Chapter 153

Isla's POV 

There was a knock on the door and Blade walked into the room. Talia excused herself immediately while I took a seat on the rocking chair, balancing the baby on my lap.

I grabbed the bottle with the already prepared baby formula, it was still warm thankfully.

I balanced the baby in my arms, cradling his head properly before proceeding to feed him from the bottle.

He's a peaceful baby. He rarely cries, unless he's hungry or the “urges” come. He drank from his bottle quietly while Blade watched me intently, not speaking a word.

“If you have something on your mind, you should go ahead and say it.” I prompt, not taking my eyes off the child in my lap.

“You're surprisingly good at this.” He said casually and I scoffed.

“He's my son. If I don't care for him, who will? Just because I destroy and betray people doesn't mean I can't be a good mother. 

I've always wanted to be