I immediately look for a right spot so I can hid myself, there was a large box, placed at the center of the basement, so I went behind it, as my emotions are now in a frenzy, I tried to calm my wild thought, but they just kept on going haywire," haha Is this the brave me that wanted to wanted to fight with my dad?, I know I was always a coward but today it's the a extreme level of it"I laughed at myself, right now my emotions are in a mess because as as terrified as fuck, who was I even kidding, me or my dad's "fuck" I caused again, in just minutes ago I was hellbent on being with my dad and Willing to protect him, now here I am, I am feeling scared like a lonely puppy that has being abandoned or neglected. Immediately heard the sound of the basement door like it was being opened gently, my heart now is beating in the wildest pace,the kind of pace that I never knew my heart was even capable of, there were sounds of footsteps, approaching to the box I hid myself, I immediately subconsciously held my breathe, in fear that my breathe my be the reason I'll be caught.
"Who's there....why I am even asking, I know is you little boy, just come out and face the reality of the situation" the man said in a soothing voice that can make anyone succumbed to thier words, but who cares I need to go out of here, my dad's is in great danger, and I need to help them , yet here am I acting all scared, remain quiet, because I remembered what my dad told me, even though I don't want to becouse I want to Deceive myself that am not a cowards even though I am.
I prayed inwardly for God's protection, over and over again like my life depended on the prayers, which it did.
Then the man in black continued ranting to the top of his voice"come out little boy, I know you are out there, just come out or else your deqe parents would be killed " I heard the man shouted. He continued talking like a man who has Lost his sanity, then I heard his last statement that he was going to kill my parents,the only poeple that could possibly give me hope when am hopeless care for me ,when am going astrayI started feeling ShoutinTo No one in particular, because I was really fustrated, then I Heard him coming closer to the box, like he was about to graph it with full intensity and shout "I gotcha" I waited for five long seconds to hear that but it never came, then I heard him walking away from the box, that was when I released the breathe I subconsciously held some seconds ago, "God that was extremely close, I meant really close" I muttered under my breathe, I I kept on panting like I did a marathon race, then I heard him said hoarsely," come out, youn boy, or I swear to God your parents won't live to see the next thirty minutes".
That was when I started panicking, what if he really kill my parents, because when I heard him talking he was having a pistol, I don't want anything to happen to my parents, the poeple that always give me hope when am hopeless, cared for for me when I was still carefree, leads me when I don't know the way guides me to the right part, even though I never got the life like other kids, I was the luckiest person, because I had the best parents, if anything should happen to them, I'll never forgive myself, because the guilt would continue to hunt me down, I continued delibating whether to go and show myself or not, I really wanted to just fuck this up my showing myself, but I remembered my dad words saying I shouldn't go to challenge them, let me leave him to handle it, but what about my mum she's still so vulnerable, I know my dad is very tough but what about mum," God please help me I really need your guidance on this one" I muttered inwardly as I allowed my heart to beat in a more faster Pace, Then I eventually decided to be a man for once even though am just a young teenager, that is still need of guidance then I stood up from my hiding place and walk up to h, when he saw me he immediately walk up to me and roughly caught my hair, he was so rough that I felt a sharp pain, the pain that was making my eyes to well up, he continued dragging me outside the basement without saying a word.
When we were outside, I saw a vulnerable side of my dad, the kind of side I never knew he even had, he was kneeling down,and he placed his hands behind his neck, like he was in total surrender, then I saw him taking his deep blue eyes to look at me, immediately there was so much anger in his eyes, the kind of anger that was threatening to explode, like he was using his last string of self control to put his anger at at bay, then I heard him shouted at the man that had my hair in his grip "let go of my son or else..." Immediately my dad was caught short, as I heard the man in black clothes continuing the statement in a question" or else what? Old man "The man said with a smirk plastered on his face " I swear to God,if you don't leave him, I'll kill you" my dad shouted at him, that's the spirit I love the tough side of him, not the vulnerable side that is in front of me. Then I heard the man laughing Hysterically like someone who has Lost his sanity "WOW old man, despite being in this pitiable situation, you still have the guts to talk like that, oh man I kinda admire your tough attitude, it really amaze me" the man said while grinning, the kind of grin that would forever etch at my memory, then man in black immediately took my mum in a tight grip like pointing the gun my dad, that was when the panicK state that has recently subside, immediately resumed on it full momentum, I didn't even know when I just kneel down on the ground as I started sobbing uncontrollably"please leave her alone, please I beg of you please" I pleaded like my life depended on it, which it logically did, then I saw the man who was having my mum in a tight grip, stirred at me with his deep charcoal eyes, then he smirk and continued what he was doing.
"Do you know something old man, things won't get to this point only you listen to me and hand over the money, besides don't blame me if I eventually unleashed the devil in me" the man said with a smirk,the kind of smirk that makes me sick to the stomach, then I Heard my dad said " okay... okay I'll give you the money only if you agree to leave and to return" my said in a pitiable tone.
There was a man in his ending teens, he has long dark hair, cascading down to his back, he has those brown eyes, that are very captivating, with, plumb lips, well carved eyebrows, and a pointed nose, he was very handsome,he was wearing Blue shirt, filled with dirt,and some shorts, he sat under the tree as he felt his life easily slipping away from him, he has tried so hard, his body cleched, wrapped himself up in a ball, as he allowed his tears flow like the July rain drops, he cried till there was no more tears, there was nothing he was feeling at that moment but rather an unmeasurable pain, that can't be cured by any doctor or Psychiatrist , as he remembered , how he is feeling this raw emotions of unquenchable pain."Noohh...nohhh.. please why me, I said why me, why me" he shouted into the cool breeze of the morning, he allowed the last stench of his air to slip away as he succumb to the darkness, he immediately fainted like that was his last energy that he used in shoutin
I saw my dad stood up like a man that was very helpless, he tried to come up with a Way to protect his family, but every way just seems impossible, then he eventually said. " I kept the money the money in the forest, we need to go there, so I'll be able to take the money and hand it over to you" he said with a sad expression. "Okay old man, take your old butt and let's head to the forest so we could retrieve the money, I swear to God old man, if you are thinking of some dirty games, you won't leave to see the next day, even your wife won't even leave to see the next hour, much less your son won't leave to see the next 30 minutes, and I mean it when I say it" the man in black clothes said with a warning threats that would always remain in my memory. My dad started walking till we reached the door knob, and opened it, while contemplating, whether to go ahead or not, because I saw the hesitance in his actions, then he immediately st
I allowed myself to rest my weight on the tall tree, as I sigh,the kind of sigh that makes me wonder if this is how my life would continue, I have always dread for the unknown, especially when those bastards came to our house and murdered my parents in cold blood, I felt my life going in the kind of future I never wanted, now they have both the money and my parents, they burnt the house while am left homeless, without a parents to cater for, I let my thoughts go haywire as I continued to wonder if this is how my life would continue, but right now, I don't even know how-to start, I decided on going To one to one of the neighborhood is was known of it's criminal activities, many have wondered how good if good poeple would still exist in that neighborhood but, I don't have a choice I just have to go there because am starving, I just hope I'll find a good Samaritan, I slid down from the tree and started steady strides towards the neighborhood it was about twenty kilometers distanc
That was when I opened my eyes as I felt my tears that I tried so hard to keep them at bay, eventually gushed out like the July rain drops, I Started another session of an uncontrollable tears, I cried for God knows how long, now am lonely, I meant totally lonely, with no one to rely to, no one to tell me, what am doing is wrong or right, no one to make me laugh when am sad, no one to cater for me, when I need catering, then I stood up as I started walking to the stream the stream that has so much memories, because me, my dad and mum, usually come here to have a bathe, to feel the tranquility of the waters, then I deep myself into the waters as I felt nothing but immense pain, the kind of pain that no doctor or psychiatrist can cure, I felt tears already glistening in my eyes, then I continued Sobbing silently, the kind of silence that might seemed akward for many, but it's calming to me, I stayed there for for 2 hours, as I saw the sun was already setting down, then I come out of t
Am Eva, the girl who has seen what I think you yourself, should never think of experiencing, because they're are one of my worse nightmares, the nightmares that never seize to forget me, am very simple, coming from a very simple background, having a noble home, but do you really know the best part about everything All, is I eventually came to have this two bundles of joy, the the kind of unfiltered ecstasy that these bundles give me, is quite unmeasurable, they give me meaning to life, the give me hope when when am In dispair, the creat that unknown sence of security when am lost, they are my beautiful male cubs I bet you guys would wonder what type of realistic world have cubs, for Christ sake, but do you even know the surprising thing, I was also shock as you guys, I was dumbstruck, flabbergasted, just mentioned it, but yet am still here having two Young cubs, am a human like you guys, but yet am having Young Cubs, I guess you Guys Will start to interrogate me with countless quest
I allowed myself to rest my weight on the tall tree, as I sigh,the kind of sigh that makes me wonder if this is how my life would continue, I have always dread for the unknown, especially when those bastards came to our house and murdered my parents in cold blood, I felt my life going in the kind of future I never wanted, now they have both the money and my parents, they burnt the house while am left homeless, without a parents to cater for, I let my thoughts go haywire as I continued to wonder if this is how my life would continue, but right now, I don't even know how-to start, I decided on going To one to one of the neighborhood is was known of it's criminal activities, many have wondered how good if good poeple would still exist in that neighborhood but, I don't have a choice I just have to go there because am starving, I just hope I'll find a good Samaritan, I slid down from the tree and started steady strides towards the neighborhood it was about twenty kilometers distanc
I saw my dad stood up like a man that was very helpless, he tried to come up with a Way to protect his family, but every way just seems impossible, then he eventually said. " I kept the money the money in the forest, we need to go there, so I'll be able to take the money and hand it over to you" he said with a sad expression. "Okay old man, take your old butt and let's head to the forest so we could retrieve the money, I swear to God old man, if you are thinking of some dirty games, you won't leave to see the next day, even your wife won't even leave to see the next hour, much less your son won't leave to see the next 30 minutes, and I mean it when I say it" the man in black clothes said with a warning threats that would always remain in my memory. My dad started walking till we reached the door knob, and opened it, while contemplating, whether to go ahead or not, because I saw the hesitance in his actions, then he immediately st
There was a man in his ending teens, he has long dark hair, cascading down to his back, he has those brown eyes, that are very captivating, with, plumb lips, well carved eyebrows, and a pointed nose, he was very handsome,he was wearing Blue shirt, filled with dirt,and some shorts, he sat under the tree as he felt his life easily slipping away from him, he has tried so hard, his body cleched, wrapped himself up in a ball, as he allowed his tears flow like the July rain drops, he cried till there was no more tears, there was nothing he was feeling at that moment but rather an unmeasurable pain, that can't be cured by any doctor or Psychiatrist , as he remembered , how he is feeling this raw emotions of unquenchable pain."Noohh...nohhh.. please why me, I said why me, why me" he shouted into the cool breeze of the morning, he allowed the last stench of his air to slip away as he succumb to the darkness, he immediately fainted like that was his last energy that he used in shoutin
I immediately look for a right spot so I can hid myself, there was a large box, placed at the center of the basement, so I went behind it, as my emotions are now in a frenzy, I tried to calm my wild thought, but they just kept on going haywire," haha Is this the brave me that wanted to wanted to fight with my dad?, I know I was always a coward but today it's the a extreme level of it"I laughed at myself, right now my emotions are in a mess because as as terrified as fuck, who was I even kidding, me or my dad's "fuck" I caused again, in just minutes ago I was hellbent on being with my dad and Willing to protect him, now here I am, I am feeling scared like a lonely puppy that has being abandoned or neglected. Immediately heard the sound of the basement door like it was being opened gently, my heart now is beating in the wildest pace,the kind of pace that I never knew my heart was even capable of, there were sounds of footsteps, approaching to the box I hid myself, I immediately subcon
Am Eva, the girl who has seen what I think you yourself, should never think of experiencing, because they're are one of my worse nightmares, the nightmares that never seize to forget me, am very simple, coming from a very simple background, having a noble home, but do you really know the best part about everything All, is I eventually came to have this two bundles of joy, the the kind of unfiltered ecstasy that these bundles give me, is quite unmeasurable, they give me meaning to life, the give me hope when when am In dispair, the creat that unknown sence of security when am lost, they are my beautiful male cubs I bet you guys would wonder what type of realistic world have cubs, for Christ sake, but do you even know the surprising thing, I was also shock as you guys, I was dumbstruck, flabbergasted, just mentioned it, but yet am still here having two Young cubs, am a human like you guys, but yet am having Young Cubs, I guess you Guys Will start to interrogate me with countless quest
That was when I opened my eyes as I felt my tears that I tried so hard to keep them at bay, eventually gushed out like the July rain drops, I Started another session of an uncontrollable tears, I cried for God knows how long, now am lonely, I meant totally lonely, with no one to rely to, no one to tell me, what am doing is wrong or right, no one to make me laugh when am sad, no one to cater for me, when I need catering, then I stood up as I started walking to the stream the stream that has so much memories, because me, my dad and mum, usually come here to have a bathe, to feel the tranquility of the waters, then I deep myself into the waters as I felt nothing but immense pain, the kind of pain that no doctor or psychiatrist can cure, I felt tears already glistening in my eyes, then I continued Sobbing silently, the kind of silence that might seemed akward for many, but it's calming to me, I stayed there for for 2 hours, as I saw the sun was already setting down, then I come out of t