BIBLE- “Don’t you see, I can’t fucking hate you even though you wronged me? I’m falling for you head over heels---” she spoke and I couldn’t control it in anymore. I did something losing it because I started running me. I rushed towards her and pressed my lips with hers making her tremble in shock. I failed in drawing boundaries and couldn’t push her away, realizing that she’s already way too close to me to shoo her away. She was trying to throw fit and I couldn’t keep my mind stable, I’ve always wanted to do this but suppressed my desires and now my demons were unleashing breaking hell loose. No matter how hard I tried I found myself on her forgetting everything that kept me away from her. I don’t regret any moment spent with her but what I was doing was wrong and I was in the know but still didn’t back off, my unsteady heart made me miserable as I couldn’t think rational. I still wouldn’t move away from her instead tried to lean on her until she groaned in pain and I remembered
“Hello?” I suddenly received a call from my brother which shocked me severely. I started feeling weird as if he had sensed it right from a foreign country which never really made sense but when you do something you have a tendency to get scared over nothing.I spoke in a soft voice after picking up the call trying to ease my mind and not mess things up as I might ruin it for myself."What the fuck have you done, Bible? I trusted you, yet you failed me" He roared as I picked up his phone and sweat started appearing on my forehead. I got the hint that perhaps what he was saying could be true and I was caught.He might’ve ordered someone to spy on me, anything could’ve happened but it was hard to believe as in no world he could know that I did something with Sarah but what if he actually learnt about my betrayal??????“W—What happened, Bar?” I asked stuttering in panic as it might just be my delusion about me getting caught. But why was I in such a position to commit a crime and then get
BIBLE-“Get your ass home ASAP… I've arrived” I was smiling until I read a text on my phone which was from my brother.Panic again rushed inside my veins upon learning that he’s here now and it’s maybe my end.I perhaps forgot the kind of trouble I was in getting busy in this mess but suddenly his text reminded me that forgetting doesn’t solve anything and you eventually have to face it.“What happened now?” Harvey spoke probably looking at the color of my face fading, I gulped hard and ignored him not caring to speak as discussing it would only ruin me.“Bar is here” I uttered unknowingly and kept on starring at my phone’s screen, all of us sat inside the car and drove home while I was sweating all the way. I didn’t know what was going to happen, Harvey and Theo also tried to talk things out of me but I chose to remain quiet.“I don’t like the sight of him, why bother in the first place?” Harvey spoke again turning his face in my direction and I looked at him. Why would he be saying
BIBLE- “Is she here? You’ve brought her here already? Weren’t you saying---” he spoke making me turn in his direction and I gulped really hard not knowing any way out. I peered down on the floor while he suddenly pushed me making me fall on the ground. I quickly got up and he hurriedly pushed me yet again walking past me. I knew it’s the end of the world as there’s nothing that can be done after he learns the truth that I hid her in here for days. I felt pathetic and guilty for having to lie to him and walked along to see the kind of ruckus she was creating and the kind of mess I brought myself in. Bar walked hearing the noise coming from some room and stood right in front of it, it felt like he was dumbfounded for a minute or so and didn’t move remaining stationary at that very place. I didn’t have the guts to go and tell him to speak while he suddenly placed his hand on his heart, I could see what he was thinking and felt anger rushing in my veins as he was admiring the girl I
BIBLE- “You are supposed to marry him.” I spoke and pushed her away while getting up from the bed and fixed my clothes. It’s now or never as I would only delay this moment causing more pain to myself and people around me. “What do you mean by that?” she spoke and stood right in front of me asking for the answers, I wanted to stop myself but there’s no point stopping now, I shouldn’t keep her in dark anymore neither should I betray my brother. He has given me a lot and this is the least I can do for him, he perhaps is serious about her more than I am, I am a nobody and has no right to claim certain things that don’t belong to me. “Speak!! Don’t you dare shut your good damn mouth” she spoke and I could sense anger in her words which was justified but sometimes I don’t get it if I'm the villain or the real victim here? Is it a sin to fall in love? Perhaps, it is for an orphan like me, I never had anyone since childhood how can I expect someone to hold my hand out of nowhere? It feel
BIBLE- “You lied to me?” I saw my brother walking in my direction as I was walking out of her room. He ordered me to follow him to his room and I quickly walked after him. I knew I messed up big time and all I can do is tell him the truth. But that would shatter his dreams and I didn’t want that; I closed the door behind me and stood in front of him while peering down on the floor. “Since when has she been staying here? What about the wounds she has on her body?” he spoke and I gulped really hard not knowing what to say. “What happened here while I was away, Bible?” He spoke in a loud voice making me look at him, I couldn’t muster up the courage to speak that I've fallen for your bride-to-be. I had to come up with something eventually and spoke. “She wanted to break-free hence, tried to hurt herself. I tried every possible to stop her but… here we are” I spoke and he walked in my direction. “Why her?” I spoke without giving it a thought as he looked in my eyes, I think he was se
SARAH-Liza entered inside with some food for me to eat while I was too stunned to even speak, I didn’t know why was he pushing me towards another man. It was hard to believe that I had developed feelings for a man who doesn’t love me back.I don’t even know his name, I thought he is the mafia, Bar Holding but everything turned out to be a lie since the real Bar Holding was his elder brother.They’ve been hiding things from me, moreover the real intention of kidnapping me while I thought, he is obsessed over me. He traded me for his brother, I was kidnapped to marry a guy I don’t even know of.What century are we living in? is this the way a mafia works, why would marry just anybody? Him and I, we’ve done things that are sinful yet he wants to hand me over to his brother.“Your son is a true bastard.” I spoke as Liza entered inside and placed the plate beside me. I wanted someone to vent my anger out at but she was too old to listen to her son’s sin.“What happened now?” she spoke and
BIBLE-“Hardin… get up” I heard Harvey’s voice but couldn’t get my mind to it as I was too shocked to process things around me.“You dare treat me like a slave? I won’t be-------” he spoke and immediately closed his mouth in shock as if cat got his tongue. He kept on looking right through me which shock.“Ha-ha-ha” is that how you’re going to take revenge?” he spoke and I failed to make out who he was talking to. I turned around to see Sarah who was whimpering in panic while nothing was clear to me.“What’s going on here?” I asked looking at Harvey who was as confused as I was, nothing made sense as it seemed impossible for both of them to know each other before hand.Though I would dig into it, what relations does a girl like her can have with this wretch?“Theo will take charge of it” I spoke and kept on staring into Liza’s eyes, I didn’t know how to react, what to say or even think anymore, tears in her eyes gave me disgust as I learned something I never even imagined.I ignored al
HARVEY-“Tessa, can you listen to me”“No, I don’t want to”“Tessa… I love you” I spoke giving up and she finally stopped. Last night was hectic and I drank a lot, we never got to talk about our kiss but what I did yesterday made her angry.“Go love that whore” she replied in anger.“I was trying to make you jealous; I didn’t even touch her, it was just a few glasses and nothing else” I was explaining myself but I knew the way she reacted, she feels something for me too.“I don’t get jealous for jerks like you, let me be” she spoke again and started leaving, I ran picking her up in my arms and jumped into the pool. “What are you doing, leave me” she spoke but I didn’t give her any chance to fight.I pressed my lips onto hers and she began hitting me with all her might, we were wet and I was losing it, a devil like Bible is on the verge of getting married while a saint like me hasn’t even expressed my feelings for the girl I love.She stopped hitting and the forced kiss turned into a p
BIBLE-“Yes, who are you?”“Uh! I'm Mason… Mason Chester” I couldn’t believe my ear and felt a huge shock taking me back to my misery, I looked at Harvey who didn’t even have the courage to look back into mine.Sarah was standing right beside who didn’t have any idea about my past, my surname. The other day, Harvey and I talked about if I wanted to see my real father and I clearly said no, the surname Chester was the indication that he was m---my father.“W---what happened? Who is he?” she asked grabbing my elbow slowly caressing it with his thumb, she sensed it too but I was dumbstruck not know what to say.“I'm sorry… but I couldn’t let him leave since he wanted to talk” Harvey explained himself, it’s not how this is supposed to happen. I'm finally happy with my life and I need no more drama.“Bible…”“Bible Holding” I corrected him even though I remember that my mother was never married to him, then why did she write her surname as Chester? “Please show him the way out” I spoke loo
SARAH-“You disappointed me, you chose to live with someone who killed your father. You chose him over me…”“What the fuck Hardin, stop the car” I yelled not getting scared of the gun aiming in my direction. “You know what, I'm so done with your abduction tricks, it just never gets old does it?” I roared not losing my calm.“Little Sarah has finally grown up…” Hardin mocked me and I felt anger pulsating in my veins. I placed my hand on the gun and pressed the magazine releasing it with my thumb, Amias taught me how to disassemble a gun and surprisingly I became master in it. I pull the slide back and locked it open with the slide stop lever.He taught me that once, the slide is open, look into the chamber and ensure that no ammunition remains in the gun. It was open in no time leaving Hardin and his partner in shock. “If I know how to destroy it, I very well know how to use it as well. Stop the car before I define the word terror in detail”Words automatically fell from my mouth, I kn
BIBLE-“Where’s Sarah?” I rang the bell and the old lady opened the door while I was expecting Sarah to run into my arms with a broad smile on her face.“What do you mean? Didn’t you send someone to pick her up?” she said and my mind went blank, this isn’t what I was expecting. “Are you kidding me? If this is some sort of joke, please don’t do this.” I spoke not caring about the honorifics.“Sarah! Come out, don’t mess with me” I yelled not believing her words, it might be some sort of joke just to piss me off. I waited for her to come. “Sarah… I'm starting to get angry” I roared again but no response while her mother was only looking at me in shock.“I'm telling you; you asked your man to pick her up.”“What do you mean? Didn’t I say, I’d be coming here?” I ran inside and found nothing; I called Harvey to know if he had sent someone in my place, but he clearly said no.I thought Bar had learnt his lesson but he clearly doesn’t want our mercy, I’m just too tired with his stubbornness.
SARAH-“Do you wanna stay?” he asked as I was cutting my pork dropping all the battle happening between them. He knew I would like to stay since I’ve finally found my mother.“Can I come back home tomorrow?” I asked him politely and he smiled at me in agreement. We finished eating and he stood up leaving. “Wait… already?” I asked while turning and he nodded.“I’ve got to deal with something, it’s already late” he spoke coming closer to me, my mom was sitting right around the corner so I prayed that he shouldn’t kiss me. Or else, she’s gonna talk about this all the time.I eyed him saying no as I saw him leaning forward, it was slow to notice his actions but too fast to dodge the kiss. I looked at my mother eyeing us from the corner of my eyes until he suddenly kissed my forehead. “I'm saving that one for later”He slowly whispered into my ears making me smile like a joker, I pushed him away concealing my smile from both of them but failed and he started leaving. “Wait…” my mother stoo
BIBLE-Since the day when she left without giving me the answers, I lost it. I didn’t hate her but couldn’t find the courage to talk to her about that. I tried to focus on everything but her, I couldn’t, knowing that I'm vulnerable around her.I tried to talk but couldn’t muster up the courage anymore, I would go to work and end up shooting someone in the spur of the moment, Harvey tried to talk it through but I failed. I couldn’t process anything anymore and just simply wanted to get the torture towards the end.I started killing people, ruthlessly and far worse than what Bar used to do. The vow I took of not killing anyone just vanished into thin air, my ten-year-old self would be hating me now as I broke the promise, but promises are meant to be broken.Some were happy and cheering me for the way I was becoming while some who were closed to me got really scared. I got praises as I was maintaining the fear the Holdings have always held on everyone. It was enough to calm me down but
SARAH-He woke up early and I didn’t find him near me as sunlight hit my eyes waking me up. It looked at the time and it was eight in the morning; he wouldn’t have left and I believed he’d come back to take a shower.I got up and washed my face, last night I couldn’t talk to him, he was in pain but I was glad he came to me even though he was unconscious, his inner self calls and yearns for me, I wouldn’t want to ruin this relationship.I heard someone opening the door while I had soap in my eyes, “Bible? Is that you?” I asked walking out of the bathroom. “Hey! Watch out…” I heard him roar all of a sudden and bumped into the wall in front of me, where did that come from, I felt his steps running in my direction and he quickly took me inside in order to wash my face.I felt the tingling sensation near my temple and looked up in the mirror, “It’s bleeding…” I looked at him through the mirror and he scoffed at my reaction slowly taking the first aid kit outside.He held my hand making me
SARAH-We were drifting apart, slowly, but I could see it. the distance between us was suddenly so huge that I couldn’t cover it or cope up with the anxiety coming with it. things had changed so dramatically as whenever I'm sleeping, he would simply come to check on me for once and leave.He didn’t talk to me after that, not that he never tried but got caught off guard that morning, we were sleeping in separate rooms for days now, and more I think about this being a normal thing it just never made sense.He wasn’t angry, he was just… wasn’t him. he saw me training with Amias but never chose to interrupt and the longest conversation we had in the past few days was;“Hey! Uh, do you know what happened between Tessa and Harvey?” I asked trying to start a conversation with him, he looked at me with his normal gaze and stood up while wearing his shoes.“No… t---t Harvey is avoiding her” he spoke and stormed off the room like I had pointed a gun on his forehead. I could see him leaving but
SARAH- “I know, I'm not the right person for you, I ruined your childhood and I have nothing to defend myself with. The only thing I have is my love for you which is never gonna deteriorate. It’s impossible for you to not hate me but it would be so hard to hang to without you.” “Please don’t leave me Sarah… it feels like I'm begging you knowing that it’s wrong as I am the most horrendous person you’ve ever met. I have no right to ask you for anything, but I’d be dead without you” I wasn’t sleeping, but his words definitely made me want to hug him tightly, I held onto his hand not letting him go as I needed him but also, my mind couldn’t forget about what happened with my father. Should I really blame him for something that happened so long ago? Wouldn’t it be too mean of me, but he was my father after all, how can I stay happy with the man who killed my father. “Sarah!!” I heard Tessa’s voice and felt him leaving, I got up and hugged her tightly trying to forget the problems I’ve