Chapter 10
My gaze drifted from the ceiling to the door of my room when it opened. Calla went in first while holding Calgary by his hand. She's even carrying her black furry cat as she smiled sweetly at me.
Calgary touched his jaw, a little shy, probably because his daughter requested to see me. Calla didn't bother me anyway. She's a nice kid and I knew how it felt like to not have my mom around, so I pulled myself up and motioned my hand to call her. "Come here, Calla."
She let go of her father's hand then walked towards me. Calla doesn't talk. I still didn't know why yet but I made a mental note to ask Lynel tomorrow.
When I heard Calgary clear his throat, I looked at him and waited for him to speak.
"She wants to sleep here... with you."
Calla stared at me as if she was begging me to say yes. I smiled back at her and tucked a few strands of her brown hair towards the back of her ear. "Of course, you can. It would be nice to have a roommate who's really sweet."
Her innocent eyes glistened with joy. She put her cat down and ran towards Calgary to hug him before she pushed him out and shut the door. We both giggled at what she did before I helped her get on the bed.
"Alright, time for bed, Calla."
She nodded and put her cat on the end of the bed before she laid next to me and hugged me. I froze for a second, but when I realized that Calla was probably looking for her mother's presence, my heart hurt for her. Damn, I didn't want to cry but I remembered when I lost Mom and Dad. I had no one I could share my pain with. No one was there for me to hold me at night as I cried.
Nobody ever offered me a hug...
I sniffed and wiped my tears before I sang my Mom's lullaby. When Calla finally drifted to sleep, I suddenly remembered Alpha Lawrence. He's probably at the cemetery. I wonder what he's eating when everyone isn't around?
If I was so heartless, I'd probably wish he'd starve to death for everything he's done to me, but I knew Mom wouldn't be happy if that would happen.
I sighed. When I was sure Calla had already fallen asleep, I carefully went out of the room. Calgary didn't seem to be home, so I went down the stairs and left the house. I hid and tried to check if someone would see me, but when I noticed that pretty much everyone was in the pack house, I made my way to the woods with a heart loudly banging inside my chest.
Auror warned me of what Calgary might do to us if I sneaked out and checked on Alpha Lawrence, but I continued to walk until I was a meter away from the border. The cold breeze of the night sipped into my skin so I had to rub my palms on my arms.
Damn it. Why didn't i wear something longer before I went out to do this stupid idea?
I blew out some air and looked back, making sure no one was following me, but my body crashed onto a familiar strong chest before I even stepped outside the borders.
My eyes widened as I looked up to meet Calgary's angry pools. His jaw clenched as he held me by my wrist, but before he could even drag me back to the village, I spoke.
"I'm not trying to run, alright? There's nothing left for me in Zenios."
"So where the hell are you going, hmm?" His hold on me tightened a little.
I swallowed the pool of saliva in my mouth. "I was going to my mother's grave to check on Alpha Lawrence. He..." I looked away as my chest tightened for a reason I couldn't decipher. "I just wanna make sure he's alright."
His hold on my wrist loosened. "He wouldn't come with us even if you'll try to convince him."
"I won't." I hugged myself as the cold, woody breeze blew harder. "I just wanna make sure he still eats."
Calgary sighed. I froze in my spot when he removed his denim jacket and put it on me. His scent caressed my nostrils, offering a sense of security, as if, as long as he was near me, no one could ever inflict me pain.
I gulped while trying to shoo away what I just thought. When Calgary spoke, I tried my best to dodge his gaze.
"Let's go then."
"You... don't have to come. I swear I'll come back. You don't have to leave the pack meeting," I insisted, but he held me by my nape and made me walk with him.
"The meeting was over. We just assigned additional deltas on every side of the border. We gotta make sure even the graves will be well-guarded."
"Why do you think they're doing this? Digging graves is so disrespectful."
"Ever heard about ancestral magic?" he asked.
I nodded as I met his eyes. "What about that?"
"Well, those who practice magic believe that a soul is more powerful when it's in the spirit realm. Since witches and werewolves belong to the same bloodline, they probably think that through harnessing the powers of the dead leaders, they could connect to the entire spirit realm, including to the very first werewolves."
Chills trailed down my spine as realization hit me. "Do you think they'd use our own ancestors against us?"
Calgary's face darkened. "Most likely, but there's something else I'm getting afraid of."
"What is it?"
His jaw clenched as he took in a sharp breath. "That they'd resurrect those on the other side to build a new and unified army of witches and werewolves that will focus on one thing."
I gulped. "And that is?"
He met my eyes in a cold way. "To dominate the world and turn humans into slaves, and once that happens, even we might end up bowing down to them..."
Chapter 11: His Painful ConclusionCalgary and I took the trail leading to Zenios. We were pretty much silent the whole trip, but when we were nearing the cemetery and we had a vision of the man who used to beat me up almost every single day, Calgary noticed that I began to feel uncomfortable."Are you sure you wanna talk to him? I heard he wasn't nice to you," he asked.I swallowed the pool of saliva in my mouth when I sensed the underlying concern in his tone. That was new, and I shouldn't have been affected by it, but Auror felt happy that Calgary wasn't that rude to me anymore."Yeah. I'm familiar with his ruthless side. It's not like I'd hide behind you if he'd throw me a deadly gaze." I inhaled a deep breath down into my stomach. "Let's just go."Calgary led the way until we reached Alpha Lawrence. He was sitting in front of my Mom's tomb, staring at the withered flowers lying on her grave while he was holding a half-way done bottle of whiskey. He didn't even bother looking at u
Chapter 12: Healing HimI refused to entertain Calgary's conclusion about me being Alpha Lawrence's daughter. My Dad loved me so much, and if Calgary was right, then that means I must hate Alpha Lawrence even more. They said parents could feel a connection with their kids. If he really was my real father, how come he beats me up with no remorse? Didn't he feel anything whenever he was hurting me? My chest tightened with the thought. I let out a heavy breath and decided to come see Calla instead so my mind would be busy. After leaving Calgary's house, I walked towards his grandmother's home where Calla usually stays when Calgary wasn't around. I heard he went with Alpha Quira to talk to the council. The council is consists of some elderly members who no longer stays with their original pack in Nirvana to prevent any bias decisions. Lynel said their grandmother was offered a seat in the council of Nirvana but she politely declined because she didn't want to leave Calgary and Lynel.
Chapter 13: A Glimpse in The PastEverything started to become awkward between me and Calgary since the day Auror healed him. I could no longer look him straight in the eyes, afraid he'd sense how hard it was getting for me to tame Auror in the past couple days. She's being stubborn and was begging to get close with Calgary's wolf, which I couldn't allow or else we might walk out of this place with Calgary's mark on my neck.I couldn't let that happen. I made promises with Luhence, built dreams with him. I had already given him my heart and there's no way that I would betray the man who had always been there for me, for someone I only knew for a few weeks."There you go?" I handed Calla the mirror. "See? You look pretty."Calla smiled after seeing her crown braid. She stood up and hugged me to probably thank me for fixing her hair. I kissed her on top of her head, and when the door opened, we both turned to look at Lynel."Hello there, princess Calla," he greeted with a smile before h
Chapter 14: Hard To ControlCalgary took a sharp breath after we both settled on a fallen tree. We decided to take a walk to help me calm down, and to talk about what really happened in the past."Your Mom was a good friend of mine. After she lost the fight for the Luna position, she realized that Lawrence would be willing to risk his own life just to be with her." I saw his Adam's apple bobbed up and down. "She didn't want that to happen. She'd rather see him marry someone else than let him die because of his love for her."I sniffed when my tears threatened to fall again. "So you helped Mom and Dad hide from him?"He nodded. "When I found out what Lawrence was planning to do, I asked Calla's mother's help. She's a part she-wolf and a part witch that's why she was able to perform a cloaking spell. That's why even when your Mom and Lance stayed in Claivan for a couple months, Lawrence wasn't able to sense them. They just returned to Zenios when your Mom was about to give birth to you.
Chapter 15: BreathlessAlpha Lawrence was unconscious for a couple days. When he woke up, he immediately insisted to go back to my Mom's grave but Calgary told him that Mom's remains were already stolen.My chest hurt when I saw how Alpha Lawrence fell on the floor with a defeated expression on his face. I knew this would be hard for him to accept, so before the so-called ruthless Alpha of Zenios began to lose control of his own emotions, I stepped outside the infirmary to save myself from more pain.Calgary soon followed me outside while Ahma tried to console Alpha Lawrence. When I felt him nearing, I sniffed and immediately wiped the tears that built on the corners of my eyes."Why did you follow me? You should be with him."Calgary sighed. "Nah. I won't make him feel better. The best I can do is to make sure we'll retrieve your mother's remains." He moistened his lower lip. "Come with me. I know something that might make you feel better."I felt a different kind of warmth wrap arou
Chapter 16: A Familiar ScentHolding the tray of food for Alpha Lawrence, I swallowed the lump in my throat before I pushed the door open. He was already staying at Calgary's house, healing the injuries and wounds he got from defending my mother's grave.It was awkward when our eyes met, but he was the first one to look away as if he didn't want to see my rims that always reminds him of my mother. When the door shut behind me, I placed his food on the small table sitting on the corner near the door that was leading towards the veranda."Calgary left to investigate," I said as soon as I turned to face him.He let out a heavy breath. "You're supposed to address him as Alpha. It's disrespectul to call someone of authority by their first name.""I haven't submitted to him yet. Technically, you are still my Alpha considering that Luhence is nowhere to be found," I replied. For the first time in my life, I was able to speak to him that long, as if a part of me was sure that he was no longer
Chapter 17: A Different ManWith a loudly banging heart inside my chest, I immediately ran outside, searching for the trail of Luhence's scent. I knew it was him. I had already gone familiar with my boyfriend's scent, and as soon as I saw him a few meters away from the West border of Claivan, Auror stopped me from taking another step."Lu?" I called.He turned to face me, but when I saw his face, Auror warned me to go back to the village because it was too obvious that something had changed about Luhence. He looked... stronger, as if there was something else running through his veins besides his Alpha blood. Considering that he wasn't surrounded by his people, his scent was not supposed to smell this much power."Babe..." He flashed a smile. "I missed you. Can you come here, please?"Don't. Auror warned me again, and my gut told me to listen to my wolf.I swallowed the pool of saliva in my mouth as I balled my fists. "What happened to you? Why did you and your Mom go missing? Are you
Chapter 18: Jealous"Are you sure it was him?" asked Alpha Lawrence as soon as I settled on the vacant space next to Calgary.I rubbed my cold palms on my thighs as I swallowed the lump in my throat. What happened still scare the shit out of me, because I knew I wasn't hallucinating."It's him. I can't be wrong," I answered, my voice almost tremble.Calgary breathed out a heavy breath before he slightly moved closer to me. Maybe he felt I needed a little comfort, so he placed his palm on my lower back before he stroked my slightly revealed skin with his thumb. "Try to calm down a bit."Ahma picked up her cup of tea to take a small sip before she spoke. "If it was him, then Calgary may be right.""Right about what?" Alpha Lawrence asked."About Luhence and your wife being part of Sigma." Calgary leaned against the backrest of the couch. "Quira had a hunch that Luhence wasn't really yours. We all know Felicity used to date a hunter in secret, before she won the fight against Nimpha."I
Chapter 24: More Than EnoughMy body was sore all over because of the training but Calgary's presence helped me heal faster. When Hyrum's men came during dinner to inform us that help had finally arrived and the perimeters were safe, somehow, he felt a sense of relief even for a short while."Would you like some more soup?" I asked Calla while we sit on the table with Ahma, Lynel, Alpha Lawrence, and Calgary.Calla nodded happily. "Thank you, Mommy," she said before giving me a sweet smile.Calgary caressed his daughter's hair before he leaned to me. "We'll just talk about something in my office. Finish your food."I jerked my head in response. When he left with Lynel, Ahma, and Alpha Lawrence, I stood up carrying Calla's bowl to get her more soup, but Lindsey immediately followed me to the table where the caserole was.She crossed her arms and shot up a brow at me. "Getting so comfy playing the fake mommy and wife role, huh?"I rolled my eyes and shook my head. "Not now. I'm too tire
Chapter 23: A Taste of EuphoriaSomehow, the talk I had with Alpha Lawrence a few days ago, helped us communicate a little better. He no longer avoids me that much, and I could speak to him directly now without feeling aneasy.I took a series of deep breaths to center myself just like what Alpha Lawrence instructed me to do. He was circling around me, holding a silver knife and ready to attack me any moment now."Tracking is more than just following a scent nor listening to your surrounding. It's connecting to everything around you, being one with the ground, the wind, and every living thing that you can reach, but your gift has no use if you're too slow to dodge an attack," said Alpha Lawrence, an in a blink of an eye, we has already behind me, the knife was only half an inch away from my throat.Goodness, he was really fast. No wonder he was known for his combat skills. Now I wanted to think his Luna poisoned him on the night of the selection, because I know for sure that with his s
Chapter 22: A Painful TalkI didn't know if I was anxious because I would be training with Alpha Lawrence today or I was just worried because Calgary joined his Deltas last night to guard our territories. No matter how many times I rolled over my bed, I couldn't really bring myself to sleep. Maybe I was both anxious and worried, but despite the lack of sleep, I still got up before sunrise to prepare for my first day of training.When I went down to get myself some coffee to wake me up, Alpha Lawrence was already in the kitchen, making himself some brewed coffee. As if he realized that I was planning to get myself some, he cleared his throat and saved a cup for me.I pursed my lips as I walked the length towards the cupboard. My heart was going crazy with the silence enveloping us, and when I finally had the courage to glance his way, I spoke."G--Good morning, Alpha."He paused from taking a sip but he didn't look at me. "Just because we're in Claivan doesn't mean I'll be nice during
Chapter 21: Her Special Ability"Prudence just lost the last of their best trackers. All we have right now is Hyrum," said Calgary as we gathered at the pack house with Alpha Quira, her Beta, Ariz, Lynel, Alpha Lawrence and Ahma.My fingers clasped. The atmosphere around was too thick, probably because we all know that our District is in so much trouble.Mayhem had no trackers for two decades now while Claivan was never given any. Trackers are special types of wolves who can sense anything even when it was miles away. They were born with the strongest senses. Some show their abilities early like Mom, some were late bloomers.Zenios' tracker was my mother that's why even when she was only a Beta she-wolf back then, she would always work hand in hand with Alpha Lawrence because she was very significant to our pack.I saw Alpha Lawrence straightened his back. "If Nadine was able to sense Luhence while everybody else didn't, maybe that's because she inherited Nimpha's abilities."All eyes
Chapter 20: A Storm is ComingDried leaves whipped into the foggy air as Calgary and I ran faster through the woods. His wolf kept on challenging Auror, but with us finally gaining back our strength, she showed him we were their equal. Auror jumped over a fallen tree and rolled over the thick bed of dried vegetation before she gained her momentum again, but Calgary's wolf was fast enough to stop Auror from jumping over the cliff.Auror let out a whimper of affection as Calgary's wolf licked her face. She rubbed her head on his neck, gaining more power from the bond we share with our mate. We had been running for hours, but our hunger for freedom felt insatiable. Auror and I had never been permitted to roam around Nirvana this way, but with Calgary accompanying us, we knew we would be safe.Calgary's wolf howled, telling us to finally go back. I felt Auror's desire to ask for a little more time, but when thunders began roaring in the sky, she changed her mind and followed Calgary's wol
Chapter 19: Meeting His WolfAfter Lynel took Calla to Ahma's house, Calgary and I went out for a walk in the woods. I realized he would explain why his daughter called me 'Mommy', maybe he was thinking that I didn't like it at all.As soon as we got deeper into the woods, I cleared my throat and looked at him. "It's the first time I heard Calla speak."There was a glint of loneliness in his eyes when he met my gaze. "She stopped talking since her mother left us. She was barely four... and that was the worst night of my life not because I just lost my Luna, but because Calla's painful plea for her mother not to go was the last thing we heard from my daughter."I swallowed when my chest felt a different kind of pain, as if Calgary was letting me feel how he felt the night his Luna left to be with someone else. Maybe if I was in his shoes, I wouldn't be able to handle the pain, and I know, even if Calgary wasn't telling me, what his Luna did left a scar in his heart. A fear that no matt
Chapter 18: Jealous"Are you sure it was him?" asked Alpha Lawrence as soon as I settled on the vacant space next to Calgary.I rubbed my cold palms on my thighs as I swallowed the lump in my throat. What happened still scare the shit out of me, because I knew I wasn't hallucinating."It's him. I can't be wrong," I answered, my voice almost tremble.Calgary breathed out a heavy breath before he slightly moved closer to me. Maybe he felt I needed a little comfort, so he placed his palm on my lower back before he stroked my slightly revealed skin with his thumb. "Try to calm down a bit."Ahma picked up her cup of tea to take a small sip before she spoke. "If it was him, then Calgary may be right.""Right about what?" Alpha Lawrence asked."About Luhence and your wife being part of Sigma." Calgary leaned against the backrest of the couch. "Quira had a hunch that Luhence wasn't really yours. We all know Felicity used to date a hunter in secret, before she won the fight against Nimpha."I
Chapter 17: A Different ManWith a loudly banging heart inside my chest, I immediately ran outside, searching for the trail of Luhence's scent. I knew it was him. I had already gone familiar with my boyfriend's scent, and as soon as I saw him a few meters away from the West border of Claivan, Auror stopped me from taking another step."Lu?" I called.He turned to face me, but when I saw his face, Auror warned me to go back to the village because it was too obvious that something had changed about Luhence. He looked... stronger, as if there was something else running through his veins besides his Alpha blood. Considering that he wasn't surrounded by his people, his scent was not supposed to smell this much power."Babe..." He flashed a smile. "I missed you. Can you come here, please?"Don't. Auror warned me again, and my gut told me to listen to my wolf.I swallowed the pool of saliva in my mouth as I balled my fists. "What happened to you? Why did you and your Mom go missing? Are you
Chapter 16: A Familiar ScentHolding the tray of food for Alpha Lawrence, I swallowed the lump in my throat before I pushed the door open. He was already staying at Calgary's house, healing the injuries and wounds he got from defending my mother's grave.It was awkward when our eyes met, but he was the first one to look away as if he didn't want to see my rims that always reminds him of my mother. When the door shut behind me, I placed his food on the small table sitting on the corner near the door that was leading towards the veranda."Calgary left to investigate," I said as soon as I turned to face him.He let out a heavy breath. "You're supposed to address him as Alpha. It's disrespectul to call someone of authority by their first name.""I haven't submitted to him yet. Technically, you are still my Alpha considering that Luhence is nowhere to be found," I replied. For the first time in my life, I was able to speak to him that long, as if a part of me was sure that he was no longer