I walk past Zara.
She's busy on her computer and she can't seem to notice me. I hope she doesn't because I'm not in the mood to talk right now. I just want to get into CJ's office and get this over and done with.
"Hey, you!"
I stop on the spot and spin to look at her. I force a smile.
She squints her eyes at me. "What are you up to? You little naughty thing?"
I let out a nervous laugh. "Nothing..."
"And why didn't you say hi?" She asks suspiciously.
I clear my throat and look up at her.
I'm crying like a child in the washrooms.I've locked myself up and I'm sitting on the damn floor and I don't care. I want the fucking ground to open up and swallow me.Nothing would make me happier.I hear someone banging loudly on the door.It's Zara."Baby Girl! Open up! Please open up! You have to tell me what's going on!""Zara, I want to be left alone," I cry even louder."Just talk to me!""I don't wanna talk!" I scream. "Just go!"&
There's a knock on the door.A loud knock.Dee stands up to get the door and I lay there waiting to see the "visitor." I'm in a daze right now and I'm not thinking straight. I just keep talking nonsense and Zara keeps filling up my glass and toasting.This is exactly what I need to run away from my problems."Hey! Hey! You've not told me who you are!" Dee yells at someone."Where is she? Is she okay?" I hear a deep voice blurt out.No... That voice... Could it be...? No way! It just can't be!"Terra?" The voice calls gently.
I burst into the kitchen, feeling sad and angry after what CJ just said on the phone.Ren and Dee quickly break apart when I enter the kitchen. But I'm in no mood to address this "thing" that they have going on. Honestly, it's starting to get a little weird and awkward.But I can't address that now. I have more important stuff to deal with and I'm feeling all shades of anger burn inside me."What's up?" Asks Dee.I fall on the kitchen island and clasp my chin."It's CJ.""What about him?" Asks Dee as she toasts the bread on the toaster.
George has been beaten up badly. His cheek is swollen and his mouth is bleeding profusely."Sorry."I take him in and start doing first aid on him,"Sorry for what?" I ask."Sorry for making you lose your job," he mutters.I lack words to say to him. I can't tell him what he did was okay. I mean, that shit broke me."You'll get your job back," he says. " I promise."Okay... That is a bit strange.George shows up at my place, beaten up, promising to help me get my job back? This can't be a coincidence. Somebody must have done this to him.Oh my God! Ren and Dee."Is it Ren and Dee?" I ask in alarm. "Did they do this to you?"George hesitates. "No... No...""Then, who did this to you?""Some robbers...""And, how did you know my place?" I ask suspiciously."I've followed you here before," he replies. "That first day you came to work."I don't believe his theo
I'm freaking out!!!The lights just went off!And I'm stuck in this fucking elevator with my boss!Oh God! Is this how I'm going to die? In an elevator?I'm letting out low moans and I feel hands touch me in the dark and I immediately jerk. My body is trembling and my heart is pounding so hard.CJ tries to hold me again and this time, I scream."Help! Help! Help!""Hey, Calm down," he says gently but with authority. "Calm... Down..."He continues to hold me tightly and I try to relax and breathe calmly in his arms since I am in panic. He holds me as if he's protecting me with his body from something.I feel secure and safe in his arms and I stop panicking and panting.I stay in his arms for a couple of minutes and CJ is running his fingers through my hair gently. This feels so good.
I stir some sugar in the cup of coffee, my hands still shaking a bit.I'm still shaken by the nightmare.It's been long since I had a nightmare. One of those nightmares. Those horrible horrible nightmares where I wake up panting and sweating and screaming.I shake off the memory and sip my coffee. I take the sandwich I quickly made and take a bite, looking at the clock on the watch.I still got time to prepare myself for work.^^^^^^^I'm strolling to the parking lot when I bump into Eli.I've been noticing he has been avoiding me since that time we had supper in my house. He's been acting really strange, like he's snobbing me and doesn't want to talk to me.A grin flits across his face as I stand in front of him. He can't run now.A fake grin flits across his face. "Pretta!""Eli!"He starts scratching his head. "Uh... Headed to work?""Yea... Eli, are you avoiding me?" I ask abruptly."G
I spilled cocktail allover CJ's white shirt.I start wiping his shirt, crying how sorry I am but he stops me and instead looks at me."Hey. It's fine," he says gently.CJ suddenly steps back and crosses his arms against his chest, observing me."You look... Different."Zara pinches my back and I wince.CJ smiles at the both of us. "Have fun..." he looks at me. "See you around."Then he walks away, fixing his tie.Zara gasps. "Bitch, what have you done to CJ?"Here we go again...^^^^^^^I'm dancing in George's arms at the huge ballroom.We are dancing to a slow song and from a distance, I spot CJ. He's dancing with that bitch, Madeline. For some strange reason, I feel irked seeing her in his arms.There's no passion whatsoever or emotion as he dances with Madeline. Madeline is lying her head gently on his shoulder, his arms twirled around her wai
TYCOON CEDRIC JEAN, CJ, FINALLY COMES OUT AS GAY, INSIDE SOURCE REVEALS. HIS SECRET BOYFRIEND IS YET TO COME OUT.What!This is bullshit!I mean, I don't know his sexuality but this magazine shouldn't be out here blasting him if he's not okay with it.Zoe narrows her eyes at me. "Do you think it's true?"I shake my head. "I don't know..."Zoe leans in closer to me."I know all this BS in this magazine is true. I mean, Mr Grumps doesn't have a girlfriend. He snobs girls and doesn't even look twice when they pass by him swinging their asses. I've never hear
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CJ'S POVTearing Terra?What does that Even mean?Tearing Terra?To tear her apart is like tearing me apart. When she's hurt, I hurt. When her heart breaks, mine does too. Even when I tried so hard to torture her and cause her pain, at the end of the day, I would feel so bad about myself and completely drained. I would lie asleep at night, thinking about her and that would tear me apart.Tearing her apart tore me apart too.In short, I was not able to tear her apart like I had previously planned.I tried so hard to tear her apart but I was not able to.I wanted to stay away from her. See her suffer from a distance but I couldn't do that as well. I couldn't fucking stay away from her because I wanted to kiss her. Caress her. Tell her I had missed her. And it was so hard for me because I saw her on a daily... Saw that beautiful hair being flipped at meetings... That perfect sweet mouth curving up a happy smile at lunch... T
Three months laterCJ is gone.Everyday I wake up, I'm reminded of that.I don't wake up with him beside me anymore.It's honestly sad, gloomy and boring without him here.It's cold mornings like this that I wish he was here, lying next to me. Holding me so tight that I felt his warmth. I wouldn't be feeling this cold because we'd make some intense hot love that would leave us burning. That would force us to head to the shower to kill things off... In each other's arms.I miss him...Everyday, I miss him.I drag myself out of bed and head to the kitchen. I sit down to my cup of hot coffee, looking out the kitchen window. Morning mist, thick as smoke.It's going to be a long boring day.No plans whatsoever.It's
"Don't tell me to calm down!"I yell at CJ.We just got back to town and everyone is acting okay and cool. Because it's not their only sister that has been kidnapped by the most dangerous serial killer I know.Their only sister that's pregnant.While I was having the time of my life, my sister was in suffering in the hands of the devil himself. That breaks my heart into pieces."Terra," Dee who just came in some few minutes ago says. "It has not been confirmed that it's Roman who kidnapped her..."I laugh sarcastically and bitterly. "Oh wow! That makes a lot of sense! I think she got lost on her way to the mall, don't you think?"Ren intrudes. "Terra, I think you have to relax-""Relax!" I scream. "Relax? My sister is in the hands of that evil monster and you're telling me to relax! How can I fucking relax! Who knows what the hell he's doing to her! Lord!"I fal
"Don't tell me to calm down!"I yell at CJ.We just got back to town and everyone is acting okay and cool. Because it's not their only sister that has been kidnapped by the most dangerous serial killer I know.Their only sister that's pregnant.While I was having the time of my life, my sister was in suffering in the hands of the devil himself. That breaks my heart into pieces."Terra," Dee who just came in some few minutes ago says. "It has not been confirmed that it's Roman who kidnapped her..."I laugh sarcastically and bitterly. "Oh wow! That makes a lot of sense! I think she got lost on her way to the mall, don't you think?"Ren intrudes. "Terra, I think you have to relax-""Relax!" I scream. "Relax? My sister is in the hands of that evil monster and you're telling me to relax! How can I fucking relax! Who knows what the hell he's doing to her! Lord!"I fal
"Shit Eli! You scared us!"CJ and I are in a towel as we stare at both Eli and Zara from upstairs as they are downstairs."Biiiiiiiiiiiitch!" Zara shrieks. "So this' whatchu' been upto after some jail time! Lookatchu' being naughty!"I roll my eyes at her, concealing just how excited I am that she and Eli are here.It's going to be so much fun.The perfect way to escape from all the negativity and toxicity. I was drowning with everything that was going on. A part of me died slowly day by day.But this... This will be the perfect therapy.An old beach house with the man I love and two close friends.The perfect combo!Eli tosses himself on the couch as CJ resumes to the master bedroom that we slept in."Zara? Can you please come up?"I borrow a dress since I didn't carry any clothes. A few minutes later, I step out of my room with my hand in C
I knew this moment would come.But I swear to heavens, I was not prepared for it. I was not prepared to explain myself. I don't know if the answers I got are the right answers or if they are answers at all.I open my mouth to say something then I quickly shut up, careful with every word I'll say."Honestly, Cedric... I can blame it on a lot of things but they all come down to me. To my selfishness. It was me..."I take a deep breathe and continue."When I eloped to Russia, I did therapy because I couldn't live with what I had done to you. I had nightmares. I drank myself to sleep. Bars were my favorite spots. But therapy kind of helped me deal with what I had done in a positive manner and learn to live with myself."I swallow hard, nostalgic about those pretty dark days of my life." And through therapy, I learnt some things I didn't know about myself. I had severe anxiety. It's something I had lived with, yet didn't know
The sun is low on the sky when CJ opens the cab door for me.I step out into a stone circular driveway in front of a mansion and I look around blindly In awe.The view of the mansion in front of us is breathtaking. The house sits on a cliff above the ocean and the low sun sets the waves on fire.CJ leads me around the house, his bag on one hand as he holds my hand with the other. We walk along the edge of a large blue pool and towards a furnished pool house.At the doorstep, is a large porcelain pot. CJ bends it over and takes a key under.CJ opens the door and I step inside to an old classic living room with artistic old paintings on the cream walls and one-armed sofas with hundreds of pillows. The table in the middle is wooden and seems like an expensive old furniture that has seen the best of years.Underneath the sofas, lays a Persian rug and just in front of the decor, sits a huge fireplace.&nbs
Present day..."He killed his friend?"I nod my head sadly. "Then he forced me to clean up for him and drag the body to the basement."Honestly, that was it for me.I didn't care if he threatened me anymore.I had to leave him. And leave him right away.If he could kill Oscar that quick within a snap of a finger just because of some argument, I wonder what he'd do to me?There's no way I'd sit and wait to see what he'd do to me... I had to leave!"So you stole his packaged drugs and sold them?" asks CJ."Yes, to a guy he despiced. Osborne. Some rich tycoon and I sold it at a very cheap price because I needed to fly away..."CJ looks at me in worry. "It must have been hard for you...""Yes... Especially because I had to stay in h