Chapter 8
I lifted my head when the door opened. As I had expected, it was Beta Lynel again who would attend to me. For some reason, Calgary had me transferred to another room and stopped seeing me. His Beta said he had himself locked up for several days, unable to control his own wolf. Something Calgary has never experienced before.
"Morning," Lynel greeted with a smile.
He was, by far, the nicest member of the Claivan Pack. Whenever Lynel was taking me outside so I could heal faster by connecting to nature, most of their pack members would glare at me as if I had done something terrible to them. I just assumed that it was because I was from Zenios, and all of the packs in Nirvana; Zenios, Claivan, Prudence, and Mayhem, were in conflict because of something Calgary did in the past.
I pulled myself up and followed him. "Your big bad Alpha still locking himself up?" I couldn't help but ask as we walked down the stairs.
"Nope." He looked at me with a slight smile. "He went to Mayhem to get you a customized collar."
My brows furrowed. "Mayhem? I thought... everyone's in conflict right now?"
He smirked. "Not really. Zenios has just been isolated for quite a while."
"What?"
"Right. It's not really my story to tell. Whatever Alpha Lawrence's reasons were for keeping Zenios from getting along with everyone, it's all up to him whether to tell you or not."
I stopped. "Hold on, where is Alpha Lawrence?"
Lynel ran his fingers onto his auburn hair. "Alone in Zenios. He refused to come with us."
"With... you?"
He nodded. "He let his people stay in Mayhem, but he refused to come along. Calgary and I went to him to invite him to stay with us while everyone in your pack is healing, but he refused to leave your pack's cemetery."
My heart felt a different kind of pain because of what he said. He's probably badly hurt, yet here he was, being so stubborn just because he couldn't leave my mom.
I drew in a deep breath. "Can you... take me to him? I promise I won't run. I just want to talk to him, see if I can convince him to come with us."
"Sorry, but I'm not in the right position to decide about that. We can wait for Alpha to return. I'll tell him about your request. For now, let's get your wounds checked."
A simple nod was my only answer. Lynel took me to their pack's doctor who checked my wounds. When she saw that I wasn't healing that fast, she looked at Lynel before she spoke.
"Maybe it's best if you would take off her chains. Without it, she'll heal faster."
"I'll ask Alpha," said Lynel before he took me outside.
As I expected, people of Claivan started throwing me deadly looks again, as if they'd rip my neck once they got a chance.
My eyes roamed around their village until I spotted a little girl peeking at a window. When she saw me, she immediately hid as if I scared her. I felt bad, and I think Lynel noticed my expression.
"That's Calla. Alpha's daughter."
My lips parted in surprise. "Daughter? He has a daughter?"
"Yup. She's seven."
"So where's his Luna?"
Sadness crossed Lynel's rims. "She's... gone." He looked away. "She ran away with her true mate."
"And she left her own daughter for her mate?" I laughed, a disappointed one. "I'm sorry, but I don't think that's fair for the little girl."
"So as to Alpha. He gave his all to her. He literally treated her like a queen, but maybe marriage will never be enough to break a mate bond."
I pushed a few strands of my hair towards the back of my ear. "Was she marked by Calgary?"
"That's the funny thing. Alpha's wolf refused to mark her." Lynel sighed. "You know, I hope the council listened to Calgary when he asked them to destroy the agreement about how an Alpha must select his Luna. It doesn't really benefit the packs at all."
My brows furrowed. "He asked them to do that?"
"Yeah. Calgary was concerned about the other packs, too. But they never listened."
I smirked. "I doubt that? He's a selfish mother--" I gulped. "Sorry."
"It's alright. Sometimes, when no one is watching, I curse him, too."
"Good thing he's not chaining you, huh?"
Lynel grinned. "He can't do that to his older brother, can he?"
My eyes blinked. "You guys are brothers?"
"Uhum. Not really that obvious, huh?"
"Not at all. You guys are very opposite to each other." I pointed to him. "You're the good brother and he's the vicious one no one would ever want to share a bunk bed with."
He laughed at what I said. "Oh, he's nice. He's only ruthless when he needs to be. Trust me on that one."
"Knock it off. I know big brothers often clean their siblings' names. You don't have to. Nothing can change my mind about him anyway. He is on top of my list of my most hated people on Earth."
"Is that so?"
I almost startled when I heard Calgary's voice from behind. Lynel and I turned to face him, and when he saw the shock on my face, his inky brow shot up. "Getting too comfy with my Beta, hmm?"
Lynel pursed his lips together, trying to suppress a grin. When Calgary saw his brother, he heaved a sigh and waved his hand as if getting annoyed at the look on Lynel's face. "Get outta here. I ain't fucking jealous of you."
Lynel burst into laughter before he patted my head. We saw how Calgary clenched his jaw as if he was getting irritated with the way Lynel touched me.
"See you later, Nadine."
I waved my hand at him as he left. When I faced Calgary again, I rolled my eyes at him before I folded my arms in front of my chest. "Should I be flattered that you went all the way to Mayhem yourself just to get me something, hmm?" I teased but Calgary just smirked at me before he dragged me back to his house.
He took me to his couch and commanded me to sit. I rolled my eyes because of his dominance, but when Calgary went on his knee and gently lifted my foot to remove my chain, my heart suddenly felt a different kind of warmth.
I watched how his jaw clenched after he saw the reddened part of my ankle. Why was he very different today? Was that guilt I was seeing in his eyes right now?
He let out a heavy breath then took out the collar he had got in Mayhem. The Alpha of Mayhem was known for being a great blacksmith. Maybe Alpha Quira was the one who made it.
Calgary motioned his hand as if asking me to lean forward so he could put on my collar. I hesitated at first, but when I realized that I had no choice anyway, I slightly bent towards him while I clenched my fists on my lap.
I held my breath when I felt his fingertips against my skin, waking up the foreign sensations I never felt even with Luhence. He pushed my hair to one side, and when he spoke in a gentle manner, his minty breath caressed my now heated cheeks.
"Quira put something that will prevent the silver from burning your skin." He looked me in the eyes after fixing my hair. "But if you don't behave, you'll wear the regular silver chains again. Do you understand?"
For the first time, I felt myself submitting to him. I looked away and nodded my head in response, but when Calgary remained kneeling in front of me, I couldn't help but meet his eyes again.
We stared at each other for a couple moments as if we were letting our wolves reach out to each other, but the door opened and a girl entered to call him.
"Alpha--oh. Am I... interrupting something?" she asked with a hint of annoyance.
Calgary took in a sharp breath then stood up. "Nah. Just making sure the collar would fit. Is everyone ready?" he asked as he faced the woman who glared at me.
"Yes. Shall we?"
Calgary nodded. He then looked over his shoulder before he spoke to me. "You stay here. I'll be back after an hour. Don't even try to leave my house or I'll lock you up and chain you again."
He stormed out with the girl who's obviously into him. When the door shut, I rested my back on the couch and stared blankly at the ceiling.
Looks like I'd rather see his bad side than the version of him that's more gentle.
That, I think, was far more dangerous for my heart...
Chapter 9Because of the collar Calgary gave me, I was finally free to move around the house, but I still can't go outside without supervision. I got bored in my room, so I decided to go downstairs and see what I could do while I was waiting for them to bring me dinner.I found an old piano down the hall. It was dusty and looked untouched for years. I sat on the chair and opened it before I started checking if it was still working. Good thing it was. When I was young, Mom would usually play piano for me. I even remember hearing her play in the middle of the night downstairs. When I tried to come see her once, I saw someone sitting on the couch, silently watching Mom as she played her favorite piece.Now that I'm grown up and I remember it, I realized that it was probably Alpha Lawrence.My chest hurts. Maybe Mom was deeply in love with him, too. That's why I often see her staring at Alpha with so much regret. Whenever she put me to sleep, she would always tell me how much of a good ma
Chapter 10My gaze drifted from the ceiling to the door of my room when it opened. Calla went in first while holding Calgary by his hand. She's even carrying her black furry cat as she smiled sweetly at me.Calgary touched his jaw, a little shy, probably because his daughter requested to see me. Calla didn't bother me anyway. She's a nice kid and I knew how it felt like to not have my mom around, so I pulled myself up and motioned my hand to call her. "Come here, Calla."She let go of her father's hand then walked towards me. Calla doesn't talk. I still didn't know why yet but I made a mental note to ask Lynel tomorrow.When I heard Calgary clear his throat, I looked at him and waited for him to speak."She wants to sleep here... with you."Calla stared at me as if she was begging me to say yes. I smiled back at her and tucked a few strands of her brown hair towards the back of her ear. "Of course, you can. It would be nice to have a roommate who's really sweet."Her innocent eyes gli
Chapter 11: His Painful ConclusionCalgary and I took the trail leading to Zenios. We were pretty much silent the whole trip, but when we were nearing the cemetery and we had a vision of the man who used to beat me up almost every single day, Calgary noticed that I began to feel uncomfortable."Are you sure you wanna talk to him? I heard he wasn't nice to you," he asked.I swallowed the pool of saliva in my mouth when I sensed the underlying concern in his tone. That was new, and I shouldn't have been affected by it, but Auror felt happy that Calgary wasn't that rude to me anymore."Yeah. I'm familiar with his ruthless side. It's not like I'd hide behind you if he'd throw me a deadly gaze." I inhaled a deep breath down into my stomach. "Let's just go."Calgary led the way until we reached Alpha Lawrence. He was sitting in front of my Mom's tomb, staring at the withered flowers lying on her grave while he was holding a half-way done bottle of whiskey. He didn't even bother looking at u
Chapter 12: Healing HimI refused to entertain Calgary's conclusion about me being Alpha Lawrence's daughter. My Dad loved me so much, and if Calgary was right, then that means I must hate Alpha Lawrence even more. They said parents could feel a connection with their kids. If he really was my real father, how come he beats me up with no remorse? Didn't he feel anything whenever he was hurting me? My chest tightened with the thought. I let out a heavy breath and decided to come see Calla instead so my mind would be busy. After leaving Calgary's house, I walked towards his grandmother's home where Calla usually stays when Calgary wasn't around. I heard he went with Alpha Quira to talk to the council. The council is consists of some elderly members who no longer stays with their original pack in Nirvana to prevent any bias decisions. Lynel said their grandmother was offered a seat in the council of Nirvana but she politely declined because she didn't want to leave Calgary and Lynel.
Chapter 13: A Glimpse in The PastEverything started to become awkward between me and Calgary since the day Auror healed him. I could no longer look him straight in the eyes, afraid he'd sense how hard it was getting for me to tame Auror in the past couple days. She's being stubborn and was begging to get close with Calgary's wolf, which I couldn't allow or else we might walk out of this place with Calgary's mark on my neck.I couldn't let that happen. I made promises with Luhence, built dreams with him. I had already given him my heart and there's no way that I would betray the man who had always been there for me, for someone I only knew for a few weeks."There you go?" I handed Calla the mirror. "See? You look pretty."Calla smiled after seeing her crown braid. She stood up and hugged me to probably thank me for fixing her hair. I kissed her on top of her head, and when the door opened, we both turned to look at Lynel."Hello there, princess Calla," he greeted with a smile before h
Chapter 14: Hard To ControlCalgary took a sharp breath after we both settled on a fallen tree. We decided to take a walk to help me calm down, and to talk about what really happened in the past."Your Mom was a good friend of mine. After she lost the fight for the Luna position, she realized that Lawrence would be willing to risk his own life just to be with her." I saw his Adam's apple bobbed up and down. "She didn't want that to happen. She'd rather see him marry someone else than let him die because of his love for her."I sniffed when my tears threatened to fall again. "So you helped Mom and Dad hide from him?"He nodded. "When I found out what Lawrence was planning to do, I asked Calla's mother's help. She's a part she-wolf and a part witch that's why she was able to perform a cloaking spell. That's why even when your Mom and Lance stayed in Claivan for a couple months, Lawrence wasn't able to sense them. They just returned to Zenios when your Mom was about to give birth to you.
Chapter 15: BreathlessAlpha Lawrence was unconscious for a couple days. When he woke up, he immediately insisted to go back to my Mom's grave but Calgary told him that Mom's remains were already stolen.My chest hurt when I saw how Alpha Lawrence fell on the floor with a defeated expression on his face. I knew this would be hard for him to accept, so before the so-called ruthless Alpha of Zenios began to lose control of his own emotions, I stepped outside the infirmary to save myself from more pain.Calgary soon followed me outside while Ahma tried to console Alpha Lawrence. When I felt him nearing, I sniffed and immediately wiped the tears that built on the corners of my eyes."Why did you follow me? You should be with him."Calgary sighed. "Nah. I won't make him feel better. The best I can do is to make sure we'll retrieve your mother's remains." He moistened his lower lip. "Come with me. I know something that might make you feel better."I felt a different kind of warmth wrap arou
Chapter 16: A Familiar ScentHolding the tray of food for Alpha Lawrence, I swallowed the lump in my throat before I pushed the door open. He was already staying at Calgary's house, healing the injuries and wounds he got from defending my mother's grave.It was awkward when our eyes met, but he was the first one to look away as if he didn't want to see my rims that always reminds him of my mother. When the door shut behind me, I placed his food on the small table sitting on the corner near the door that was leading towards the veranda."Calgary left to investigate," I said as soon as I turned to face him.He let out a heavy breath. "You're supposed to address him as Alpha. It's disrespectul to call someone of authority by their first name.""I haven't submitted to him yet. Technically, you are still my Alpha considering that Luhence is nowhere to be found," I replied. For the first time in my life, I was able to speak to him that long, as if a part of me was sure that he was no longer
Chapter 24: More Than EnoughMy body was sore all over because of the training but Calgary's presence helped me heal faster. When Hyrum's men came during dinner to inform us that help had finally arrived and the perimeters were safe, somehow, he felt a sense of relief even for a short while."Would you like some more soup?" I asked Calla while we sit on the table with Ahma, Lynel, Alpha Lawrence, and Calgary.Calla nodded happily. "Thank you, Mommy," she said before giving me a sweet smile.Calgary caressed his daughter's hair before he leaned to me. "We'll just talk about something in my office. Finish your food."I jerked my head in response. When he left with Lynel, Ahma, and Alpha Lawrence, I stood up carrying Calla's bowl to get her more soup, but Lindsey immediately followed me to the table where the caserole was.She crossed her arms and shot up a brow at me. "Getting so comfy playing the fake mommy and wife role, huh?"I rolled my eyes and shook my head. "Not now. I'm too tire
Chapter 23: A Taste of EuphoriaSomehow, the talk I had with Alpha Lawrence a few days ago, helped us communicate a little better. He no longer avoids me that much, and I could speak to him directly now without feeling aneasy.I took a series of deep breaths to center myself just like what Alpha Lawrence instructed me to do. He was circling around me, holding a silver knife and ready to attack me any moment now."Tracking is more than just following a scent nor listening to your surrounding. It's connecting to everything around you, being one with the ground, the wind, and every living thing that you can reach, but your gift has no use if you're too slow to dodge an attack," said Alpha Lawrence, an in a blink of an eye, we has already behind me, the knife was only half an inch away from my throat.Goodness, he was really fast. No wonder he was known for his combat skills. Now I wanted to think his Luna poisoned him on the night of the selection, because I know for sure that with his s
Chapter 22: A Painful TalkI didn't know if I was anxious because I would be training with Alpha Lawrence today or I was just worried because Calgary joined his Deltas last night to guard our territories. No matter how many times I rolled over my bed, I couldn't really bring myself to sleep. Maybe I was both anxious and worried, but despite the lack of sleep, I still got up before sunrise to prepare for my first day of training.When I went down to get myself some coffee to wake me up, Alpha Lawrence was already in the kitchen, making himself some brewed coffee. As if he realized that I was planning to get myself some, he cleared his throat and saved a cup for me.I pursed my lips as I walked the length towards the cupboard. My heart was going crazy with the silence enveloping us, and when I finally had the courage to glance his way, I spoke."G--Good morning, Alpha."He paused from taking a sip but he didn't look at me. "Just because we're in Claivan doesn't mean I'll be nice during
Chapter 21: Her Special Ability"Prudence just lost the last of their best trackers. All we have right now is Hyrum," said Calgary as we gathered at the pack house with Alpha Quira, her Beta, Ariz, Lynel, Alpha Lawrence and Ahma.My fingers clasped. The atmosphere around was too thick, probably because we all know that our District is in so much trouble.Mayhem had no trackers for two decades now while Claivan was never given any. Trackers are special types of wolves who can sense anything even when it was miles away. They were born with the strongest senses. Some show their abilities early like Mom, some were late bloomers.Zenios' tracker was my mother that's why even when she was only a Beta she-wolf back then, she would always work hand in hand with Alpha Lawrence because she was very significant to our pack.I saw Alpha Lawrence straightened his back. "If Nadine was able to sense Luhence while everybody else didn't, maybe that's because she inherited Nimpha's abilities."All eyes
Chapter 20: A Storm is ComingDried leaves whipped into the foggy air as Calgary and I ran faster through the woods. His wolf kept on challenging Auror, but with us finally gaining back our strength, she showed him we were their equal. Auror jumped over a fallen tree and rolled over the thick bed of dried vegetation before she gained her momentum again, but Calgary's wolf was fast enough to stop Auror from jumping over the cliff.Auror let out a whimper of affection as Calgary's wolf licked her face. She rubbed her head on his neck, gaining more power from the bond we share with our mate. We had been running for hours, but our hunger for freedom felt insatiable. Auror and I had never been permitted to roam around Nirvana this way, but with Calgary accompanying us, we knew we would be safe.Calgary's wolf howled, telling us to finally go back. I felt Auror's desire to ask for a little more time, but when thunders began roaring in the sky, she changed her mind and followed Calgary's wol
Chapter 19: Meeting His WolfAfter Lynel took Calla to Ahma's house, Calgary and I went out for a walk in the woods. I realized he would explain why his daughter called me 'Mommy', maybe he was thinking that I didn't like it at all.As soon as we got deeper into the woods, I cleared my throat and looked at him. "It's the first time I heard Calla speak."There was a glint of loneliness in his eyes when he met my gaze. "She stopped talking since her mother left us. She was barely four... and that was the worst night of my life not because I just lost my Luna, but because Calla's painful plea for her mother not to go was the last thing we heard from my daughter."I swallowed when my chest felt a different kind of pain, as if Calgary was letting me feel how he felt the night his Luna left to be with someone else. Maybe if I was in his shoes, I wouldn't be able to handle the pain, and I know, even if Calgary wasn't telling me, what his Luna did left a scar in his heart. A fear that no matt
Chapter 18: Jealous"Are you sure it was him?" asked Alpha Lawrence as soon as I settled on the vacant space next to Calgary.I rubbed my cold palms on my thighs as I swallowed the lump in my throat. What happened still scare the shit out of me, because I knew I wasn't hallucinating."It's him. I can't be wrong," I answered, my voice almost tremble.Calgary breathed out a heavy breath before he slightly moved closer to me. Maybe he felt I needed a little comfort, so he placed his palm on my lower back before he stroked my slightly revealed skin with his thumb. "Try to calm down a bit."Ahma picked up her cup of tea to take a small sip before she spoke. "If it was him, then Calgary may be right.""Right about what?" Alpha Lawrence asked."About Luhence and your wife being part of Sigma." Calgary leaned against the backrest of the couch. "Quira had a hunch that Luhence wasn't really yours. We all know Felicity used to date a hunter in secret, before she won the fight against Nimpha."I
Chapter 17: A Different ManWith a loudly banging heart inside my chest, I immediately ran outside, searching for the trail of Luhence's scent. I knew it was him. I had already gone familiar with my boyfriend's scent, and as soon as I saw him a few meters away from the West border of Claivan, Auror stopped me from taking another step."Lu?" I called.He turned to face me, but when I saw his face, Auror warned me to go back to the village because it was too obvious that something had changed about Luhence. He looked... stronger, as if there was something else running through his veins besides his Alpha blood. Considering that he wasn't surrounded by his people, his scent was not supposed to smell this much power."Babe..." He flashed a smile. "I missed you. Can you come here, please?"Don't. Auror warned me again, and my gut told me to listen to my wolf.I swallowed the pool of saliva in my mouth as I balled my fists. "What happened to you? Why did you and your Mom go missing? Are you
Chapter 16: A Familiar ScentHolding the tray of food for Alpha Lawrence, I swallowed the lump in my throat before I pushed the door open. He was already staying at Calgary's house, healing the injuries and wounds he got from defending my mother's grave.It was awkward when our eyes met, but he was the first one to look away as if he didn't want to see my rims that always reminds him of my mother. When the door shut behind me, I placed his food on the small table sitting on the corner near the door that was leading towards the veranda."Calgary left to investigate," I said as soon as I turned to face him.He let out a heavy breath. "You're supposed to address him as Alpha. It's disrespectul to call someone of authority by their first name.""I haven't submitted to him yet. Technically, you are still my Alpha considering that Luhence is nowhere to be found," I replied. For the first time in my life, I was able to speak to him that long, as if a part of me was sure that he was no longer