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DEATH WISH

Author: Zigginah
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

VANESSA'S POV.

A MONTH LATER.

It had been a month since it had happened and I was starting to be happy again.

I had gotten out of my depressive episode. I was going back to school and I was finally starting to make friends, life couldn't be any better.

I rarely thought about him. He had forgotten me and I was trying to forget him. I did not miss him, I just missed some. moments we had.

I had seen him around but he was ignoring me the same way I was avoiding him, not that I wanted to talk to him.

My friend never mentioned him and no one ever asked what led to our separation they were just glad it had ended.

As I stared at myself in the mirror I smiled at myself. There was no way I was going to let a stupid boy make me sad.

He had started dating the blonde girl and was walking around with her just like a trophy.

He had not even waited for a day to go out with her after we had ended things, showing how much he had loved me.

I had lost so much weight in the month that I did not even r
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