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Chapter 46: The Logic of Rain
Terakhir Diperbarui:
2025-03-19 15:58:04Rain’s POV
I hated myself right now…
Because nothing had ever been hotter than watching my one true love tear my so-called mate a new one. Standing her ground against that she-bitch had my wolf howling in desire and want. She was so radiant, so strong, and resilient, I knew that there would never be a more perfect woman to be by my side.
I also noticed that there was some redness in her eyes and I wondered if she’d been crying. Seeing her hurt tore me to shreds and all I wanted to do was to rush to her side. Kill anyone who ever hurt her and keep her safe...
But I couldn’t get over the fact that she betrayed me!
I wanted her to feel hurt and betrayed. I wanted her to feel everything I’d felt, finding her running away from me. At first, it didn’t make sense! Why didn't she put up a fight when they attacked the castle? Why did she let herself be taken? I knew she couldn’t take on a werewolf, but she wasn’t the type to just g
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Rain's POVBefore he could blink, I’d grabbed him by the color and slammed him up the opposite wall, liking how his ribs cracked under the pressure.“Don’t,” I growled low, baring my canines at his neck, reminding him how easily I could end his life. “Push. It!”“It’s the goddess damned truth, Rain,” Elijah hissed, struggling to breathe in my grasp. “You keep her in the same room, the same house, even the same goddess-forsaken pack where she was beaten and abused daily. Surrounded by the people who want her dead! You let your true mate verbally abuse her, and do nothing to make her feel safe or protected.”His words hit me like a bucket of ice water.I hadn’t even considered that. That, while I had many good and fun memories of this house – my old home – she might not feel the same. I walked these halls and I remembered laughter and joy, love and kindness… I remembered my father helping me through my first shift and running through
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Selena’s POVI didn’t hear what was being said, but I could hear them leaving together. The sound of their footsteps retreating together was enough to once again shatter my world. For a second there, I thought that maybe – just maybe – he’d come to see me. To say it was all just a big misunderstanding and to alleviate this crushing pain I felt.But Rain had chosen her!And I felt so stupid for hoping – even just for a second that---My whole body ached as I thought about them together. My mind tormented me with images of them tangled up in each other's arms. Her hands on him, his mouth on hers. Was he going to bring her to his bed? The same bed he’d claimed my body and soul? Where he’d taken my innocence and made me his?A wave of nausea surged through me, and I had to swallow hard to keep the bile from rising. I blamed myself for being so naive! I’d lived with
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Selena's POVInstinctively, my hand drifted to my belly, pressing lightly against the barely-there swell, as my mind filled with thoughts about the small life inside. A tiny, fragile existence that had no say in the cruel world it was being brought into.My body shivered, as the realization of what this meant slowly sat in. Soon, Katie would be pregnant too and when that happened, she would see my child as a threat. She wouldn’t tolerate any competition to her baby’s birthright. And she would do anything to eliminate it!I couldn’t let that happen!So two things were clear to me now: there was no way I could ever tell anyone about the father of the child. And I could never let the baby near any werewolves. Sure, there was a chance that this baby would be like me – born wolf-less and with no way to protect themselves. But there was a slight chance that he would be born with a wolf...An Alpha Kin
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Selena’s POVJoey remained silent for a while, his observant eye catching the resolve and determination flashing across my face.“We’ll help you escape,” Joey suddenly said, shocking the rest of us.“We will?!” Sean exclaimed, gaping up at his senior.“Do you know how surrogates are treated?” Joey asked, his voice icy as he glared at the younger wolf. For the normally cold and reserved guard to suddenly show so much emotion was enough to convince me that he had some personal experience with this.“And I don’t know about you,” Joey continued, folding his Brobdingnagian arms across his equally impressive chest. “But I won’t stand back and just watch that happen.”“If Rain finds out he’ll kill you,” I gaped, horrified--- for one, because I hadn’t even asked. And secondly, because I hadn’t even reached any real level
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Selena’s POVI took only what I needed, opting for leggings and hoodies since I soon was going to be sprouting a baby bump. I knew that for humans within the first three months of pregnancy were marred by much uncertainty. A lot of women experienced miscarriages or other complications during the first months, so nothing was certain.Well, werewolves didn’t have that “problem”. Once a fetus attached itself, they stayed there until they were born. So I knew this baby was going to stay in my belly until it felt like it was ready to come out. Of course, there was the option of abortion, but---It just wasn’t the right choice for me…I’d never pondered it much, feeling that it was every woman’s right to choose for herself. But right now, the idea of getting rid of this baby---I just couldn’t think about it…“I’ve disabled the GPS in this car, but
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Selena's POVI nodded again, feeling as if my heart would shoot out of my ass with every lurch of the car or bump on the road. Each mile we put between us and the castle felt like a battle won, but at the same time, the war was far from over. Hell, for the rest of my life, I knew I would be forever looking over my shoulder to protect my child. But feeling the small life inside of me, I knew it was going to be worth it.I couldn’t explain it – but I already loved this baby with all of my heart! Strangely, it felt like a link to the mate I’d lost somehow. That while I was fully aware that all ties to that foolish dream were severed, this child brought me closure to that chapter of my life. As if I was able to keep all the goodness and love from the past – that it wasn’t in vain…So I already loved it!The engine hummed low beneath us, and the tires whispered against the pavement, but it
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Rain’s POV“OH, NO YOU DON’T!” roared Elijah, and jumped on my back, causing me to stumble slightly.Oh, yes I was!I was going to kill those mother fuckers who’d let my mate escape…Once I was done dealing with Katie – aka, showing her to her new private quarters, aka, throwing her ass in a cell in the darkest, dampest corner of the dungeon – I’d gone looking for Selena. Only to find her room empty and her guards gone!I mind-linked Elijah asking if she was with him since it still wasn’t safe for her to wander around on her own. Especially if the whole pack was actually stupid enough to think I’d taken Katie to be my mate after I’d told them several times that I hated the bitch – and she could burn in hell for all I cared.However, the things Elijah had said had struck a nerve in me and now I was second-guessing the intelligence
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Seven months later...Selena’s POVYou’d think being a human in a human world would be easy – but it’s not!In fact, it’s really, really hard!Especially when you factor in the fact that I grew up with werewolves, packs, and alpha males! Sure, there were some humans who claimed – especially men! – that they were “alphas” and all others were “betas” or--- something. But as it turned out, that was just “slang” and wasn’t to be taken seriously.Took me to punch a guy before I finally realized that…I let out a sigh as I finally swung my legs out of the bed, wincing when it cracked and groaned under my increased weight. With more effort than was reasonable, I got upright, feeling like a beached whale. And then groaned as I had to push myself just to get to the edge…And then was stuck like a duck with no luck!Great!“You know,” a heavily Jamaican-accented female voice sounded from the doorway. “When I agreed to let you stay here, I didn’t know I’d agreed to be your personal maid.”I looke
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Selena’s POVAlthough I’d told her about werewolf mates, I hadn’t told her what it meant to be one. And one glance at the poor beta, I could see that her words hurt him more than a silver blade to the gut. His eyes flickered desperately to me, begging me to help him.I turned to look at my best friend again. I hated seeing her scared and unsure of what was going on, especially considering her past. But was it really my place to tell her? She’d done so much for me and been so kind when I needed her help. Even now, when I was in a dire situation with Rain, she still stood by me, skipping out on her own job and health for my sake.Sighing, I decided that I was going to play cupid…“Beta, could you give us a minute, please?” I asked gently, gesturing for the wolf to leave the room. To my surprise, he actually did what I told him, giving me a curt nod and leaving the room.I turned to Stella---
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Selena’s POVI woke up, confused as to where the hell I was. But suddenly everything came back and once more my hand flew to my stomach – startling Stella, who jumped up, ready to fight even with her eyes closed still.“Sorry about that,” I grinned, feeling bad for startling her, but still had to laugh at the cartoonish display. She blinked her eyes open, smacking her lips lazily and looking around. Although, as a nurse, she had spent countless nights and days sleeping in the hospital when she had to work overtime or had a double shift, so she didn’t look too surprised by the whole ordeal.“Well, that’s one way to get pretty,” she yawned, stretching and working out a couple of kinks. “I can’t remember the last time I slept that well! And don’t apologize, you silly bird. You’re pregnant and have been through an ordeal. It’s OK for you to take a break.”Yeah
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***End flashback***Present time...Rain’s POVFor a long time, I’d been angry because I didn’t understand Selena’s desire to be free and feel independent. I hadn’t realized how the castle I considered my home was her prison. I’d placed my idea of her, of our future, on a pedestal, worshiping it like a false god.And hell, I’d needed it!It had been the one thing that had kept me going during my darkest time. When my hands were drenched in blood, and when the people I trusted stabbed me in the back. When I felt like giving up and wondered if I should just take my own life – to end my own misery--- those dreams had been the only thing that kept me going…I remembered being alone and isolated, my wolf howling with grief and loneliness. He belonged in a pack, with his family and--- but everyone he met betrayed him. Everyone was eag
Surrogate to the Blood Alpha Chapter 69: The Word of the Werewolf King
***Flashback***Seven months ago...Rain's POVI stormed into the throne room, making everyone snap to attention. The chatter instantly died down; some of the wolves who knew me well were smart enough to shrink back. My thunderous expression rarely left anything in its wake other than blood and bodies...“Did I?” I thundered, jumping onto the high rise where my throne stood, and spun to face my pack along with the many representatives from other packs that always milled about at the castle. “Or did I not declare to everyone under my command that Selena Throme was not to be harmed in any way?”The room fell deadly silent. Those who knew me well kept their mouth shut and heads low, not willing to risk having my claws sink into them. All the other idiots, however, looked to each other with confused expressions, wondering what I was talking about.Then, one brave
Surrogate to the Blood Alpha Chapter 68: Regret
Rain’s POVHearing my mate cry was just about the most painful thing I would ever hear. But despite it all, I couldn’t help but cling to the fact that there was hope…“She still loves me,” I sighed in relief--- but the fact also speared my heart like a silver blade. “But it’s not enough to convince her.”Fear clawed at my chest, and I’d long since decided that I hated this feeling. Hated feeling helpless and weak, unable to protect the people I loved.What if she chose to run away before I had a chance to explain everything? Before I had a chance to apologize and tell her how much I loved her? That she was the only one I ever wanted, and how sorry I was for how I acted?That I’d been a fucking asshole!My hands flexed and my fingers dug into the palm of my hands, frustrations of being so fucking helpless making my body shake. The witch had teleported in---
Surrogate to the Blood Alpha Chapter 67: So--- Pigs Fly…!
Selena’s POV“I’ve only ever slept with one woman my entire life and you’re her,” Rain snapped at me, his voice sending shivers down my spine. “I’m not interested in anyone else and I’ll keep repeating it to you until it penetrates your fucking skull!”His words left me utterly flabbergasted, spinning around in my mind over and over again, like a carousel. A part of me wished it were true. That this could explain everything and I could finally heal from my pain.The easy way…But nothing in life was ever easy. And I had to keep my emotions out of this. Emotions had no place in making choices that would affect my child. I had to rely on myself. On my experiences and on the fact that I had to see past people’s words. It was the actions and patterns that spoke to their characters. And Rain---I could never believe him!He could as easily lie ab
Surrogate to the Blood Alpha Chapter 66: A Good One
Selena’s POVI was close to tears seeing the beautiful mate moment unfold before me. And I hated myself for it. This was a happy occasion for what I now considered my best friend. I wanted this to be the most memorable moment in her life. She deserved it after everything she’d been through.And I wanted to be happy for her!But some part of me also remembered that I would never have the same thing happen to me. I was a mere human and would never know the connection of a true mate bond. And no matter how many times the man I loved more than life itself claimed that I was his, I’d never be his mate.And he’d always choose her over me...I tried to bite back the tears and smiled through the pain.“Congratulations, Elijah,” I said softly, but the wolf just barely spared me a glance. “She’s a good one.”“You better be talkin’ ‘bout me, songbird,”
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Selena’s POVPain flared in my chest and my head suddenly pounded like a drum. Darkness swam at the edge of my vision and I suddenly felt dizzy. Somewhere far away an alarm went off and the machine next to me started blaring. My pulse started to buzz in my ear and my heart felt as if it was trying to break free of my chest.“NURSE!” Rain bellowed next to me, just as I doubled over in pain. I couldn’t breathe, and I hated that I was once again relying on Rain to get me help...“Rain?”Someone called out, and I immediately recognized Elijah’s voice.“Get a fucking nurse! She’s sick,” Rain snapped--- and came around to gently pat my back, sending currents of calming sparks throughout my body. “Breathe, my Azure. Remember to breathe.”I wanted to yell at him again. Tell him I wasn’t “his Azure”, but I felt too sick to do so. Bile rose and,
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Selena’s POVHe knew!Rain knew about the baby…I was shaking from the inside out. Fear clawed its way up my spine and crushed its cold fingers around my throat, making it hard to breathe. My stomach twisted violently and I felt sick.He knew!He would never leave me alone now. He would follow me to the end of the earth and I could never be free. I would have to escape and live for the rest of my life looking over my shoulder. Wondering if every little sound was him coming back to blow my life up once more. Never knowing if I was safe. Never knowing if the people on the street were strangers…Or sent to kill us!And I couldn’t protect us! I was just a human. I didn’t have claws or canines to protect us. I didn’t have a wolf’s senses that could alert me to danger or their superior strength and speed. There was no way I could protect us from
