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CHAPTER HUNDRED AND TWELVE
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2024-10-29 19:42:56The kiss wasn't supposed to be anything serious, because they were still taking baby steps with this, but it did, escalating quickly and getting deeper so easily like always, building an engulfing flame that burned so bright in them.
Kissing the soft rosy buds that were Bree's lips was always like this for Ryder and in this particular moment, it was like coming alive again after a long time, he was home in her arms.
This part of his life had been dead and buried the day he'd taken the irrevocably stupid decision to walk away from her life and what they'd had.
But tasting the undiluted headiness of her kiss again, getting lost in the sweet intoxication that was her lips, wrapped in the mixture of both their scents.....that was everything he's dream of and prayed for.
Cupping her face gently in his palm, he kissed her even deeper, familiarizing himself with her taste all over again.
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