Hazel
. . Nathan’s grip tightened around my hand, dragging me towards the stairs that led to the basement of our house. The cold walls of the basement, the pain from healing strangers that flooded the room every night, and the isolation—all from when I was younger—flashed before my eyes. My stomach curled with an unpleasant sensation. I could feel my hands turn cold beneath his grip. “Let me go!” I screamed, my feet grating against the brown marble floor as I tried to plant myself to the ground. Nathan yanked me harder, pulling me down the stairs. My eyes wide in horror as I shook my head erratically. My mind was screaming to fight, but my body was too weak. “No, no, no,” I whimpered, my breath spiralling out of control. “I’m begging you.” My voice hoarse from all the screaming. But all my pleas fell on deaf ears. Even if I was an omega… Even if I was weak… I didn’t deserve this. To be trapped by the man I love or anyone. To die without seeing the beach, strolling through the park…To die without living... to spend my last days locked in a basement, alone. Oraia, my wolf, awoke, stirring something in me. A low growl vibrated from my chest. Her flickering strength coursed through me, urging me to fight. I let my wolf instinct take over as I lowered my head and sank my teeth into his hand. As Nathan winced and his grip faltered, I slithered my hand out of his grip. Adrenaline combusted through me, and with every ounce of strength Oraia could offer, I kicked Nathan, sending him down the stairs. Time seemed to slow, but not for me. Quickly I swung around. ’I have to survive. I needed to escape.’ The words echoed in my head… A fuel to my feet as I darted out of the house. Resisting the pain in my limbs and the sickness churning in my stomach, I propelled forward. The chill night breeze gnawed at my skin, yet it felt like a blessing. My bare feet bruised as they slammed against the hard, tarred road, yet it felt like freedom. My heart thudded in my ears, drowning out the cricketing sounds of the insects and the rustling of the leaves of the tall trees that secluded the house from civilisation. After running for minutes, exhaustion crawled in, and I came to a halt. I pressed my palm against my knees as I bent to catch my breath. The fear of not knowing where to go or where to sleep sank in, but I could care less. Even this road felt so much safer than that house. Drawing in a long breath to run to only heaven knows where, I noticed a dark figure materialising behind me. And before I could react, a rough hand came from behind and clamped over my nose and mouth, muffling my desperate screams. Panic surged through me, and every cell screamed for help as I fought. Frantically, I tapped—clawed at his hands but to no avail. He tightened his grip more and more, and my nostrils struggled to fill my lungs with air. Even with Oraia's strength, I was powerless beneath the man’s grip. The man didn’t smell like an Alpha—definitely wasn’t Nathan. But why was he so strong? Nathan’s words, ‘The world is a dangerous place for wolves like you,’ were the last things that lingered in my mind before everything faded into darkness. . . . My eyes fluttered open, and I jolted up. A sharp throb coursed through my head, and the environment transitioned from a blur into something clearer. Nerves persisted in my stomach as my eyes darted around, scanning the room. The white walls adorned with artwork, the polished floor, the expensive furniture—whose room was this? Was I a prisoner again? As panic once again began to surge in, my fingers sank further into the soft mattress. The door clinked open, and a tall man clad in an all-black suit strode in, a glass of water caught in his hand. “You are awake,” he said with a calm voice, but it made no effort to soothe me. “Here.” He handed me the glass. “First let me apologise for how my man roughly handled you.” My eyes suspiciously jumped between him and the glass. “I’m not thirsty. And where am I?” “A hotel.” Giving a curt nod, he placed the water on the coffee table and settled on the sofa across from me. “I’m sure you are wondering who I am and what I want from you.” His lips curled into a subtle smile. It was cunning... predatory. Many questions flooded my mind, but they refused to slip out. My eyes traced his features—dirty blonde hair and green eyes. To be honest, for the four years I had been married to Nathan, I hadn’t seen any other person Aside from Nathan and the pack doctor, I was excited to see another person. “I’m Felix. Beta of Black Moon Pack, you must be Hazel.” My body tightened. ”How did you know about me?” I questioned it. It wasn’t like I was running around New York. I’m very sure that aside from Nathan and the pack doctor, no one knew about me. “Let’s just say I have been looking for you.” His eyes softened, yet they felt colder than before. “You see, my Alpha—Alpha Elijah—has a broken wolf, and I heard you have the powers to heal any sickness.“ A strange chill rocked my core. Once again I had fallen into the hands of another predator who wanted to take advantage of me. He cocked his head slightly. “And in return, I’d give you anything you want. A huge amount of money, anything you desire.” Anything I desire? I clenched the bedsheets between my fists. Could he add to my life? No. So how could he give me what I desire? A bitter feeling swathed my chest. “But it’s a little bit tricky. Alpha Elijah is the most cynical person I know. He won’t let anyone just touch him all in the name of healing, so you’re going to have to pretend to be Anna, his wife.” I had to pretend to be his wife. It sounded like a stupid idea. I swung my gaze to Felix. “Is he suffering from amnesia, that he won’t know I’m not his wife when he sees me?” “Yes. He has amnesia. He was involved in an accident, and he lost his memory, so he doesn’t know what Anna looks like. And also when Elijah was younger, let’s say he and his father didn’t see eye to eye, which led him to cut ties with the pack and travel to the Netherlands. He stayed there for years and got married there. So no one in the pack knows what Anna looks like.” “I also protect you from whoever you were running from.” My head throbbed as different thoughts waged war in my mind. Although Elijah’s sickness was not an incurable disease, it would still be at the expense of my body. I wanted to turn him down. But if I were to accept his proposal, he would protect me from Nathan, and if I am Luna, I would have enough power to search for a cure for my sickness. On the other hand, if I reject, I’d have no place to stay. If Nathan were to find me, I’d spend the last days of my life locked in the basement, healing disease. Although none of them guaranteed my safety. Nathan was a dead end, while for Elijah there still seemed to be a glimmer of hope. The thought of finding a cure was enough for me to desperately cling to his deal. ”I’ll accept only one condition,” I said with a steady pitch, belying the knots in my stomach. “I would be allowed to go out, and I would perform the role of Luna.” Without wasting time, like he too was desperate, he said, snappingly, “Deal. A lawyer would draft the documents and bring them tomorrow.” His gaze lingered on me as though tainted with sympathy. “The bastard locked you up as though you were a farm animal. Quite a shame. You got married to a man who treated you exactly like your father.” My eyes widened as my gaze locked with his. I have never met Felix in my entire life, so how did this stranger know so much about me? “How did you know about that?” I stuttered. “Let’s say a certain boy always talked about the girl who was locked up by her father.” Did he know Nathan? Then he must have attended my father’s school. Before I could say anything more, Felix rose to his feet. “Goodnight, tomorrow we would have to make you look like Anna before introducing you to Elijah.” Felix headed to the door and turned midway. “Hazel, I know you didn’t ask for this, but you can use this opportunity to have your revenge against Nathan.” He flashed a smile before exiting the room. Sprawling on the bed, I let out a sigh. I was still utterly confused, but two thoughts stuck out. How didn’t I notice that Nathan had caged me just like my father? Is that how blind love was? I couldn’t help but wonder if Nathan ever loved me. If I were nothing but a tool. There was part of me that wanted to hurt him as much as he hurt me, but would that ease the pain? And then as of tomorrow, I will become Anna. Maybe being Anna might change my badly written fate.Hazel . . Morning came all too soon, and with a conflicted heart, I signed the document, bracing myself for whatever the future had in store. Felix had explained that while Elijah might have lost his memory, he could still retain fragments—details he couldn’t fully place but might trigger recognition. To be on the safe side, I had to transform. My black hair was dyed a sharp blonde, and a pair of blue contacts concealed my green eyes. And the woman that stood before me in the mirror looked more like Anna than myself. Morning faded into day and day into night. The hours passed by, completely devoured by restless thoughts and repetitive advice. “Elijah will be here any moment from now,” Felix said. “Remember what I told you; the reason you haven’t been able to see him since he got out of the hospital.” And once again, he rubbed his hand against his trousers. I guess I wasn’t the only one nervous. We both seemed desperate...desperate for the plan to work. He needed to hea
Elijah..Felix leaned on the large executive desk in my office. “Just allow her to heal your wolf, and she can vanish from your life.” He let out a seethed breath of frustration. “I know you still don’t believe her because you felt nothing for her, but that’s how amnesia works; sometimes you also lose feelings for your lover, especially when it’s not love at first sight.”Felix kept blaming my cynicism, insisting I was doubting Anna was my wife.But my problem with Anna ran far deeper than doubt. After returning from the hospital and rummaging through my things, I stumbled across Anna’s diary. I discovered something unsettling.Not only did I discover that I had never loved her, but I also found out Anna had manipulated me into marriage with a fake pregnancy. She also resorted to blackmail, threatening to take her life if I ever left her. And then there was a line in the diary that haunted me. “If I can’t have him, no one will.” The words impelled me to face a horrifying possibilit
Hazel . . Four days after Elijah had informed me about the event we had to attend, I gazed at my reflection in the mirror. The long black gown that hugged my frame. The dangling earrings and the sharp red lipstick contrasted with my blond hair. The gown looked beautiful, but I felt different in it. Was this what Anna would have won? Despite Elijah’s amnesia, I still needed to act in a certain way. “How do you like the outfit, Luna?” Malia questioned. Elijah had hired her two days back. It seemed he felt more comfortable with her cooking than mine. I couldn’t help but wonder if my cooking was that horrible. Shaking off the thoughts, I swung around. My bare back, now visible. Although I had lost weight, my curves were still there. “I think it’s beautiful,” I said, trying to ignore my pale skin that was becoming more pronounced or my eyes that had begun to sink. I’d have to get my medicine as I was looking like a door away from death. Malia gave a respectful nod. “Alph
Hazel . . I grunted as I pushed him off me. “Not even up to two weeks and you have found another Alpha to cling onto,” he said with a bitter tone, inching closer. “That prick couldn't keep his hands off you, could he?” He glanced at my waist. I inched back further into the wall, my heart palpitating. “You don’t get to question me, Nathan.” I bolstered my voice, ignoring every effect his presence had on me. “You said I mean nothing to you, isn’t it? Why are you acting all jealous? Does it hurt to see someone treat me better than you did?” Nathan snorted. “Treat you better than I did?” “Yes,” I lied; I just wanted to hurt Nathan, to make him feel an ounce of pain—regret. “He eats my food when I cook for him,” I said, despite knowing all the food I made Elijah ended up in the trash can. But Nathan didn’t need to know I still grieved him; I still wanted him. I loathed myself for it; considering how he had broken me, I should have let him go. But four years didn’t vanish ov
Hazel . . Love would be the death of me, that I knew—Today was our fourth anniversary, and I had set the dining table with Nathan's favourite dishes, the red candles flickering in the dim light. Despite promising not to miss it, it was already 11 pm, and my husband was still nowhere to be found. I perched on one of the seats. The tap of my fingers against the white marble table melded with the dial tone that echoed through the house that felt empty…it always felt empty. “Do you want to blow my phone up?” Nathan’s voice came from the other end of the phone—cold and distant, yet I felt relief that he had picked up. “Uhm… You might have forgotten, but today is our anniversary and…” “I know what today is, Hazel.” His cold voice froze me. If he knew, then why wasn’t he here? “I’m busy with work. Let’s celebrate another time.” Before I could respond, a woman’s voice came from his end. “Come and join me; I’m lonely.” A voice I have heard one too many times around him
Hazel . . I grunted as I pushed him off me. “Not even up to two weeks and you have found another Alpha to cling onto,” he said with a bitter tone, inching closer. “That prick couldn't keep his hands off you, could he?” He glanced at my waist. I inched back further into the wall, my heart palpitating. “You don’t get to question me, Nathan.” I bolstered my voice, ignoring every effect his presence had on me. “You said I mean nothing to you, isn’t it? Why are you acting all jealous? Does it hurt to see someone treat me better than you did?” Nathan snorted. “Treat you better than I did?” “Yes,” I lied; I just wanted to hurt Nathan, to make him feel an ounce of pain—regret. “He eats my food when I cook for him,” I said, despite knowing all the food I made Elijah ended up in the trash can. But Nathan didn’t need to know I still grieved him; I still wanted him. I loathed myself for it; considering how he had broken me, I should have let him go. But four years didn’t vanish ov
Hazel . . Four days after Elijah had informed me about the event we had to attend, I gazed at my reflection in the mirror. The long black gown that hugged my frame. The dangling earrings and the sharp red lipstick contrasted with my blond hair. The gown looked beautiful, but I felt different in it. Was this what Anna would have won? Despite Elijah’s amnesia, I still needed to act in a certain way. “How do you like the outfit, Luna?” Malia questioned. Elijah had hired her two days back. It seemed he felt more comfortable with her cooking than mine. I couldn’t help but wonder if my cooking was that horrible. Shaking off the thoughts, I swung around. My bare back, now visible. Although I had lost weight, my curves were still there. “I think it’s beautiful,” I said, trying to ignore my pale skin that was becoming more pronounced or my eyes that had begun to sink. I’d have to get my medicine as I was looking like a door away from death. Malia gave a respectful nod. “Alph
Elijah..Felix leaned on the large executive desk in my office. “Just allow her to heal your wolf, and she can vanish from your life.” He let out a seethed breath of frustration. “I know you still don’t believe her because you felt nothing for her, but that’s how amnesia works; sometimes you also lose feelings for your lover, especially when it’s not love at first sight.”Felix kept blaming my cynicism, insisting I was doubting Anna was my wife.But my problem with Anna ran far deeper than doubt. After returning from the hospital and rummaging through my things, I stumbled across Anna’s diary. I discovered something unsettling.Not only did I discover that I had never loved her, but I also found out Anna had manipulated me into marriage with a fake pregnancy. She also resorted to blackmail, threatening to take her life if I ever left her. And then there was a line in the diary that haunted me. “If I can’t have him, no one will.” The words impelled me to face a horrifying possibilit
Hazel . . Morning came all too soon, and with a conflicted heart, I signed the document, bracing myself for whatever the future had in store. Felix had explained that while Elijah might have lost his memory, he could still retain fragments—details he couldn’t fully place but might trigger recognition. To be on the safe side, I had to transform. My black hair was dyed a sharp blonde, and a pair of blue contacts concealed my green eyes. And the woman that stood before me in the mirror looked more like Anna than myself. Morning faded into day and day into night. The hours passed by, completely devoured by restless thoughts and repetitive advice. “Elijah will be here any moment from now,” Felix said. “Remember what I told you; the reason you haven’t been able to see him since he got out of the hospital.” And once again, he rubbed his hand against his trousers. I guess I wasn’t the only one nervous. We both seemed desperate...desperate for the plan to work. He needed to hea
Hazel . . Nathan’s grip tightened around my hand, dragging me towards the stairs that led to the basement of our house. The cold walls of the basement, the pain from healing strangers that flooded the room every night, and the isolation—all from when I was younger—flashed before my eyes. My stomach curled with an unpleasant sensation. I could feel my hands turn cold beneath his grip. “Let me go!” I screamed, my feet grating against the brown marble floor as I tried to plant myself to the ground. Nathan yanked me harder, pulling me down the stairs. My eyes wide in horror as I shook my head erratically. My mind was screaming to fight, but my body was too weak. “No, no, no,” I whimpered, my breath spiralling out of control. “I’m begging you.” My voice hoarse from all the screaming. But all my pleas fell on deaf ears. Even if I was an omega… Even if I was weak… I didn’t deserve this. To be trapped by the man I love or anyone. To die without seeing the beach, strolling thr
Hazel . . Love would be the death of me, that I knew—Today was our fourth anniversary, and I had set the dining table with Nathan's favourite dishes, the red candles flickering in the dim light. Despite promising not to miss it, it was already 11 pm, and my husband was still nowhere to be found. I perched on one of the seats. The tap of my fingers against the white marble table melded with the dial tone that echoed through the house that felt empty…it always felt empty. “Do you want to blow my phone up?” Nathan’s voice came from the other end of the phone—cold and distant, yet I felt relief that he had picked up. “Uhm… You might have forgotten, but today is our anniversary and…” “I know what today is, Hazel.” His cold voice froze me. If he knew, then why wasn’t he here? “I’m busy with work. Let’s celebrate another time.” Before I could respond, a woman’s voice came from his end. “Come and join me; I’m lonely.” A voice I have heard one too many times around him