Go through the darkest of days
Heavens a heartbreak away
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Loud music from a Dj standing on a stage blared through the disco lit popular 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐬&𝐇𝐨𝐞𝐬 club. Two girls, one of which was clad in a mini black v-neck flare gown and a pair of black booty heels accentuating her slender figure. Her gothic makeup rounded up her looks. They arrived in front of the two hefty bouncers in black suit standing on guard. Tola dipped her hands into a silver clutch purse, bringing out a pass card. Both bouncers nodded in approval, giving them a pass. Yara proceeded to step in when one of the them held out his hands to prevent her.
"Passcard?" He asked in a straight tone, glaring down at her which she effortlessly reciprocated the action.
Tola cocked an eyebrow at them.
"She's with me."
They quickly, without another word, gave the both girls a quick pass. Yara gave an eye-roll, already taking notice of the hint of apology which had flashed through their gaze. Shouldering their way through the sea of individuals dancing and twerking. There was something quite off at the way they seemed to look at Tola. Something which she couldn't figure out now maybe because that was the least of her problems. She recalled the earlier conversation she had with Tola after she had showed up so late at her windows. The conversation hadn't been all pleasant coupled with the fact that it had dragged her here.
"Tola?" She had whispered in shock. Her widened eyes scanned the girl who looked dolled up in a mini silver coloured gown and a pair of peach coloured heels accentuating her curves. She looked strangely overexcited as she climbed in through the window.
"What are you..."
"Please don't ask me why I'm here by this time. alright?" She made her way to the duvet covered bed, exploring the dim lighted monochromed room through her contact lens.
Yara rolled her eyes exhaustively. Frankly, she wanted to ask. But this was Tola she was talking to here. The girl who wouldn't say nada to even her own shadow so instead of a 'why are you here?" She rather asked.
"How have you been?"
"As always. You?"
"Horrible. i have the whole world throwing shades at me coupled with me having to face Zaria and her scheming bitchy friend. April." She said, letting out a tired sigh.
"Did they try shit with you? Do you want us to deal with them?" Tola had her fist clenched tightly, giving yara a dead dark look as though she was ready to lay off someone from the surface of the earth.
Yara chuckled "I already handled that."
"How?"
"I told them I was going to gift her with the devil's true colors."
Tola drew her head back, cocking her brows in amusement. Her lips twitching to the side
"Umm...beg to ask what that means?"
Yara smiled, " I actually didn't have words for them so I gave a warning cause I probably wouldn't hesitate to use my fist next time."
"Such a gentle lady." Tola said in a singsong tone causing the latter to throw a scoff at her.
"Is your mum home?"
"Yes. Why? Did you just remember that now"?
She rolled her eyes with a scoff accompanying her actions, "she's a pain. No offense."
Yara frowned, "bitch that's my mum you're talking about."
Tola held out her hand in mock surrender, "alright I'm sorry."
A momentary silence hung around them before Yara called out quietly.
"You didn't actually dress like this to come see me right?"
Tola smirked, " yeah yeah! always the smartass."
"Where were you off to?"
"Clubbing. Wanna come?"
"No."
Tola let out a snort, "of course...B.B must have been taking a toll on you. I almost forgot you were a student."
"I've had a rough day," she grumbled.
Tola drew her lips into a lopsided grin, tossing a small wrapped stuff at her, "this could help."
"What's this?" Yara inquired with eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
"Something different...let's say, it's some part of my business." she replied, taking a piece of paper from the bedside drawer, she poured a little of the substance on the paper before taking a deep inhalation.
Yara scoffed watching Tola's actions, "Drugs?Weed?"
"Yes. " The latter grinned.
"Did you..." she trailed off in dreadful whispers.
"Chill. It's nothing. Besides what's the difference between both of us? You use drugs and I sell them. It's easier for you to even get them now." tola sad the last part with a smile.
"You got to be fucking joking now." Yara sighed in exasperation.
" I needed it badly Yara..." Tola chimed in, letting out a gloomy sigh at Yara's impassive expression, "you don't understand. Do you?"
"How should I?" She snapped in response, " I gave you a hundred thousand Tola. That was my last card and you used it to do some drug business shit."
"Why do you care what I used the money to do? Relax, some people are asleep Besides, I'll pay you back."
"Tola what the fuck is going on with you? You disappeared in a space of 48 hours and suddenly you showed up at my windows acting like everything is good and what? you fucking selling drugs."
"And why does it bother you so much? Since when?! "
"I'm bothered because it hasn't been long since the police chased after you." Yara raised her tone. Running her hair back in irritation.
Tola sighed, plastering a small smile, she drew closer to Yara. "I know you're worried about me. But I'm fine. Trust me."
Yara scoffed, "tell me about it."
"Well, I'm sorry I'm not the one with shifty parents who still have the decency to care about how I live my life alright? " The fair girl snapped angrily
"What?"
"I'm trying to survive Yara and I'm doing all I can to do that but you don't get it cause you have a room over your head you go to not just any school but one of the best and despite how shitty your life is, you still have a place to call a home unlike me who have nothing but a kid leaning on me whom I got to fend for ....." she trailed off, her pupils going huge as she brought her palms over her mouth.
Yara swallowed hard, giving Tola who looked everywhere else except her a bewildered stare , she asked quietly.
"Other things aside, did you just say you have a child?"
"Fuck!" Tola cussed under her breath.
"Was that why your parents...."
"Fucking drop it. Yara. " she snapped, rubbing her palms on her temples.
Yara nodded, biting her lower lips in between her teeth, she gulped down.
"Where are we going anyway?"
Tola's sullen look had quickly lit up excitedly as she began pulling out dresses for her friend who insisted on donning an all black outfit. Needless to say, they both looked beautiful.
•••
Neon lights which looked like police sirens flashed around in a colorful fashion swirling around the bodies strip dancing on iron poles. At the side of the club was a counter with a male bartender wiping glasses whilst taking order from his attendees.
The stench of drugs, cigarettes, sweat and weeds floated through the air, bodies sweating and grinding on each other. Yara lit a stick of cigarettes which she had gotten from the club, puffing the smoke lazily through the air. She scanned around for Tola who seemed to be in a deep conversation with some guy who had dreads and tattoos around his body.
She scowled, watching him run his hands on her bum while Tola who seemed uncomfortable plaster a smile at the pervert. She watched as he kept trying to run his fingers around her bosom. She huffed, tossing the cigarettes away.
"Hey idiot! Get the fuck away from her." she growled. The guy snapped his brows up, sizing her up before running his tongues through his lower lip.
"And who the fuck are you?"
Yara narrowed a pointed glare at him, "someone who wouldn't hesitate to hit your balls if you dare shit with me."
He smirked, "wow, feisty, " throwing her a wink which she scrunched at in disgust, "I like that."
She turned her attention to Tola who had an alarmed look, "let's get out of here."
The guy circled his arms around Tola, pulling her closer to him with a smirk, "she ain't going nowhere baby girl." he whispered placing a kiss on a nervous Tola who shuddered beside him.
The air had intensified around them, attracting a few to the scene. Yara clenched her jaws, lurching at them in seething anger coursing through her. She pushed Tola away from the dread-haired tattooed guy before kneading him in his groin.
"Fuck! Bitch."
He cussed, yelping in pain. His hands clutched onto his groin whilst he gritted his teeth, sending a death glare at Yara who smirked.
Pointing a dark look at him, her gothic eye makeup enhancing her eyes narrowed into deadly slits, "now get the hell away from my friend and never show your rotten face again "
" Yara what the hell do you think you're doing? " Tola hissed, pulling her roughly away.
"You weren't going to stop him from disgustingly touching you that way.”
"That is not your business Yara. What if I fucking wanted him to do that?"
Yara shot back in anger, "then you wouldn't be acting like worms are crawling over you."
"Jeez! what the hell is wrong with you?” Tola growled.
"You need to get your ass fucking laid. Bitch you're overreacting. " dread haired guy leered at Yara.
She glared icily at him, "say that again and I'll hurl your fucking brain out of your skull and feed 'em to street dogs." She warned dangerously.
"For fucksake Yara! I get you didn't want to come here and i practically dragged you, but don't fucking cause a ruckus." Tola yelled in exasperation.
Yara scoffed, staring at her in disbelief, "a ruckus?"
" Yes" Tola muttered profanities under her breath, bringing her gaze back at yara, "he's my boss and you shouldn't have fucking messed with him." she said in a scared undertone.
Yara eyed the tattooed guy who had a leered smirk sprawled on his face in disgust.
"Your boss?! "
Tola said nothing, giving her a dark glare. Yara rolled her eyes at her, drowning a shot of tequila nearby, before stomping out of the club. Tola sighed in exasperation, running her hands through her hair. Dread-haired tattooed guy sneered, draping his arms around her waist.
"Bitch is insane.,” he snorted at Yara's retreating figure, spanking Tola's bum,"get ready, there's work.”
Tola bit her lips, flashing him a faux smile in response.
••••
A wave of fresh air hit her skin, coursing through her nerves as soon as she stepped out of the club. She ran her hands through her air breathing in seething anger.
Fuck! Fuck Tola and everything that happened in there.
She cussed under breath. She knew if she was in Tola's position back in the club, Tola will do the same thing she did or even worse. She was only trying to protect her friend but what? Her boss? A ruckus and all the rubbish she spilled out at her. She fleetingly wondered whatelse Tola did as part of her numerous survival schemes.
Fuck Tola!
She was her closest best friend but now she couldn't help wondering how close they were?
Dipping her hands into a shiny black clutch purse which she carried along, she pulled out a blunt tola had given her. A vague sight of the boy curly hair and coffee eyes lashed through memory downplaying her actions. She grunted, tossing the the blunt in frustration.
What the hell was going on with her? She cussed mentally, rolled another blunt, lit it before holding it in between her Index finger and placing it between her lips. She sucked in deeply, allowing it burn her insides before slowly exhaling. She sighed, feeling quite relieved she traipsied without an apparent plan of going home when a figure bumped into her, spilling drinks all over her body. She stumbled back in annoyance.
"Shit I'm so sorry..." the person apologized in a raspy tone,holding onto her arms to prevent her from falling.
"Why do you have eyes In front of your head if you know you don't use them?" She scowled flapping her hands through her gown.
"I already said sorry alright." he muttered. She brought up her gaze at him.
"You..."
She stopped. Blinking in surprise as he locked his gaze on hers with mouth agape.
"George? "
"What are you doing here?" She asked.
"Clubbing." he replied. His surprised expression morphed into a lopsidedsmile, tossing the rest of the drink away,"did you come with someone? "
"A friend."
"Toby? "
Yara furrowed her brows, "no. Why would I come with toby?"
He bit his lips, pocketing one of his arm into the ripped jean which he wore with a vintage tee and a pair of loafers. He titled his head to the side, revealing a shiny dot earring.
"Dunno. Someone actually claimed to have seen you both in some abandoned classroom. You two seemed pretty close." he replied with an awkward chuckle.
She rolled her eyes, muttering under her breath, "guess I wouldn't be able to breath in that school at all."
" I didn't believe you guys are close anyway. Especially when I saw the way you left the cafeteria." George continued.
"We actually were together in the classroom..." she confirmed, glancing at his surprised expression before adding.
"Talking. "
He gulped, "so...why did you..leave the cafeteria like that?"
"No reason."
"You serious?" he quizzed with a raised eyebrow.
She shrugged, "I'm used to being by myself so I guess when you guys came around I just felt uncomfortable."
George nodded in understanding. Both strolling in side to side steps. He noticed her shudder abit, wrapping her arms around herself.
"Do you mind?" he asked in uncertainty, wondering if he should pull her closer to himself for warmth
"I'm fine." she replied flatly,crushing the butts of the cigarettes with her heels.
"I'm actually surprised you're trying to get used to people around you." he remarked.
She abruptly halted her steps, turning sharply at him, "I don't think that's the case."
"You don't even know him yet you talked with him." George pointed out.
"That's because he seems different." she stated, "sometimes I wonder if he doesn't hear what people say 'bout me because he keeps wanting to talk with me."
"You're not a bad person."
"How sure are you that i'm not? " She asked withe a dry chuckle, "besides, the rumours maybe true."
He fell silent. Well she was right. This was something he didn't know about her and Yara on her part, never tried to deny the rumours, putting up a closed off demeanour.
"Well," she continued. "He was the first person to ask me if I was doing okay." She paused for a moment.
"He actually did ask me. I haven't heard that question in a long long time so I got flustered when he asked. But sometimes.. Infact, I'm not sure about what he is like. He says stuffs that are impossible to believe.. It irks me because I get hopeful. But hope is for dreamers. And I've not known myself to be one. Fuck! I don't even know myself." she let out a dry laugh
"I'm weird right?"
He studied her in silence, the way her perfect small lips curved up when she spoke. Her brown eyes which stared blankly ahead of them. Dark and empty sky empty blanketed the enviroment with only a lone moon standing out. Illuminating the environment in a dim lit fashion. Her alto toned voice filled the silent air around them.
He looked away, gulping hard, "yes...you're weird. Absolutely."
She smiled, "thanks for the obvious."
He laughed in reply, falling in step with her as they both walked through the silent road.
"How 'bout your friend? "
"She'll be fine. L" she deadpanned shuddering again, he averted his gaze at her in concern.
"Are you sure you don't mind my warmth? "
This time she flashed him a warm smile, "I'm fine. Don't make me say thank you.”
He chuckled, "it wouldn't be so bad."
She snorted with a shrug, "I'm bad at being grateful.”
He goggled at her in feigned shock, "weirdo. " he said bursting into laughter alongside Yara who plastered a lopsided grin.
•••
Tuesday seemed like any other regular day at school. Usual students crowding the hallway, prefects raking at the top of their voices to ensure orderly environment. Punishing late comers and students defaulting the school regulations. Toby leaned over the rails a feet apart from the B classroom with his headphones over his ear.
Sarah bounced towards him, greeting her classmates with cheerful hello's and laughter. She pulled the headphone away causing him to groan.
"Seriously? "
She smirked, "you're a student. Act like one.”
He rolled his eyes playfully at her in reply.
"So did you get Yara to choose the what Bluebell's special services she'd like?"
"Nah. She says she really didn't care about that."
Sarah huffed "damn her! What do I do with her now?”
"I dunno, you're the Bluebell's special service president." he smirked.
"I'm not." she replied firmly.
"Yeah you wish. Why else will principal Meyers ask you to handle that? "
She exhaled, "because according to her, I'm the best person to handle this."
"Figures." he agreed making Sarah glare at him.
"Are you going to give me a tip or should l just bury you alive? " he laughed.
"You should try convincing her yourself then." he said suggestively.
"Speak of the devil" Sarah mumbled, her eyes were fixed at the direction of the hallway. Toby trailed his gaze after her, eyes landing on the familiar frame of the beautiful slender girl who had the rest of the students making way for her as she passed by. Her presence commanded that much attention.
She had her hair bounce around her shoulders as she walked past.the familiar 'don't mess with me' expression rested on her face with one of her hands holding the strap of her bag and the other in her skirt pockets. Their gaze locked for a second. Her cold glare and his warm gaze. For a second it was like a collision of storm and sparks. She tore her gaze from him, strutting into her class with her chins held high.
"Are you sure I can stand talking to her though. I don't think I can see that happening." Sarah mumbled out aloud.
"Why? She's human afterall."
She sighed, "yeah...such cold-blooded human.”
" She's just alot more than you can handle." he teased.
Sarah snorted, "yeah seriously. Tell me about it." for a second before she bit her lower lips, scrutinizing him with furrowed eyebrows before exhaling.
"Don't tell me you're trying to be friends with her?"
"Friendships don't start easily. I'm just being human." he said matter of fact.
Sarah grinned, "woah! When did you grow up so well?" She teased.
Toby laughed in reply, "get outta here."
"Are you guys dating? " Debra who had happened to pass by asked suspiciously.
"No."
"Yes. " Sarah chirped, smiling widely. He swerved his attention to her, staring at her like she just exchanged her brain with bricks.
"Awwwnn. You two really look good together." she cooed.
Sarah grinned, running her hands gently through his hair whilst placing a soft kiss on his cheeks, "I know right."
"Have you lost your marbles?" Toby asked at a beaming Sarah.
"Yes, a long time ago." she tugged his cheeks making him grunt, "see you later boyfriend."
He huffed. Jesus Christ! Sarah was a whole lot. Knowing Debra, she was going to soon announce to everyone that they both are dating. Geez! What the fuck was Sarah thinking.
Umm...she never thought! His subconscious reminded him again and he laugh.
★Let you're positive energy be contagious._ Ujuritaellianna√√√"So, let's say a stone is thrown with a velocity of 5ms-1 at an angle of 30° to the horizontal. What would be the time of flight T, maximum height H and range, R. Using (g=10m/s²) ?" The physics teacher who had been going on and on with the topic Projectile Motion, asked. since it was a theoretical physics class, they had not gone to the lab rather had remained in the classroom to do the learning. The whole class settled immediately to solve whatever he asked while Yara had her head lain on her desk. Her head felt like it was going to explode anytime soon especially after she had gone clubbing last night."0.5s." Seun replied in a matter of seconds."Anyone else?" The physics teacher, Mr Korede, asked again, raking his eyes over them in anticipation."(2.22)." another random person eagerly replied. A low mumble broke out from the rest of the other classmates in disagreement "Okay, that's alright. Time's up. Seun, can
★The stars in the sky may be related to the sunand just as brilliant, but they never appear in her company★•••Camera flashlights flickered continuously around her in the monochromed cyan two-pieced suit which she wore with a strapless heel. Her hair parked neatly behind pulling the bosslady kinda look with her makeover as she struck different killer poses under the directions of the exclusive photographer— a chubby guy with long curly hair which he held back with a band. He peered at his camera view finder, taking countless shots at once in full concentration while she did the shoot for STAR ENTERTAINER fashion week cover magazine.Something about the photography guy oddly reminded her of Toby. And no. It was not because of his curly hair and his looks. Infact, compared to toby, he was fairer, chubby, had longer curls, glassy pupils and a shorter in height compared to Toby's iconic tall frame.He just had a familiar way of holding his camera so devotedly as though he was seeing
★He's got heaven in his smileAnd heaven in his eyes★••••She stared hard or rather she glared at her phone screen. A sardonic smile played on her lips as she continued to glare at the bright coloured screen until it turned black, indicating its turn off.Heck!!!It was everywhere. The news entertainment headlines, celebrity scope magazines, Bluebell's top stories and even on the lips of Bluebell's students.April Waje looking stunning in S.E magazine cover. April Waje spotted at exuberant restaurantApril Waje been casted as lead actress alongside Desmond in upcoming drama series10 facts about Nigerians hotshot teenager, April.W which you never knewApril this and April that.April ko. May ni.It was damn annoying.There was nothing special about the so called April that got the media talking. Besides, ten things which no one knew? She scoffed, betting her guts that it was a total rubbish. April would never disclose even a fraction of her life to the media. And Yara? The girl p
How can I love when I'm afraid to fallBut watching you stand alone,All my doubt suddenly goes away Somehow.•••He had his eyes so trained intently on the book like it was some kind of life saving procedure. A pair of clark kents nerdy glasses rested fashionably on his face, framing his looks to look more handsome- like a handsome nerdy type of guy. His lips were pursed in total concentration while his eyes skimmed the lines of each page in interest, his fingers scribbling continuously on the rough book.Typical Seun."Volumetric analysis! " Someone disrupted, "Seriously dude do you ever read things asides chemistry, gravitational waves and neutrons?”He raised his face away from the book, adjusting his glasses to meet the slender girl looking at him incredulously, a the coners of her lips twitched into what could be called a s smile as she stood beside his table, peering into his book."Hey seatie."She arched her brows at him in confusion, "seatie?""Like seatmate..." he explaine
★All the starsAre closer★𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐘-𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐋.'Plant cells are organisms of a kingdom plantae in the basic unit of life. They are...'I was worried sick about you." they are eukaryotic cells having....”How about you go on a drive with me tomorrow after school? “Having a true nucleus along with specialized structures.....”You'd eventually change your mind and i'll wait till you do.Fuck!She cussed aloud. Pushing the the large sized essential biology textbook which she had been trying to get into her head for the past few hours far away from her while accompanying her actions with a groan of annonyance.Like, how the hell did she expect to read when his words kept flashing by her memory. Continuously. Every damn thing he said kept replaying and replaying and replaying and fucking replayed till she lost concentration.And damn! He actually kept to his word because Toby Adewale James-thompson had waited outside her house for the past three hours since school was
★When did we allStart believing in magic★•••Sarah sat at the edge of the pristine walls of 𝒔𝒖𝒈𝒂𝒓 𝒅𝒆 𝒍𝒂 𝒄𝒖𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒆, one of the most popular and expensive eateries in the whole of Port-harcourt city owned by the Okoye's. yes! Sarah Okoye's parents.She stared around in anticipation. Soft music played at the background of the cafe as her eyes roamed around the few number of people seated in different expensive looking tables whilst talking and laughing. They were mostly teenagers, rich and sometimes spoilt teenagers settled in Sugar's mainly because its serene atmosphere and vibe it emitted.The staffs, managers, waiters and all had offered to treat Sarah as a VIP guest knowing she was their boss's daughter but Sarah on her part had politely declined, choosing only to seat at the window while waiting for the one person she was anxious to see. She occasionally found herself staring anxiously at the glassy windows of the eatery in nervousness, excitedly and yes! She was t
★What did you give meTo make my heart bleed out of my chest★•••April stared at the staggering individual who was suppose to be a father figure performing his fatherly duties reek of alcohol. He was standing in the interior of her pretty cool air conditioned room which had a mix of pink and white hue gracing every part of the room including the closets, walls, large mirror frame, reading table -everything.Her queen sized bed dressed in white sheets was covered in a fuzzy pink blanket and decorated with large and some small cute teddy bears which she bought most times and other times got as gifts from fans.The scent of jasmine gave the room a pleasent aura which had now been replaced with the thick irritating smell of hard liquor which had quickly dissipated the nice air into extinction causing the atmosphere seem like she was going to suffocate anytime soon due to fear and anxiety. Standing in the same room with a drunk as her father caused fear to cripple her bones to cripple.
It hurts to know thatI'm alone in the worldIn the midst of so many...•••"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Yara, happy birthday to you.” Yara fluttered her eyes open to see the happy faces of her parents, sister Josie, Eliakim and even benny singing for her with a small cake written Happy twelve years old Yara.Her mum gathered them all to pray for her, "dear God as my sweet little daughter becomes plus one today, I pray you'll be with her, guide her every step in life. Be her light in darkness and May her years be as pleasant and full of fulfilment. Amen""Amen " they all said in unison."Happy birthday my baby girl, I love you so much." her mother said, tugging her cheeks playfully as she engulfed her in a tight embrace."I love you too mummy." she replied kissing her mum softly on her cheeks. Her mum pulled away giving space to her dad who had crouched down to her bed with a proud smile, cutting a piece of the cake before feeding it to her."My
𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭: Chapter 7&8 / Beautiful pain by Sia ft Young thugChapter 12/ Let me love you by Justin Bieber ft DJ snakeChapter 14/ 48 laws of power (a non-fiction book)Chapter 16/ A thousand years by Christiana PerriChapter 17/ all the stars by Kendrick Lamar ft SZAChapter 18/ Daises by Katy PerryChapter 19/ Lalala by PentatonixChapter 23/ Maybe IDK by Jon BellionChapter 24 & 25 / Anyone by Justin BieberChapter 26/ Casanova by Nasty CChapter 27& 28 / same as chapter 17Chapter 29/ Broken by Anson SeabraChapter 30/ Alone by Alan WalkerChapter 32&33/ River of tears by Alessia CaraChapter 34/ Heaven by Julia MichaelsChapter 35 & 36/ Holy by Justin Bieber ft ChanceChapter 38/ Wolves by Selena GomezTequila & Butterflies/ Memories by Maroon 5Chapter 21 & 37/ I can't remember tho. Maybe you can look it up on any music app using the lyrics.The rest of the chapters without a music lyrics but a quote was the ones written by me. Also, by a friend of mine.☺️☺️Thank yo
𝑯𝒆𝒓𝒆'𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒕, 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒕, ’𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒆'𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉.𝑻𝒐𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚, 𝒕𝒐𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚 , '𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌,𝒀𝒐𝒖.•••15 years later.The compound was vast and neatly organized, there were pine trees planted at each side of the avenue leading to the white building situated inside, a water fountain stood in the middle of the compound.A BMW car parked silky in the underground parking lot, opening the car doors, was a pair of sleek black stilettos gracefully complimenting the beige trousers, white bodysuit and a b
♠It's been a long day without you my friend,and I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.♠•••The graduation ceremony for Bluebell student's was going to hit off in the next one hour at the school auditorium. Everyone was excitedly talking about the graduation the same way they talked about her housewarming party. She could still feel her head pound from the too many alcohol, loud music and dancing. Almost everyone at school knew about their prom-at- home party because April had gone live on social media, showing off her designer's outfit which was a limited edition, Sarah who wore a chef look with a makeover that made her so gorgeous. She even captioned under her picture; 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑒𝑥𝑦 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑓 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 𝑖𝑡. And then, there was Yara wearing a butterfly look which April made her open an Instagram account and caption something that read; 𝐵𝑢𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑠 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑
♠𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒖𝒍𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝒃𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆_Ujuritaellianna•••It's mid afternoon and the girls are sprawled on the floor, looking over the boxes and decorations they've managed to pull off so far, the house decorations wasn't so different from the one Yara had in her room, she had said it reminded her of change and she wished to maintain it. It was a large two bedroom apartment that had a spacious sitting room with a dining table, a kitchen and three toilets. At one side of her sitting room which was fully furnished was a scented candle lit up around on a fancy table surrounded by fresh flowers and Toby and Josie's framed pictures.It had becoming her usual routine to say a word of prayer for him, lit the candles and keep it covered in a glass jar while replacing the flowers too. A routine she had just finished along with the girls who had helped doing the house design.“Yara, you really sure you can keep up with this?" April asked in concern.“Yeah, I thought you'd mo
♠𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏, 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒃𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒅._Ujuritaellianna•She sat idly Infront of her laptop, not really idle nervously excited about opening the mail she had just received from a hospital who needed a health care assistant.She had applied for a job through her volunteer service in the health centre she did a part time coupled with St.patrick's hospital did a recommendation for her volunteer service, she'd confidently applied but wasn't sure she was going to get it since she didn't have an O level certificate.Staring at the mail now and torn between excitement and a lurk of disappointment, she couldn't bring herself to click it open until a knock disrupted. It was Benny. She wasn't dressed in the usual uniform she wore and stood religiously at the door, she infact looked different in the floral dress and Crocs with her hair falling across her shoulders. And it struck Yara how alike they looked with both of their hairs falling across their shoulders. She said
♠You shoot me down, but I won't fall,I am titanium.♠Week 4."It's called rebranding." Reya smiled, sipping the glass of juice gingerly."What does that mean?" "Good question.” she leaned in further, "it's like doing away with those issues that weigh you down and taking on the good side of why you're alive despite everyone.""But there is no good side of life when you lose your sister and years later your boyfriend or when you get molested and thrown into a juvenile because no one believes your story rather think you're a demon of some kind and there's absolutely no good side of life when your parents treat you like shit and lie to your face everytime." she scoffed, "so tell me, what's the good there?" Reya nodded affirmatively, "i understand, Yara. I do because you have every right to feel this kind of way and I don't want to be that person who would just like to tell you to move on. I can assure you, it's not so easy as anyone would tell you." she paused, taking in a deep breat
♠𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕, 𝒂 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒆𝒅. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆, 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒚 𝒃𝒊𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔._Ujuritaellianna•“Does running away solve anything at all?” Yara stared back at the woman who was offering tea for the second time, placing the paper cup dedicatedly like it was glass. Her countenance was impassive and blank as though she hadn't just finished listening to Yara's story and asking that question. “It's soothing. Doesn't solve anything but it's better than turning to drugs and alcohol for help.” The woman smiled, “Have you tried to reach out to them again?” “No. I don't know if they ever want me. Sometimes I think I'm some kind of bad charm, I attract only the bad things to people around me and myself. ” Reya said nothing, urging her to go on. “Josie thought I was a small butterfly when I was little. Like I could change the world or something. Toby thought th
♠𝑃𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑖𝑛𝑔. 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑢𝑓𝑓𝑜𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑖𝑡. ♠_April Waje•••“It's day 28 Yara, would you like us to talk about anything?” The woman's office was spacious, a fluffy rug blanketed the floors, the lights had been turned off and only some candle lights in its holder illuminated the room, the AC hummed soft air and a large cushion rested at a corner of the room, a bit apart from where the tea maker was kept. Yara said nothing except to sit still and stare blankly into space. She was aware of her environment, she was aware of the woman who had calmly been entertaining her silence for almost a month, she was aware of the reason she had come to her in the first place. She was aware that the woman, Chimereya also called Reya was her therapist ever since Toby's demise.It didn't make her speak. She hardly
♠𝑻𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒉𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒇𝒖𝒍. 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔, 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒓 𝒖𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚.♠•••𝐀 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫. Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Tobyyyy, happy birthday to you. Hip hip hip!!!Hooray!!!Camera clicks Laughters and more smiles. The air was contagious, cherry smiles and nude joy enlivened the rooftop of the hospital lobby which was devoid of people except for Yara, Sarah, George, April and a truckload of wrapped gifts stacked at one side and flowers and birthday wishes from schoolmates who according to Yara, weren't invited. "Today isn't my birthday. Y'all didn't have to do this." He grinned widely at all of them gathered."Actually, it was your girlfriend's idea." Sarah interjected and he fixated an arched brow at Yara who let out a gleeful sigh."I know. I just really wanted to throw you a part