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Take my Hand and Choose me CLXLI. And yet, she let herself drown.
Matapos syang resetahan nang ilang massaging oil at mga painkillers ay natapos na ang check up ni Astria. Buhat-buhat parin sya ni Cairan hanggang sa makalabas sila nang hospital o kahit papasok na sila nang hotel. But, damang-dama ni Astria ang mga tingin sakanila ng makapasok sila sa lobby. It was unusual— ofcourse pagtitinginan talaga sila, A man holding a woman in his strong and firm arms. What a romantic move, they might mistaken them as some actors acting for a movie. In embarrassment, Astria chose to bury her face in this man's shoulder. Trying hard to hide herself in the crowd's attention. Cairan didn't even bother to focus on the crowd's stares, dire-diretso lang sya sa paglalakad. What a nonchalant man. Her feet didn't touch the ground all the way in the elevator, ayaw talaga syang ibaba ng binata. “I-i can walk, sabi naman ni d-doc pwede ako maglakad. P-please put me down” she said in a shy and low tone while looking up para tingnan ang binata “Kanina mo p
Last Updated : 2025-01-30Take my Hand and Choose me CLXLII. She love him? for real?
Matapos makapaglinis ay nagbihis na si Astria at paika-ikang naglakad papalapit sa pintuan ng banyo. Nagulat sya dahil pagkabukas na pagkabukas nya ay nakasandal sa gilid ang binata at tila ba inaantay sya. Agad din naman nakabawi si Astria at naalala ang inis na nararamdaman sa binata kaya magsisimula na sana syang maglakad papalabas ng banyo nang bigla na lamang syang binuhat ng binata. Nanaman!? hindi naman sya baldado! “Hey! put me down!” Pagmamaktol ni Astria ngunit tila ba walang naririnig si Cairan, patuloy lang eto sa paglalakad papasok sa guest room na tila ba naging kwarto na ni Astria dahil sa dalas na naroon sya. He gently put her in the bed. Without saying anything. Talagang wala syang sasabihin? After what she did? She suddenly became anxious again seeing Cairan's broad back, lalabas na ata eto ng kwarto. No! “C-Cairan!” she uttered at kusang gumalaw ang mga kamay nya at napakapit sa laylayan ng damit nito, pulling it para di makalayo ang binata. Bak
Last Updated : 2025-01-30Take my Hand and Choose me CLXLIII. She now finally understands what ‘losing Sanity’ is to him.
Dahil sa pagiging lango ng dalaga sa kanilang mainit na paghahalikan, Astria unconsciously clasped her fingers in his making them hold each other's hand tightly. The atmosphere is getting hot kahit pa nakabukas naman ang Aircon nang kwarto, her heart beats so fast as if gusto na netong kumawala sa dibdib nya. She can't think straight, she was dizzy and can't even breathe because ayaw tantanan ni Cairan ang labi nya. His kisses become softened but after a minute it becomes aggressive again, he's deepening their kiss for the third time. Wala atang balak si Cairan na pakawalan ang mga labi ni Astria. Astria can't help but to softly moan unconsciously, she want to stopped it but she can't, kusa na etong lumalabas sa mga labi nya. After a moment, Cairan suddenly stopped. Astria took this as an opportunity to catch her breath. Akala nya tapos na ang binata ngunit napaiktad sya nang maramdaman ang hininga ng binata sa leeg nya. He just lowered his head… “Ah” she softly moan kasabay n
Last Updated : 2025-01-31Take my Hand and Choose me CLXXXIV. But, a dream is just a dream.
He almost give way on his desires, buti na lang talaga at nagawa nya pading kontrolin ang sarili nya. Kung hindi, ay hindi nya na alam ang kaya nyang gawin, he didn’t want to do anything that will make Astria mad. He needs to supress his urges, strengthen his self control and sanity. For sure things will be a long way to deal with. Makatapos ang halos ilang oras na pagibabaw ni Cairan sa dalaga ay napagpasyahan na nyang dumistansya rito, mas lalo lang syang nabubuhayan sa position nila at sa mga maliliit na pagkilos ng dalaga habang nakadagan sya. After getting away in Cairan’s embrace, dinapuan naman nang hiya si Astria na kanina’y walang mapaglagyan sa isip nya. ‘How can she do things like that!? So embarassing!’ utas ni Astria sa utak nya at napagpasyahang idukdok ang sarili sa unan. Surely her face right now is so red like a tomato. “Are you trying to suffocate yourself?” He playfully uttered matapos masaksihan ang ginawa ni Astria, his eyes lands on Astria’s nape and it was
Last Updated : 2025-02-03Take my Hand and Choose me CLXLV. He just watched those scenes quietly.
That night, in his dream. As always, Astria was there but…The content of the dream is different.In that dream, He was with Astria. In a foreign place, in one bed.He's on top of her, Astria trembled in his arms and looking at him pitifully. And then he heard her voice as he wished.Moaning his name.Mukhang eto na ang simula nang isang magandang panaginip, ngunit napaka-torturous.Nang magising sya, hindi na nakakapagtaka ang bubungad sakanya.He was so damn hard.and wet. For godsake, it was just a dream but he was so damn aroused to the point na nagkapre-cūm pa sya.Napabuntong hininga na lamang si Cairan, matapos ay napagpasyahang maligo.Maybe it will die down, but before anything else. Nagpunta muna sya sa veranda at nanigarilo.He now needs to admit that Astria is special to him, not just some random girl who barges into his life.He suddenly considers going back to the Philippines just to see her.Lol.Matapos ang ilang buwan, semestral break na nila Astria— She was in her
Last Updated : 2025-02-04Take my Hand and Choose me CLXLVI. Because of his damn hopeless obsession.
They even had this ridiculous arranged marriage that the adults always talk about lalo na ang lolo niya na gustong gusto si Astria. And now, slowly they started to get matured and become adults but still maganda parin ang relasyon nila, they always stick together like in their childhood kaya naman hindi na nakakapagtaka kung mauwi ang lahat sa kasalanan. Ngayon, naguguluhan sya hindi nya maintindihan ang sarili. Was he betrayed by those dreams to make him impulsively come back here kahit na alam nya namang wala syang babalikan? Did he come back here just to watch her from afar… A girl that didn't belong to him, a girl that he can never think that will belong to him. Let's say she's just a glimpse of light na panandaliang inilawan ang madilim nyang buhay na nagbigay sakanya nang grabeng ilusyon. Bigla nya tuloy naalala ang mga pusa sa damuhan doon sa park. Like those pitiful cat, ganon din sya sa paningin ni Astria. She would pity him, give charity to when kung masaya man sya
Last Updated : 2025-02-05Take my Hand and Choose me CLXLVII. Like a wife watching her husband go to work.
“Sobrang kulit mo kasi, you're making me act like a strict kuya. You even call me kuya, remember” sagot naman ni Cairan sa dalaga. “Edi ano, hindi na kita tatawaging kuya” sabat naman ni Astria. “alright, so ano nang itatawag mo sakin?” mapaglarong saad ni Cairan habang may mapaglarong ngiti sa kanyang labi. Hindi naman makapag-isip si Astria, she never expect that she will catched feelings sa binatang nasa harap nya ngayon at nakaluhod padin. “Hays ewan! ang weird kasi, hindi mo ba feel? it's weird na tawagin kang kuya lalo na sa kung anong relasyon meron ta…” nahiya bigla si Astria, pahina at pahina narin ang boses ni Astria dahil sa sinasabi nya. She still can't believe that he's her boyfriend… they even, you know… Last night, Argh!! nahihiya nanaman sya tuwing naalala. Biglaan tuloy na namula ang mukha nya matapos ang naisip. Anong klaseng kuya ang hahalikan sya ng ganon karahas? H-he even pinned her down in bed… touching her… Aaaaaaaa! Mukhang nakita naman ni Cairan ang mga
Last Updated : 2025-02-09Take my Hand and Choose me CLXLVIII. To sacrifice for the family or choosing her own happiness.
“Hindi nga ako makapaniwala, alam mo ba nung unang kita ko kay boss pogi sa university natin. Akala ko isa syang cold, gloomy, mysterious person that you don't want to get along with, he's a man with a few words and sobrang cold nya na kahit isang tingin mo palang sakanya mapapatras kana sa takot. Pero ngayon, you know— A lot of things happen to be honest, magbagong ang aura ni Boss pogi dahil sayo, tapos pa tuwing napapagusapan ka namin sa office masyado syang napapadami nang sinasabi halos hindi ko na mabilang. Iba talaga ang kapangyahiran ng pag-ibig ay jusko! haba ng hair ateh koh” pagkekwento ni Yuniña sa kaibigan nang puno ng kilig at panunukso.Hindi naman mapigilan ni Astriang mapangiti, syempre she's happy na ganon ang tingin ni Yuniña kay Cairan. Means that malaki talaga ang impact nya sa buhay ng binata.She just kept listening, pansin nya rin na naging halos chatterbox talaga ang binata sakanya, he even tease her and syempre di mawawala ang panaka-naka netong paglalandi sa
Last Updated : 2025-02-10
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Take my Hand and Choose me CCXXXVI.
She might looks behave and obedient to his mom pero her eyes is no longer the same back then in the paste, her eyes looks tired and uninterested.Hindi naman nagtagal ang pagdidiscuss nila Odette tungkol sa mga bagay at aalis na sana ng kausapin ni Cian ang ina nya "Mom, mauna ka nalang muna. Kakausapin ko lang si Astria".Odette just look at him with some hesitated eyes, maybe nabalitaan neto ang nangyari sa ospital noon, matapos ang ilang minuto ay nagsalita rin naman eto "Alright, be nice to Star ok? She's your fiancee now and sooner she will be your wife, Do you got it?""Yes, I know mom, I understand" inis na sagot ni Cian, he was really annoyed tuwing pinagsasabihan sya ng kung sino kahit pa ina nya eto. Umalis naman na ang ina nya kasama si Roy na ngayo'y hindi matanggal ang abot tengang ngiti, hinatid neto si Odette papuntang gate. Pero, bago eto umalis ay lumingon muna eto sa likod sabay sabing "Astria, prepare some drinks si Cian habang naguusap kayo" utos neto kaya napaira
Take my Hand and Choose me CCXXXV.
Kinaumagahan, halos mga alas kwatro nang umaga ng magising si Astella mula aa pagkakatulog, she was sober too at medyo magaan na ang pakiramdam nya. Nagulat pa sya ng magising sa hospital bed kaya naman napatitig sya sa gilid at nakita nya si Astria na natutulog, napalinga rin sya at napansin si Roy na prenteng natutulog sa sofa habang si Astria e nasa hindi komportableng posisyon.Napailing na lamang sya at napabuntong hininga, wala talagang pake ang asawa nya sa anak nila... she failed as a mother for choosing a bad father. May hinuha na sya sa nangyayari kung bakit nandito ulit ang anak nya and she feels so bad and guilty. Hahawakan sana ni Astella ang ulo ng anak para himasin ng gumalaw ang dalaga, naalimpungatan ata eto.Nagulat eto ng makitang nakabangon ang ina mula sa pagkakahiga "Mom! gising ka na! teka, you should I down first kailangan mong magpahinga" natatarantang saad neto at ginaya ang ina papahiga "Nilagnat ka ulit at sobrang taas kaya naman dinala ka na namin ni dad
Take my Hand and Choose me CCXXXIV.
"Mamili ka ng maayos Astria, you being engaged to Cian and cut ties with that bastard or you will be freed but your damn mother will be sold with some maniac old man and your lovely illegitimate man will be kicked out of the Funtaveria Corp, choose wisely Astria. Choose" paguulit pa ni Roy na puno ng ngisi ang labi, nakikita nya kasi ang reaksyon ni Astria. She looks pale, shocked an helpless, and he's enjoying it.Choice... do that shit can be called a choices!? kahit anong piliin nya wala syang magagawa, lahat may masamang mangyayari... Naiiyak sya.Napalingon sya sa ama ng makarinig ng malalakas na halakhak."Astria, you should obey me and just damn get engaged with Cian and cut that bastard out of your life. Yan ang napag-usapan natin kanina diba bago ko ihatid ang ina mo sa ospital? You will obey what I want. Isa pa, Sure naman akong hindi mo kayang makitang maging parausan ng matanda yang nanay mo no? then, text that bastard that you will get engaged with her own damn step-brot
Take my Hand and Choose me CCXXXIII.
She's speechless, wala nang pagaasa pang magtino ang ama nya. Astria wipes her tears at pinilit buhatin ang ina o kaya'y tapik-tapikin "Mom, stay awake for a while, tutulungan kitang makalakad para madala sa ospital" marahang saad ni Astria sa ina.Sobrang init na ng temperatura ni Astella at napapansin nya narin ang pangangatog neto, kinakabahan na sya lalo. Her mom needs to go to the hospital immediately.Pinilit naman ni Astella ang sarili, sinuportahan sya ni Astria na makatayo at lalabas na sana ng storage room ng pigilan at harangan sila ni Roy."Do you think I will let you go that easily!? ngayon pa na tumapak ka ulit sa pamamahay ko!?" inis na asik ni Roy sa anak."Nababaliw ka naba!?" nagngitngit ang mga ngipin ni Astria at masamang tumingun sa ama "Mom needs to go to hospital immediately! she's burning as fuck! she's your wife and she needs immediate help right now!!" galit pang asik ni Astria sa ama.Sinalubong naman ni Roy nang nanlilisik ring mata ang mga mata ni Astria "
Take my Hand and Choose me CCXXXI.
Magdidilim na ang paligid nya nang tumunog ang telepono nya at makatanggap sya ng mensahe mula kay Cairan. Mukhang nakauwi na eto at hinahanap sya, he's asking kung bakit pa sya wala sa penthouse...Nanlalabo ang paningin ni Astria habang binabasa ang mensahe ng binata.But she manage to pull herself together and replied on his messages ' I'm just taking a stroll, Mauna ka nalang muna kumain ' tanging nasagot nga na lamang sa binata at ibinalik ang telepono sa bulsa nya.'what a cold reply' she said in her mind. Infact, hanggang ngayo'y may cold war parin naman sa pagitan at halos ilang araw rin silang wala masyadong kibuan, pero sure syang kahit ganon ang situwasyon nila ay naghihintay lang talaga eto nang desisyon nya at plano nya.Napabuntong-hininga na lang sya, as if naman she have a choice diba? she have none, kahit anong piliin nya ay may dapat parin syang isakripisyo.Matapos nang ilang minutong lakadan ay nakarating na sya sa tapat ng bahay nila. Huminga muna sya ng malalim m
Take my Hand and Choose me CCXXXI.
Maya maya, nagvibrate ulit ang telepono nya. It was from cian again "Asked nicely, I might reconsidered it". Napabuntong hininga si Astria. "Please, Cian. Can you check her up? it's fine even if it's quick" pagrereply neto saka nagsend ng isang gif, a puppy with a pleading look and saying please. Matapos magsend ay agad syang nireplyan ng binata "Yan, sige. Wait, I'll check her up. Update kita pagtapos" He's still childish like he used too, isip isip ni Astria matapos tingan ang reply sakanya ng binata. Binitawan naman na ni Cian ang telepono nya at nagbihis, nakangisi ang binata at magaan ang aura nya ngayon. As if something good happen. Feeling kasi nya ay unti-unti nang bumabalik ang pagkakaibigan nila ni Astria kaya naman hindi maalis ang ngiti sa labi nya, halos matagal tagal narin simula ng huling sumaya sya. Nung mga nakaraang araw kasi ay puro nalang problema ang kinakaharap nya. He was forced in this damn engagement at wala syang magawa dahil may bantay sya
Take my Hand and Choose me CCXXX.
Buong magdamag na hindi pinatulog ng niya si Astria, she kept thinking and organizing her thoughts. In the he only state that he had a plan for Funtaveriá corp, not the whole detailed plan. Was it because he didn't trust her that much para sabihin? natatakot ba sya na baka ibunyag nya to sa mga Funtaveriá? She can't herself but to doubt him... his distrust to her mad her trust to him broken, she's also feel so guilty because of her own conscience. Those thoughts kept messing their relationship. Her conscience and guilt is eating her up along with her distrust on him. If she had never hurt him back then baka hindi sya naguguilty tuwing nakakasama ang binata, she wouldn't have to be afraid to be with him but the irony was, if she hadn't done those immoral things, would he really still approach her? hindi mawala sa isip nya na baka talagang inapproach lang sya ng binata dahil para makaganti eto and that was her biggest fear... It's holding her back to choose and run to him without
Take my Hand and Choose me CCXXIX.
"Hey, stop. Don't bite yourself" pagaawat ng binata matapos makita ang ginagawa ng dalaga sa labi nya. He raised his hands at inabot ang labi ng dalaga, he gently rub them. "Please, don't be burden by those things. Now, your problem is my problem too. Kung pagbabayad nang pera ang solusyon sa problema mo willing akong gawin lahat para matulungan ka, I will give you all I have if that's what it takes." Bakit tuwing bumubuka ang labi ng binatang kaharap nya ngayon ay puro na lamang bagay na hindi nya pa naririnig ang inilalabas ng mapupula at maninipis na labi neto? it's making her doubt anything because hindi nya maramdamang worthy sya para sa mga sinasabi ng binata. How can she be worth it for those sacrifices? She hurt him back then... She... She always choose someone else, kahit na pasikreto nya mang tinutulungan dati si Cairan, she still choose to shut her mouth and turn a blind eye on his suffering siding those people who hurt him. Even she did give him a flashlights everytime
Take my Hand and Choose me CCXXVIII. he's begging.
"You're thinking, I'm just talking nonsense right?" buntong hiningang saad ni Cairan matapos makita ang mga tingin ni Astria. Napababa naman ng tingin ang dalaga sabay iling na lamang "No... hindi sa ganon... it just, kahit na makahiram ka man ng ganong kalaking pera... I-i... I can't afford to pay it back. How can I pay you back" alalang saad ni Astria sa kasintahan. Hindi naman nakasagot si Cairan sa mga oras na iyon at nabalot na ng katahimikan ang buong hapag. The meal ended in silence, parehong walang kibo ang dalawa sa magkaibang dahilan and that gives Astria sa sense of guilt for ruining the mood. It's just... how can he borrow a hundred millions from someone? sinong tanga ang magpapahiram ng ganoong kalaking pera just because they're friends? he didn't even know kung mababayadan ba eto. And if Cairan did borrow money, hindi nya alam kung pano nya mababayadan ang binata. Hindi ganon kadaling maghanap ng pera, kahit magkayod kalabaw pa sya nang buong taon hindi manlang neto
