Fuck me

Farrell:

I acted really tough on the inside but I couldn't deny the fact that I felt everything falling, and crumbling. What the future held for Molly and I bothered me, but I couldn't say it to her. I didn't want to leave, and I doubt I would be able to stay a month without her. I would lose my fucking mind.

She was everything to me, but she would never believe me even if I said it a million times. If I could undo what I had done yesterday night, then I would do it, but that was impossible.

When I was done with eating, I walked to the room, and then I began to pack my bags for a month. I would definitely call, and text daily, because I wasn't going to be at rest. I didn't want something terrible to happen to her.

While I was packing, my phone beeped, and it was a message from Lorenzo.

"Hey man, call me if you can,"

Giving off a sigh, I decided to call him. I took my phone, and searched up his name. Then I clicked the call button.

"Hello," I said as soon as the call connected.

"Hey m