At this point, I was fully satisfied with the thug I met. He was smart. I had seen it. Katlego would never get a hold of him. And this made me happy.
I was sad that I had to leave. But it was all worth it. H led us back into the old workshop, now turned dining hall. He offered his hand and I cleaved to it till the last door - My first entrance.I smiled politely to show my thanks and appreciation as we approached the door. He faced me now, holding both my hands in his enormous hands, he smiled down at me as I looked up to him. I saw a man I wanted to know in every possible way.He moved his hands and placed them on my shoulders with a reassuring smile.
I spent the next few days reminiscing about the previous events. It was beautiful to think about them but the silence from H was killing me. He sent no note. No appearances. Nothing.It's like he vanished in thin air. And this was the hardest part of it all. I had no idea where to look for him from. I had no one to ask or whom to ask about his whereabouts. I knew so many worked for him but I could never guess.Security tightened everywhere. The police department lowkey working hand in hand with the soldiers and the office of the president. It was awow. I knew this sent H into hiding as before, but the silence made me curl.
H was the smartest man I had ever known. The shame fell on Mr Mdnase. His reports came back negative. He had the whole old garage searched inside out. No DNA. No trace that life had been in the place. This was the first time the national security had a lead at all. It was late but it told a tale. Someone in H's domain spoke. He had betrayed his lord. I was scared for whomever it was. It was risky, for their life and their families. I don't know if they got caught or if they just chose the other way. I don't know what the national government promised them other than witness protection, but it seemed worth it. I had set up a meeting with Yvette around mid-morning today. I was boiling inside. I needed to share whatever was going on in my life with someone. I knew I had H's protection and Mr Mdnase's in case - God forbid, she betrayed me. When the time was due, I did my usual routine. I turned off the security settings and cut the power out. I left
I woke up hours later in the bed I originally shared with Mr Mdnase. I was back home. Alone - I thought. The security settings and power were back on. Everything seemed normal except for me. My head was not cooperating with me, it was pounding so hard.I lazily picked myself up trying to wonder how I got back here. I was still nauseous. I still remembered what had happened earlier on. The beheading.I couldn't stop blaming myself. If I hadn't talked, he would be alive. But would that mean I'd be choosing Mr Mdnase's side? I was utterly regressive about whom I was and following my instincts.I laid back down and turned into a more comfortable position. I was in dire distress. I couldn't seem to have the answers I needed. Did I just sell my soul to the devil himself?The door opened and I heard light footsteps. I quickly sat up straight, almost jumping. My instincts were still very sharp and tingling.I saw Mr Mdnase walk in with a tray of frui
The next few weeks drastically changed. No word was heard from H yet. No signal meant no sign. No new evidence. Nothing from his end. No secret notes. He was violently silent. I let everything flow. Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will. On the other hand, my relationship with Yvette graduated. It blossomed and we grew tighter than thongs. It was a union I celebrated everyday. I understood why it was her and no one else from the beginning. She was irreplaceable.She frequently came for sleepovers whenever she could. We would search for jobs online, eat, gist, cook and watch series among other things.
I was free at last. I told Kat about whom I was involved with and was at peace. Despite this, I was still unsure about what I really felt. I had butterflies in flight in my belly each time I thought about him. The secret whispers between Yvette and I did not cease. They only grew spicier. Mr. Mdnase had no problem with her being around. This only encouraged us to keep our distance. It was like we were brother and sisters. I was completely ignoring H and his requests. He owed me an apology and I shut down in all ways since I did not receive any.
The next few weeks drastically changed. No word was heard from H yet. No signal meant no sign. No new evidence. Nothing from his end. No secret notes. He was violently silent. I let everything flow. Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will.On the other hand, my relationship with Yvette graduated. It blossomed and we grew tighter than thongs. It was a union I celebrated everyday. I understood why it was her and no one else from the beginning.
"No Yaande, It's over!", He yelled with a straight face and unfaltering tone. I had mixed feelings. I was happy yet insecure. I was free yet imprisoned. I was surprised yet disappointed. I was in bondage. An enslaved captive yet free. The unconditional condition. The unlimited limit. " Katlego, you can not leave. We can always work this out. How about Tristan?", I asked as tears began to well up in my eyes. I didn't understand myself. I was betraying myself yet again. I promised myself to never get into an abusive relationship. I promised myself that the father of my child would be my husband. I promised myself I would be Katlego's wife. I made promises I thought would keep. I became miserable and that was reason enough to leave. But I didn't want to yet again. I had a son who needed his father around. Katlego was the sweetest nightmare I ever came across. He was the man every woman wanted and wished was in bed with. He was spectacularly handsome. Handsome as hell, they would say.
The next few weeks drastically changed. No word was heard from H yet. No signal meant no sign. No new evidence. Nothing from his end. No secret notes. He was violently silent. I let everything flow. Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will.On the other hand, my relationship with Yvette graduated. It blossomed and we grew tighter than thongs. It was a union I celebrated everyday. I understood why it was her and no one else from the beginning.
I was free at last. I told Kat about whom I was involved with and was at peace. Despite this, I was still unsure about what I really felt. I had butterflies in flight in my belly each time I thought about him. The secret whispers between Yvette and I did not cease. They only grew spicier. Mr. Mdnase had no problem with her being around. This only encouraged us to keep our distance. It was like we were brother and sisters. I was completely ignoring H and his requests. He owed me an apology and I shut down in all ways since I did not receive any.
The next few weeks drastically changed. No word was heard from H yet. No signal meant no sign. No new evidence. Nothing from his end. No secret notes. He was violently silent. I let everything flow. Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will. On the other hand, my relationship with Yvette graduated. It blossomed and we grew tighter than thongs. It was a union I celebrated everyday. I understood why it was her and no one else from the beginning. She was irreplaceable.She frequently came for sleepovers whenever she could. We would search for jobs online, eat, gist, cook and watch series among other things.
I woke up hours later in the bed I originally shared with Mr Mdnase. I was back home. Alone - I thought. The security settings and power were back on. Everything seemed normal except for me. My head was not cooperating with me, it was pounding so hard.I lazily picked myself up trying to wonder how I got back here. I was still nauseous. I still remembered what had happened earlier on. The beheading.I couldn't stop blaming myself. If I hadn't talked, he would be alive. But would that mean I'd be choosing Mr Mdnase's side? I was utterly regressive about whom I was and following my instincts.I laid back down and turned into a more comfortable position. I was in dire distress. I couldn't seem to have the answers I needed. Did I just sell my soul to the devil himself?The door opened and I heard light footsteps. I quickly sat up straight, almost jumping. My instincts were still very sharp and tingling.I saw Mr Mdnase walk in with a tray of frui
H was the smartest man I had ever known. The shame fell on Mr Mdnase. His reports came back negative. He had the whole old garage searched inside out. No DNA. No trace that life had been in the place. This was the first time the national security had a lead at all. It was late but it told a tale. Someone in H's domain spoke. He had betrayed his lord. I was scared for whomever it was. It was risky, for their life and their families. I don't know if they got caught or if they just chose the other way. I don't know what the national government promised them other than witness protection, but it seemed worth it. I had set up a meeting with Yvette around mid-morning today. I was boiling inside. I needed to share whatever was going on in my life with someone. I knew I had H's protection and Mr Mdnase's in case - God forbid, she betrayed me. When the time was due, I did my usual routine. I turned off the security settings and cut the power out. I left
I spent the next few days reminiscing about the previous events. It was beautiful to think about them but the silence from H was killing me. He sent no note. No appearances. Nothing.It's like he vanished in thin air. And this was the hardest part of it all. I had no idea where to look for him from. I had no one to ask or whom to ask about his whereabouts. I knew so many worked for him but I could never guess.Security tightened everywhere. The police department lowkey working hand in hand with the soldiers and the office of the president. It was awow. I knew this sent H into hiding as before, but the silence made me curl.
I was sad that I had to leave. But it was all worth it. H led us back into the old workshop, now turned dining hall. He offered his hand and I cleaved to it till the last door - My first entrance.I smiled politely to show my thanks and appreciation as we approached the door. He faced me now, holding both my hands in his enormous hands, he smiled down at me as I looked up to him. I saw a man I wanted to know in every possible way.He moved his hands and placed them on my shoulders with a reassuring smile.
At this point, I was fully satisfied with the thug I met. He was smart. I had seen it. Katlego would never get a hold of him. And this made me happy.It told me a tale of a free man who had his ways all the time. Whether straight or crooked, I was loving the roller coaster ride.All his secret coordination allowed me to have access to an understanding that interpreted that, he had a lot of people working with him and for him. Both on the inside and out. You'd never know who was for him and who wasn't. This meant that you'd have to be careful with what you said to whom all the time.It was an entire organization in the ordinary world doing everyday jobs. Every m
I was completely confused. What was the meaning of this? What sort of pathetic nonsense was this? Or what game were we playing this time around?I looked up at the building for the last time as I moved away from the old lady and towards it. I believe I was in the right place. It was an exotic hair salon. Classic hair salon. I'd heard a lot about it from the paper and television. It was the place Yvette had her hair done from most of the time. Was this a salon date?I couldn't understand what was going on. I had to go in despite that fact. Besides, H was all over the news. He had to keep a low profile out of the spotlight. This could be one of his hiding places.The other side of me thought. Maybe he was making sure I wasn't being followed. H was a very smart man. I trusted his cue and lead. But it was confusing altogether.I walked to the door very alert. Paying attention to every singl