Vanessa followed Scarface as he went to look for the guards.The other owners who were getting ready for work saw him and stopped whatever they were going through the moment they saw the gun in his hands.The girl's hands all were behind their backs and Vanessa wondered how many times something like that had happened."Where is he ?", he asked shouting and some of the girls flinched.The door opened as one of the guards entered and before he could even make a step into the club they heard a gunshot.No one screamed or anything they all just stood there and stared hoping they were not next. The guards groaned in pain as held ok to his leg that had been shot."How many times did I tell you to make sure nothing happened to my son huh ?", Scarface asked as he walked to where the guard was standing.His movements were slow as he struggle to get to where the guard was. He knew how much being shot in the knee hurt because it had happened to him."I told you before that the only thing that ma
"What changed ?", Neegan asked her."What do you mean what changed ?", Anna asked chuckling."You were not like this a week ago. You didn't want to do this you were reluctant to even work with me but now you're elated. You seem happy, you're getting your happiness from this. Something so terrible so what changed ?", he asked again this time he stood up and walked to where Anna was standing near the window."Nothing changed I just stopped limiting myself. I stopped telling myself that I can't do that I decided to take every chance I could get to be happy. Am more than just a wife ", Anna said and Neegan could hear the sadness in her voice.He wondered who was that that had made her feel like that. Who had made her doubt herself and told her she was nothing but a wife.She was more than a wife to him. The way she did things with precision he knew that Vincenzo was glad to have someone like her in his life.She was not used to what she was doing but that did not stop her from doing wha
"Eat ", she said as she opened her legs for him.Neegan's hands grabbed her neck as she pulled her in for a kiss."You're so hot ", he said as he covered her face with kisses."You're so sexy, do you know that ?", he asked her as she kissed her slowly.She was running out of breath and could not come up with coherent words all she did was nod."Use words I didn't understand what you mean when you no d, okay ", Neegan said as he pulled away to stare at her.Anna nodded."I said words do you understand me ?" he asked her."Yes ", Anan said you could feel how much she was struggling to speak."Good girl ", he said ", now open these sexy legs wider."Do you want me to eat you out ?", he asked her as his fingers played with her bud."Yes ", Anna said while letting out soft moans."You're so sexy, I want you to touch yourself for me okay ?", he asked her."Spread these legs wider I want to watch you, give me a show like the good girl that you are ", he said as he pulled a chair and sat down
The room was filled with Anna's moans. She couldn't recognize what was going on around her as she came all over his dick.Her body fell on top of his as she let out a sigh of relief as if she had been holding it in for long.Anna rolled off him and lay on her back as she stared at the ceiling. She couldn't remember how long they had been at it.Her whole body was sore from being tossed around and her hips hurt she didn't even want to move. Neegan pulled her closer to him as he clung to her body.She could feel his soft breath on her skin as she relaxed in his arms. His room was large and lacked color she couldn't help big wonder the last time a woman had been in there.He seemed like he lacked women he cared about in his life who cherished him. Yes, he was hot and had money any woman would die to be his wife so that she could spend his money.SShe had hadn't-seenShe could feel him kissing her neck and crumbling in his touch and the sensations she was feeling. She let herself savor e
Anna stared at Dylan and Vincenzo turned his head to see who it was she was looking at. He let out a sigh of frustration as he saw Dylan carrying flowers towards him and he wondered how bad his day could get.Anna cut the call and went towards Vincenzo to hug him."Hey ", she said as she hugged him and kissed his cheek making him melt with her touch."Hey ", he said as she stared at her pretty face and a smile formed on his lips."What are you doing with him ?", he asked her as he tried to control his anger."I work for him remember ", Anna said trying to stroke his face so he could stop focusing on Neegan."Hello ", Dylan behind him, and Vincenzo fought everything in him as bit to turn around to punch him in the throat He knew he was weak but didn't mind going back to the hospital if it meant he was going to hurt Dylan "Heyy ", Anna said as she stared at Dylan and wondered what he was doing there Could she ever get a break It was as if was trying to cause her problems everywhere
As the plane touched the ground Anna had already regretted her choice of clothing. She had never been to Russia before and didn't know it was this cold.The chilly air hit her skin as she exited the plane and she fought everything in her to go back but she had business to handle.She was excited for this one as she didn't have her watchdogs behind her. She could finally make her own decisions without thinking of someone who was going to tell her to do this and that.She knew that even though Mateo was always with her he was still loyal to Neegan. He died for Neegan but for AnnaA cab was already there to meet her and e wondered if the man driving her was the one who was supposed to take her to where she was going.He looked like the people you good meet at the back of an ally and wider if they were going to kill you or not. His arms were covered in tattoos and his ears were pissed.He hadn't said a word to Anna and she just sat there in silence and hoped this would go perfectly. It ha
Astra and Jason were already asleep by the time Anna came back. She passed by the room that Jason was already occupying and place the toys that she had gotten him on the dresser.She didn't know how things were going to play out bBigSue was going to make sure nothing happened to him.She heard the door open wing slowly and wondered who it was. Her little foot taps told Anna that it was just Astra before she could even see her.She had t talked to her but she looked like an adorable kid."I can't sleep, are you his mother ?", she asked in her little voice as she stared at Anna's outfit."My mama went to work she didn't come back ", Astra said and wondered where that came from until she liked at her outfit.The kid probably thought that she was going v to work too. She had never heard anything about her mother but she also couldn't ask. It wasn't her place to ask things like those."I can sleep with you if you want ", Anna said and a smile spread on her lips as she nodded."Okay come on
She walked into the room as they were all having breakfast and sat down. Everyone was watching her and she wondered what they were all looking at."What ?", she asked as they all kept looking at her wondering what she had done wrong."No one sits in that chair ", they said and wondered why.She stood up to take another chair but Neegan's voice stopped her."It's fine you can seat there ", he said as he sat across from her."Can you guys give us the room to talk for a little ?", Neegan asked and all the guys stood up except Mateo."You too ", he said looking at Mateo and he wondered why he needed him to leave too.She could hear them grumbling but they were too chicken to say whatever they were whispering out loud."I want you to go to Acapulco today ", Neegan said and she wondered if that was the reason why he had asked all the guys to leave."Who told you about Scarface's sickness ?", he asked and she chuckled.______________A WEEK BEFORE.As Anna left the club with Mateo on her sid
VANESSA'S POV. The silence in the car as we drove over to Austin's house did not bother me. I did not know how I was even going to tell him. I was pregnant.I didn't know how he was going to react. I knew what my choices were but they were not what I wanted. I had never been in such a position before so I had no idea what to do. I had never even thought I would get pregnant, to begin with. I had turned into what I had hated. I had turned into my mum and I hated that discovery. It wasn't like she wasn't a good person or a good mum, she was just sad. She had spent all her life being a mum and I did not want to be her.We were her everything it was as if her life revolved around us. We were all she knew and I sometimes wondered what would have happened if she had never gotten pregnant with me.I always wondered what her life was like in another lifetime. Did she get to pursue her dreams and get everything she always wanted?Was she happy?What did she even look like? My father was th
VANESSA'S POV "Positive "A world that could be so much, good and bad. I still hadn't wrapped my head around it. I stood there like a zombie. I could see the blondie's mouth moving but I could not hear anything she was saying.I felt like I was caged and I couldn't breathe. My vision was starting to get hazy and my legs weaker as I stared at the test that was clutched in her hand.It couldn't be true there was no way it was true.It couldn't be positive maybe she had read it all wrong. I could feel the world closing in on me.I wasn't even crying anymore I just stood there in shock as someone who had found out someone had died."Vanessa ", she said tapping me and I turned to look at her. It was only then that I allowed the tears to flow."It can't be true ", I said amid tears."Baby it's true ", she said as I sat down on her bathroom floor. I didn't care if it was clean or dirty I just wanted to sit down before my legs gave up. It can't be. I couldn't have just ruined my life like t
Tick ...tock.I had a raging headache and I was all to blame. My body hurt and I wondered if I had gotten into a fight. I opened my eyes and immediately regretted it. Why would anyone open their windows after a night out?Wait where was I?I opened my eyes this time round I did not care if they stung. I was not at my place and neither was I at either of my friend's places.I could feel a body beside me and I was scared. What had I done?Did I come home with someone?"Calm down it's me ", an unfamiliar voice said and I wondered why they would. think I know them.I turned around to come face-to-face with her. Her blonde hair was even prettier when it was in a messy bun. Her button nose sat perfectly on her pretty face."What am I doing here ?", I asked her as I sat up. "Sleeping, what does it look like you're doing ", she said scoffing. "I meant what am I doing at your place why am I not at my house ?", I asked her.I had no recollection of the night before. Everything was a blur a
VANESSA'S POV. A MONTH LATER.It had been a month since it had happened and I was starting to be happy again. I had gotten out of my depressive episode. I was going back to school and I was finally starting to make friends, life couldn't be any better. I rarely thought about him. He had forgotten me and I was trying to forget him. I did not miss him, I just missed some. moments we had.I had seen him around but he was ignoring me the same way I was avoiding him, not that I wanted to talk to him.My friend never mentioned him and no one ever asked what led to our separation they were just glad it had ended.As I stared at myself in the mirror I smiled at myself. There was no way I was going to let a stupid boy make me sad.He had started dating the blonde girl and was walking around with her just like a trophy.He had not even waited for a day to go out with her after we had ended things, showing how much he had loved me.I had lost so much weight in the month that I did not even r
VANESSA'S POV. "You're not being fair you know ", he said and I was taken back a little."Please tell me how am not being fair 'cause I would honestly love to know ', I said."I loved you and you knew that. You are just here talking about all the bad things I ever did what about the good things? Didn't they mean anything to you ?", he asked me."I didn't say you didn't do anything good. Just because you loved me doesn't mean I felt loved by you. Most of the time I felt unlovable, you even told me once during an argument I would never find anyone who loved me the way you did ", I said to Uim and he looked like he was shocked."You loved me in your language or another girl's version. Just because whoever you were with before me preferred things a certain way doesn't mean that is what I like too ", I said to him.Were all boys dumb?I couldn't believe there was a time when I had wanted a family with him. I had seen myself with him for years with kids and being happy in love. Maybe it wa
THIRD POVThe truck outside told him what he already knew. Scarface was in the house. He hated the days when they got to see each other. One could think that he hated his brother but for some reason, Scarface hated Raul more than anyone he had ever encountered in his life including the people he worked with.He forced a smile as he opened the door to the house and he could hear lively chatter from the kitchen and wondered who was in there.He saw Scarface in the living room and there were seconds of silence as the two brothers stared at each other as they both waited for one of them to break the ice.Raul could not blame his brother for hating him."Hello I didn't know how you were coming around ", Scarface said as he shifted from the place he was sitting and his face scrunched in pain.Raul could not even start to say sorry or tell. he knew he knew how he felt cause he didn't. Every time Scarface saw Raul he wanted to rip him apart. There was nothing in this world that Raul could
The smile on her face did not match what she was feeling on the inside. There was a fire inside her that was burning. She could feel everything in her collapsing but she couldn't let people see her like that.She couldn't be weak. She was a woman. If she cried she was going to be branded like a weak person. She hadn't gone through everything that she had gone through just to be called weak.She smiled.Smiled and pretended that everything was going okay cause what was she going to do?Was she supposed to sit in bed and cry herself to sleep? That was like giving up and there was no way she was allowing herself to fall into that cycle.She waited to have that longing to go back to Vincenzo but it was but there. She felt nothing for him.It wasn't hate and neither was it live She was just dining and for some reason that made her sad. He was someone that she had planned her future with. Someone that she had wanted to start a future together with. To have a family with. As she said this
I always wondered what it felt like to have everything you ever wanted. What it felt like growing up in an environment where you were loved.It was an environment where you were allowed to be a kid and do what other kids did. I never had that and maybe that's why I felt like there was something in me that was broken.I had wanted that life too. I wanted to have a mom and dad that loved each other not ones that wanted to kill each other.Was it fair?Was it fair that I was put in that situation as a child? Sometimes I sat down and thought to myself and said maybe she didn't know.She didn't know that any of those things were going to happen but that did not excuse her.Was I being mean for blaming her for putting us in such a situation?I know people said things like it's their first time being a mom or a parent but weren't parents supposed to protect their children?She didn't and every waking day it was all I could think of. The things that I could have avoided if she had fallen in l
Some people are born sad. There's no reason as to why they are like that it just happened. They bruise easily and cry easily. Raul was that kind of person.There was a reason why he was the way he was. He was closed and people found him to be exciting at all.It was hard to be a chirpy person when you didn't even have a childhood.To him, he was still the sad little bit that he was while growing up.I think that it's best if everyone had their childhood while growing up. A childhood where they could play with people their age and not worry about how things were going to be at home that evening.Running around with friends chasing the sunset as if that was the last day they were going to see the sunset.It was so sad not to have that. I wish every child could be able to have that freedom as a child. Not them to have to worry if they had something to eat at home.No matter how much people tried to blame their parents for everything they did, maybe they were also clueless.They were pare