Molly: Today was already a handful, but I decided to let a lot of things slide. I would have picked on Kate’s mum for being cruel to her, but I turned away, and paid my last respect to Kate before leaving. Maya too didn’t utter a word to her, because it would only aggravate the situation. We dropped Maya off after leaving her with words on encouragement. Then we headed back to our main house. As soon as the chopper landed, and I got out, the feeling of sadness swept through. I definitely needed therapy but I wasn’t going to give in to seeing Courtney. It would take the grace of God to not rip off her face during the first session. she caused me a lot of pain, and forgiving her wasn’t in my agenda yet. “What is it that I have to deal with now?” Farrell asked in a loud tone as I walked to my room. I wasn’t necessarily looking to have a fallout with him, I just wanted to be alone. In order to restructure my life, and survive, I had to condition my mind that what had happened was perma
Molly:When a chapter of life closes, another opens, and as for me I had one open chapter for almost a year. I still haven’t found out about Farrell and his past. This bugged me so much that I could no longer sit at a place. He had been away for several hours and I tried not to cloud my mind with it, because if I questioned him, he would always have an excuse. I wasn’t supposed to be at the forbidden wing, and it had locked rooms but the study was open, so I decided to go to it. Boredom was the culprit, and the only way to quench my incessant thoughts was getting my hands dirty in his secrets.After I had taken a bath, and eaten, I waited for Rose to leave then I walked to the forbidden wing, and made my way to the study. I opened it without hesitation, and the sight before me shocked me to my marrow. On the floor were littered books, which had some torn. Mere looking at the room you would think a very serious fight had occurred here, and it made me wonder if Farrell was responsible.
Molly:“I know that you do not want me here, but….” Courtney said but paused half way when she noticed I wasn’t Farrell. A wave of anger swept through me, as she backed away, allowing me step outside and shut the door behind me.“What gives you the authority to come to my house?” I asked, and she remained silent with her lips pressed against each other.It was difficult for me to hate someone totally but Courtney was different. This woman had caused me a lot of pain that I would often wonder if she was truly a doctor, because doctors are supposed to be the nicest but she was nothing close to that.“Look, I’m sorry for the last time. You hurt him so much, and it hurt me too. When you left, he was a mess, and I was only trying to protect him,” she said, and I scoffed, rolling my eyes.“Protect him?” I asked with crossed arms then I shook my head.“My husband doesn’t need protection! And even if he does, I will protect his heart!” I yelled with a trickle of tear running down my eyes.I h
Farrell:When Molly collapsed in my arms, I felt my world caving in. I made sure she ate properly, so she was definitely not starving, and all I could think of was the possibilities that she was poisoned.I lifted her up properly, and placed her on the bed. Then I took out my phone, and hurriedly called a doctor.“Please, I need you here as soon as possible!” I said with a heavy voice which had an echo of pain.“Is everything okay?” Courtney asked, rushing up to me with a worried look on her face.At the moment I was pissed at her and I felt like ripping her head off. This may be part of her problem, I mean Molly could have had a panic attack seeing Courtney, because this was like a cycle as she insinuated. She wanted peace, and I wanted that too. Courtney brought me peace but she was Molly’s nightmare.“Rose!” I yelled as I walked down the hallway, ignoring Courtney. I needed to know what she had given Molly today.“Farrell, pleas talk to me,” Courtney said, grabbing my hand and I pa
Molly:Farrell took my hand gently, and led me to the bathroom to pee. Even though he treated me in a sweet manner, I was anxious. I had just read of the ordeal Maria passed through, and I couldn't tell what he would do if the result was positive."Don't rush it. Just take your time to pee, and tell me if you are done," he said to me, putting a tiny cup in my hand, and kissing me on the cheek. Then he walked out of the bathroom, and shut the door. I looked at the tiny cup that I was given, and I sighed deeply. The urge to pee came in no time, and I dropped a generous amount in the cup before finishing off in the toilet. After that, I wiped myself and walked out of the bathroom.Farrell rushed up to me, and then he took the cup. I looked at him, trying to decipher the emotions that his body bore towards all these. I needed to know his next line of action but it was impossible. But his eagerness meant that I was either getting in trouble or getting praised, and then former seemed like
Molly:For the first time in a while I was glad that my fears were invalid. Farrell seemed like he enjoyed the pregnancy more than I did. He had already started making plans for the baby's room, and he spent less of his time at work.This made me forget his real personality. He was too good to be true. Today I decided to take a stroll around the house. When I got tired, I stopped by the indoor garden, and I sat down on one of the seats to continue with the book I had in my hand."Reading to the baby? I see," I heard Farrell say, and I looked up to see him shirtless, leaning by the door of the garden.Even though his face was a mess, it looked as bright as ever, and his clean shave gave his face a defined look. The glimmer in his eyes brought a sense of warmth, and I longed to get a kiss from his perfectly structured lips. I smiled at him, then I put the book away. He walked up to me, and planted a kiss on my neck. Then he kissed my lips, rubbing his hands on my belly which hadn't p
Farrell:Setting up a room for a toddler wasn’t a problem for me but the possibility that the toddler could be female was scary. I didn’t even know how to properly raise a male child not to talk of the opposite gender. Women love pink they said, but look at Paula, she has never been the conventional female, so I had no idea what this potential baby would like.My mind was shaken, and I was still scared that I wouldn’t fit in properly with this baby.“What are you doing?” Molly asked, and I turned to see her standing in her night gown, as radiant and glorious as ever.I walked up to her, and cupped her face in my hand then I kissed her forehead, earning a heartwarming chuckle from her.“You are so beautiful,” I said as I pulled away from her. Then she adjusted my tie by folding it out a little bit. After that she gave me a gentle pat on my chest which was accompanied by a smile.“So..” she said, looking at me and I kissed her cheek again.“Farrell, come on I’m serious. What is it that
Molly:When they said pregnant women were irritable, I didn’t think I would be one of them. It had only been about a week since I found out that I was pregnant, and I already had mood swings. The fact that Farrell had to go to work pissed me more than it did when I wasn’t pregnant. Deep down I wished he would stay home with me, but he had to make the money, and I didn’t want to be selfish.I was sitting in my room, scrolling through my phone when I heard hos car pull up in the compound. Immediately, I got up and walked to the window to check if he had company because I heard the sound of a truck driving in as well. Slightly moving the curtain, I saw Farrell’s car, and a truck then I spotted Courtney’s car. This made me feel a surge of anger run through my veins, and my mind was clouded with various thoughts of breaking her.The inseparable bond she shared with my husband kept me on my toes, and it made me wish I could find a way to break them apart. After a lot of contemplation, I gra