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BLAIR’S POV

“No!” I yelled, running to his already drying body.

Ronald was lying lifeless, right there on the floor in the living area.

His body was rotting already.

“Blair,” Brian called softly, while I was crying over his body, wondering what may have happened.

I lifted my head and found in Brian’s hand a piece of paper. He handed it to me.

“You may never forgive me for this, but I do not see a reason to live anymore,

I would be lying to myself and being a burden to you, if I have to continued rolling with you all, tagging along,

Jennifer was all of my life and no matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to find another essence with her absence.

I had always spoken of how much my life depended on her, but didn’t realize how literal it was, until I attempted to actually live without her.

Blair,

I do hope you find all the happiness in the world.

You are a lovely person and you deserve to be happy.

The world may not deserve it, but it would still count as pleasure to it, if they ge