Sofia Sullivan must have been awake and attentive.
Just a few minutes ago, she'd been named the best employee in the coffee shop; how could she not live up to it?
But she wanted to squeeze her eyes shut for a long minute. Breathe too.
"How will I pay all these debts?" she asked herself after had done her math.
She found it ironic to say that money wasn't everything, but far more ironic the awards she was given before went home. Her landlady gave her an ultimatum, she had to pay the rent that week. The debt was for two months. If she didn't want to go live in a shelter, the best thing to do was to catch up.
These were difficult times. He hadn't been receiving support from the municipality for months and his salary wasn't enough. It was a good job, but still not enough. The accounts did not lie, she was in the red. Standing behind the cash register of the café where she worked, still wearing her apron, she kept writing in her little notebook the various strategies that her dull head designed to create to save her economy.
Leaning on the wooden countertop, she felt the front door open thanks to the tinkling of metal mobiles, indicating that someone had entered.
Putting aside the notebook and straightening up, she raised her head and smiled, but the gesture froze, fading by the minute. It was the police. Besides, the approaching officer didn't look real.
The man's gaze carried hardness. His hair was black as night, he had a chiseled face without a beard, and he was tall a lot; she must have looked up.
"Good morning, officers. What can I do for you?" were the words that she, with much effort, let out of her mouth. Strangely, the presence of these people made her nervous.
"My name is Vos, Officer Vos. And my partner, Officer Grant." He pointed behind him to a uniformed young man who looked like a teenager. "Are you Sofia Sullivan?" He knew it, his partner knew it too; his words were part of polite protocol.
"Yes, it's me," she replied quizzically.
Vos gritted his teeth. When he entered the coffee shop and saw the woman behind the counter, he wished he had made a mistake.
"We asked you to accompany us to the police station."
"Excuse me?" Sofia felt a sudden tremor run through her body. "Did something happen?" She looked at both officers.
Vos sighed deeply, he didn't want to get upset that morning. He had been demoted as punishment for a big mistake and now he had to deal with cases that seemed silly and emotionless, like summoning a young woman and taking her to the police station for questioning.
"You must come with us, Miss Sullivan. Grant?"
The guy, a shorter and younger man, gave a slight jump when he heard his boss's demand, understanding that out of there, he must open the back door of the official vehicle and wait for the citizen to get out by her means.
"I'm very sorry, officer, but I won't be accompanying you anywhere." Sofia's nerves and reasoning started a battle inside her.
"What do you say, miss?"
She straightened her body and looked at him in full alertness because it seemed extremely strange to her that law enforcement was looking for her, so she thought the worst.
"Is this about my son?" Her hands traveled to her mouth and her eyes became watery. "Tell me, please, did something happen to my child?" she asked in a whisper and an exaltation that internally begged for the reality to be different.
Vos wrinkled his eyebrows without being able to help it. He cursed to himself, he was not aware, neither he nor his novice companion, of that important piece of information.
"How old is your son and where is he right now?"
She lowered her hands.
"So it's not about him?"
"I asked you a question, Miss, cooperate with us. Is he with his father? You must give us the address and his contact to let him know..."
"There is no father! What's going on, officer? You're coming for me and won't tell me what's going on. Is it something about my son, yes or no?"
"Calm down and cooperate with us, please." He took a step back and pointed to the exit. "We must go to the police station."
"What's going on here, Sofia?" The owner and chef of the coffee shop peeked his face through the small opening in the wall that separated the kitchen from the reception area. When he saw who was there, came out immediately.
The woman paid no attention to his words.
"Excuse me, officer," she jumped up again, "why do I have to go with you to the police station? I have a right to know!"
The chef, a gentleman in his late fifties, leaned over to her and whispered in her ear:
"What's going on here? What did you do to get yourself arrested?"
She turned her face to look at her boss, her eyes wide with shock at the question.
Officer Vos listened well to the words of the guy who seemed to own the place. The man disapproved of her and that made him feel something that he didn't know how to interpret.
"Don't resist any longer," the policeman spoke again, "otherwise, we will be forced to arrest you."
"And isn't that what you are doing?" Sofia hardly blinked, could hardly breathe. She was sure that if went with them, her life would change.
She had tax debts, rent arrears, and a daycare to pay. She felt was in trouble and knew her son would be the one to suffer the most.
She looked at her boss and without saying anything, swallowing the big lump in her throat, took off her apron and left it on the counter, which she skirted. Warily, she began to take steps towards the exit. She didn't want to leave with them, she felt the worst of forebodings and still didn't quite know what was going on.
"What will happen to my son? I have to pick him up from school."
Vos took her by the arm without pressing too hard and led her towards the exit.
"Is this necessary? Why am I being arrested? I don't understand anything! Chef, do something! Don't just stand there, do something, help me!"
"Sofia Sullivan, remain silent. Anything you say will be used against you..."
Sofia could not believe it. The words of that handsome gentleman, who was now becoming her worst nightmare, sounded like a movie. She slowed her steps when saw the luxury van labeled with the emblem of the local police and the door open for her to get in.
She looked around. People from the other locals were looking at them and she felt a deep annoyance, mixed with sadness and fear.
"Please, officers, tell me what's going on, I beg you, why are you taking me into custody?" she asked inside the car.
It was Vos' turn to drive, and his toughness, which wobbled for a single instant minutes ago, returned to his countenance, as it was his job to be like that, tough, non-manipulable, professional. By the time she asked those questions, he was already peeling the car off the curb.
"Stay quiet, don't make this more difficult."
Sofia was beginning to feel more nervous than ever.
"I have a son, he's just a baby. I have to pick him up in less than an hour. Who will do it for me? What will happen to him?"
Both officers looked at each other for a moment. The youngest, Grant, gave a slight pleading nod to his boss; he was a rookie and didn't seem to be used to listening to so much pleading and being tougher than a rock.
"You must answer some questions to the police department," the new one began to explain.
"Why?" she asked angrily.
"You've been reported for theft."
"What do you mean...? Theft? I've never stolen anything in my life!"Vos kept his words to himself, but he wanted to believe her."You can't take me without any information, this is a kidnapping! Who has reported me for theft? Who?!""We ask you to remain silent until we arrive," the rookie growled, receiving a stern look from his superior.Vos glanced at the center mirror and met Sofia's burning gaze.He swallowed hard. Stopped at a traffic light, a beam of daylight painted those eyes and he could see them more clearly. He immediately wanted to detail them, to see them up close and corroborate their innocence.Sofia remained silent, but held his gaze with determination, not being intimidated by him, not even by the journey he was taking into an uncertain future. Still breathing fast and her nerves on edge, she carried a tangled mess inside her head trying to figure out who could have put her in a patrol car as if she were a criminal.She was thinking about her little boy, only one-ye
The policeman's face froze on hearing such news. He cursed to himself, but at the same time, his questions grew. The Cliff family was everywhere: in business, in banks, in politics, in the courts, and the police. He belonged to the Intelligence Department, and it wasn't his job to investigate cases close to them, but everyone at the station knew that the Internal Affairs Department pursued anyone linked to police corruption and the strongest version: that this corruption was sponsored by the Cliffs and their business. It was never his jurisdiction to catch white collars, but he knew who the leaders of those mafias were. His boss gave him Sofia's case, which mentioned Gael as the plaintiff. He was only taking her to the station; now he understood the reason for making her enter from behind and take her to the special interrogation room. He had thought it was for avoiding ordinary paperwork and not for anything worse.Vos looked at her for several seconds and bit his lower lip, thinking
"Did you get to the daycare?" "Yes, I'm walking toward the entrance," Officer Raymond St. John commented. "I'll charge you for this one."Vos, still standing in front of the door that locked Miss Sullivan in, gave instructions to one of your greatest allies in the police force."Don't let anyone touch that baby, and make sure the caregivers aren't complicit in anything.""Got it."About to hang up, Officer Vos listened:"Why are you doing all this for her? How long have you known her?"Vos paid no attention and hung up without answering. And it was better not to, especially since he didn't know what to say.He looked straight ahead, not focusing his eyes on anything, he needed to find a way to communicate with her without the cameras recording.Just as he decided to move from there with an idea in mind, he heard a noise to his right.Vos squinted, scanning the three people walking through the glass door, the same one the rookie walked through.One of his Intelligence colleagues, dres
Sofia opened her mouth wide and felt as if the ceiling was falling on her. She wanted to articulate words, but she couldn't, the lump in her throat fortified, imprisoning her, as well as the agonizing feeling of the walls threatening to crush her. "This..." She looked at the woman, then at the glass. And making silence for a couple of seconds, she understood that what was happening there seemed like a circus in bad taste. "Where is he?" Her words broke through the pressure of her teeth. "Where is Gael?! Is he there? He is there watching everything, isn't he? Gael! Look at me, Gael, look at my face, what have I done to you to make you do this to me? Why are you doing this to me?!" Both women jumped when they heard the door open unexpectedly. "What the hell is going on here!" the policewoman exclaimed. "I'm in the middle of an interrogation." It was the rookie. "Excuse me, Lieutenant, we have some very important information for you to review." "What information? This is absurd."
(Five years later). "Are you sure you want to leave? There's still time." Dolores Sullivan's anguish was evident in her freckled face and her accentuated expression lines. Standing in the Barajas airport, Sofia and her sister said goodbye. "Mom, is it true that Aunt can't come with us?" Both women crinkled their faces tenderly, looking down at Liam's sad little face, even though he was already six years old. Sofia bent down to talk to him face to face. Dolores would if it weren't for her tears, which she was trying to hide. "Honey, aunt has to stay for work, you know that, right? But at Christmas, she's coming home to celebrate it with us. Do you like that idea?" The little dark brown-haired boy, a color that was changing with time, nodded with a kind of smile, not very convinced by what his mommy was saying. "Hey, buddy, give me five," Dolores asked with a clean face and high-fiving him. "Time will fly by. In less than a rooster's crow, we will all be with the family." The c
"Mom, why do I have to go to school today? We only arrived the night before last." Sofia was surprised by the mature way her son spoke, besides, everything he said was not without logic, since it was true, just a couple of days ago at most, they arrived in New York and from that city they traveled by train to Albany, specifically to an area called Stone Village, almost on the outskirts. They arrived at the lodging in the wee hours of the morning and slept practically all day, recovering their strength at night with the idea of getting ready to go to school at the beginning of the school year. "Honey, I know it's been hard, but I couldn't make it earlier, I couldn't get other flights, not even direct ones, and even less on other dates. I understand you so much, honey. I'm tired too because I have to teach classes, but everything will be fine, I promise." She squeezed her little Liam in a warm embrace, already inside the cab that was taking them to their destination. Sofia didn't sto
Leonel began to feel sick. Sitting in his assigned chair at the celebration, he felt trapped inside himself, as if he were a very heavy, archaic, out-of-sea diving suit. He couldn't focus on anything, nor could he hear with precision the words of the hosts who were joining the stage, who were explaining the functions of that building. He could not take his eyes off Sofia, from whom he moved away thanks to the protocol, now having her on his left, quite a few seats away, sitting there, among the people, looking at him as well. He averted her eyes when he felt a sudden dizziness; he had to inhale and exhale, take deep breaths in an attempt to calm the array of things he felt. He had never imagined seeing her again, never thought would meet her in the United States, let alone that the surprise would sting. She seemed to be smiling and that was worse. «What are you doing here? Since when are you in the country? What are you doing here?!» he reiterated to himself, breathing harder, try
Leonel was trying to straighten his shirt collar. The least he could do was rip off his tie and toss it aside in severe discomfort. His passenger at the wheel was dividing his gaze between the road and the center rearview mirror, inspecting his boss, who didn't exactly look good back there in the seat. Leonel pulled out his cell phone, typed possessed, and placed the device to his ear. "Stop what you're doing, we need to talk right now!" He fumbled and as with the tie, tossed his cell phone aside on the seat. "Sir, are you ok?" "Just drive to the office," he barked softly, his voice choked. Vos immediately regretted speaking to him like that. The owner of that luxurious vehicle was breathing heavily and couldn't get the image of a smiling—almost crying—Sofia Sullivan out of his head, piercing his soul as he never thought it would happen. It pained him to no end to have treated her in such a cold way, but he couldn't do otherwise. «Where would she be living? I don't think she's