As Mateo drove to the dress that Anna had given her he ow dered what it was they were going to check.She looked keen looking around the surroundings they were at as if she was trying to find someone."What are we doing here ?", he asked her."Am checking something out", she simply said as the car stopped.The building looked like any normal building. She could see kids playing outside and she wondered which kid was his.There had been a name written on the piece of paper.JasonShe just couldn't stand there and start calling that name and see who was going to answer.She could see a mum that was with her son. She could see him whining about something but was not close enough to hear what it was they were arguing about.The mum finally left his son to go and play and she just sat there watching him. Why would she just sit there and watch the son playing?The mum kept looking around as if she was waiting for someone. Anna finally realized what it was she was looking at.A man was watch
Anna was a little nervous. You couldn't tell though by looking at her. She had already mastered the art of looking like nothing was wrong.She did not know how things were going to turn out. She was playing chess and with one wrong move she would be thelosingsingLosing meant dying in the game she was playing, she couldn't have that.She stared at Neegan who seemed to be in his thought and wondered what went on in his min. Did he even think before doing things?He was like a child who did whatever he wanted without thinking of the consequences.Her job was not to be there to clean up the messes he made. If anything she was going to make them worse as long as they benefited her.Her phone rang and she wondered who it was m She had been silencing it but the person just seemed to keep calling.The caller id was Dylan and Anna let out a heavy sigh. She did not want to talk to him and he just kept calling."Hello ", she said with a tired voice."Hello where are you ?", he asked and she was
As the plane landed everyone was busy going where they were supposed to go."You know what to do right ?", Neegan asked Anna as he gave her the documents that she needed.She knew how to play this game what she didn't know was the tricks the players had up their sleeves."Yes I do ", Anna said as she put the documents in her bag."Okay go make me proud ", Neegan said as he kissed her cheek and Anna smiled."Will I see you in the vending before you leave for New York ?", Neegan asked her."I don't know at what time I'll be done here hit if I get the time sure, but I can't promise you anything ", Anna said"If you don't make it back I'll just come to New York to see you ", he said and Anna chuckled.What was he doing?Did he know what they were doing was wrong on so many levels?He knew how dangerous it was but he just didn't care. He craved her so much to the point he couldn't control it anymore.He didn't want to see her with anyone else. It infuriated him to think that she was going
She had tried to fix her hair as much as she could but it still looked a mess. She walked into the club with a smile on her face.She felt like a new woman and felt lighter. She needed an orgasm to start the day or at least seven like she had.The workers in the club looked at her like she was a plague and if they were even closer to her they were going to be sickShe didn't wait to be shown where she was supposed to go this time around. She already knew the way.She could hear people arguing from Scarface's office and could already recognize the face. It was Vanessa.She opened the door and they all turned to look at her. The rage she saw in Vanessa was something she had never seen before.Vanessa stood up from her chair and rushed to wear Anna was standing. Her hand raised to slap Anna but someone grabbed her back."You can't do that ", one of the guards said as he held her back.Anna could understand why she felt like that. Her son had been kidnapped by a woman who looked like she
"What do you mean either way he's going to kill him ?", Scarface asked getting irritated already.He felt like breaking things. He wanted to squeeze Neegan's neck but he knew if he did that a lot of blood was going to be shed.The number of people that were going to die with him was going to be a lit including his son and he couldn't take that risk too.He wanted to handle things as smoothly as he could without any casualties. He did not kid killing a few people to get what he wanted but this was not it.The light of his son was on the palm. of his hand and everything he did determined how things were going to end up.He was to either act smart and do everything he was asked to do or act foolish. He did not know how his acting foolish was going to end.Would he have his son back or only his body in a casket?Whatever way it ended that was not the way he wanted things to end up."I mean it does not matter what you do he is pissed at you and he is going to do whatever he wants as long a
Her heels clinked against the marble floor turning head as she netted the station. Her shades made the people wonder what her eyes looked like.She carried herself with so much grace they wondered what a beautiful woman like her had come to the station for.Anna could see where the sheriff was standing and she could tell by how quickly his mood had changed that he was excited to see her.She knew it was because of the money that she was about to give him. She was big stupid though he had to sign some documents for him to get the payments."Hello ", he greeted her as she leaned on to kiss her cheek."Hello ", Anna said as she took off her shades."I wasn't expecting to see you today ", the sheriff said as he opened the door of his office letting in Anna first."Well I had some business to take care of in town and decided to drop by because I had something for you ", Anna said as she set down her bag Nd took the chair next to it.His office resembled that of any man only that the cologn
The chilly weather was not what she had expected when she landed in New York. The clothes she was wearing weren't doing anything for her as she was shivering.She thanked the Lord as she saw Raul her driver pull up to where he was.He had a smile on his face as he came to where he was to take her luggage."Hello ma'am", he said as she opened the door for her."Hello Raul ", Anna said as she entered the car and hugged herself together hoping to give her body some warmth but it wasn't working."It's a little cold in here ", Anna said, and within a minute Raul fixed the car as she laid back and all she wanted to do was sleepShe was working a lot and had but even gotten a moment to give her body some rest. She had classes in the morning and yet again the company needed himShe hoped that Vincenzo was doing well enough to take the reign of the company because it was not for her.She had these things to do and did not know how to bounce off all of them at the same time."How was your trip
The chirping of the birds isn't what woke Anna up in the morning. By the time she could hear the sounds of the birds, she had already been up for almost an hour.The cup of coffee by her side was already cold since it had been sitting there for almost thirty minutes with nothing in it.Her pink robe was perfectly wrapped around her body. Her chin rested on her knees as she stared outside her window.In all the time she had stayed in that house the thing that has lived the most was the few she had from her room.She could hear Vincenzo groaning as he woke up but she didn't stand up to go check on him. Maybe was acting like a hypocrite by being mad after what she had seen the previous night.He had brought her to Anna's bed and proceeded to call her Anna."Anna",h said with a groggy voice and she urged to him look at him.His hand was holding his head like he was supporting I "Am here ", Anna said and tried as much as possible not to come off offers rude to him."When did you get back
VANESSA'S POV. The silence in the car as we drove over to Austin's house did not bother me. I did not know how I was even going to tell him. I was pregnant.I didn't know how he was going to react. I knew what my choices were but they were not what I wanted. I had never been in such a position before so I had no idea what to do. I had never even thought I would get pregnant, to begin with. I had turned into what I had hated. I had turned into my mum and I hated that discovery. It wasn't like she wasn't a good person or a good mum, she was just sad. She had spent all her life being a mum and I did not want to be her.We were her everything it was as if her life revolved around us. We were all she knew and I sometimes wondered what would have happened if she had never gotten pregnant with me.I always wondered what her life was like in another lifetime. Did she get to pursue her dreams and get everything she always wanted?Was she happy?What did she even look like? My father was th
VANESSA'S POV "Positive "A world that could be so much, good and bad. I still hadn't wrapped my head around it. I stood there like a zombie. I could see the blondie's mouth moving but I could not hear anything she was saying.I felt like I was caged and I couldn't breathe. My vision was starting to get hazy and my legs weaker as I stared at the test that was clutched in her hand.It couldn't be true there was no way it was true.It couldn't be positive maybe she had read it all wrong. I could feel the world closing in on me.I wasn't even crying anymore I just stood there in shock as someone who had found out someone had died."Vanessa ", she said tapping me and I turned to look at her. It was only then that I allowed the tears to flow."It can't be true ", I said amid tears."Baby it's true ", she said as I sat down on her bathroom floor. I didn't care if it was clean or dirty I just wanted to sit down before my legs gave up. It can't be. I couldn't have just ruined my life like t
Tick ...tock.I had a raging headache and I was all to blame. My body hurt and I wondered if I had gotten into a fight. I opened my eyes and immediately regretted it. Why would anyone open their windows after a night out?Wait where was I?I opened my eyes this time round I did not care if they stung. I was not at my place and neither was I at either of my friend's places.I could feel a body beside me and I was scared. What had I done?Did I come home with someone?"Calm down it's me ", an unfamiliar voice said and I wondered why they would. think I know them.I turned around to come face-to-face with her. Her blonde hair was even prettier when it was in a messy bun. Her button nose sat perfectly on her pretty face."What am I doing here ?", I asked her as I sat up. "Sleeping, what does it look like you're doing ", she said scoffing. "I meant what am I doing at your place why am I not at my house ?", I asked her.I had no recollection of the night before. Everything was a blur a
VANESSA'S POV. A MONTH LATER.It had been a month since it had happened and I was starting to be happy again. I had gotten out of my depressive episode. I was going back to school and I was finally starting to make friends, life couldn't be any better. I rarely thought about him. He had forgotten me and I was trying to forget him. I did not miss him, I just missed some. moments we had.I had seen him around but he was ignoring me the same way I was avoiding him, not that I wanted to talk to him.My friend never mentioned him and no one ever asked what led to our separation they were just glad it had ended.As I stared at myself in the mirror I smiled at myself. There was no way I was going to let a stupid boy make me sad.He had started dating the blonde girl and was walking around with her just like a trophy.He had not even waited for a day to go out with her after we had ended things, showing how much he had loved me.I had lost so much weight in the month that I did not even r
VANESSA'S POV. "You're not being fair you know ", he said and I was taken back a little."Please tell me how am not being fair 'cause I would honestly love to know ', I said."I loved you and you knew that. You are just here talking about all the bad things I ever did what about the good things? Didn't they mean anything to you ?", he asked me."I didn't say you didn't do anything good. Just because you loved me doesn't mean I felt loved by you. Most of the time I felt unlovable, you even told me once during an argument I would never find anyone who loved me the way you did ", I said to Uim and he looked like he was shocked."You loved me in your language or another girl's version. Just because whoever you were with before me preferred things a certain way doesn't mean that is what I like too ", I said to him.Were all boys dumb?I couldn't believe there was a time when I had wanted a family with him. I had seen myself with him for years with kids and being happy in love. Maybe it wa
THIRD POVThe truck outside told him what he already knew. Scarface was in the house. He hated the days when they got to see each other. One could think that he hated his brother but for some reason, Scarface hated Raul more than anyone he had ever encountered in his life including the people he worked with.He forced a smile as he opened the door to the house and he could hear lively chatter from the kitchen and wondered who was in there.He saw Scarface in the living room and there were seconds of silence as the two brothers stared at each other as they both waited for one of them to break the ice.Raul could not blame his brother for hating him."Hello I didn't know how you were coming around ", Scarface said as he shifted from the place he was sitting and his face scrunched in pain.Raul could not even start to say sorry or tell. he knew he knew how he felt cause he didn't. Every time Scarface saw Raul he wanted to rip him apart. There was nothing in this world that Raul could
The smile on her face did not match what she was feeling on the inside. There was a fire inside her that was burning. She could feel everything in her collapsing but she couldn't let people see her like that.She couldn't be weak. She was a woman. If she cried she was going to be branded like a weak person. She hadn't gone through everything that she had gone through just to be called weak.She smiled.Smiled and pretended that everything was going okay cause what was she going to do?Was she supposed to sit in bed and cry herself to sleep? That was like giving up and there was no way she was allowing herself to fall into that cycle.She waited to have that longing to go back to Vincenzo but it was but there. She felt nothing for him.It wasn't hate and neither was it live She was just dining and for some reason that made her sad. He was someone that she had planned her future with. Someone that she had wanted to start a future together with. To have a family with. As she said this
I always wondered what it felt like to have everything you ever wanted. What it felt like growing up in an environment where you were loved.It was an environment where you were allowed to be a kid and do what other kids did. I never had that and maybe that's why I felt like there was something in me that was broken.I had wanted that life too. I wanted to have a mom and dad that loved each other not ones that wanted to kill each other.Was it fair?Was it fair that I was put in that situation as a child? Sometimes I sat down and thought to myself and said maybe she didn't know.She didn't know that any of those things were going to happen but that did not excuse her.Was I being mean for blaming her for putting us in such a situation?I know people said things like it's their first time being a mom or a parent but weren't parents supposed to protect their children?She didn't and every waking day it was all I could think of. The things that I could have avoided if she had fallen in l
Some people are born sad. There's no reason as to why they are like that it just happened. They bruise easily and cry easily. Raul was that kind of person.There was a reason why he was the way he was. He was closed and people found him to be exciting at all.It was hard to be a chirpy person when you didn't even have a childhood.To him, he was still the sad little bit that he was while growing up.I think that it's best if everyone had their childhood while growing up. A childhood where they could play with people their age and not worry about how things were going to be at home that evening.Running around with friends chasing the sunset as if that was the last day they were going to see the sunset.It was so sad not to have that. I wish every child could be able to have that freedom as a child. Not them to have to worry if they had something to eat at home.No matter how much people tried to blame their parents for everything they did, maybe they were also clueless.They were pare