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BLAIR’S POV

I always knew that Brian was struggling to deal with the challenges that came with being my life, but what I didn’t know was that it had gotten as bad as stuffing himself with alcohol, to the very point that he was sick.

On the first occasion that Brian retuned in this manner, we had just gotten married and since I didn’t know if he was alcoholic or not, so I didn’t quite care.

The second occasion was the week he was to get married to Stacy and he was unhappy, from the innermost part of his soul.

Now, he was here and lamenting over being with me and just how difficult it was.

It melted my heart that even in that drunken state, he could still think about me and mention that he was willing to love me, despite everything. However, I couldn’t stop thinking,

‘If he was in this much distress, was it worth it?’

I helped Brian clean up his body and got him to rest, while I walked downstairs to make meaning out of my day.

“It’s a good thing they found their way home.” Collins