" Wow." I mutter, looking around the house that I am currently in.
It's a double story house that has such a nice homey vibe to it. I was dressed down today and didn't go with no office look, but with a cute floral dress, navy blue blazer and nice sandals that I believed went well with the whole outfit. I made sure to put little make-up today and did my usual ponytail.
I only ever left my hair down at home and had gotten used to tying it up, when going to work or just out.
" Right this way mam." The caretaker, who had opened the door for me says, leading me to the living room.
I am offered some juice while I wait for the parent, to meet me. Apparently I would be interviewed by the father instead of both parents. I didn't mind that and was just ready to meet them, more so the cutie pie, who I might look after for some time.
" Miss Grey, sorry for keeping you waiting." A voice says behind me.
I quickly put down the glass before rising to my feet and turning around to face the person.
I find myself staring at the man. There's something about his looks that seem familiar.
" Miss Grey?" I snap out of it, quickly holding out my hand.
I don't want to mess up this interview.
" Yes, hello."
" Hi, I'm Colton Davies, the father."
Davies?
Where have I heard that name before?
I offer a kind smile, though I'm feeling slightly weird now. I don't know what it is that has made me feel this way.
" Please, take a seat." He gestures behind me and I nod, sitting down.
" Um here's my CV." I dig out my CV from my bag and hand it over to him.
" Oh actually you came in high recommendation." He says, going through it.
" I did?" I ask in surprise.
" Yes, infact the person who did couldn't stop singing your praises." He says, literally placing my CV aside and giving me his attention.
" Um I don't know who that person is but thanks, I guess." I say confusedly.
He chuckles and his smile, oh gosh, makes him even more goodlooking.
Wait, did I mention that this man is handsome?....Well he is, with his light blue eyes, tanned skin, dimples that pop up when he smiles and his dirty blonde hair. He's tall too, so that's an added bonus.
Whoever his daughter is, she must take after him.
" I know that you might not have expected to hear me say this, but when Cicily told me about this lady who - "
" I'm sorry, did you say Cicily?"
" Yes, that's what I said. You were locked in the elevator with her, I'm -"
" You're the man from yesterday, Ava's father?"
" Yes, I never got the chance - uh, are you okay Miss Grey?"
I've long stood up on my feet now, trying to make sense of why I'm not feeling so good right now. Something isn't right here - infact, something smells fishy now.
" Sky - Sky!!" I hear a little voice call out.
My head snaps to where that voice is coming from and that's when my heart stops. Ava is in the arms of Mr Cullen and he looks mighty proud, walking towards us.
Everything makes sense now, it's all because of him.
" Sky -Sky!!" I snap out of it, looking down at my feet where Ava has her arms wrapped around my legs.
When did she get here so fast?
I see her pull herself up onto her feet and looking up with a big smile.
Despite how upset I am, looking at her makes me smile. I lean down to pick her up and her immediate reaction of wrapping her arms around my neck, surely takes me by surprise.
" Hi Ava, how are you mmm?" I say to her, kissing her temple.
She leans back to look at me and her beautiful grey eyes capture my heart. It's so weird but nice that we have the same colour eyes.
" Fine....Lats!" She says, pointing up to the ceiling at the lights.
I chuckle, seeing that she still remembers the thing I did with my phone. I basically shook my phone and did like a mini disco motion with some music playing.
She surely enjoyed that alot.
" Shhh... That's our little secret." I whisper, with a finger on my mouth.
" Shhh." She copies what I'm doing and I giggle, seeing her cute big eyes widen.
I kiss her chubby cheeks before placing her down.
" Mr Davies -"
" You're hired!" He immediately says, cutting me off.
Feeling eyes on me, I turn to Mr Cullen, who stands watching me with a smug look on his face, hands all tucked in.
Something about the way he is looking at me now rubs me the wrong way, that's why my tongue releases an answer with my eyes trained on him.
" No."
" What?"
I turn to Mr Davies, who makes me feel guilty by the confused look on his face. I feel bad that I can't accept this job because I would love more then anything, to be Ava's nanny. I'm so fond of her but I can't be associated with that man.
" I'm sorry Mr Davies but I can't accept this job. Thank you so much for your time. " I say, grabbing my bag and CV.
" Wait is there a problem or -"
" It's not you or Ava, Mr Davies. It's me, I think that Ava will be better off with someone of experience and attention. Thank you again for the opportunity and I'm sorry. " I crouch down to Ava's level. " Bye Ava."
My heart jumps when Ava touches my arm. " No Sky - Sky." She shakes her head, a small frown appearing on her forehead.
" I'll see you again okay." I kiss the top of her head before saying goodbye to Mr Davies, ignoring Mr Cullen and pretty much rushing out of there.
I can't believe that man. He's literally everywhere now when all I want is to never see him again. He's rich and influential, I'm pretty sure that he had a hand on the happenings of today.
I wonder what happened to Cicily?
I gasp in surprise when I feel my arm grabbed and I'm jerked around.
" You must really be something else you know that?" He says, sounding upset.
" Let go of my arm please Mr Cullen." I say in levelled tone.
" I don't know whether you are stupid or naive or a bit of both, you just got offered a job and now -"
" Let go of me, you don't have a right to do this to me again !" I wiggle my arm, trying to pull away.
I yelp in surprise when he lets go of me, roughly might I add, I lose my footing and fall to the ground. My head snaps up to him and my heart beats hard against my chest.
This is like 2 years ago all over again.
I see his own eyes have widened a stretch, due to what just happened. I see him looking me over and I don't know why the deep frown that takes over starts making me nervous.
Maybe it's because I can see wheels turning in his head.
No, he can't remember who I am.
No God please no.
' He can't remember, no he can't. He'll hate me even more and this time, he might do as he promised. I really need to get out of here.'I know that staring at him right now, at the state I am in, is not good, but I can't look away. The deep frown he wears on his face, makes me both curious and scared, of what his mind is concluding as he towers over me.This seems to be a continuous thing in our encounters, I simply don't know how to feel about this. Pain has long pinched through my heart, due to how weak our encounters seem to potray me infront of this man.He is a proud, aggressive, arogant man who only thinks about himself and his reputation. He is not used to someone saying no to him, he is used to getting what he wants. That's what he got from me before, he made me fall weak to his charm that night two years ago and I gave him, the most important part of me. He made me feel weak when he literally dragged and
My fingers softly touch her hair as I lay next to her. She is now sound asleep and for some reason, this surprised her dad.Mr Davies was so shocked by Ava's behaviour towards a mere stranger. I mean I am a mere stranger but the way she has been acting towards me, is far different then what she would normally do in a normal situation with a stranger.Mr Davies told me that she is normally shy and because of how sensitive she is, it takes quite some time for her to be comfortable around someone. I got the sense that there was more to what he has been telling me, just by the way she held onto me when I wanted to put her down at first and even the emotion, his eyes expressed, when he talked about her being uncomfortable around people.I decided to stay, well for a while, when she started talking about me staying, because I was okay. I just couldn't leave and upset her. I wouldn't have been able to forgive myself, knowing that I
It is his turn now, to be taken aback by surprise because of my answer. He wanted to know what my problem is and I gave him the answer. No, he wont be satisfied with just this, but he needs a reason and I will give him one." You are the most manipulative man that I have ever met in my life. You interfered into my life when I didn't ask you to!"" What are you talking about?"" You know exactly what I am talking about, it wasn't too hard to figure out that it was because of your influence that I have been rejected, way too many times at all the jobs I went for. I know that I would have gotten one of those jobs, hadn't it been for you!" I point at him, feeling my temper rising." Are you out of your -"" Don't you dare insult me Mr Cullen, you have no right to, just as you had no right to invade into my business. I said no to you and you saw a challenge. Gosh, are you so bored that
" I can't believe you did that." I groan in protest." I had to, you were stressing about it." " But it's my situation to solve. I don't want you to feel obligated to -" " Woah, first of all, I wasn't obligated to do anything. Secondly, you are my bestest best friend, who I love and will do absolutely almost anything for, except share my boyfriend." I scrunch my nose in disgust. " Don't ever say that to me again." I can picture her rolling her eyes right now. " I wanted to help you out of something that was clearly bothering you so much, so you can focus on looking for a job." " Thank you and I'll pay you back, I promise." I say, feeling greatful." Skylar, there's no pressure." " Well, I'm still going to pay you." " Okay okay, enough about this, tell me, how are you doing?" I sigh when I hear this question.
It's been quite a long time since I've felt such lightheartedness in my heart. Being around Ava Lily Davies has done just that and I don't regret taking up this job. I might look at the pay and think it's good and comment about it, but my time with Ava is above that.I almost even forgot that I was looking after her as her nanny, earlier on, because of how near natural it felt to be around her. I have been able to observe and confirm that Ava, is quite a shy child and not to mention, that she totally likes when I read to her. I think she actually watches me acting out the book, more then listen to me.It was the cutest thing when it was her lunch time and she kept on, wanting to share her food with me. I had to show her my own food, so she would be convinced that I was eating too. She simply likes to share.We've had time to play, read, listen to some music and dance and ofcourse, have a little walk outside in her backy
" So, will you tell me what happened back there?" Jackson asks, after 5 minutes of silence in his car.I couldn't remain in that place anymore, I couldn't watch him come close to me and insult me. I felt like I was reliving two years ago but only this time, I could foresee him insulting me infront of everyone. No, I couldn't take that chance and so, all I could think of doing was running away. I didn't even say anything to Lucia, it was an advantage for me to slip away when Charlie came to the dancefloor and distracted Lucia. I had no idea that Jackson had been watching and he chased after me, no matter how many times I told him that he need not worry and that I would call a cab, he insisted on taking me home.Now here we are, seated in his car, inside the premesis of the apartment complex. I don't know how to really answer his question, because I don't want to start revealing about Mr Cullen being th
" Will you come with me?" He says and I nod, since I'm feeling way too tongue tied and emotional to think straight.He takes the lead and I feel his hand against my back, softly guiding me to where ever, he wishes for us to go. I take notice of his car and this makes my footsteps to slow down. " Where are we going?" I finally ask." Somewhere far from here, maybe the park?" He says before heading to the driver's side, to take something.When he returns infront of me, I see him hold out something and glancing down to his hand, my face warms up because it's his handkerchief.I'm so embarassed to be seen in this vulnerable state, I'm literally crying infront of Mr Davies and there is no way to hide this fact." T-thank you." I say with a soft voice, recieving it.I look away from him as I wipe at my eyes. " Would you li
" I already ate." I say, turning around and walking away, leaving the door open.I've just invited them in, though I shouldn't because I'm still upset with Lucia. She pushed too much and now I can't stop thinking about what happened. I've worked so hard to atleast, to make peace with everything and move on, but she keeps pulling me back to that placr of always talking about it. I gave my baby away, she is with a nice family and being taken care of by people who love her. " Well you can eat later, but just know that we're not taking all this food back." She says as they enter.I head on to the kitchen, taking a seat on a chair. Lucia follows suit, sitting opposite me while Charlie remains standing by the doorway. A moment of silence takes passes with neither of us attempting to say anything, for a while I don't look at them but when I feel a gaze on me, I let out a sigh and glance at Charlie.
4 Years later.... " Mommy!" I turn around at the sound of that sweet voice. I watch in anticipation as she runs to me, her long hair falling behind her. The moment I capture her in my arms, I bury my face in her hair, loving her sweet smell. " Hello my cutie pie." I say, double pecking her cheeks. Kissing her cheeks is still one of my favorite things to do. " Hi Mommy, look what I got." I place her back down on her feet, crouching down to her level, so we can look at what she has in hand together. " Oh, a gold star!" I gasp, widening my eyes in a surprised manner. " Ms Martin said my drawing is pretty." " I agree, it is so pretty. So tell me, who did you draw?" " My family." " Ooh, I see mommy, daddy, daddy C, granny and grandp
" Mrs Cullen." He says, pulling me close." Mr Cullen." I smile at him." My breathtakingly beautiful bride." He says, touching his forehead with mine.He leans back with a smile, his eyes expressing so much love for me, that it causes my heart to do weird flips.A laugh bubbles out of me, when he twirls me around and ends with a dip, bringing me back up and not giving me a chance to breathe, when he whispers those three beautiful words, that never fail to make me blush like crazy." I love you."My breath catches in my throat, when he kisses me behind my ear." I can't wait for us to be alone." He says." You know, I didn't think you'd last for these couple of months." I say teasingly." I'm glad I did, now I can rub it in your face that I'm a man of my word."" Careful Mr Cullen, or I might think I'm not
I either must be naive or stupid, for even giving him the go ahead, for him to even talk to her.She is a really attractive woman, I'll give her that, but she, showing up here announced and not to mention the fact that she found a way, to get information of where Reece is, now that does not sit well with me.I can't say I am sitting calmly right now, because I've been biting on my nails and glancing at the door, for the last 5 minutes or so. It hasn't been long since he stepped out to talk to her.It had not been a simple agreement, for them to talk, but Reece actually asked if I was okay with it, and I said yes.Oh gosh, I was totally lying.I could only think of him as I said yes, I wanted him to finally face her and not have to continue living with what ifs. I know that the present has been good on us so far, our family and our engagement, but it's only fair for him, to finally say his
" You look so happy." My mother says." Do I?"" Yes, and I love seeing this look on you. It's been a long time, since I've seen it." She says, touching my hair." I must look good then, huh?" I wiggle my brows, making her smile.My own smile wavers and it is replaced by a frown , where I worry about what I see." I think someone isn't as happy, as you say I do." I comment, gesturing to the sight of both my dad and Reece, who look too serious in conversation, from a distance." I've been talking to your dad, and from what I have observed, I can tell that he is opening up. He understands that Reece will always be in your life, because Ava is what bonds you two, together."" I hear you mom and thank you for talking to him." I say, glancing at her.She nods, with a small smile." I think if I hesitated for too long, we wouldn
I'm not one to watch people like a creep, but this morning, I find myself doing it with Reece. He's sleeping so soundly and looking so handsomely boyish, it's cute.He looks like someone with no heavy burdens on his shoulders, and the sight of him sleeping so soundly, tempts me to plant kisses on his face.I realize while watching him, that my heart is speaking. It's even making notes and claiming him as mine.The beautiful man before me is mine and that keeps my heart, skipping beats, in acknowledgment. As I watch him sleep, images of us being together even in the future, with years gone by, play beauty in a slide show. I see a future with this man and I see happiness, with my family.After all that we have been through, the past is just a dim light, that can't overthrow us, but the future looks ever bright and something to have strong faith in.I've had a taste of many circles, hurdles,
WEEKS LATER....' Custody, will be granted to the biological mother, Skylar Grey, as of today.' These are the words that have brought a smile onto my face, for the past weeks.Hearing it being declared and being made official, that Ava is supposed to be with me, as her mother. So much worry had gripped me, standing there and waiting for the verdict.I had worried that because I was in contact with an adoption agency, and that financially, I'm not in the level of the Cullen family, it would be used against me, and would be the main factor, which would make me lose the possibility of having custody of Ava, but no.Custody has been granted to me and she has been with me, ever since.With her being so young, the solution came from the discussion that happened, between me, Reece and Colton, one time, on the days approaching the day for court. The solu
" Thank you for bringing her over." I say to Jane." Anytime you need me to bring her to you, just call me."I nod." Hopefully, I won't need to do that anymore, soon." I say, looking at Ava.I'd asked Jane to bring Ava, so I could spend the whole afternoon with her. Two days have passed, since I last saw everyone, except Ava of course.At first, I'd asked Kelly to bring her over but then, I later considered asking Jane, since I didnt want to be the cause for a disturbance, at her workplace." How have you been holding up?" She asks me, after some minutes of silence between us, passes." Better than the last time you saw me."" That's good. At least, you've had some time to yourself, and some time to think."" Not enough, unfortunately. All that keeps coming back, is Ava, and the time I lost out with her."
I've been having a hard time, taking my eyes off of her. I know that we have spent time together, but it feels like the first time, now that I know who Ava is in my life.Oh gosh, she is my daughter.My own daughter, who I carried in my womb for nine months.With it being late, we decided to return back to Colton's home and I won't lie, and say that I didn't wish to take her back to my place immediately.I had to remind myself that this was not just about me, but Ava, and the changes, that would befall her as time goes.There is so much that will need for us to adjust to, and as difficult as some things may be, but Ava is the most important.I'm a mother, and as a mother, I have to put my daughter first.Gosh, my daughter, it hasn't sunk in totally. It's like a dream, that I wish to not wake up from.Being seated on the rug, against the so
" Do you ever think about the future?" He asks me." Sometimes, why?" I say.He doesn't answer for a few seconds as we are walking, until at some point, he does." I haven't been able to think of me alone in the future. It's not possible anymore." He glances to me and days, " I see you in it."My heart skips a beat, when I hear this coming from him." I think about you a lot."" Does this mean, there's a possibility of seeing me in your future?"I smile at him.Pulling his arm around my shoulders, I wrap my own arm around his middle and we continue on.When we finally reach my apartment complex, we turn to each other." Well, this is me." I say.He reaches out his hand, to gently push back my hair behind my ear." I want to take you away, for a while."" Y