β ππππ ππ π ππππ‘ππππ ππ’πππππ. πΌπ‘'π πππ πππππ¦ π π’ππππππ‘πππ πππ π¦ππ’ ππππππππ¦ π€ππ’ππ πππ£ππ π’πππππ π‘πππ ππ π¦ππ’'π£π πππ£ππ ππππ π‘βπππ’πβ ππ‘. β _April Wajeβ’β’β’βIt's day 28 Yara, would you like us to talk about anything?β The woman's office was spacious, a fluffy rug blanketed the floors, the lights had been turned off and only some candle lights in its holder illuminated the room, the AC hummed soft air and a large cushion rested at a corner of the room, a bit apart from where the tea maker was kept. Yara said nothing except to sit still and stare blankly into space. She was aware of her environment, she was aware of the woman who had calmly been entertaining her silence for almost a month, she was aware of the reason she had come to her in the first place. She was aware that the woman, Chimereya also called Reya was her therapist ever since Toby's demise.It didn't make her speak. She hardly
β πΎπππ πππ πππππ ππππ ππππππ, π ππππ ππ ππ π πππ . π¨ππ π° ππππ ππ ππππ'π ππππ πππ πππππππ, ππ πππ ππππ πππ ππ ππ ππππππππ._Ujuritaelliannaβ’βDoes running away solve anything at all?β Yara stared back at the woman who was offering tea for the second time, placing the paper cup dedicatedly like it was glass. Her countenance was impassive and blank as though she hadn't just finished listening to Yara's story and asking that question. βIt's soothing. Doesn't solve anything but it's better than turning to drugs and alcohol for help.β The woman smiled, βHave you tried to reach out to them again?β βNo. I don't know if they ever want me. Sometimes I think I'm some kind of bad charm, I attract only the bad things to people around me and myself. β Reya said nothing, urging her to go on. βJosie thought I was a small butterfly when I was little. Like I could change the world or something. Toby thought th
β You shoot me down, but I won't fall,I am titanium.β Week 4."It's called rebranding." Reya smiled, sipping the glass of juice gingerly."What does that mean?" "Good question.β she leaned in further, "it's like doing away with those issues that weigh you down and taking on the good side of why you're alive despite everyone.""But there is no good side of life when you lose your sister and years later your boyfriend or when you get molested and thrown into a juvenile because no one believes your story rather think you're a demon of some kind and there's absolutely no good side of life when your parents treat you like shit and lie to your face everytime." she scoffed, "so tell me, what's the good there?" Reya nodded affirmatively, "i understand, Yara. I do because you have every right to feel this kind of way and I don't want to be that person who would just like to tell you to move on. I can assure you, it's not so easy as anyone would tell you." she paused, taking in a deep breat
β π¨ππ πππππ, π° ππ πππππ πππππ ππππ ._Ujuritaelliannaβ’She sat idly Infront of her laptop, not really idle nervously excited about opening the mail she had just received from a hospital who needed a health care assistant.She had applied for a job through her volunteer service in the health centre she did a part time coupled with St.patrick's hospital did a recommendation for her volunteer service, she'd confidently applied but wasn't sure she was going to get it since she didn't have an O level certificate.Staring at the mail now and torn between excitement and a lurk of disappointment, she couldn't bring herself to click it open until a knock disrupted. It was Benny. She wasn't dressed in the usual uniform she wore and stood religiously at the door, she infact looked different in the floral dress and Crocs with her hair falling across her shoulders. And it struck Yara how alike they looked with both of their hairs falling across their shoulders. She said
β π»ππ πππππ ππ ππππππ: ππ ππππ_Ujuritaelliannaβ’β’β’It's mid afternoon and the girls are sprawled on the floor, looking over the boxes and decorations they've managed to pull off so far, the house decorations wasn't so different from the one Yara had in her room, she had said it reminded her of change and she wished to maintain it. It was a large two bedroom apartment that had a spacious sitting room with a dining table, a kitchen and three toilets. At one side of her sitting room which was fully furnished was a scented candle lit up around on a fancy table surrounded by fresh flowers and Toby and Josie's framed pictures.It had becoming her usual routine to say a word of prayer for him, lit the candles and keep it covered in a glass jar while replacing the flowers too. A routine she had just finished along with the girls who had helped doing the house design.βYara, you really sure you can keep up with this?" April asked in concern.βYeah, I thought you'd mo
β It's been a long day without you my friend,and I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.β β’β’β’The graduation ceremony for Bluebell student's was going to hit off in the next one hour at the school auditorium. Everyone was excitedly talking about the graduation the same way they talked about her housewarming party. She could still feel her head pound from the too many alcohol, loud music and dancing. Almost everyone at school knew about their prom-at- home party because April had gone live on social media, showing off her designer's outfit which was a limited edition, Sarah who wore a chef look with a makeover that made her so gorgeous. She even captioned under her picture; πΌ βππ‘π πππππ π ππ₯π¦ ππ’π‘ πΌ'π π πβππ π π πΌ πππ'π‘ βπππ ππ‘. And then, there was Yara wearing a butterfly look which April made her open an Instagram account and caption something that read; π΅π’π‘π‘πππππππ πππππ π‘πππ π‘π ππππ π‘βπππ π€ππππ πππ
π―πππ'π ππ πππ ππππ ππππ ππ πππ, ππππππ ππ πππ ππππ πππ ππππ ππππ πππ πππ'ππ πππ, βπππππ πππ π πππππ πππππ ππππ πππ πππ ππππππππ ππ ππππππππππ ππ'ππ ππππ πππππππ.π»ππππ ππ πππ ππππ ππππ πππ ππ, πππππ ππ πππ ππππ ππππ ππ ππππ ππ πππ πππ , 'πππππ πππ π πππππ πππππ ππππ πππ πππ ππππππππ πππ πππ ππππππππ πππππ ππππ ππππππππ πππππ ππππ,πππ.β’β’β’15 years later.The compound was vast and neatly organized, there were pine trees planted at each side of the avenue leading to the white building situated inside, a water fountain stood in the middle of the compound.A BMW car parked silky in the underground parking lot, opening the car doors, was a pair of sleek black stilettos gracefully complimenting the beige trousers, white bodysuit and a b
ππ¨π§π ππ«πππ’π: Chapter 7&8 / Beautiful pain by Sia ft Young thugChapter 12/ Let me love you by Justin Bieber ft DJ snakeChapter 14/ 48 laws of power (a non-fiction book)Chapter 16/ A thousand years by Christiana PerriChapter 17/ all the stars by Kendrick Lamar ft SZAChapter 18/ Daises by Katy PerryChapter 19/ Lalala by PentatonixChapter 23/ Maybe IDK by Jon BellionChapter 24 & 25 / Anyone by Justin BieberChapter 26/ Casanova by Nasty CChapter 27& 28 / same as chapter 17Chapter 29/ Broken by Anson SeabraChapter 30/ Alone by Alan WalkerChapter 32&33/ River of tears by Alessia CaraChapter 34/ Heaven by Julia MichaelsChapter 35 & 36/ Holy by Justin Bieber ft ChanceChapter 38/ Wolves by Selena GomezTequila & Butterflies/ Memories by Maroon 5Chapter 21 & 37/ I can't remember tho. Maybe you can look it up on any music app using the lyrics.The rest of the chapters without a music lyrics but a quote was the ones written by me. Also, by a friend of mine.βΊοΈβΊοΈThank yo
ππ¨π§π ππ«πππ’π: Chapter 7&8 / Beautiful pain by Sia ft Young thugChapter 12/ Let me love you by Justin Bieber ft DJ snakeChapter 14/ 48 laws of power (a non-fiction book)Chapter 16/ A thousand years by Christiana PerriChapter 17/ all the stars by Kendrick Lamar ft SZAChapter 18/ Daises by Katy PerryChapter 19/ Lalala by PentatonixChapter 23/ Maybe IDK by Jon BellionChapter 24 & 25 / Anyone by Justin BieberChapter 26/ Casanova by Nasty CChapter 27& 28 / same as chapter 17Chapter 29/ Broken by Anson SeabraChapter 30/ Alone by Alan WalkerChapter 32&33/ River of tears by Alessia CaraChapter 34/ Heaven by Julia MichaelsChapter 35 & 36/ Holy by Justin Bieber ft ChanceChapter 38/ Wolves by Selena GomezTequila & Butterflies/ Memories by Maroon 5Chapter 21 & 37/ I can't remember tho. Maybe you can look it up on any music app using the lyrics.The rest of the chapters without a music lyrics but a quote was the ones written by me. Also, by a friend of mine.βΊοΈβΊοΈThank yo
π―πππ'π ππ πππ ππππ ππππ ππ πππ, ππππππ ππ πππ ππππ πππ ππππ ππππ πππ πππ'ππ πππ, βπππππ πππ π πππππ πππππ ππππ πππ πππ ππππππππ ππ ππππππππππ ππ'ππ ππππ πππππππ.π»ππππ ππ πππ ππππ ππππ πππ ππ, πππππ ππ πππ ππππ ππππ ππ ππππ ππ πππ πππ , 'πππππ πππ π πππππ πππππ ππππ πππ πππ ππππππππ πππ πππ ππππππππ πππππ ππππ ππππππππ πππππ ππππ,πππ.β’β’β’15 years later.The compound was vast and neatly organized, there were pine trees planted at each side of the avenue leading to the white building situated inside, a water fountain stood in the middle of the compound.A BMW car parked silky in the underground parking lot, opening the car doors, was a pair of sleek black stilettos gracefully complimenting the beige trousers, white bodysuit and a b
β It's been a long day without you my friend,and I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.β β’β’β’The graduation ceremony for Bluebell student's was going to hit off in the next one hour at the school auditorium. Everyone was excitedly talking about the graduation the same way they talked about her housewarming party. She could still feel her head pound from the too many alcohol, loud music and dancing. Almost everyone at school knew about their prom-at- home party because April had gone live on social media, showing off her designer's outfit which was a limited edition, Sarah who wore a chef look with a makeover that made her so gorgeous. She even captioned under her picture; πΌ βππ‘π πππππ π ππ₯π¦ ππ’π‘ πΌ'π π πβππ π π πΌ πππ'π‘ βπππ ππ‘. And then, there was Yara wearing a butterfly look which April made her open an Instagram account and caption something that read; π΅π’π‘π‘πππππππ πππππ π‘πππ π‘π ππππ π‘βπππ π€ππππ πππ
β π»ππ πππππ ππ ππππππ: ππ ππππ_Ujuritaelliannaβ’β’β’It's mid afternoon and the girls are sprawled on the floor, looking over the boxes and decorations they've managed to pull off so far, the house decorations wasn't so different from the one Yara had in her room, she had said it reminded her of change and she wished to maintain it. It was a large two bedroom apartment that had a spacious sitting room with a dining table, a kitchen and three toilets. At one side of her sitting room which was fully furnished was a scented candle lit up around on a fancy table surrounded by fresh flowers and Toby and Josie's framed pictures.It had becoming her usual routine to say a word of prayer for him, lit the candles and keep it covered in a glass jar while replacing the flowers too. A routine she had just finished along with the girls who had helped doing the house design.βYara, you really sure you can keep up with this?" April asked in concern.βYeah, I thought you'd mo
β π¨ππ πππππ, π° ππ πππππ πππππ ππππ ._Ujuritaelliannaβ’She sat idly Infront of her laptop, not really idle nervously excited about opening the mail she had just received from a hospital who needed a health care assistant.She had applied for a job through her volunteer service in the health centre she did a part time coupled with St.patrick's hospital did a recommendation for her volunteer service, she'd confidently applied but wasn't sure she was going to get it since she didn't have an O level certificate.Staring at the mail now and torn between excitement and a lurk of disappointment, she couldn't bring herself to click it open until a knock disrupted. It was Benny. She wasn't dressed in the usual uniform she wore and stood religiously at the door, she infact looked different in the floral dress and Crocs with her hair falling across her shoulders. And it struck Yara how alike they looked with both of their hairs falling across their shoulders. She said
β You shoot me down, but I won't fall,I am titanium.β Week 4."It's called rebranding." Reya smiled, sipping the glass of juice gingerly."What does that mean?" "Good question.β she leaned in further, "it's like doing away with those issues that weigh you down and taking on the good side of why you're alive despite everyone.""But there is no good side of life when you lose your sister and years later your boyfriend or when you get molested and thrown into a juvenile because no one believes your story rather think you're a demon of some kind and there's absolutely no good side of life when your parents treat you like shit and lie to your face everytime." she scoffed, "so tell me, what's the good there?" Reya nodded affirmatively, "i understand, Yara. I do because you have every right to feel this kind of way and I don't want to be that person who would just like to tell you to move on. I can assure you, it's not so easy as anyone would tell you." she paused, taking in a deep breat
β πΎπππ πππ πππππ ππππ ππππππ, π ππππ ππ ππ π πππ . π¨ππ π° ππππ ππ ππππ'π ππππ πππ πππππππ, ππ πππ ππππ πππ ππ ππ ππππππππ._Ujuritaelliannaβ’βDoes running away solve anything at all?β Yara stared back at the woman who was offering tea for the second time, placing the paper cup dedicatedly like it was glass. Her countenance was impassive and blank as though she hadn't just finished listening to Yara's story and asking that question. βIt's soothing. Doesn't solve anything but it's better than turning to drugs and alcohol for help.β The woman smiled, βHave you tried to reach out to them again?β βNo. I don't know if they ever want me. Sometimes I think I'm some kind of bad charm, I attract only the bad things to people around me and myself. β Reya said nothing, urging her to go on. βJosie thought I was a small butterfly when I was little. Like I could change the world or something. Toby thought th
β ππππ ππ π ππππ‘ππππ ππ’πππππ. πΌπ‘'π πππ πππππ¦ π π’ππππππ‘πππ πππ π¦ππ’ ππππππππ¦ π€ππ’ππ πππ£ππ π’πππππ π‘πππ ππ π¦ππ’'π£π πππ£ππ ππππ π‘βπππ’πβ ππ‘. β _April Wajeβ’β’β’βIt's day 28 Yara, would you like us to talk about anything?β The woman's office was spacious, a fluffy rug blanketed the floors, the lights had been turned off and only some candle lights in its holder illuminated the room, the AC hummed soft air and a large cushion rested at a corner of the room, a bit apart from where the tea maker was kept. Yara said nothing except to sit still and stare blankly into space. She was aware of her environment, she was aware of the woman who had calmly been entertaining her silence for almost a month, she was aware of the reason she had come to her in the first place. She was aware that the woman, Chimereya also called Reya was her therapist ever since Toby's demise.It didn't make her speak. She hardly
β π»πππππ πππ πππππππ. π»πππ ππππ. π©ππ ππππ ππππ ππ ππ πππππ πππππππ ππππ πππππ, ππ'π πππ ππ ππππ ππππ ππ ππππ ππ ππππ πππππππ.β β’β’β’π π¦π¨π§ππ‘ πππππ«. Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Tobyyyy, happy birthday to you. Hip hip hip!!!Hooray!!!Camera clicks Laughters and more smiles. The air was contagious, cherry smiles and nude joy enlivened the rooftop of the hospital lobby which was devoid of people except for Yara, Sarah, George, April and a truckload of wrapped gifts stacked at one side and flowers and birthday wishes from schoolmates who according to Yara, weren't invited. "Today isn't my birthday. Y'all didn't have to do this." He grinned widely at all of them gathered."Actually, it was your girlfriend's idea." Sarah interjected and he fixated an arched brow at Yara who let out a gleeful sigh."I know. I just really wanted to throw you a part