George????
George is among the people I prayed to the universe never to meet again... But it seems the universe had different plans...
It's not that I hate him. Believe me I don't. Infact, I still got love for him. But he hates me. Fuck! He hates me.
You can see it all over his face that he hates me. He doesn't even hide it. He hates the way I breathe. The way I walk. The way I talk. The way I look... He just hates everything about me...
All because of that one afternoon in school that changed everything three years ago... He was in his last year on campus then and I was a freshman...
I hurt him... I hurt him so bad he couldn't forgive me... Well, At Least that's wha
"I'm returning the shoes!"Zara freaks out."What! Are you crazy?"She falls on the swivel chair where Madeline sits like she's the queen of this throne. Madeline would kill Zara if she found her sitting on her throne like that.I shake my head."Why did he buy me the shoes? I mean, he's my boss and I just met him today!""So what?" She screams. "That's CJ! He's the fucking boss of this company!""Why did he buy me the shoes though?" I ask.It's still puzzling why he bought me the shoes on my first day at work.
My face is flushed.I am deeply embarrassed after I step out of CJ's office. Fuck! He must be thinking the worst of me right now.But, if he wasn't the one that sent the shoes, then, who did? Whoever it was, they wanted to embarrass me so bad. And they succeeded. It's so fucking embarrassing.The elevator dings and when the doors open, George steps in.Shit!He has this weird smirk on his face that makes him look stupid. I don't talk to him.I blatantly ignore him.But... He has his eyes fixed on me then he says, "Give me the sho
Zara is freaking out at the elevator and screaming at me.It's funny how she's the one freaking out more than I am. I mean, I'm the one that just got fired, not her. And she's not taking any of it.Zara glares at the two female interns standing beside us when she notices them staring at us. "Can y'all just mind your fucking business and block your fucking ears and stop staring at me like I'm some monkey!"I chuckle when she says that and the interns immediately stop staring at her.So apparently, Madeline fired me because she found out that I threw the pieces of the letter she sent CJ in the office trash can. So she thinks that I'm the one that tore the letter into pieces. She has no idea that CJ did that and
"You'll come to pick the car tomorrow," says the mechanic.He's a rotund man with a shiny bald head, who is probably in his early forties. I thought he would be done fixing my car and I would drive myself to work tomorrow.Ugh!I might take a cab or just do what I do normally, walk."I've come to pick my car," someone says behind me. "Can I?"That voice is so familiar.I look back to see my cute neighbour, with his hair hanging on his shoulder. He looks so much sober than he did the first day we met. He looks like a different version of himself.
CJ is staring blankly at me.I can't quite read the expression on his face. I just got here and I still don't know why the hell I'm here.On my right are two young women with ridiculous makeup and ugly-drawn eyebrows glaring at me.What the hell is going on?George hasn't wept that smirk off his face.CJ clears his throat. "What's this I'm hearing Terra?""What?" I ask in confusion.CJ looks at the women who are still glaring at me."You told us CJ is already obsessed with y
I walk past Zara.She's busy on her computer and she can't seem to notice me. I hope she doesn't because I'm not in the mood to talk right now. I just want to get into CJ's office and get this over and done with."Hey, you!"I stop on the spot and spin to look at her. I force a smile.She squints her eyes at me. "What are you up to? You little naughty thing?"I let out a nervous laugh. "Nothing...""And why didn't you say hi?" She asks suspiciously.I clear my throat and look up at her.
I'm crying like a child in the washrooms.I've locked myself up and I'm sitting on the damn floor and I don't care. I want the fucking ground to open up and swallow me.Nothing would make me happier.I hear someone banging loudly on the door.It's Zara."Baby Girl! Open up! Please open up! You have to tell me what's going on!""Zara, I want to be left alone," I cry even louder."Just talk to me!""I don't wanna talk!" I scream. "Just go!"&
There's a knock on the door.A loud knock.Dee stands up to get the door and I lay there waiting to see the "visitor." I'm in a daze right now and I'm not thinking straight. I just keep talking nonsense and Zara keeps filling up my glass and toasting.This is exactly what I need to run away from my problems."Hey! Hey! You've not told me who you are!" Dee yells at someone."Where is she? Is she okay?" I hear a deep voice blurt out.No... That voice... Could it be...? No way! It just can't be!"Terra?" The voice calls gently.
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CJ'S POVTearing Terra?What does that Even mean?Tearing Terra?To tear her apart is like tearing me apart. When she's hurt, I hurt. When her heart breaks, mine does too. Even when I tried so hard to torture her and cause her pain, at the end of the day, I would feel so bad about myself and completely drained. I would lie asleep at night, thinking about her and that would tear me apart.Tearing her apart tore me apart too.In short, I was not able to tear her apart like I had previously planned.I tried so hard to tear her apart but I was not able to.I wanted to stay away from her. See her suffer from a distance but I couldn't do that as well. I couldn't fucking stay away from her because I wanted to kiss her. Caress her. Tell her I had missed her. And it was so hard for me because I saw her on a daily... Saw that beautiful hair being flipped at meetings... That perfect sweet mouth curving up a happy smile at lunch... T
Three months laterCJ is gone.Everyday I wake up, I'm reminded of that.I don't wake up with him beside me anymore.It's honestly sad, gloomy and boring without him here.It's cold mornings like this that I wish he was here, lying next to me. Holding me so tight that I felt his warmth. I wouldn't be feeling this cold because we'd make some intense hot love that would leave us burning. That would force us to head to the shower to kill things off... In each other's arms.I miss him...Everyday, I miss him.I drag myself out of bed and head to the kitchen. I sit down to my cup of hot coffee, looking out the kitchen window. Morning mist, thick as smoke.It's going to be a long boring day.No plans whatsoever.It's
"Don't tell me to calm down!"I yell at CJ.We just got back to town and everyone is acting okay and cool. Because it's not their only sister that has been kidnapped by the most dangerous serial killer I know.Their only sister that's pregnant.While I was having the time of my life, my sister was in suffering in the hands of the devil himself. That breaks my heart into pieces."Terra," Dee who just came in some few minutes ago says. "It has not been confirmed that it's Roman who kidnapped her..."I laugh sarcastically and bitterly. "Oh wow! That makes a lot of sense! I think she got lost on her way to the mall, don't you think?"Ren intrudes. "Terra, I think you have to relax-""Relax!" I scream. "Relax? My sister is in the hands of that evil monster and you're telling me to relax! How can I fucking relax! Who knows what the hell he's doing to her! Lord!"I fal
"Don't tell me to calm down!"I yell at CJ.We just got back to town and everyone is acting okay and cool. Because it's not their only sister that has been kidnapped by the most dangerous serial killer I know.Their only sister that's pregnant.While I was having the time of my life, my sister was in suffering in the hands of the devil himself. That breaks my heart into pieces."Terra," Dee who just came in some few minutes ago says. "It has not been confirmed that it's Roman who kidnapped her..."I laugh sarcastically and bitterly. "Oh wow! That makes a lot of sense! I think she got lost on her way to the mall, don't you think?"Ren intrudes. "Terra, I think you have to relax-""Relax!" I scream. "Relax? My sister is in the hands of that evil monster and you're telling me to relax! How can I fucking relax! Who knows what the hell he's doing to her! Lord!"I fal
"Shit Eli! You scared us!"CJ and I are in a towel as we stare at both Eli and Zara from upstairs as they are downstairs."Biiiiiiiiiiiitch!" Zara shrieks. "So this' whatchu' been upto after some jail time! Lookatchu' being naughty!"I roll my eyes at her, concealing just how excited I am that she and Eli are here.It's going to be so much fun.The perfect way to escape from all the negativity and toxicity. I was drowning with everything that was going on. A part of me died slowly day by day.But this... This will be the perfect therapy.An old beach house with the man I love and two close friends.The perfect combo!Eli tosses himself on the couch as CJ resumes to the master bedroom that we slept in."Zara? Can you please come up?"I borrow a dress since I didn't carry any clothes. A few minutes later, I step out of my room with my hand in C
I knew this moment would come.But I swear to heavens, I was not prepared for it. I was not prepared to explain myself. I don't know if the answers I got are the right answers or if they are answers at all.I open my mouth to say something then I quickly shut up, careful with every word I'll say."Honestly, Cedric... I can blame it on a lot of things but they all come down to me. To my selfishness. It was me..."I take a deep breathe and continue."When I eloped to Russia, I did therapy because I couldn't live with what I had done to you. I had nightmares. I drank myself to sleep. Bars were my favorite spots. But therapy kind of helped me deal with what I had done in a positive manner and learn to live with myself."I swallow hard, nostalgic about those pretty dark days of my life." And through therapy, I learnt some things I didn't know about myself. I had severe anxiety. It's something I had lived with, yet didn't know
The sun is low on the sky when CJ opens the cab door for me.I step out into a stone circular driveway in front of a mansion and I look around blindly In awe.The view of the mansion in front of us is breathtaking. The house sits on a cliff above the ocean and the low sun sets the waves on fire.CJ leads me around the house, his bag on one hand as he holds my hand with the other. We walk along the edge of a large blue pool and towards a furnished pool house.At the doorstep, is a large porcelain pot. CJ bends it over and takes a key under.CJ opens the door and I step inside to an old classic living room with artistic old paintings on the cream walls and one-armed sofas with hundreds of pillows. The table in the middle is wooden and seems like an expensive old furniture that has seen the best of years.Underneath the sofas, lays a Persian rug and just in front of the decor, sits a huge fireplace.&nbs
Present day..."He killed his friend?"I nod my head sadly. "Then he forced me to clean up for him and drag the body to the basement."Honestly, that was it for me.I didn't care if he threatened me anymore.I had to leave him. And leave him right away.If he could kill Oscar that quick within a snap of a finger just because of some argument, I wonder what he'd do to me?There's no way I'd sit and wait to see what he'd do to me... I had to leave!"So you stole his packaged drugs and sold them?" asks CJ."Yes, to a guy he despiced. Osborne. Some rich tycoon and I sold it at a very cheap price because I needed to fly away..."CJ looks at me in worry. "It must have been hard for you...""Yes... Especially because I had to stay in h