again on work and just going to see each other at night sand when I came home he is always already asleep.Talla told me that Dad has been getting lethargic again lately even though she always walks and gives him medicine. He said that he gets tired quickly or that Dad is just lazy to do some activities and don't have the urge of moving around. So I thought of doing this together with him. I saw how Dad followed me using his piercing eyes. Now I believe Talla th
I decided to go to work tommorow. I need to, since Rozieden did not approved my email for him. I know I am feeling something inside of me but I do not want to name it. It's been three days and it is already wednesday since my absence at work but he did not even texted me again.I do not know what and how to feel about it. We are not in a relationship and I do'nt have the right to demand and ask reasons from him. Just like my usual days, I use a taxi to go to work and when I am already in the UZ bank I tried to be energetic even if I keep thinking for Dad. Talla is there to watch him but I am still worried for him.But it seems like I do'nt need to be energetic anymore since the people is not giving me the same energy as what I am trying to give them. The tellers from the ground floor looks so shocked on my presence. It looks like they are seeing a ghost walking passed through them. My brows furrowed but I still do not want to be rude so I continued in the elevator and there is a l
’That was Melden earlier. We are just eating lunch because she will having a piano lesson today.’’ He suddenly uttered.I was a bit shock since I didn’t expected that it was Melden.Now, let us ask too why is he telling me about it?‘’Awh, really? I didn’t recognized her maybe because she is facing you. She grew up so fast. I hope we can meet again.’’ I uttered casually so that he will already let me leave.‘’Yes you can if you didn’t left that fast earlier. I saw you, you eat there a while ago and when you saw us you were too fast and you left right away.’’ He answered and now a little bit annoyed.‘’You are really insisting that I am avoiding you, aren’t you? Aside from that I am used of eating so fast so why do you care about that, huh?’’ I sarcastically asked him.Last night when we met after the meeting he was so different and also earlier when he approached me and now I can already see the Rozieden where I am used of talking to, impatient and very bossy when he talks.‘’As far
I am facing my laptop when suddenly I received an email. I am so busy managing my budget for the building. As what Mr. Marforri said the permit will be out maybe next week and I already need to prepare to renovate the space and here I am planning it already. I am just lucky that Masha offered a help for the designers since she have friends when it comes in designing and I am thankful for that.I am also searching for workers that we need for the renovation, such painters and other workers who is involved in construction working.Next that I need to put in the list is the shops that we need to ask to provide all the things that is need in the restaurant such as chairs and tables and also for the themes so that the restaurant will have a good or nice ambience to create a good impression to the customers.Today is Wednesday and I read the email and it says that the permit will be out already in the Friday. The work will probably start In the Monday if I am already done gathering all the
I am facing myself in front of the mirror inside my room's bathroom. Is it worth it that I am still fighting until now. Is it worth it that instead of giving up yeras ago, I continued my life and didn't gave up. I am still here, I still ahve the energy but I am not sure if I still have the courage that I tried to burried inside me after all the tragedy that happened three years ago in my life. I am hoping and wishing that I can see and find the reasons again that I used before to continue. I am scared that I am losing it again. I am scared that I will be weak and fragile again. Three years ago it was not easy for me to survived. Three years ago I am so empty and nothing compared to who I am right now. I know I am not just the one who is experiencing these things too. for sure there are also people in this world who is always crying at night. People who are almost giving up on this life because they can't take it anymore but still they find reasons to live. Just like what I said
In the next coming days, I still need to wait for the permit. After that I will already start the renovation of the space, it will takes time and I need to be very handful about it after it happens. I need to be very focus about it too so that I can record all the expenses. I also need to hire another workers too for the renovation, cleaning and designing. I am too tired about last night. It was just a simple meeting and it made my eyes swollen like this. Well, who the hell even told me to cry hard like that after seeing that man after three years, huh? No one, no one and it was all my fault. I stopped drinking my coffee when suddenly my messenger started ringing and it was Masha who is calling me. It is a video call with her. I answered it immediately and place my phone in a pitcher so it will show my whole face while just drinking coffee at the same time. ‘’Kellah!’’ She greeted happily but her expression change immediately when she saw me. ‘’What happened to you, girl?’’ She a
Exact seven o’clock in the evening when I arrived to that expensive private restaurant that they sent as the address where the meeting should be held.There is nothing weir inside and just like how rich people usually interact with each other. I ask a crew for a booked meeting room and I showed her my ID and traced it. After it they show me the right room. It is indeed private. A crew opened the door for me and without hesitations I entered even if I am so freaking nervous about this. I am so freaking nervous for all the possibilities that might happen.I heaved a sigh when I saw two men sitting in a chair and in front of them is a table with foods and drinks that for sure so expensive just like how they look.I smiled to them and so they are to me. I can already see their faces clearly but no one looks like him to them. An old man smiled to me genuinely as he offers a seat to me.‘’Good evening young lady. I bet you are the owner of the ‘Pan de Restaurant.’” He uttered and I smiled t
My hands are shaking while drinking the coffee in my hand. Even once in the whole three years of my life, I didn’t expect this to happen. I mean, I am always thinking of him. He keeps running in my mind for almost three years of not seeing him. The only man that made me feel this way.But I am not sure yet if we will meet there. I am not sure yet if he will be there too but usually, three years ago he always do meetings personally.Dang, why am I even expecting too much? But is this just a coincidence that the lot’s owner wanted partnership for the building so that we will get a permit? But of course it is just a coincidence.I heaved a sigh and suddenly thought of doing something. Is it just fine if I will search him online? Is he still active on the business? But at the end I got tired of searching because his name isn’t appearing. Maybe social media isn’t his thing, even before, we just text each other and call.I shake my head at the end because I am here again thinking about him
Why the hell I didn’t notice that? Why didn’t I check where it came from? I am so dumb! I am so dumb!I screamed while running back and forth in my room. I am trying to cover my face and keep reading it again just to make sure that I am just mistaken but I am not! I am not! It’s real. It is really that bank.A partnership with that bank? A partnership with him?I am too stunned and just staring somewhere the whole night. I can’t still process it. It doesn’t want to sink in and I keep shaking my head.‘’No, this isn’t true. This isn’t true.’’ I muttered while biting the tip of my nails to stop myself from panicking too much.I can still remember the exact details before.How I watch his sorrowful eyes while I am leaving. My heart aches because of that memory. I am a terrible person for hurting someone like him. I am so selfish that time but I don’t regret it. It is painful, indeed but I’ve grown because of my choices in life. I learned too and those times with him will always have a sp
It took me three hours before I finally opened the email. I immediately read it while eating a sandwich for lunch. I parked my car near a gasoline station after I full tanked it. I am wearing a crop top sleeveless inside my gray blazer and a black pants partnered with a stilettos. I am leaning in the car like I don’t care about all the people passing the street. I remember what Toni said, my worker from the main branch. She said we need to settle a partnership from a bank? A bank? Seriously? Bank is too big to have a partnership with. It somehow reminds me of someone who is too grumpy and annoying but always managed how to communicate with investors and partnerships. I heaved a sigh after I finished reading the email. TO; Owner of the Pan de Restaurant branches. We are very open for partnership to fully and finally receive the permit in the City of -. We are asking for the presence of the owner for clarification and words from him/ her too. Thank you and we are expecting for yo
In the next days, I decided to assign someone to watch for the restaurant. I decided to move in the City to settle the paper that is need to settle. I am building a branch there, finally. At first, I am hesitating to build it in the City and I asked myself why. I ask myself for a reason and I just can’t find a valid one especially if Masha keeps pushing me to do it. ‘’You know what, just push it. Do it already and do not hesitate. It is not about the past, in fact it can be your way to heal yourself, girl. It’s for the business too.’’ She keeps motivating me and it always works to me. Masha is such a good friend to me. I met her one year ago and I really enjoy her company and kindness. ‘’Yeah, don’t worry. I already made up my mind so nothing can change it anymore. I forgot to read the email, I need to hang this call already, Masha.’’ I uttered and she just groaned from the other line and for sure she is already rolling her eyes if we are together now. She is busy for her son’s mov