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CLXXXVII. I'm still pursuing her right now
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Pero nagkakamali sya. Hindi mapipigilan nang nakalock na pinto nayan ang will ni Astria na makita ang binata.Dahan-dahan nalang na napalinga si Astria sa window bed nya, kung saan doon sana ang backup plan nya.Wala syang choice, kinakabahan man at natatakot sa gagawin but…That's the only exit she can take.Ilang minuto pa matapos niyang magtext sa dalaga, nakarating na si Cairan sa tapat ng gate nang villages nila Astria.Nakasanayan na nyang dito huminto at mag park dahil sa dalaga.Napatingin sya sa relo nya, halos magaalas-dose na. Wala nang masyadong tao sa labas ni-isa, maski ang guard na dapat nasa guardhouse malapit sa gate ay wala, mukhang rumoronda eto. May mga kakaunting sasakyan rin naman ang padaan-daan pero hinayaan lamang eto ni Cairan at tahimik na nag-aantay sa dalaga.Sa totoo lang, nag-aalangan si Cairan kung ipapasok paba sa kaloob-looban ng village ang sasakyan nya para sunduin lamang si Astria.Makakalabas kaya eto? papaano naman, hays.Nag-aalangan talaga sya
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Five words pero grabe ang dalang kilig neto kay Astria. We all know that girls really like being praised by their love ones, isa pa alam naman nating lahat nang babae gusto maganda sila sa paningin nang gusto nila.Nakatakip na lamang si Astria at napayuko.Is He joking?He seemed to have seen all kinds of her ugly looks… lagi nalang.Argh nakakahiya.“Does it hurt?” puno nang lambing at pagiingat ang tono neto kasabay nang marahang pagsilip ni Astria ay ang paglinga rin ni Cairan dahilan upang magtama ang mga mata nila.Dahil sa gulat ay napatago ulit si Astria sabay sabing “H-hindi masyado”.“Alright” he uttered and maya maya pa ay bumagal na ang takbo nang sasakyan habang kumakaliwa eto.Napalinga tuloy si Astria sa paligid, papasok na pala sila sa parking lot nang isang ospital.Talaga ngang dinala sya ng binata sa ospital, apaka kulit.Habang nagtatanggal ng seatbelt ang dalaga ay nauna nang lumabas si Cairan.Gusto sanang maglakad magisa ni Astria at bubuksan na sana ang pinto u
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Matapos syang resetahan nang ilang massaging oil at mga painkillers ay natapos na ang check up ni Astria. Buhat-buhat parin sya ni Cairan hanggang sa makalabas sila nang hospital o kahit papasok na sila nang hotel. But, damang-dama ni Astria ang mga tingin sakanila ng makapasok sila sa lobby. It was unusual— ofcourse pagtitinginan talaga sila, A man holding a woman in his strong and firm arms. What a romantic move, they might mistaken them as some actors acting for a movie. In embarrassment, Astria chose to bury her face in this man's shoulder. Trying hard to hide herself in the crowd's attention. Cairan didn't even bother to focus on the crowd's stares, dire-diretso lang sya sa paglalakad. What a nonchalant man. Her feet didn't touch the ground all the way in the elevator, ayaw talaga syang ibaba ng binata. “I-i can walk, sabi naman ni d-doc pwede ako maglakad. P-please put me down” she said in a shy and low tone while looking up para tingnan ang binata “Kanina mo p
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Dahil sa pagiging lango ng dalaga sa kanilang mainit na paghahalikan, Astria unconsciously clasped her fingers in his making them hold each other's hand tightly. The atmosphere is getting hot kahit pa nakabukas naman ang Aircon nang kwarto, her heart beats so fast as if gusto na netong kumawala sa dibdib nya. She can't think straight, she was dizzy and can't even breathe because ayaw tantanan ni Cairan ang labi nya. His kisses become softened but after a minute it becomes aggressive again, he's deepening their kiss for the third time. Wala atang balak si Cairan na pakawalan ang mga labi ni Astria. Astria can't help but to softly moan unconsciously, she want to stopped it but she can't, kusa na etong lumalabas sa mga labi nya. After a moment, Cairan suddenly stopped. Astria took this as an opportunity to catch her breath. Akala nya tapos na ang binata ngunit napaiktad sya nang maramdaman ang hininga ng binata sa leeg nya. He just lowered his head… “Ah” she softly moan kasabay n
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He lift her up at dinala na kama.Kumalma naman sya ng ibinaba sya ng binata sa kama.Niyakap naman sya ng binata, hinalika ang kanyang noo, tungko ng ilong, at ang kanyang mga pisnge nang ilang beses ang ulit.Astria just stretched out her hands and touched the man's chest, dahil nga sa init kanina ay pinagpawisan silang pareho. Cairan's skin is kinda sticky from sweat but she didn't feel disgusted at all.It was the result of their burning love.She even leaned deeper unto his arms. Hanggang sa napahinto sya at tahimik na dumistansya papalayo sa katawan ng binata.He didn't seems to calm down yet.She's lost in thoughts ng magsalita si Cairan "You didn't belive me?" he uttered."No..." nag-aalangang saad naman ni Astria. She even bit her lips and for a moment, hindi na napigilan pa ang sarili at napatanong "Hindi ba uncomfortable pag ganyan?" pointing out about Cairans bonér."A little bit, but It's ok" sagot ni Cairan at ipinulupot sa dalaga ang kamay nya upang yakapin eto "Stop be
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"It's done" he uttered at dahan-dahang nalakad papunta sa likod ni Astria "Ano bang sasabihin mo?"There was a rustling sound behind her earlier, as if a man was putting on clothes. Kaya naman nakahinga na sya ng maluwag. She concluded that the man is now dressed up, and was about to turn around.She was stunned.Cairan fooled her, hindi pa sya nakadamit at nananatiling topless... and ang worse ay ilang dangkal na lamang ang layo ng binata sakanya.Sobrang lapit... she can even feel his breathing!One deep breathe at amoy na amoy ni Astria ang binata, he's signature cool and woody scent is lingering into her nose."H-hoy! I-ikaw!" she stuttered so much, hindi nagpaprocess ang utak ni Astria dahil sa hiya, as if her brain stopped working.After lot's of courage, she finally turn around para tumalikod ulit sa binata at akmang bubuksan na ang pinto para makatakas sya sa napakadaring na posisyon nila ng nobyo...However, Cairan was fast. Nanotice nya ang balak gawin ng dalaga kaya naman a
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Halos naiiyak ang mga mata ni Astria after realizing their miscommunication, she realized that both of them are really novice when it comes to dating. They have been walking on a thin ice and very very careful not to hurt each other... but those moves brings a miscommunication to them.They should have talked to that like what they're doing right now."You can always be here, I told you that already. My door is always open for you" he quickly said at lumapit sa kasintahan.He cupped her both cheeks at gamit ang hinlalaki nya ay pinunasan neto ang mga luhang tumatakas mula sa mata ni Astria."You can live here, Whenever you want, even if it's forever. No it's better if Forever nga" he uttered and softly planted kisses on her face "Well, kung ayaw mo naman rito sa hotel. We can buy a house?" suggest pa ni Cairan, napatango-tango nalang si Astria na puno nang luha ang nga mata.She's relieved that they fixed their conflict.Maybe in future, they will have a home together.After their he
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But he can't do that, it will be their problem kung pipilitin nya ang dalagang dumipende sakanya. Tama si Astria, it was their first time being in love and things might get messy, even how to get along in intimacy might be new to them. they need to take their time to adjust for those foreign things. Matapos ang ilang minuto, nagsalita na si Cairan. "I don't think that you're useless or pabigat ok? All I need is you here with me, that's all enough" seryosong saad ni Cairan sa dalaga. He's always been alone sa halos di na nya mabilang na taon, he often feels lonely kahit na nasa madami syang tao o kahit nasa circle of friends nya sya. Those people na akala nya ang magiging closest persons or family nya ay sila pa talaga ang nanakit sakanya. For him, not leaving, abandonubg or giving up is already precious to him. Parang naiintindihan narin ni Astria ang lahat, on why he's cold earlier and now saying na all he needs is her with him. He's ok with everything hanggat magkasama sila.
Take my Hand and Choose me CCX. I... really want to stay with you forever
Dahilan upang mapahinto si Cairan. She walked papalapit sa binata na ngayo'y tahimik. Astria took a deep breath tila ba naghahanap ng lakas ng loob. And then, She reached him and hug him out of nowhere.Nagulat naman si Cairan sa ginawa ni Astria, kaya naman ibinaba nya ang ulo nya and this time he spoke in a lower tone "What's wrong?"Astria just hug him tighter, her ears are against in his chest and she could clearly hear his heartbeat."I-I just want to hug you" she uttered in a soft voice, bihira lang kay Astria ang maglakas-loob at mag-initiate nang daring na bagay such us kisses or even hugs kaya naman hindi eto inaasahan ni Cairan at hindi agad nakareact.She felt very uneasy ngayon dahil sa mga pagbabago sa binata and she really want to do something to comfort him kaso ang problema lang talaga ay hindi nya alam kung papaano.Only hugging ang tanging naiisip ni Astria kaya naman, she hugged him tight so that she can make him feel better.Tahimik lang si Cairan nang halos ilan
