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Author: Shynnbee
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

We made the most of our whole day at the resort. We tries almost all of the activities that the resort offered. Island hopping, scuba diving, para sailing, we ride on a jetski and etc.

I enjoyed it a lot. This is our first ever date together. He promised that he will take me out on a date more often.

And I am alreading looking forward on it.

For the first time I feel so alive. I feel like a human. For the past years due to my issues I forbid myself going out and enjoy my life.

I don't have friends. Didn't have a big family since I was an only child and my parents were also very busy.

I love being with Kian. He really makes me so happy. Looking forward for more happy days together.

Sunday afternoon we traveled back to the city. Back to reality, I guessed. I temporarily forgot that we were students after all. I lost that in my mind. I thought we were really adults. We are of legal age now but still, we needed to finish our studies for our future.

He took off his shoes and his t-shi
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