Bree was thankful for the bottle of water Ryder gave her to rinse her mouth out, but she took her time doing that because she wasn't ready for the impending conversation she knew they'd have.
She wasn't ready to talk about what had happened with them, she didn't want to ask about the things he'd done and the ones he'd accused her of.
She just wanted to know that he's been fine in all these months of being apart.
She wanted to know too, if he'd missed her even a tinsy little bit while at it, if he'd paid her any thoughts at all.
Those were the things she wanted to know about, but she knew that would have to wait until they got the past behind them.
At the moment, she couldn't hide forever behind rinsing out her mouth, she had to face him sometime, and maybe talk about the pregnancy that wasn't trying to stay hidden beneath her gown at all.
She was wearing it proudly like a fucking badge and she knew he's seen it and was contemplating ho
The night hadn't gone the way Bree had envisioned it would, no, it hadn't even come close.Everything that had happened back at the Rozey had just slammed through her like a roller coaster and at some point it had been as if she was an outsider, staring into her own life through some kind of window.It had been that bad and she'd felt even worse.I mean, what were the chances that she'd meet Ryder of all the people on the planet Earth at this one function she'd been let to attend and worst of all, he'd turned out to be her boss' current male obsession.It was all just crazy and even now, she hasn't even began to come to terms with the fact that she's currently jobless, pregnant and saddled with a baby daddy that ran for the hills after what had happened between them in the past.Her life was just at that point where all she wants to do is shut her eyes and sleep and not wake up until she's slept this nightmare away.Unchecked tears made thei
The night had been a roller coaster ride, one that Ryder hadn't seen coming when he'd agreed to make appearance at the damn ball, but he was glad he did.She'd been there, like something out of his dream and the rest of the world had disappeared, well until Margo had come crashing into it.Thankfully, they were away from all that, but the fact that they had to talk about what had happened messed with him.He'd wronged her in every sense of the word and he owed her all the apology in the world but at the moment, all he could do was watch her and think how well being pregnant suited her.She'd put on just a little more flesh than the last time they'd seen each other and her rounded belly just sat cutely underneath the dress she was wearing.She looked tired and in need of a long rest, but she still held her head high in that way that is all hers and refused to budge.She hasn't changed in that way."I'll run the bath for you and g
His touch....The soft, intimate tease of his fingers against her skin in his usual caress that never fails to give her goosebumps......It was one of the things she'd missed the most after Ryder had upped and disappeared on her.That barely there brush of his fingers against her skin had brought the bittersweet memories of the good days rushing back into her head and she'd flinched away from him in response.When she let her eyes find his, the hurt she'd caused was bare as day in his beautiful orbs, that was before he blinked it away and replaced it with his usual poker face look that totally blocks you out of his head.He took a step back from her, his hands slipping into the pocket of his fancy pants as if to keep him from reaching for her again.That was disappointing, for some reason."I'll be in the kitchen if you need anything, you should have that bath now, the water is running cold."She didn't want him to leave
Ryder hadn't been expecting her to still be in the bathroom when he strode back into the room.He needed a bath himself after the long night they had and his failed attempts in the kitchen to make an edible meal for dinner.Well, nothing has changed with his culinary skills he'd realised, and they'd have to resign to take outs after all.It was the other reason he'd come in here though, to ask what he should order for her since he wasn't sure what her pregnancy did or didn't allow her take.He's not been around a lot of pregnant women, but he knew they had preferences and cravings sometimes and some other foods aren't too healthy for the baby and stuff like that.While he was jealous of the baby's father for creating something so beautiful with someone as wonderful as his Bree, he wasn't inclined to jeopardize that by putting her or the baby at risk with food and all....The bathroom door chose that moment to come open, distracting him from
Bree stayed in the living room while Ryder showered, her body still burning and needing from that stunt he'd pulled on her back there.She'd come so close to begging him to take her........What had he been thinking touching her like that?Probably hoped to get her right back into his bed like nothing had happened between them and he didn't just up and disappear on her for months, until now.Good thing she wasn't that naive, obtuse thing he'd played like the pied Piper to his bed back then.No, she was a stronger, better and wiser woman, a soon to be mother to their child and........she still wanted him and might have let him have her just then if he hadn't called quits .Fuck.That's not how this is supposed to be but yet.......How is it still possible to want just this one man after everything she's been through thanks to him?Maybe she was just born with this mighty, insatiable appetite for hurt, verbal abuse and hea
She let him hold her and it was more than he deserved, really.It was a surprise she wasn't hitting him and cursing him out because was the least of all he deserved from her.Her sobs, racking through her small frame tore at his heart, his whole mistakes flashing through his head even as he tried to calm her down."Please baby, I can handle anything else but your tears. Hit me if you want to, but please stop crying.""Fuck you, Ryder." She sobbed in response.She sounded as broken as he felt, maybe even worse and he couldn't blame her for that, he only hoped that he could make it up to her, save her all the pain and make her feel better."I'm so sorry, baby, I'm sorry I hurt you. I'll take it all back right now if I can, I swear. I was scared and hurt and stupid and I know that doesn't even come close to excusing what I did but.....God, I'm sorry Brianna."She didn't answer him this time, didn't utter a word and he couldn't even
A child with Ryder.......The whole thing sounded so surreal falling from her lips even though this was a conversation she's had in her head over a billion times.And all the times she'd imagined what this day would be like did nothing to prepare her for the real deal."The baby is mine."It wasn't a question, no, he wasn't asking, he was just acknowledging the fact and Bree couldn't find a word to describe how that made her feel.There was no doubt in his eyes, no argument in his voice, just pure marvel at the words she'd just said, like he'd hoped and prayed to hear them.In all the while she's known him, his face has never been more expressive than it was in that moment, it was like he let his guard down enough to let her see just how much her news affected him.And it was a damn beautiful sight.It didn't help that all the emotions bare in his eyes fanned the tiny flame of hope she's been carrying with her all these w
Bree woke up late, in a super comfy bed that was definitely too big to be hers, strong, sure and safe arms cuddling her against the warm and very naked torso of a man..........all skin and no clothes. It took her a minute to recollect how she'd gotten here and whose, these hands were. Ryder...... She'd thought last night was a dream, but apparently it wasn't and he was really here or maybe she was the one that's really here because this is his house. The events of last night seeped into her mind in sequence, starting from her thrill at being all dolled up and going for her first billionaire studded ball, to meeting the one man on Earth she never thought she'd set her eyes on ever again in this life time. Fast forward to the scene with her enraged boss and the slap she'd taken to her face that still somehow stung a little this morning. It wasn't the best night of her life and real shit had gone down but she had it to thank for this mome