Chapter 1
Denisse POV
"Den"
"Sisirain ko na 'tong pinto mo pagagawan na lang kita ng bago"
"Ba't antahimik mo"
"You've done baby?"
"Hahatid ka na namin baka mapano ka pa"
Kanina pa sila dyan sa pinto ng kwarto ko. They are not allowed to enter. One rule that I want them to follow is that never enter my room.
"Saglit lang mga kuya matatapos na ako!"sigaw ko lang dahil paniguradong hindi sila titigil kakasalita dun.
Worst case pasukin na naman ang kwarto ko.
Agad na akong lumabas nung natapos ako sa pag-aayos. I'm wearing my uniform. A white blouse with a dark green blazer and the also the dark green miniskirt. Hinayaan kong nakalugay ang buhok kong mahaba at naglagay ng flower clip.
"Sige mga Kuya, una na ko"sabi ko dun sa limang kalalakihan na nakahilera sa labas ng pinto ko. I gave my thumbs up to the one on the left.
Hinarap ko sila at huminga ng malalim, kelangan ko sabihin ang mga paalala ko sa kanila kung hindi disaster na naman ang uuwian ko.
"Kaya ko na ito mga Kuya. First, walang magsisira ng kahit anong gamit, second walang babaeng dadalhin dito, isusumbong ko kayo kay dad and lastly I love you all"tumakbo na ako palabas kahit pa kung anu-ano sinisigaw nila.
Haayy mahirap talaga magpalaki ng mga Kuya. Our Dad is an OFW. I am the only one that still studying in our family. Nilakad ko ang papunta sa school dahil malapit lang naman sa bahay at para makatipid na rin.
Nag-iipon na ako para sa graduation fee at mga kailangan bilhin, ayokong si Dad or sila Kuya pa ang mamroblema nun.
Nakarating naman kaagad ako sa Santa Lucia College, I'm a fourth year college despite of my age. I guess it runs in the blood, it just that my brothers prefer following norms that they didn't accept the acceleration that was once offered to them.
Habang naglalakad ako maraming nakatingin. Maybe because of my uniform. I folded our longsleeve blazer up to my elbow. Bakit ba naman kase longsleeve ang uniform namain, hindi naman ganun kalamig dito. The length of my skirt is in my midtight, mas maikli sa normal na suot ng iba, also mainit kung aabot pa sa tuhod ang palda.
Our relatives often say that I'm the blacksheep. I don't know why or because they caught me drinking and smoking... to be honest that is the first and the last time that I try smoking, it doesn't taste nice anyway.
Oh and I also try gambling and yeah it is addicting, also because I can gain money. I also try kissing any guy as long as my dad or brothers are out of that place. But I am serious on my studies, nakakainis kasi sa bahay na ako na lang ang nag-aaral. I don't like home schooling kaya nung pinayagan na akong mag-aral sa school talaga. I'm living it to the fullest.
I don't have a friend and I think it is because of my age, they think highly of themselves. Also I don't have a boyfriend because I always see anyone that is crying because their boyfriend/girlfriend cheat etcetera etcetera blah blah blah. Not my thing.
Roll eyes to them.
And having a schoolmate boyfriend is a big no, a big N-O for me because?why not, PDA always, yuck.
Dumiretso na ako sa classroom ko na may maingay na paligid... ulit. Malapit na kase ang Basketball League kaya our basketball team is preparing. It also means everyone is exhausting their voice.
"Sana naman wala ng klase, ang ingay ng gym"umupo na ako sa upuan ko na nasa unahang pwesto. I'm still early but something is not right. Wala akong nakita ni isang kaklase na nasa loob ng room that usually may mga bag na nakaupo sa upuan because apparently their owner likes to stroll just to scan the whole school or maybe hunts people, pero ngayon ako lang mag-isa ang nandito.
"WAHHHHHHHH! ANG GALING GALING NYOOOO!"
"AHHHHHH! GO TEAM!"
"AKIN KA NA LANGGGG GILIWWW~!"
I started to read our modules kahit na may gulo na ata sa gym dahil sa mga chireer na sigaw ng sigaw. Hinihiling ko lang sana na uminom sila ng tubig pagkatapos, yung malamig na tubig.
"Hey wala tayong klase"tinignan ko ang nagsalita. Charmaine Alcantara, our Class President. Hindi ko napansin ang pagpasok niya. Tiniklop ko na agad ang libro ko.
"Okay"I started to get my things.
"Walang nagtext sayo, I forwarded the message to our Secretary"she said and realization dawned on me.
"Nagtakha ka pa"I said with a tone that says dapat alam na niya.
Didn't she notice that our classmates doesn't like me.
"Buti na lang pala pumunta ako dito"
"Yeah, thanks. I'll go ahead"lumabas na ako ng classroom. Her kindness is gross.
Hindi ko sinama ang libro namin sa loob ng bag at hinayaan ko itong nasa kamay ko. Kailangan kong magbasa.
I keep reading our module while walking and I totally tune off the surroundings.
Halfway through the gate, I felt a bump on my shoulder at nahulog ang librong hawak ko.
"Sorry"agad ko nang dinampot ang libro at umalis. Baka ako lang ang mapasama. I already apologize and no harm was done.
Lumabas na ako ng school dahil panigurado namang wala nang klase ang magaganap. I go to the nearby street vendors.
I am hungry.
"Kuya yun uli"kumuha ako ng pera sa bag ko at inabot kay Manong, my most fav seller here.
"Ang aga mo ata Den"sabi niya habang nagpapatuloy sa pagluluto ng fishball at kikiam.
"Hehe wala daw pong klase eh nakalimutan ko pa magdala ng damit"nilapag ko ang bag ko sa tabi ni Manong Kito. Inayos ko ang pagkakatupi ng long sleeve ko at sinigurado ang pag kakaayos nito.
Si Mang Kito ay matagal nang nagtitinda dito at mabenta talaga ang mga tinda niyang fishball, kikiam, squid ball tas kumpleto pa siya ng tinda.
Nakasundo ko na siya dahil sa araw araw na pagpunta at pagbili ko dito.
"Umuwi ka na lang sa inyo"napangiwi ako.
"Ayoko po paniguradong nandoon pa sila Kuya"
"O anung gagawin mo ngayon?"gumuhit ang ngiti sa labi ko.
"Tutulungan ka pong magtinda"
"Itong bata na 'to talaga paniguradong ubos na naman tinda ko nere hahahaha"nangiti ako sa tinuran niya.
Syempre ako magtitinda eh. I thought.
"Kailangan nyo pong maaga makauwi diba po ngayon ang anniversary nyo ng asawa nyo. Sana all po"
"Sige na nga basta tandaan mo lagi ang paalala ko sayo"
"Opo ang huwag basta basta pupulot ng kung anu ano. Noted po"I answered not minding it a thought, ang gulo naman kasi ng payo niya. Tinuloy na lang namin ang pagluluto at pagtitinda.
Cury's POV
"Tapos na practice Cap"lumapit si Leb sa akin, sinasalubong ako at sumabay maglakad papunta sa bench. Kababalik ko lang galing sa office ni coach at sinabihan niya ako ng mga gagawin namin ngayong practice, lalo na't malapit na ang League kailangan naming manalo.
He is Leb Sebastian, also a basketball player.
"Nakapili ka na ba Cap?"tanong naman ni Cob habang nagdidribol ng bola at nasa gitna ng court.
Siya naman si Cobbi Trinidad. The two of them are my buddy since childhood that's why they really know me.
"No. Hindi ako umuulit at ayoko ng may sabit"inayos ko na ang mga gamit ko. We've done for today. Kailangan rin naman namin ng pahinga. Puspusan na ang practice, lalo pa yung bagong training menu na binigay ni Coach dahil malapit na ang laban. Nakakahiya naman kung huling pagiging captain ko hindi pa mananalo. And I am aiming to be the MVP again.
"Tara na"aya ko sa iba pang player. Kaagad tumabi sa akin sila Leb at Cob, ang pinaka-kasundo ko. Nung nakalabas na lahat sinirado ko na ang pinto ng gym. Rules of coach, I will be the last one to be left in the gym and also the one who comes first.
"Himala at wala kang pinagpapansin sa mga naghuhumiyaw mong fansss"natatawang ani ni Leb, may diin pa sa s nung sinabi ang salitang fans habang nakatingin sa likuran namin. Panigurado may nakasunod na naman. Nasanay na lang akong hindi sila pansinin.
Malinaw naman sa kanila na isang beses lang iyon, ba't ang kukulit nila.
"Dude magiging malungkot ba ang gabi mo mamaya"tapik sa akin ni Cob. Suot namin ang jersey ng basketball team at bitbit ang bag. Papasok pa rin kami ng klase pero pagdating ng 3rd period pwede na kaming i-excuse.
"Ofcourse not, may lakad kase ako mamaya"bumaling na ako kay Cob. Nakita kong nakangiwi na siya at pasimpleng nakatingin sa likod namin.
Mukhang nabibingi na siya sa ingay nila.
"Ma... ni... wa... la. Ikaw pa hahahaha"he said while eyeing me like I'm gonna do something suspicious.
"Loko wag mo ko itulad sayo hahaha"I palmed his face. Masyadong patawa but kinda true.
But... I need to be careful again. Uuwi na si Mom kailangan ko na namang maglinis ng condo at ayusin ang mga gamit dun. Ang dami ko na namang gagawin. Kailangan ko nang planuhin kung paano ko aayusin at kailan ko aayusin. I don't want to be late.
Lumilipad na ang isip ko at hindi napansin ang tao sa harapan ko.
Napaatras ako dahil sa bumunggo sa akin.
"Sorry"sabi lang nung babae, yumuko at pinulot ang libro niya pagkatapos diretso alis na. I don't clearly see her face because her long hair falls, enough to hide her face.
So, ganun na lang yun?
Wow, what the!.
Nakahinto na ako kung saan man ako nabunggo. Hindi ko namalayan ang nakaabot na sa akin sila Leb at Cob.
"Ayos ka lang dude"nakangising sabi ni Cob.
I don't think it's time to grin.
"Sino yun?"nakatingin pa rin ako sa dinaanan ng babae. She's new to me. Lahat ng babae sa Santa Lucia College ay kilala ko. Hindi man sa pangalan pero sa mukha but her... I don't know her.
"Ahh, si Denisse"nanliliit ang matang ibinigay ko kay Leb. He knows her. How come?. And maybe my face says it all.
"Dude, di mo kilala si Denisse, really?" namamanghang sabi ni Cob. I nodded because that's the truth. Anung gagawin ko sa di ko siya kilala?.
"Sino ba kasi yung Denisse na yun?"nagagalit kong sabi na tinawanan lang ng dalawa. Denisse. I haven't heard her name somewhere.
"Alamin mo, agawin mo pa sa akin crush ko yun hahahaha"
"Oy Cob crush ko rin yun, pamatay eh hahaha"
What?
"Mapapasa-akin din yun"nakangiting sabi ko sa dalawa na tinawanan na naman nila. Nagsisimula na akong mainis. Bakit naman nila ko tinatawanan, is that girl hard to get?.
"Goodluck brad hahahaha matibay yun"tawang tawang sabi ni Cob.
"Patay ka sa mga kuya nun hahaha"nagbabanta namang sabi ni Leb.
I don't care mapapasa akin din siya. Denisse huh. You will kneel down to me... pleasuring me.
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Comtwin
Chapter 2 Cury's POV "Dude musta hahaha"nakangising tanong ni Cob pagkakita sa akin. Umagang-umaga nambu-bwisit na naman si Cob. "Kilala mo na?"tanong ni Leb. They made me remember her again that I temporarily forgot for about half a minute. But. How will I know her?. As far as I remember hindi ko pa siya nakikita kahit kailan. Nakakainis yung babae na iyon dahil sa kanya I don't have the appetite to have sex on Kyla last night. It's not normal, it's not like me. I'm almost tempted to find her on any social media, mainam na lang na napigilan ko. It's not like nag-iisa siyang Denisse sa mundo. Ang daming Denisse na lumabas at wala naman siya duon. Kakaisip sa kanya, nilayasan ako ni Kyla. Kaya kelangan niya magbayad. If we met again I'll make sure she will regret it. Kasalanan niya iyon kahit hindi niya alam. "Morning class!" our Prof said, isa rin siya sa may pantasya sa akin. How did I know?, She admitted it, but... I can't. Type ko man siya dahil bata pa, ilang years lang ang
Chapter 3Third Person's POVNaningkit ang mata ni Denisse pagkakita sa dalawang tao. Having sex is okay as long as is not in the public place. Ofcourse privacy is a must. At hindi kailangan ipangalandakan sa ibang tao na kaya ninyong gawin at habang ginagawa iyonThis place is considered as a public place but as of now it became private because of the people coming here became less. The place is serene and peaceful because of different flowers that was planted there.It's just a shame that they choose this beautiful flower farm to be a place for their escapades. The thoughts of Denisse, while eyeing the whole farm not gazing back the two still connected. Maybe it's also a wonderful place to do the deed.But on the other part of her head, she know she can't meddle with other person's life. Saka hindi naman nila kilala ang isa't isa para may masabi siya. They have their own minds and they can think for their own.Kaya balewala kay Denisse iyong nakita niya, it's not like she's innocent,
Chapter 4 Cury's POV Nagising ako nang hindi ako makagalaw. May pumipigil sa kamay at paa ko. Ramdam ko malamig na nakalagay sa noo ko at may nakapatong sa tiyan ko. Nanatili akong nakapikit, pinakikiramdaman ang buong paligid. Nang nasiguro kong wala akong kasama, minulat ko na ang mga mata ko. Tinignan ko ang kamay ko at hinila. Ramdam ko ang sakit dahil sa tali, may nakataling lubid, pati sa paa ko merong tali. Nakatali ako sa kamang hindi akin. At may maliit na teddy bear na nakapatong sa tiyan ko. I kinda don't like seeing stuff toys especially when they have an eyes that are same to what people have. Pakiramdam ko kase nakatingin siya sa akin at hinihimay ang kaloob-looban ko. Ramdam ko ang pawis na dahan dahan naglalakbay sa noo ko at diretsong tumutulo sa unan na hinihigaan ko. Doble ang gulat na naramdaman ko nang bumukas ang pinto. Kung hindi lang ako nakatali, lumundag na ako papaalis ng kama na ito at papalayo sa manikang nasa tiyan ko. Pumasok ang walong lalaki at da
Chapter 5 Napatingin ako sa kanya dahil sa biglaan niyang pag-ubo. Napakurap ako ng ilang beses dahil mukhang sinadya niya iyon para tumingin ako. Pero hindi naman siya nagsalita at nakatingin lang sa akin. Napabuntong hininga ako at nauna nang magsalita. We won't finish if I'll not start. "So we need to know how each other lives. I will share how I go with my life and you will show how you live yours too." I stated, there are lots of things that we need to know and make sure that everything will stay same eventhough we exchange bodies. I can't do anything, di ko alam paano ito maibabalik but for now, I need to do something because exchanging bodies with someone, it's already impossible for me. What are the chances that it'll happen, especially to us, and to me. Did I do something wrong?. Did I step into some mythical creatures? Pero kelangan ko munang maging okay ang lahat sa bahay at sa buhay ko, my brothers will bring hell if they find me weird. "So to start. First, I have bro
Chapter 6 Cury's POV "I'll go ahead first"I said, it's really weird hearing other voice when you speak. Tumango siya sa akin at tuluyan na akong sumakay ng taxi. I gripped the coat harder. Napansin ko ang pagtingin sa akin ng driver na may kasama pang pag-iling. What is his problem?!. Minutes passed at pinagmamasdan ko lang ang mga nadaanan namin. When traffic became heavy, my gaze turn forward and I accidentally saw eyes on the rear mirror. I met the eyes of the driver. The driver is eyeing me and I am eyeing myself too. I mustn't forgot that this body is not mine, this is Denisse's. She looks helpless with a coat and pajamas almost full of dirt. Also her hair now is not straight, hindi na katulad nung nakita ko noon nung nabangga niya ako. Gulo gulo na at medyo buhaghag. I have her body in just half a day at ganito na ang nagawa ko. I smile to my reflection. Don't worry aalagaan ko ang katawan na ito. Ganda, gandang mukha. Dapat iniingatan ang ganito. My smile falter when
Chapter 7Denisse POVPagkabalik ko ng condo niya ay sumalampak ako ka-agad sa sofa niya. It feels comfortable sitting here. It makes me think what are the chances and the possibilities of exchanging bodies may happen. And how would it be possible. At bakit sa lahat ng tao kami pa. Kung kelan matatapos na ako sa pag-aaral, saka pa ito mangyayari.Nakaupo lang ako sa sofa at pinagmamasdan ang buong condo niya habang iniisip ang dahilan kung bakit nangyari sa amin ito.Come to think of it. His name. It's kinda familiar to me.Cury Black, I think I've heard that name before.Where?. I don't know but... Nevermind. Pinalibot ko ulit ang tingin sa buong kwarto.One thing about him that can be commendable is that he's place is clean, suprisingly because my brothers room are not. It's super messy. Unlike here.All the things are arranged in orderl
Chapter 8I kept my mouth mum. I can't interfer to them. Especially that I can't fully relate and understand what they're saying.But sometimes there are things I can somehow understand a little bit lalo pa't nalaman kong sa Santa Lucia College rin sila nag-aaral.Santa Lucia College we're I study too, but.It's understandable that I don't know them, afterall Santa Lucia College is a big school.I keep on staring at them and follow with eyes the one who will talk. I can't talk to them, even follow up to them lalo pa't hindi ko alam miski mga pangalan nila.But a statement caught my interest."Kahapon, kasama ko si Charmaine, ung taga A class"he casually said, like normal.Charmaine, the president?. Maybe that's her, A class daw e, we belong to the class A where everyone considers us as perfect.Bu
Chapter 9Cury's POVI eyed every person and the path that I passed. I make sure that this is the right way.It's not that I'm new to this way but I never once come here as a student of that shining Class A.Familiar faces, but this is not my building. Kaya walking in this part of the school kinda feels heavy. Kase ang nakakadaan at nakakapunta lang dito ay ang mga pinakaiingatan at pinakamamahal na estudyante ng buong Santa Lucia College.A class.I never thought I would be one of it's students. It's still Denisse but technically I am using her body so it means I'm a class A student now.My parent would give me everything that I want when she hear this. I bet kahit ano pang hilingin ko ibibigay niya.Being in Class A, is a really, really big deal!.Laging sila ang pinaguusapan. Umuulan ng mga awa
Special Chapter Estella's been gazing at the tree that they've planted and watch as it grows. She smiled when she felt the hands of Xyrom in her tummy. "Did you ever regret being with me?"Estella asked as she remember Xyrom's sister in the human world. She can't forgot everything that happens in their life, it felt like it just happened yesterday. A long silence enveloped them but it brings peace and calmness to Estella. No matter what may be his answer, Estella know she'll never regret anything, maulit man ang mangyari hinding hindi siya magsisisi. She'll do it again, regret never comes to her.p "Never"as Xyrom said it, a smile is drawn on his lips. Xyrom gazed at the sky with a smile in his face. He's giving it a warm gratitude. Denia or Denisse, thank you for giving us this generation. For letting us live this life. For letting our love continue to bloom. I'm your brother in this world, and I'm truly happy to have you as my sister. Xyrom thought while his mind wandered to the
Estella's POVI'm Estella Li Viencaende. Once called a fairy of soul.But I chose him. I live and stay in the human world.I clearly know what happens in the past. All the goddess and fairies that was involved.And all the headaches that I felt. The reason behind it is the spell of a goddess.Ceuna, her name is Ceuna. I never met her but her powers linger at me.Nagbibihis at nag-aayos ako ngayon kase balak ko na pumunta sa kaharian namin. I need to talk to Zace and the others.I also need to visit Shinea.She's living in the Kingdom of the Goddess.As I walk out in the house, I felt him following me.Xyrom.We'll be married like how the humans do it. Few weeks from now it'll happen.I wanted to invite them and have an intimate gatheri
Chapter 63Third Person POVCeuna's eye is wide. Can't believe what she's seeing right now.A smile drawn to her lips. Her plan succeed. She'll only wait minutes or so, and soul of Estella will be with them.And her promise will finally be fulfilled.Denia stopped infront of her. She expects Denia to follow her demands and order.But she felt something wrong when Denia smiled at her."Don't you remember me?""Your name is Denia, the Goddess of Illusion"Ceuna said and Denia answered by shaking her head."No, don't you remember me""Ano bang sinasabi mo?"nagtatakhang tanong ni Ceuna.Denia turn around and when she faced Ceuna, she gives her brightest smile."I'm your sister, Ate"Denia said slowly and Ceuna's forehead creased. A tear fall
Chapter 62Third Person POVDenia's mind is so clear. No memories that was planted, no spell that's been restricting her.As she look up, she saw her man waiting for her and smilling as she fly and planned to make it all better.She is the main reason why it all happens.Ceuna is a goddess of stones. She's the most powerful because she can use any power a stone can hold.Before Denia's been rebirth as the goddess of illusion. She was living with Ceuna.And in their Kingdom, where man and woman lives together. Ceuna falls in love with a human, and runs from a supposed marriage from a god.She's Ceuna's sister, having a power that can equal and time will came, it'll surpass Ceuna's power.Their Kingdom lives peacefully. Not until, Ceuna brings the human to their world.Denia's having a bad feeling about that human. It's a first time a human comes to their kingdom. Una sa lahat, wala silang paraan para makapunta sa k
Chapter 61 Third Person POV The fight between Denia and Estella continue. This time Guess can controll the place where they are. "Something's wrong with the fairy, Dhabi"she mumbled and it reach Dhabi that was in the middle of the powers of the two. Dhabi sigh and move her powers to sealed the powers of the goddess and fairy, and walk towards Guess. Nilagay niya ang kanyang kamay sa kaliwang balikat ni Guess. When she closed her eyes, she saw the fairy and goddess staring at each other. But there still some powers that was able to come out because their owner is in daze. "Guess, how do you say that something is wrong with her"she said in that world. Where she is beside Guess and they both watch Estella and Denia's eyeing each other. "The black eye on her forehead, that's suspicious"Guess answered. "Oka
Chapter 60Third Person POVDenia's in rage. Estella's been possessed.While Stonia finds and felt Emittance fear. She immediately walks towards Emittance.Nakaupo sa sulok si Emittance. Her eyes is void in emotion. Stonia felt a tugged in her heart. It wasn't the same Emittance they knew, the time that loves her so much, makes her a new goddess."It was our fault Emittance"Stonia whisper as she felt her body losing control. She felt the floor and her body on it. "Ni hindi ko man lang naayos ang puso mo"she said before closing her eyes.She's bound to be asleep again.Zace on the table can't help but to be frustrated. She can't do anything for her siblings. Nakahiga lang siya at hindi makagawa ng paraan, she sometimes thinks that being a legendary goddess is not for her. A simple things like that, she can't do a thing.
Chapter 59Third Person POVDenia knows that something happened to Estella, the fairy of soul, is not the same as earlier.Her eyes changed it's color, it became red. Her hair grow longer and her power surge that the goddess of illusion suddenly takes a step back.Nakita ito ni Cury, nagtataka man sa nangyayari pero ramdam niya hindi na maganda ang kalalabasan nito.The girl earlier look crazy in the center of this field."Give me your life Denia, the goddess of Illusion"isang malalim at nakakapanindig balahibo na boses ang nagsalita.Denia finds it so familiar."No, you give your life to us"instead of thinking where she heard that voice, she choose to say her plan in the first place.She needs the blood of Estella and the blood of the man that still floating in the center of the spell. She needs
Chapter 58Estella's POVAng lugar na ito, ang malawak na lugar na puno ng mga bulaklak. Iba't ibang kulay ng mga bulaklak. Ito ang lugar na siyang magiging saksi nang muling pagbabalik ng aking mahal.Oras na dumating ang dalawang tao na siyang nagkapalit ng katawan, ang katawan ng kanyang aking mahal ay mapupunta dito upang ibalik ang lahat ng alaala at kakayahan niyang magsalita. Mabubura nito ang lahat ng sumpa sa kanya.At maaari na kaming magkasama, kahit gaano pa katagal, gaano namin kagusto at hanggang sa kuhanin na ang buhay na pinagkaloob sa amin.Ang dahilan kung bakit patuloy ako sa paggawa at paghanap ng paraan para mabuhay uli siya.Pagkatapos nito tutulungan ko din ang diyosa ng mga kaluluwa. Siya na naging magulang ko nung mga panahon na walang may gusto kahit mapalapit sa isang katulad ko.Nakatingin ako sa buong paligid. Napakapayapa.Sana'y nandito pa siya at kasama kong naglilibot ng hardin na ito."B
Chapter 57Cury's POVI was sleeping but not fully asleep. As I was swam in this black place, an ocean of dreams.I felt it, there was something in my body that was sleeping too.Hindi ko lang siya mahanap, at hindi ko alam kung ano nga ba ang hahanapin ko.I felt restless as I open my eyes again. I don't know how long I've been sleeping but my mind is awake and keeps on thinking and thinking."Something is wrong"I said as I raised my hands and it wasn't the real me, the hands is just the same, pero yung pakiramdam na hindi akin to, nanduon siya at pilit sumisiksik sa utak ko.I don't know how will I convinced her to say it to me.I don't know how will I fix everything.I don't know what to do.She's the only person, I mean goddess that I want to spend the rest of my life but