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Her name was Lilith.
The first girl I ever fell inlove with.
She was Lilith.
She was the most perfect little thing with blonde curls and a flawless skin with a fragile little body. In my mind, she was Snow White. My Snow White. The fairest of them all.
We were both in the same class in kindergarten. I was six at the time and she was five. She was giggly and was friends with everyone. I was shy and an introvert. I couldn't approach her. I just used to sit at the back of the class and enjoy watching her like she was some interesting movie.
I was fed up of the intense crush after a few months and finally decided to write her a letter. A love letter. It had a few words, four five words actually...
"I LAV UUU, LILITH... CEDRIC."
Then I sketched crooked drawings of
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BECCAA knock on the door.I storm to the door angrily, praying that it's not Zara because I'll get angry allover again if it's her.But it's not her."CJ? Jake?"I'm surprised.CJ is staring at me, his face lighting up with a smile. "You look good."I roll my eyes. "Are you kidding me? An ugly big sweater and denim shorts? Please!"CJ is observing me from head to toe. "That's exactly how you looked the first day."I'm confused. "What day?""The first day I met you."I burst out a laugh. "No. The first day you met me I was in a skirtsuit and you splashed water on my feet!""That was the first day you met me."So, he met me before I met him? Talk about creepy.Jake cuts in. "Whatever... Whateve
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I'm seated at the table, next to Cedric.Jake and Nina are last to drag themselves lazily to the table. Jess is scowling at me, sitting right next to her husband.A middle-aged man by the name, Walter, is the chef and the one who set the table. According to Fidel, Walter and his family have worked for them even before he was born. Talk about loyalty.Walter has made fish and rice. The fish is so tantalizing that if I was just alone with CJ, I'd lick my fingers. But I'm with all these new people and I should have manners for the sake of CJ.Since Jess and I talked, I have been craving to put her on the spot. That's the only way I'll know if she was lying or not."Jess," I start. "Would you like to tell me what CJ told you he's planning to do to me?""What!" CJ is startled."Yea," I turn to CJ. "According to Jessica, you, are planning to do something to me."Jess interrupts. "I didn't say no such thing!"I smirk.
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Everybody is laughing at the table during dinner.I fake a laugh when my eyes meet with CJ's. But I'm angry. I'm so angry at him and he doesn't even know it."Are you okay?" CJ whispers.I fake a smile. "Yea... Why wouldn't I be?""I don't know. You seem off..."I look into his eyes and get angry all over again. I swallow my anger and fake a smile."It's nothing."I help Nina and Jess clear the table after dinner. The boys are playing video games but CJ keeps throwing his eyes at me and it's making me sick. As if kissing Jess wasn't enough...Nina places the dirty dishes in the sink the minute we get into the huge kitchen."We don't have to wash the dishes!" Jess suggests. "I mean, that's Walter's work, right? He's getting paid for it.""Let's just do the dishes today," Nina argues."You know, help him...""He doesn't need help. He's the help!"
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I'm covering myself with the sheet so tight against my ears so that I don't hear him. I don't want to listen to whatever he has to say."I know you don't want to listen but this is what really happened," CJ says getting closer towards me. "Fidel and I decided to clear up our issues and bury the hatchet. I figured I should do the same with his wife. Everybody was making noise in the living room so we went outside to talk things out. As I was talking, she suddenly grabbed me and kissed me forcefully. I was stiff and startled and it took me a while to draw back. Then she told me that she needed that. Kissing me convinced her that it's her husband she wanted. It's her husband she wanted to kiss forever. We then talked for a few minutes about her husband and about you..."I'm silent.I pretend I'm sleeping.I feel him lay a hand on my shoulder and I jerk back." Atleast say something, Terra... "I glare at him as I sit upright on the
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I'm at the front.CJ is at the back.His hands fastened tightly on my waist.He whispers softly, "We are going to win."We are almost at the finish line when Fidel and Jess gallop even faster in front of us, making it faster to the finish line in front of us.I'm literally screaming at them. "Cheaters!!!"CJ is behind me, cussing them out for finishing first. Jake and Nina take advantage of this opportunity and gallop quickly, getting past us and making it to the finish line.CJ and I are going nuts as we scream at them for cheating like Jess and Fidel did."It's 2020. Cheating is the new cool," Nina jokes as she climbs off the horse."This is not fair!" I demand as CJ and I reach the finish line. "Let's start over."Jess giggles kissing Fidel. "Some of us have some babies to make...""You guys will have adorable babies," Nina gushes.
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The car comes to a stop.CJ and I haven't exchanged a word ever since we got on the jeep.We had to leave before the others because he lied about having a crucial meeting with very vital clients. I knew that was a lie. CJ rarely works on weekends.CJ turns off the engine and sits there silently for a moment.He then grunts. "Go."I know he doesn't want to talk to me. He obviously doesn't want anything to do with me. So, trying to hold a conversation with him is pointless.So I just turn and fling the door open.I walk a few steps and stumble to the ground. Shit! I have twisted my ankle on the same foot. Again! It's so painful that I wince as I struggle to get back up on my feet again.I feel arms circle around my waist, helping me up. By now, my body is too familiar with these strong muscular veiny arms.CJ's arms.I spin and look into his eyes, taking advantage of this moment to tell him what I've bee
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"Please hurry!!!"The taxi-driver is so slow. Or atleast that's what I think.He's a middle-aged Indian man with a ridiculous hat. He's been saying we're almost there for the past fifteen minutes and I'm getting more anxious."We are almost there!""Please don't say that again!" I try to say politely with a raised voice. "Just get me there."I take my phone and dial CJ's number for the tenth time.He's not picking up my calls.I swallow back tears when a horrible thought of him flying away crosses my mind.What if I never see him again? What if he never wants to see me again? What if he goes forever and never comes back?Oh God! No!We get to the airport and I hop out swiftly after paying the cab.I rush in the airport and head to the reception area, panting.There's
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My hands are literally shaking as I press the elevator button."It's not him, Terra," Zara assures me.But that's not enough to stop the trembling."What if it's him? What if he's dead?" I ask in horror.Zara squeezes my hand. "It can't be him."The doors open and I head fast to the HR office, forgetting to wave Zara as she goes into a different direction. She yells goodbye behind me.I find Lorenzo on the phone, looking terrified.He hangs up on the call and starts putting on his coat."What's wrong, Enzo?""It's CJ."^^^^^^^^I rush into the hospital fast behind Enzo.We find his step-mom, Jezebel and his dad, Mr. Jean in the waiting area.His dad looks devastated."How's CJ?" I'm the first to ask.I'm so relieved he's not dead. He's the only patient that survived the plane crush and fortunately rushed back home.Jezebel look
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TRENT Epilogue
CJ'S POVTearing Terra?What does that Even mean?Tearing Terra?To tear her apart is like tearing me apart. When she's hurt, I hurt. When her heart breaks, mine does too. Even when I tried so hard to torture her and cause her pain, at the end of the day, I would feel so bad about myself and completely drained. I would lie asleep at night, thinking about her and that would tear me apart.Tearing her apart tore me apart too.In short, I was not able to tear her apart like I had previously planned.I tried so hard to tear her apart but I was not able to.I wanted to stay away from her. See her suffer from a distance but I couldn't do that as well. I couldn't fucking stay away from her because I wanted to kiss her. Caress her. Tell her I had missed her. And it was so hard for me because I saw her on a daily... Saw that beautiful hair being flipped at meetings... That perfect sweet mouth curving up a happy smile at lunch... T
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"Shit Eli! You scared us!"CJ and I are in a towel as we stare at both Eli and Zara from upstairs as they are downstairs."Biiiiiiiiiiiitch!" Zara shrieks. "So this' whatchu' been upto after some jail time! Lookatchu' being naughty!"I roll my eyes at her, concealing just how excited I am that she and Eli are here.It's going to be so much fun.The perfect way to escape from all the negativity and toxicity. I was drowning with everything that was going on. A part of me died slowly day by day.But this... This will be the perfect therapy.An old beach house with the man I love and two close friends.The perfect combo!Eli tosses himself on the couch as CJ resumes to the master bedroom that we slept in."Zara? Can you please come up?"I borrow a dress since I didn't carry any clothes. A few minutes later, I step out of my room with my hand in C
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I knew this moment would come.But I swear to heavens, I was not prepared for it. I was not prepared to explain myself. I don't know if the answers I got are the right answers or if they are answers at all.I open my mouth to say something then I quickly shut up, careful with every word I'll say."Honestly, Cedric... I can blame it on a lot of things but they all come down to me. To my selfishness. It was me..."I take a deep breathe and continue."When I eloped to Russia, I did therapy because I couldn't live with what I had done to you. I had nightmares. I drank myself to sleep. Bars were my favorite spots. But therapy kind of helped me deal with what I had done in a positive manner and learn to live with myself."I swallow hard, nostalgic about those pretty dark days of my life." And through therapy, I learnt some things I didn't know about myself. I had severe anxiety. It's something I had lived with, yet didn't know
TRENT I'm sorry!
The sun is low on the sky when CJ opens the cab door for me.I step out into a stone circular driveway in front of a mansion and I look around blindly In awe.The view of the mansion in front of us is breathtaking. The house sits on a cliff above the ocean and the low sun sets the waves on fire.CJ leads me around the house, his bag on one hand as he holds my hand with the other. We walk along the edge of a large blue pool and towards a furnished pool house.At the doorstep, is a large porcelain pot. CJ bends it over and takes a key under.CJ opens the door and I step inside to an old classic living room with artistic old paintings on the cream walls and one-armed sofas with hundreds of pillows. The table in the middle is wooden and seems like an expensive old furniture that has seen the best of years.Underneath the sofas, lays a Persian rug and just in front of the decor, sits a huge fireplace.&nbs
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Present day..."He killed his friend?"I nod my head sadly. "Then he forced me to clean up for him and drag the body to the basement."Honestly, that was it for me.I didn't care if he threatened me anymore.I had to leave him. And leave him right away.If he could kill Oscar that quick within a snap of a finger just because of some argument, I wonder what he'd do to me?There's no way I'd sit and wait to see what he'd do to me... I had to leave!"So you stole his packaged drugs and sold them?" asks CJ."Yes, to a guy he despiced. Osborne. Some rich tycoon and I sold it at a very cheap price because I needed to fly away..."CJ looks at me in worry. "It must have been hard for you...""Yes... Especially because I had to stay in h
