I struggled to open my eyes to an unfamiliar environment. It was the hospital. The smell of disinfectant in the air is a bit pungent, but it's reassuring at the moment, as I felt a breath of fresh air, although I was still extremely weak. I scanned the room and found my mom back, turned at me, staring at an empty space. Weakly, I called “Mom.”
“My baby," she said as she walked towards me, sitting beside me. She placed her palm on my forehead for some seconds, trying to deduce my body temperature, before finally nodding in satisfaction. Tears welled up in her eyes as she took her palms off my forehead, took my hands in hers, and kissed them. I looked at my mom's face and realized that I didn't know when she had wrinkles at the corners of her eyes before. She had a few gray hairs in her hair and dark circles underneath her eyes, indicating that she hadn't had a good night's sleep in the past few days. Thinking of those times I let mom worry about me, I'm all grown up, and I still can't bring happiness to my mom. She had always worried about me since I was a child, up until this very moment. She gave up her life and dreams for me, just to see me happy. I could recall refusing her remarriage after her father’s death just because stupid me didn’t want someone else to take her father’s place. Now that I think of it, if she had gotten married, she would have had other children who would have been a source of happiness. I feel guilty about not easing her burden and constantly bringing her pain. Being such a mom’s person, she must be very, very sad about the whole situation. I am really a person who will be a burden to the people around me. I do not blame Felix for leaving me. It seems really selfish that, with all that happened that night, I was still expecting Felix to carry on with the wedding. I was probably thinking everyone would be as understanding as my mother. I have always known that with Mom by my side, I can overcome any challenges. Without thinking of my mom's well-being, I have constantly relied on her for support. "Mom, please forgive me for my selfishness,” I thought as I could no longer hold back the urge to cry. Tears welled up in my eyes and slid down my cheeks. “I’m sorry, mom. I failed you,” I said in a low, sad tone. I couldn’t fight back my tears as I allowed them to flow freely. The image of the woman in front of me shattered my heart. She has given me too much, and I have been unable to give anything back. “It’s okay, baby. You’ve never failed me. I’m just so sorry that you had to go through all this pain. I wish I could make it go away. You don’t deserve this,” she said, pulling into a warm embrace. We cried in each other’s arms, sniffing and letting our tears flow freely. We have been too strong for each other. We just had to cry to ease our pain and feel better. I could recall when I told her I was getting married. She tried to talk me out of it, telling me that marriage is no child’s play as it requires so much sacrifice and commitment. But because of her desperation to be loved, I refused her advice and made her succumb to my will. She became happy afterwards, believing that her baby girl is now a grown woman, and she looked forward to my wedding more than anyone else. Mom never mentioned what happened on the wedding day or asked me if something was wrong; she just hugged me and told me to get some rest and not to think about anything, assuring me that everything would be okay. The rest of the day wasn’t any different. It was an emotional day, as sadness filled the whole atmosphere. Vanessa came to see me at the hospital. Vanessa has been my best friend since high school. She stood up for me while I was being bullied and mocked by other kids for being poor. She gave me the courage to stand up for myself and give the bullies a taste of their own medicine. “Hello, ma’am. Hey, van,” she said as she walked towards us with a sad look on her face, like she was heading to her own execution. She placed the fruit basket she had with her on the table by the hospital bed and sat beside me. I looked at her and saw she had a puffy face, which tells me she had been crying before coming to see me. I could see her still trying so hard to fight back her tears. I knew my loved ones would feel hurt by the whole situation, and I blame myself for it. I should have walked away earlier with my dignity and self-respect still intact. I should have prevented this messy and embarrassing situation. I should have made a better choice, but I was too blinded by love. My mom took the cue and left the room. “Let me go see the doctor,” she said, giving me a kiss on the forehead before walking out of the room. “Jud, how are you? She asked as she let out a fake smile. I could see the pain in her eyes and the struggle to smile through the pain. I don’t know why she felt so much pain for me. “It’s painful, so painful, van,” I said as I felt my heart tighten and let out a slight groan. “It’s okay, Ju,” she consoled, and a tear escaped from her eyes and slipped down her cheek. She pulled me into an embrace. “I was able to contact his friend; I was told that the bastard listed his house and left the country.” She cursed and patted my back reassuringly. My lips were numb as nothing came to mind. I just closed my eyes and allowed my tears to flow freely. "You are a strong and beautiful woman, Judith. I know you will put this behind you. You didn't wish for it, and I know God knows best,” she said, reassuring me after we had cried to our hearts’ content. I believed her and hoped for a better future, but my hope was on the verge of being crushed when my worst nightmare unfolded before me.Mother had suggested that I spend a few more days in the hospital so I would be able to recuperate and possibly stay away from any judgmental and pitiful looks I might likely attract in the neighborhood. My neighborhood isn’t a really pleasant one, and I’m sure I’ll be the topic of gossip for some months. While at the hospital, I managed to relax and feel a little better. I didn’t forget my ordeal, but I was able to accept that Felix and I weren’t meant to be after all. “Now, I just have to get better and move on with my life,” I thought, gazing out the window at the scene of a newly born baby and his family taking a picture with some nurses in the garden. The mother of the child seemed really excited because her face was lit up with a contagious smile. “I hope to have a baby, somebody,” I said with a dry smile as I made my way out of the room to go look for my mother. She had initially told me she was going to see the doctor earlier, and her absence was longer than expected. Even
Judith’s POV Eight months later, I was wheeled into the operating room. Yes, I decided to keep the baby. When I told my mother and the doctor that I had overheard their secret conversation about the pregnancy, their shock was palpable. They were at a loss for words, clearly stunned that I had found out. My mother tried to change my mind and justify her decision, but I was already resolute and unwavering. During the prenatal period, I struggled with conflicting thoughts in my head. On one side, the scene of that night replayed, and on the other side, it flashed back to her mother's slightly hunched yet determined figure sitting alone on a garden bench; the sound of her own agonized despair and reverent confessions intertwined with the echoes of that night. As the operating lights came on, I closed her eyes and made a life-changing decision. A few years later... “Mommy!!!” The twins ran up to me in the school parking lot. “How was school today?” I scooped both of them into my ar
“Good morning, ma'am," I greeted the receptionist, trying to sound as polite as possible. “I'm here for the interview,” I told the receptionist at the front desk on the ground floor. “We don't interview for cleaners here. Just go to the back of the building; you'll see the office of the chief cleaner.” I was taken aback by what she said. Cleaner? Is that what she thinks I'm here for? “I think you're mistaken; I'm not here for the cleaning job; I sent an email to the hospital last night,” I corrected her. "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't check; what’s the name?” She still seemed unconvinced, critically glancing at me. I noticed that she didn't really seem convinced, so I had to speak up for myself: “It's Judith, Judith Summers, “I applied for...” She cut me off before I could even finish. “PA?” she asked in disbelief. “I'm sorry, is there a problem?” I asked, feeling embarrassed and sensing my confidence slipping away. “No ma'am. Here’s your tag. I think you're already late,” she ad
Nathan’s POV I sat on my bed for a few minutes after I woke up, needing to recollect all the energy I lost the previous day and then lose it all today again. That’s how my life has been lately, and today, being the day of the job interview, I already predicted what the future of stress had in store for me. I painted my room dark gray to ease tensions for mornings like this. When I wake up, I don't seem to remember who I am. They calm me and remind me of my purpose, making me feel better. “That shouldn't be what's on my mind now,” I muttered to myself as I struggled to stand up and picked up my laptop to check for any new mail that I might have gotten the previous day. “Argh, I have an interview to host too.” I lamented inwardly and undressed before walking into the en-suite bathroom. I went into the bathroom, did all the necessary preparations, got into my car, and drove off. Stopping in front of my office has always given me stress and anxiety attacks, but it was different today.
Judith’s POV “It was really awkward, Vanessa,” I said on a call with my best friend, explaining how strange today had been. The interview had caught me off guard, as I wasn’t expecting it to be so effortless. I had already picked up the children from school, and they were sound asleep. “How would you rate it on a scale of one to ten?” Vanessa asked, letting out a laugh. “Vanessa, it breaks that scale!” I screamed excitedly. “He was sweet and even had a conversation with me.” “The same man that people are scared of?” She asked in disbelief. “The same man, Vanessa. It was like a dream. He was really handsome too, but his eyes seemed familiar. But then, who do I know in London? It's a whole different continent. I couldn't possibly know him,” I said, munching on crackers. “You want some crackers, Vanessa?” I teased. “Are you teasing me on purpose?” she asked in an off-tone. “So, about him, from what you’ve said so far, I think I’ve grasped one or two things.” “Oh, tell me,” I said w
Nathan's POV I could hear my alarm blaring from the nightstand by my king-size bed. I was still feeling sleepy because I slept so late last night, working on the business proposal my father wanted me to come up with. “Oh God, it's 7 a.m. already.” A surge of irritation came on me: “I can legitimately swear that I slept just a few hours ago.” These days, rest has become such a luxury. This billionaire lifestyle is so difficult. The saying "money isn't everything" echoes within me deeply. I can't even remember the last time I had a proper rest or genuinely had fun. When I was a dirty and broke street thug, I was happier than I am now. I didn't have to worry about so many responsibilities. I didn't have to worry about business deals, proposals, or any investments. I didn't have to prove my capability to anyone. Somehow, I actually missed the days I lived without a care. Dragging myself out of the duvet, I ventured into the en-suite bathroom. After a quick shower, I walked into my cl
Judith’s POV I stood there, startled, as I watched him yell angrily and glare murderously at me as if I had wronged him in his previous life. Everything transpired in a blink of an eye, leaving me utterly dumbfounded and profoundly embarrassed by the attention he had garnered. Tears welled up in my eyes as he stormed into his office. "What an asshole," I thought bitterly. Reflecting on how he had interacted with me during the interview, I could have sworn to everyone that they were wrong about him, but I guess he merely pitied me; that’s probably why I got the job so easily. I blame myself for resuming work late. I lamented that had I been here earlier, I could have avoided all this mess by checking his preferences and making the coffee ahead of time. "Oh goodness, I'm already getting into trouble on my first day," I muttered, smacking my head in frustration. I wiped away my tears and sat down, feeling dejected. "Don't beat yourself too hard," I heard someone say in a whisper, w
Nathan's POV Oh fuck, there seems to be something fundamentally wrong with me. I hope my aunt wasn't right when she labeled me a harbinger of bad luck and disaster years ago, after my mom's death. Everything, even the universe, seems to be against me. I don't have peace within me; I always have this fear of the unknown. A wave of guilt weighed on me. It seems to me that I'm the architect of my own misery. I should have navigated life with more prudence and grace. Oh damn, I miss mom. London offers no solace—no love or warmth; everything just seemed off, like I just popped up in the middle of nowhere. Even the one person I love, the one whose forgiveness I desperately seek, I continue to alienate with my careless words and actions. "Should I just go back to Rome? If I go back, what would I do there?" I mused loudly. No one would want to associate with me, as everyone dreaded and avoided me like a plague. "Well, let me just stay here. At least I'm a billionaire and highly respecte
Judith's POVThe astonishment on his face as I kissed him was unparalled. He, along with everyone else in the office, were left speechless. As my eyes drifted to where Felix was seated, I could see anger deposited on his face."Who are you?" The chief asked, his tone laced with curiosity."Oh, apologies, sir. I'm Judith Summers, Nathan's fiancé, and the supposed victim of the alleged assault."Oh, Mrs. Summers. I was under the impression, according to Mr. Felix's statements, that you were out of town, hence the reason we did not summon you for questioning," he said, directing a scrutinising glare at Felix. By this time, Felix's expression exhibited utter disappointment."Oh, I found it peculiar that I wasn't called in. The fact that he told you I was out of town should tell you that he's a despicable liar," I spat, wondering how I managed to keep my act together."I wanted to wait for your return, but these were serious allegations that necessitated urgent attention. That was why I c
Judith's POV Immediately, I called Nathan, and he came running over and arrived even before I knew it. It was so comforting to have him around. I could feel the sympathy and regret in his voice and eyes as he occasionally shot glares at me.Throughout his stay, my heart kept racing. I could feel his heart beat too, especially when I cried on his shoulders. I kept wondering why the universe is so unfair to us. We both loved each other, but we can't be together.The solution Nathan had come up with wasn't exactly a good one, and I couldn't help but imagine the worst-case scenario that would emerge from this whole situation. This could end him and everything he had worked hard for.The choice he made was a hard one, but he did it anyway. He did it to protect us and take responsibility for his past actions. I felt pity for him and wished there was another way out of this problem.Convincing him to look for a better solution seemed futile as he became resolute, explaining that he didn't w
Nathan's POV Despite all the humiliation I had felt from the broken engagement, I was able to swallow it all, and only the thoughts of Judith's forgiveness filled my mind. I stopped calling or visiting her, not because I had moved on but because I wanted her to heal. Constantly seeing me might hurt her further.The last thing I had ever expected from her was for her to get back with me. Everything I had done to her was enough to make her miserable for a lifetime. I just wanted her forgiveness, and that's all.Lately, my life has been a rollercoaster of bad news. Judith's casting me aside has affected my whole being. I couldn't function and focus properly on work. It had gotten so bad that I even lost a business deal because I kept discussing it absentmindedly while the meeting was ongoing. The investor got angry and cancelled the whole project.Father had gotten so angry at me over the phone when he heard that I had lost a project worth millions of euros. He yelled, telling me to mov
Felix's POVThe bombshell I dropped cast an eerie pall over the environment. She stared at me with a mixture of confusion and hatred. However, my mind was resolute, and I felt no remorse for my actions. Her behaviour had driven me to the point where I forgot everything we had shared in the past.Despite my efforts to be considerate and avoid making things difficult for her, she seemed determined to shut me out of her life completely."What did you mean, Felix?" she asked, her voice barely masking the pain."You have to marry me, or the world will know how your kids came into existence. They will know they are a product of assault," I declared harshly.She was speechless for a while, taking a deep breath to calm herself. Overwhelmed and anxious, she stood up from the couch, paced around the living room, then sat down again.I could feel her uneasiness as she asked, "And how do you intend to do that? Felix, you're making my blood boil. I just want you out of my sight.""You must think I
Judith's POV Constantly consumed by an unexplainable feeling of dread. I became more sensitive than ever. For no tangible reason, I kept feeling insecure and sometimes trembling like a fragile leaf. I grew suspicious of everything and everyone, especially strangers. It was alarming at the rate my heart raced, and I kept praying I wouldn't succumb to a heart attack.An unknown feeling lingered within me, telling me that Felix hasn't given up yet. He is so blinded by rage that he won't stop until he gets what he desires.Despite the hurtful things Nathan has done, I never cease to love him. The feeling has extended so much that I miss him badly and also dream about him occasionally. The thoughts of him lingered in my head, day or night.Downcast and unsure of what to do to make the thoughts go away, I vowed never to get back with him, no matter how much or how long the feeling lingered.I ran my hands through my hair and walked outside to the balcony, hoping to enjoy the sun that shone
Felix's POVTruthfully, John's plan doesn't seem like the wisest course of action. I would have opted for a better and safer option on how to make her bend to my will, but deep down inside me, I knew it was the only card I had left to play in order to reclaim her affections.The desperation I'm feeling isn't something to be proud of; it is highly disgraceful. I know fully well that I have become too desperate or probably obsessed with her, but at this point, I no longer mind. We compliment each other perfectly, yet it seems she is blind to see that.Perhaps, against my better judgement, I have to agree with John's suggestion. Since the woman I'm trying to be considerate of isn't reciprocating the same feeling to me, she isn't interested in me; despite the fact that she knew I wasn't to blame for the wedding that crashed, I still didn't pique her interest, and that saddened me a lot.Still devastated, I recalled all the affectionate words and stares she gave Nathan the other day; they
Judith POVI find myself utterly bewildered by Felix. He looks totally different from what I had presumed him to be. The man whom I loved in the past was a better man who had good morals and virtue. It amazes me to the point that I felt like his soul was switched, and he has now been replaced with that of a spiteful entity.I'm shocked at how I never sensed the shift in his demeanour in the past. Perhaps he was pretending then and now to be his true self because he kept saying and doing hurtful things without feeling any form of remorse."Thank goodness, we didn't get married. I would have been married to the devil, unaware and headed to peril, I murmured as I tucked the kids to sleep.As I gazed upon the kids tear-streaked faces, a wave of pity washed over me. Their small, tender hearts had been burdened by the events of the evening. They keep getting more mature every day, and now they are even protective of me. I will eternally be grateful for the gift of them. I'm really lucky to
I'm still struggling to understand how Judith can still be so naive and foolish. I had anticipated that she would demand his arrest and let him rot in prison, but instead she's still very much in love with him. It still baffles me that she cannot sever her ties with him completely. I need to act fast and exploit this situation wisely to my advantage; otherwise, all of my efforts would be futile.I'm so frustrated at the moment. I feel like a loser who can't seem to get anything right. I don't regret addressing her in such a rash manner. She should feel the same pains I'm going through."Hi, can we meet at the Essence Palace Club House?" I said this over the phone to John while parked at the clubhouse."Alright, I will meet you there in a while," he replied and hung up.I headed inside the clubhouse. The inside of the club house is furnished with neon lights that cast vibrant colours into the room. The air is filled with a mixture of perfumes, colognes, and a thick hint of smoke.In a
Felix's POV I have been visiting Judith regularly in an attempt to console her and rekindle our love, but all my efforts proved futile. It was as if she was resolutely unwilling to give me a second chance at all. I recognised that she was still grieving, so I decided to give her the time she needed to heal before approaching her with the possibility of rekindling our love."I'm not giving up because I'm sure we are fated to be. It's only a matter of time before she realises I'm the only man for her," I muttered with a determined smile as I navigated through the heavy traffic.However, my determination wavered as soon as I parked in front of Judith's house. I saw Nathan emerging from her front door, which sent a wave of fury crashing on me. He was tall and handsome; he appeared gaunt and a shadow of his former self—haggard and unkempt."Why would she still allow him into her home after everything he has done to her? I questioned him as I got out of the car and walked towards him. He g