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2024-10-29 19:42:56"Yes please."
CJ is on the phone.
"Postpone the meeting till next week.
Something came up!" he says. "Tell the clients I'm busy and they'll have to wait till I come back... Good."
CJ hangs up.
"You really don't have to be here," I mutter.
"Work is more important."
CJ holds my hand and squeezes it. "You are more important."
He puts back his hand around my shoulder and kisses the top of my head gently. I'm at a loss for words with all that's happening right now but I truly appreciate CJ being here for me when there's completely nobody.
We are sitting on the hospital bench, waiting for the doctors.
I lay my head on his chest, quiet, but wild sad thoughts running noisily through my mind.
What if I lose my mom? I lost my biological nine years ago! And now I'm gonna lose my step-mom too? I mean, she's a wonRelated chapters
TRENT Chapter 45
I stand beside Enzo's desk with my hands behind my desk.Enzo grins broadly at me. "This is wonderful, Terra."Yea, he finally learnt how to pronounce my name.I smile from ear to ear. "Thankyou, sir.""Lately, you have been doing a great job without me pushing you and honestly," he sinks back on his chair. "I'm impressed.""Thankyou, sir," I say politely."And because of that, I think you deserve the day off to go and-"I cut in impatiently."No!" I blurt."What?""Please don't give me the day off," I say desperately. "I want to be here, working. I'm not more special than any other intern and-""But you've been working your ass off," Enzo complains. "I think you need a break...""I'm not complaining, sir...""But I am. And I think you need the day off, Terra," he insists. "You extend every evening after work and I find you are already here early
TRENT Chapter 46
I take the car keys from my handbag when I hear a soothing."I thought you wouldn't like the car when I first bought it for you."I look sideways and I see mom.She's standing there, her smile sweet as ever.I grin at her broadly. "Ofcourse I like the car... You bought me on my birthday and it was everything I ever dreamed of.""You never said that when I was here..."That stings. "I loved... I love you mom," tears sting my eyes. "Please come back... I need you."She gets closer and she touches my cheek.I shut my eyes close and feel her warmth...Her love... I miss her..."I don't have to come back... I'll always be here. Watching over you."Tears stream down my eyes as I lift my hand to touch her but she vanishes.And I'm shaking. And crying. And my legs are wobbling. My hands are trembling and the key I was holding is down on th
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"You'll make me lose my job!"Zara yells at me."Zara, I must see CJ! Can you imagine, Enzo just suspended me!""What!""What's all this yelling?" I hear CJ's voice.He steps out of his office and closes the door, squinting his eyes at the both of us."I'm having a meeting in my office and you ladies, are distracting us!"He doesn't look furious but he looks kind of pissed off. I see the way he's looking at me."Enzo suspended me!"CJ doesn't seem surprised."Hallooooo!!! You two! I just got suspended!"I snap my fingers at the both of them.A wide grin crosses on his face."I think you should be yelling at the doctor!"I gasp, glaring at him. "It's you!"^^^^^^The house is a mess when I get back home.There's an empty bottle of wine stumbled on the table, plus dirty plates with bones of chicken. The duvet is still on the couch, with some other dirty laundry.
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It's Friday!!!!!I can't tell you just how much I have waited for this day. I even bought a pair of thigh-high black leather boots and a black leather jumpsuit that's exaggerating my butt a little bit.I look at myself one more time in the mirror.Hair. Check.Make-up. Check.Costume. Check.Now, what's left?Oh, some earrings and bangles. I take the accessories from my pink jewel box. I stare at the box and a wave of sadness engulfs me.I remember it like it was yesterday. Amira's first boyfriend had bought her a jewel box. And I was so envious that I used to steal it and hide it in my room just to watch it. I thought it was beautiful. Amira and I got into a fight every time she found it in my room after tirelessly searching the entire house. Mom learnt about this. And she bought both Amira and I pink jewel boxes. Amira sold hers to a friend. I kept mine. I wish I would have sold mine too... I wouldn't be thinking about
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"Tray?"Tray stops fingering the girl on top of the car and pushes her away. We have busted them! Kissing with the girl on top of the car and his fingers inside her.I look at the both of them in disgust then at Zara. She doesn't look surprised or stunned. She's staring at him with this blank empty look on her face."I see you're on vacation with your family," It sounds like a statement.Like a polite question. She should be angry at him.Tray glares at her. "What the fuck are you doing here! I thought I told you CLEARLY to stay at home!"Zara is looking down, as if afraid of him.He gets closer to her and grabs her arm."Hey! I'm talking to you! I told you not to go clubbing and you DISOBEYED me!" Tray roars. "Who is it? Who are you cheating on me with?"CJ interrupts quickly. "Hey man, back off!"Tray kicks CJ away from him, sneering at him then back to Zara. He pulls her hair and slaps h
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BECCAA knock on the door.I storm to the door angrily, praying that it's not Zara because I'll get angry allover again if it's her.But it's not her."CJ? Jake?"I'm surprised.CJ is staring at me, his face lighting up with a smile. "You look good."I roll my eyes. "Are you kidding me? An ugly big sweater and denim shorts? Please!"CJ is observing me from head to toe. "That's exactly how you looked the first day."I'm confused. "What day?""The first day I met you."I burst out a laugh. "No. The first day you met me I was in a skirtsuit and you splashed water on my feet!""That was the first day you met me."So, he met me before I met him? Talk about creepy.Jake cuts in. "Whatever... Whateve
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I'm seated at the table, next to Cedric.Jake and Nina are last to drag themselves lazily to the table. Jess is scowling at me, sitting right next to her husband.A middle-aged man by the name, Walter, is the chef and the one who set the table. According to Fidel, Walter and his family have worked for them even before he was born. Talk about loyalty.Walter has made fish and rice. The fish is so tantalizing that if I was just alone with CJ, I'd lick my fingers. But I'm with all these new people and I should have manners for the sake of CJ.Since Jess and I talked, I have been craving to put her on the spot. That's the only way I'll know if she was lying or not."Jess," I start. "Would you like to tell me what CJ told you he's planning to do to me?""What!" CJ is startled."Yea," I turn to CJ. "According to Jessica, you, are planning to do something to me."Jess interrupts. "I didn't say no such thing!"I smirk.
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TRENT Author's Note
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TRENT Epilogue
CJ'S POVTearing Terra?What does that Even mean?Tearing Terra?To tear her apart is like tearing me apart. When she's hurt, I hurt. When her heart breaks, mine does too. Even when I tried so hard to torture her and cause her pain, at the end of the day, I would feel so bad about myself and completely drained. I would lie asleep at night, thinking about her and that would tear me apart.Tearing her apart tore me apart too.In short, I was not able to tear her apart like I had previously planned.I tried so hard to tear her apart but I was not able to.I wanted to stay away from her. See her suffer from a distance but I couldn't do that as well. I couldn't fucking stay away from her because I wanted to kiss her. Caress her. Tell her I had missed her. And it was so hard for me because I saw her on a daily... Saw that beautiful hair being flipped at meetings... That perfect sweet mouth curving up a happy smile at lunch... T
TRENT Please forgive me
Three months laterCJ is gone.Everyday I wake up, I'm reminded of that.I don't wake up with him beside me anymore.It's honestly sad, gloomy and boring without him here.It's cold mornings like this that I wish he was here, lying next to me. Holding me so tight that I felt his warmth. I wouldn't be feeling this cold because we'd make some intense hot love that would leave us burning. That would force us to head to the shower to kill things off... In each other's arms.I miss him...Everyday, I miss him.I drag myself out of bed and head to the kitchen. I sit down to my cup of hot coffee, looking out the kitchen window. Morning mist, thick as smoke.It's going to be a long boring day.No plans whatsoever.It's
TRENT Don't you dare touch me!
"Don't tell me to calm down!"I yell at CJ.We just got back to town and everyone is acting okay and cool. Because it's not their only sister that has been kidnapped by the most dangerous serial killer I know.Their only sister that's pregnant.While I was having the time of my life, my sister was in suffering in the hands of the devil himself. That breaks my heart into pieces."Terra," Dee who just came in some few minutes ago says. "It has not been confirmed that it's Roman who kidnapped her..."I laugh sarcastically and bitterly. "Oh wow! That makes a lot of sense! I think she got lost on her way to the mall, don't you think?"Ren intrudes. "Terra, I think you have to relax-""Relax!" I scream. "Relax? My sister is in the hands of that evil monster and you're telling me to relax! How can I fucking relax! Who knows what the hell he's doing to her! Lord!"I fal
TRENT Don't touch me!
"Don't tell me to calm down!"I yell at CJ.We just got back to town and everyone is acting okay and cool. Because it's not their only sister that has been kidnapped by the most dangerous serial killer I know.Their only sister that's pregnant.While I was having the time of my life, my sister was in suffering in the hands of the devil himself. That breaks my heart into pieces."Terra," Dee who just came in some few minutes ago says. "It has not been confirmed that it's Roman who kidnapped her..."I laugh sarcastically and bitterly. "Oh wow! That makes a lot of sense! I think she got lost on her way to the mall, don't you think?"Ren intrudes. "Terra, I think you have to relax-""Relax!" I scream. "Relax? My sister is in the hands of that evil monster and you're telling me to relax! How can I fucking relax! Who knows what the hell he's doing to her! Lord!"I fal
TRENT Good in the kitchen
"Shit Eli! You scared us!"CJ and I are in a towel as we stare at both Eli and Zara from upstairs as they are downstairs."Biiiiiiiiiiiitch!" Zara shrieks. "So this' whatchu' been upto after some jail time! Lookatchu' being naughty!"I roll my eyes at her, concealing just how excited I am that she and Eli are here.It's going to be so much fun.The perfect way to escape from all the negativity and toxicity. I was drowning with everything that was going on. A part of me died slowly day by day.But this... This will be the perfect therapy.An old beach house with the man I love and two close friends.The perfect combo!Eli tosses himself on the couch as CJ resumes to the master bedroom that we slept in."Zara? Can you please come up?"I borrow a dress since I didn't carry any clothes. A few minutes later, I step out of my room with my hand in C
TRENT Just Us!
I knew this moment would come.But I swear to heavens, I was not prepared for it. I was not prepared to explain myself. I don't know if the answers I got are the right answers or if they are answers at all.I open my mouth to say something then I quickly shut up, careful with every word I'll say."Honestly, Cedric... I can blame it on a lot of things but they all come down to me. To my selfishness. It was me..."I take a deep breathe and continue."When I eloped to Russia, I did therapy because I couldn't live with what I had done to you. I had nightmares. I drank myself to sleep. Bars were my favorite spots. But therapy kind of helped me deal with what I had done in a positive manner and learn to live with myself."I swallow hard, nostalgic about those pretty dark days of my life." And through therapy, I learnt some things I didn't know about myself. I had severe anxiety. It's something I had lived with, yet didn't know
TRENT I'm sorry!
The sun is low on the sky when CJ opens the cab door for me.I step out into a stone circular driveway in front of a mansion and I look around blindly In awe.The view of the mansion in front of us is breathtaking. The house sits on a cliff above the ocean and the low sun sets the waves on fire.CJ leads me around the house, his bag on one hand as he holds my hand with the other. We walk along the edge of a large blue pool and towards a furnished pool house.At the doorstep, is a large porcelain pot. CJ bends it over and takes a key under.CJ opens the door and I step inside to an old classic living room with artistic old paintings on the cream walls and one-armed sofas with hundreds of pillows. The table in the middle is wooden and seems like an expensive old furniture that has seen the best of years.Underneath the sofas, lays a Persian rug and just in front of the decor, sits a huge fireplace.&nbs
TRENT That man is not me!
Present day..."He killed his friend?"I nod my head sadly. "Then he forced me to clean up for him and drag the body to the basement."Honestly, that was it for me.I didn't care if he threatened me anymore.I had to leave him. And leave him right away.If he could kill Oscar that quick within a snap of a finger just because of some argument, I wonder what he'd do to me?There's no way I'd sit and wait to see what he'd do to me... I had to leave!"So you stole his packaged drugs and sold them?" asks CJ."Yes, to a guy he despiced. Osborne. Some rich tycoon and I sold it at a very cheap price because I needed to fly away..."CJ looks at me in worry. "It must have been hard for you...""Yes... Especially because I had to stay in h
