****
HANNAH
“I have to go” It was time to leave the house for my internship.
It was the second day of our internship, and I was really excited to learn more and to gain more experience working in a psychological clinic. While walking my way to the terminal of Bus, I just felt the warmth of the sun, warm enough to make you feel better combined with the air touching your face. It was really a nice day though.
So, while waiting I took my book in the bag and started reading about the story of Mario. In that case, Mario tried to help himself to be better, though there were professionals who helped him get over his previous experience, the entire percentage of him getting better was his discretion to participate and during the process, it was hard though, but somehow, he learned to bring himself back to the society where he belongs.
Up until to the bus, I was still engaged reading Mario’s story. But when I reached my destination, I placed it back to my bag, and headed to the store where my friends were already waiting for me. Again, my dilemma was the fact that there was a chance that Jordan was there, so I had to be vigilant. I had to be cautious and regardless of how prepared I was to meet him, when the situation comes if ever, I could not even play what’s on my head, hundred per cent failure. So, when I went down, I sighed first before walking. Then, when I saw my friends, and saw that no trace of him, I asked them to leave the place right away. Gladly, he was not there.
When we were at the office, Roz and Lexy were still doing the psyche report for the patients. Then, before going to Dr. Caroline, they made sure that the reports were correct, so they had me checked them and I said, they were totally good and the reports were great. So, when they were ready, they faced Dr. Caroline for the checking of the reports.
So while I was waiting for them, the secretary asked my presence to help Rod, the male intern in conducting psychological test for the upcoming patients. I easily followed her order right after that conversation. So, I went to the test room, a place where they conduct psychological test for the patients.
“Hi Rod, Ms Melba said that I need help you out.” When I saw Rod, he was checking the materials and he greeted me pleasantly. He asked me to sit beside him and we started talking about the materials.
He said that I would be conducting a personality test while he would be conducting an intelligence test. Well, the administration of IQ Test would really take time and i asked him if he was fine with it.
“I am fine,” he answered innocently.
He also explained that It was not his first time to administer the test because he had already his internship in the educational setting and he worked in a testing center in his school. So, it was something he used to do. So, after that, we talked about personal matters and we began asking each other if why did we take psychology course.
Like any ordinary students, our response would no different. We really wanted to know ourselves better and we did. Sometimes, people think that psychology students were troubled students who had some personal issues and somehow, it was correct and we all do.
“We are all trouble, and we were not exempted” we both mentioned. However, the stereotyping must be removed in all aspect because the psychology was really a helping profession, and most of the time, it was not just knowing yourself, it was more of lending your hands to help others especially with their wounds which we normally don’t see.
I was done administering the test, but he was not yet finished. It was time for lunch. Rod invited me to take lunch with him but I said I would be taking my lunch with my friends.
“Can I join you?” he asked.
“Of course, you do!” I responded awkwardly.
So, we went to the pantry where food was already served. In the clinic, the food was free, and that was something we were happy about. It was not just free but also delicious. There was a special room for the interns to eat, so we went there together with my friends and Rod, until we found the Rina and Cherry on that area.
“Can we join you girls?” I asked.
They didn’t even speak but they moved, giving us extra space. When we were talking about our experience there so far, Rina said that they were having fun and there was no task they could not do. It was sounded condescending in all areas. They both laughed when Cherry said that they were good in making psychological report unlike someone who could not even make one. Roz and Lexy were offended, so did I. We were all interns there and we seek no fight but this egoistic, conceited duo was seeking for something else. Lexy stood up and even smashed the table with her hand which created a loud noise.
“What do you mean huh?” Lexy asked.
“We mean nothing; unless you were the one who can’t do psyches report?” Rina asked in sarcasm.
The fight aggravated when Roz helped Lexy to defend our friends, but this duo was really unbeatable bully. Cherry also stood up to help her friend being attacked by the two. I tried to stop them before the fight got even worse, and I also heard Rod asking them to stop and to respect each other. But none of them listened. Their emotions were high to be ceased by speaking and asking them to stop. I closed the door, so that people won’t hear the brawl.
After releasing powerful words of criticism, they even started to fight physically. Roz and Lexy were so angry at that point and even the duo. So, I had no choice but to meddle on the fight.
So, I started to close my eyes and touched them all. I began with my friends and then with the other two. After that, they all sat and continued eating as if they were all good and obedient kids. Rod saw everything but confused, I surmised. He looked at me directly and his eyes were waiting for an explanation. I said that we need to eat first and I would tell everything to him afterwards. The break was done and we have to go back to our own task.
I talked to Roz and Lexy. I asked them to give their best. Because when their works were being approved by the psychologist, they had to proceed by explaining the result to the client. We hugged each other, and then, afterwards I went back to the testing room to help Rod administering the IQ test.
So, while we were in the midst of the test, I felt that Rod wanted to ask me a question but I knew it was something I had to explain him alone. So, I told him, “I know you have questions on your mind, but I would appreciate if you can wait and we can talk about it after we finish administering the test.” “And now, you can read minds?” he asked me though quietly. I said no, I just felt that he had questions and what I said was just an assumption of what he wanted to do. So, before he even asked, I knew already what he wanted to hear.
The administration had finished.
We collected the manuals, and I handed the materials to the secretary and I marched back to the testing room. I saw Rod, and he couldn’t wait for me to tell him everything. He even sat properly as if he were in a serious lecture. So, I sat beside him and told him the truth. I never hid the truth about my ability nor announcing it to the public neither.
“Okay, what happened a while ago was something I did, as you witnessed Rod. I had this ability which I can heal people’s emotion by touching them, channelling my energy unto them, and that what I did a while ago. I had no choice but to use it because they were physically fighting already.” I explained.
“So, where did you get that power?”
“Well, that was also my question. I never knew where did I get this power but when my parents died, this power of mine appeared. And that’s also the reason why I pushed psychology. I wanted to know more about me, and these abilities.”
“Abilities, you mean there’s more?”
“I mean, not more but aside from healing people’s emotion, I can also sense their feeling. Like you being shocked and surprised and wanting to have a power like mine.”
“Oh, that’s really great! Can you heal people psychological disease?”
“I don’t know, I haven’t tried yet. And I don’t know the extent of this power. But if ever, I want to try and see what I can do.”
***HANNAH FELICIANOIt was Saturday morning; everything seemed so fine. I was still in a relationship with my bed, having a cuddle with my smooth, soft blanket while kissing my sweet, mushy pillow though it smelled a bit different but a familiar odour. Of course, you knew what I was talking about. The noise was not really tolerable, I tried to cover my ears by the used of the other pillows on my bed but it seemed like the sound resonated on my soul, and I had no choice but to check what was happening.So, irrespective of my profound fondness to stay in my comfort zone, I rose up with a little bit of ire and grimace on my face with the growing disgust on my head. While I was heading my way to open the door of my room, I started to, somehow, decipher some words being uttered. I heard words like, “pain in my ass, change your behaviour” and other even insulting words you wouldn’t want to hear. But apart from those loud words, I even heard ro
***HANNAH FELICIANO“I Promise.” He mentioned it for how many times.After the settled argument which made Lolo Claro swear in front of us, Nanny Rose went to the market to sell rice cakes. Nanny was still strong, and selling rice cakes was our bread and butter apart from Lolo Claro’s part-time in the construction site as a foreman. My nanny was really dedicated to her life as a rice cake vendor, she even inherited that recipe and even the skill from her late mother and it something that I was really proud of. Her recipe was not just made with the original ingredients but with her pure and genuine love. She usually hummed every time she cooks, and she dances in front of it like she was doing her ritual to make every piece more delicious. Then, when she was done, and putting them on her basket, she always murmured an orison which was I guess, very effective because all rice cakes would be sold out in no time.Lolo Claro, at that ti
***THEON XEDRIC LEEUndefined shapes of sure perspiration formulated on my temple as I ran over on a charred, red-blooded forest in an unknown place, carrying nothing but a gasp of impotent rage. I was chased by unknown creatures, definitely horrendous and fear-inducing entities which might bring agony on my life, I surmised. Running was the only option. Moving away from them was a sure path of undisputed salvation. I was running, barefoot.The luminous moon which was bathed with flame-like blood was the sole witness of my entire suffering. While observing the entire prairie which connected to the forest, I could barely believe what I’d perceived. Everything was red. Even the color of the vast field of grass, which usually lush green, turned into red. It seemed that it was the first time I encountered that place. Never in my entire life I’d seen something like that, I was not fully convinced that a place like that could be feasibly existed. Never.
***THEON XEDRIC LEE“Come in, George.” I instructed him.George was my personal male servant and the one who I trusted, every time I need something, he made sure he had his ways even though he knew that my father was against it. When he entered my room, I suddenly asked him about the food he brought.“It’s your favourite rice cake, Sir.” He answered.Well, I just don’t know but rice cake was my favourite breakfast and indeed my comfort food and it made me feel like I was not alone.I actually asked George to buy me race cake yesterday because I was so stressed about my dad pushing me to be okay, and there’s nothing to be pushed because I was fine, well, that was on my end. Everyone was thinking that I was not okay but actually, if you wanted me to be honest, I was really fine. Yes I do.When I had my first bite, it shooed the pressure away as if the rice cake had magic on it. And I actu
***HANNAH FELICIANO“Yeah, it was him.” I validated.When my friend, Lexy, saw the man standing in a huge building where I presumed that he was waiting for someone, I felt a bit uncomfortable. There was like a tiny dagger which stabbed my heart and broke into pieces. It was the first time I saw him after our break-up, and seeing him there made me feel indisposed and vulnerable. I felt sudden sadness, an emotion which I can turned into something if I could wield my power over me. But, unfortunately, I could not. How I wish I could turn my situation or feeling around, but it was really impossible. I had to undergo with this feeling until I eventually forget him and totally dispel this feeling out, but if you were asking me when, I didn’t know when will I get over Jordan.I felt an instant sorrow and I felt pity looking at how I could not do anything to myself but was ready to help people with their emotions and situation. I didn’t k
*** THEON“Are you ready Sir Theon?” George asked.It was Saturday morning, but not the usual day of my life because I was scheduled to go outside. Yes, you heard it right, there was a place I go through every now and then apart from my own safe heaven and that was library. There was a huge library in town which allowed all people and students to visit for recreation, study, education and even if you’re just looking for a place to sleep.The library was four-storey building, and it was really enormous and filled with various books. Everytime I visit the library, it made me feel to connect, not with people but with the books. But actually, it helped me a lot to gain p
***HANNAHAfter a long conversation and profound discussion and creating assumption about the book, the article and facts about the Extreme or severe introversion, I decided to buy the interesting book about Overcoming Extreme Introversion. I was quite fond collecting book about human, psychology, dreams, condition, emotions, thoughts and feelings. Apart from the books I had from the school, I made sure to collect every piece of psychology-related books in all bookstores, old and new, costly or on-sale. Of course I did to widely understand myself. Yes, It was really a selfish gain but can you really blame me for trying to understand myself and my ability. I was not even doing this to be a professional, therapist, psychologist or whatsoever but somehow, I learned to love the course. I was enjoying it indeed.“Are you really planning to continue your graduate studies Hannah?” Lexy asked me.When we went outside from the bookstore, L
***THEONGeorge was already waiting in front of the library when I finished reading and conceptualizing about the project in one of my subjects. He even raised his hand holding a book, he was quite weird though but I saw his face full of happiness and reading his expression, it seemed he had some good news to share. So, I walked hurriedly just to leave the place, and I was not really comfortable staying there due to some personal concerns.“Hi Sir Theon, I have a surprise for you.” George mentioned.When we met in front of the library, he hid the book behind him and he said it was surprise. Though, it was predictable, I let him talk not to falter his momentum. But before he proceeded to his predictable surprise, I asked him if we can do that in the car because I felt like someone was watching us. But he insisted because it may spoil the surprise. I looked to the both sides just to make me feel that no one was watching and since everythi
****HANNAH“I have to go” It was time to leave the house for my internship.It was the second day of our internship, and I was really excited to learn more and to gain more experience working in a psychological clinic. While walking my way to the terminal of Bus, I just felt the warmth of the sun, warm enough to make you feel better combined with the air touching your face. It was really a nice day though.So, while waiting I took my book in the bag and started reading about the story of Mario. In that case, Mario tried to help himself to be better, though there were professionals who helped him get over his previous experience, the entire percentage of him getting better was his discretion to participate and during the process, it was hard though, but somehow, he learned to bring himself back to the society where he belongs.Up until to the bus, I was still engaged reading Mario’s story. But when I reached my destination,
****THEONI was too comfortable reading alone and even writing some points for my activity to be submitted immediately not until someone came in the psychology area. Even without looking to that person, I just have this deep sense of feeling that someone was walking in the same area where I was. I had no clue how I acquires suck skill or maybe my volition to be alone, somehow, magically helped me to obtain such abilities to listen well. I closed my eyes and the more I wanted to feel what she was doing, the more l heard the noise inside me. It was a girl, and she was walking, the noise of her shoes became even noisier.“Wait, is she walking towards me?” I asked myself when I heard that the noise both in my head and ears.Then, I felt that she sat behind me. The noise stopped in my head but one question popped up, why did the girl sit behind me where there were so many vacant chairs inside?The question faded when I realized that w
****HANNAH“Girls, I have to visit something.”Right after our shift at the clinic, Lexy wanted to chill out and asked us to visit a coffee shop because her head was aching badly due to the psyche report we did a while back.Well, to be honest, it was really tiring assessing reports and writing the results in a way that would be superb and sublime. The two were begging me to join them, so I did. But I mentioned that I would not stay longer because I had to send additional reports to Ms. Martinez, our Internship adviser. And I promised to visit her at school on Friday. So, never would I visit her without anything on my hand. Well, Ms. Martinez was aware of my abilities to cure people’s emotion and she called me, “the Emotion Healer”.So, after seconds of explaining my condition, they concurred. So we went to Spill The Coffee shop, just near to where we usually meet before going to the clinic. I order frappe because I l
**** HANNAH “Hannah, wake up, isn’t it this is your first day on your internship?” It was 8:00 in the morning; I heard Nanny Rose yelling at my doorstep, calling out my name and reminded me about my internship. Of course, who would forget his first day on his internship? Nobody! But knowing my nature, she was afraid that I might arrive late if she didn’t me at all. Well, I got it, Nanny Rose was well concerned about it, needless to say. Nevertheless, i stayed a little longer on my bed, begging for more time until my clock alarmed. I had a signal, it was really time for me to get up. Honestly, I didn’t know how I feel. I was a bit nervous, excited and elated. There were so many anticipations I had in mine like what to wear, what will we do, are we going to meet schizophrenic patient, am I going to meet patient with ADHD and more thoughts apparently. But when Nanny Rose appeared in my room, bringing her magic stick, well, I guess that was really the bes
****HANNAH“Hello, Hannah? Are you drunk?” Jordan asked.It was almost 12:00 o’clock; Roz and Lexy were already sleeping while I was still looking up above, just looking at the ceiling. Then, afterwards, I found myself taking my phone from my bag. I went to gallery and checked some photos we had together. I had more thousand photos stored on my phone, most of them was him and me. I browsed from the first photo and I remembered that day, it was the ice cream shop near the school and he was still courting me back then. I went to different photos and as I looked closely to them, they were like playing vividly inside of me, and then, I found myself crying. Even the wallpaper of my phone was his face when I tried to put lipstick on his face while we were playing back then. It was a silly photo, but he still looked good anyway.I stood up, and went back to the comfort room to pee. Then, when I was sitting on a bowl, I reached him out. I just
***THEONGeorge was already waiting in front of the library when I finished reading and conceptualizing about the project in one of my subjects. He even raised his hand holding a book, he was quite weird though but I saw his face full of happiness and reading his expression, it seemed he had some good news to share. So, I walked hurriedly just to leave the place, and I was not really comfortable staying there due to some personal concerns.“Hi Sir Theon, I have a surprise for you.” George mentioned.When we met in front of the library, he hid the book behind him and he said it was surprise. Though, it was predictable, I let him talk not to falter his momentum. But before he proceeded to his predictable surprise, I asked him if we can do that in the car because I felt like someone was watching us. But he insisted because it may spoil the surprise. I looked to the both sides just to make me feel that no one was watching and since everythi
***HANNAHAfter a long conversation and profound discussion and creating assumption about the book, the article and facts about the Extreme or severe introversion, I decided to buy the interesting book about Overcoming Extreme Introversion. I was quite fond collecting book about human, psychology, dreams, condition, emotions, thoughts and feelings. Apart from the books I had from the school, I made sure to collect every piece of psychology-related books in all bookstores, old and new, costly or on-sale. Of course I did to widely understand myself. Yes, It was really a selfish gain but can you really blame me for trying to understand myself and my ability. I was not even doing this to be a professional, therapist, psychologist or whatsoever but somehow, I learned to love the course. I was enjoying it indeed.“Are you really planning to continue your graduate studies Hannah?” Lexy asked me.When we went outside from the bookstore, L
*** THEON“Are you ready Sir Theon?” George asked.It was Saturday morning, but not the usual day of my life because I was scheduled to go outside. Yes, you heard it right, there was a place I go through every now and then apart from my own safe heaven and that was library. There was a huge library in town which allowed all people and students to visit for recreation, study, education and even if you’re just looking for a place to sleep.The library was four-storey building, and it was really enormous and filled with various books. Everytime I visit the library, it made me feel to connect, not with people but with the books. But actually, it helped me a lot to gain p
***HANNAH FELICIANO“Yeah, it was him.” I validated.When my friend, Lexy, saw the man standing in a huge building where I presumed that he was waiting for someone, I felt a bit uncomfortable. There was like a tiny dagger which stabbed my heart and broke into pieces. It was the first time I saw him after our break-up, and seeing him there made me feel indisposed and vulnerable. I felt sudden sadness, an emotion which I can turned into something if I could wield my power over me. But, unfortunately, I could not. How I wish I could turn my situation or feeling around, but it was really impossible. I had to undergo with this feeling until I eventually forget him and totally dispel this feeling out, but if you were asking me when, I didn’t know when will I get over Jordan.I felt an instant sorrow and I felt pity looking at how I could not do anything to myself but was ready to help people with their emotions and situation. I didn’t k