"Go ahead, just cry. It will lessen the pain," Macy said while driving. I wiped away the tears that wanted to fall.It really hurts deep inside me. I wanted to cry to reduce the weight I felt on my chest but also didn’t want to shed any tears. I asked her to drop me off at the mall a few meters away from our house."Be careful. If you need someone to talk to, I am just here," she said before stopping the car. I just nodded at her and thanked her.Kian called my number several times a while ago so I blocked his number. Even on my social media accounts. I don't want to talk to him. As much as possible I also don't want to see his face. But we go to the same school. We go home to the same house. I don't know what to do now.I walked around the mall until late at night. I don't feel hungry. Nothing comes into my mind. I don’t know what to do and still thought of what had happened.As far as I know, he lied and deceived me. I really want to reprove him. But I don't want to utter hurtful wo
It took a few seconds before Kian notice our presence. He looks stunned. I have not been able to move where I have been since we got here. I don't even know what to do or what to think. All I know is that I am badly hurt. He hurt me again. What's his excuse this time?"M-Moo..." he called me stammering. My vision began to blur. He called me Moo without thinking about the meaning of that endearment that he kept on calling me. Moo. My only one.Really, Kian? You are not a man of your words."Babe," Jewel called Kian causing my chest to tighten even more. I shooked. Kian's eyes were begging. He stepped closer to me so I also stepped back a few times. It was like we were the only three people here because those with us were quiet. Watching or maybe they are shocked as hell too."L-Let me explain." He continue to step forward but I kept on moving backward. I don't want to hear any of his excuses again. I turned around and glared at his friends. I shuddered in extreme frustration. If only I
I didn’t sleep well but I still woke up early. I felt heavy in my head and chest. It still hurts a lot but I can't take it anymore. I've cried a lot and no tears are coming out. Does that mean I accepted what happened?Today is our graduation. I should be happy because all my hard work will be paid off. I will finish with flying colors. Same as Kian. But I couldn't even get excited.I was also thinking of not attending my graduation. I can still get my diploma and my dean's awards. I also have a graduation picture that Mom and Dad immediately hung on the wall. But this day is special, and important to my parents who worked hard for me to attend a prestigious university.I gawked for a few seconds. I remember what happened yesterday. I took a deep breath. I don't want to think about what happened anymore. Because I don't want to be hurt again. Kian and my plans will never happen anymore. I will be the only one to fulfill my dreams.I'm used to being alone. It's not a big deal to me. Ma
KIANAfter we had dinner, we went home one by one. My relatives are going home, so Daddy and I will go with them in their car.I don't know if Beth's cousins were planning to stay overnight at their house so that they could bond or whatever. I want to talk and be with Beth, but I don't want to deprive her of her relatives, especially her cousins who want to celebrate with her.I did not go with my friends. I always get hurt or get in trouble when I go with them. I'm already married and my focus should be on my wife. Something I forgot for a while.I was enticed to join the drink because it was my friend's birthday. And Beth allowed me to, so I took advantage.But the only thing I didn’t really know was that they lied to me and to Beth, when they let me know and said the celebration was just at their house. It was in a bar. Okay, just once. And then I'll go home right before Beth's allotted time.We were having fun as soon as Jewel's group arrived. She was not even invited yet she jo
Years later...I looked around as I pushed the cart containing my luggage. I smiled when I found what I was looking for."Here!" they shouted while still jumping. The happiness they have made you think we hadn't seen each other in years."Welcome back!" they all scream when I approach them.I shrugged and laughed at them one by one."So, you have decided?" Macy asked while looking at my luggage."No final plans yet. Let's go," I said because it was a bit hot out here.They brought a Hi-Ace van. And they also have a driver with them. We decided to eat first before we go to my parent's house. It's their wedding anniversary so I decided to go home. They didn’t know I was going home because I planned to surprise them.The celebration started when we arrived at my parent's house. The weather was good so they set up the party outside the house. There are tables and some chairs. There is also a table for meals placed on the side.Macy got out of the van first. My relatives looked in our direc
It was late at night but the people flocked to the bar even more. I'm also tired of dancing because my skin is almost sticking to the crowd on the dance floor. I invited Macy and the others back to our table.I'll just drink a little and then I'll go home to Macy's condo. I'll stay with her first until I find a unit for myself. Our house here in Manila was rented out so I can't go there either."Let's dance," said the man who had been following me on the dancefloor earlier. He saw that I had turned around and started to step away from the dancefloor. I smiled politely at him."I'm tired," I replied with a smile. He continued to block my way in front of me. He's tempting me but I shooked my head."Let's go!" I am with my friends now. The man still followed us. Macy and Barbara are now annoyed."Next time again," I told the man so he should stop following me.It looks like he's been drinking a lot too so he's being kinda naughty.Now he invites me to their table.We were close to our ta
"I'm sorry! It's my fault because I lied to you. I didn't tell the truth. But I didn't cheat!" He even really followed me. I stopped walking for a moment because of what he said."Believe me, I didn't cheat."Yeah, I know you didn't cheat. But can we still change what happened? Our marriage was annulled now. And one more thing, you already love someone else. I don’t know what this talk is for. Does he want closure? He signed our annulment. That is the closure.I took a deep breath and quickly wiped away my tears. I stepped away from him but again stopped when he spoke again."That's where you're good at. Instead of talking, you always just avoid, run away, and walk away.""What do you want me to do, huh!" I turned to him."Fight for me..." he answered weakly."How? How can I fight you if, in the end, I'm the loser? If you choose her. I just want to raise myself up because I'm exhausted, I poured all my love on you before. I am not an ideal girlfriend, Kian. I'm not as sexy as your exe
I raised my eyebrows to meet his gaze, but I was also the first to look away. I looked like a teenager with a red face because I was staring at my crush.I sighed and gasped again. I was really hungry so I didn't care even if Kian was watching me eat. I could feel his warm gaze on me, and I tried not to be affected."You look even prettier, Moo..." He giggled like a teenager. I rolled my eyes."I'm lucky to have you. It's a good thing I tied you to me," he said proudly. I shook my head. I picked up the glass of ice tea and drank it. He was still staring at me. I could see the amusement and love in his eyes.When I put down the glass he grabbed my hand. He lightly touched it and brought it to his lips. He kissed it lightly. I blushed, especially when I heard the gasping of the students at the other table. I could see the thrill on their faces as they looked at us."So sweet...""Hoping all...""He's so handsome!""She's beautiful too. They look good together."We still got attention. K
Kian and I had only been preparing for our wedding for a month. Our parents handle the cost of our wedding. Even though Kian and his parents wanted to handle it all. Our parents insisted that he'll just use his money for the construction of our dream house.While I was away, he started building our dream house. He was really confident that we would not be separated, because he continued anyway.It was designed by an architecture student at the university we were attending. Just a little finishing and we can live already there.After the wedding, we will fix the interior design of the house before we leave the country for our honeymoon. We'll spend a month traveling abroad, before going back to the country. Back to work, business, and to start having a family of our own. It's our mutual decision to have a baby.The big church here in the city is decorated with different colors of fresh flowers. The church is also filled with our friends, acquaintances, relatives, and classmates from el
"Wake up, Moo. You have a walk today, don't you?" Kian's soft voice woke me up.My eyelids are heavy— I still want to sleep. If I hadn’t given up, Kian wouldn’t have stopped me all night. He never tires of claiming me. Then the pain in my body especially in my womanhood, that I felt was torn apart. I adjusted the blanket wrapped around my body as I sat up in bed."I made us breakfast," he said before placing the tray containing the breakfast he had prepared for us on my thigh."Pain is all over my body. I feel so heavy," I complained as I frowned at him.He grinned and scratched his head."I'm asking you if you can still do it, you said yes."I frowned even more. He pinched my nose and laughed."As if you didn't enjoy it. You keep on screaming my name the whole night. You're even asking me to move faster on top of you." He laughed out loud when I hit him with a pillow."I was just joking, Moo. I'm sorry if you're tired. I just missed you so badly." He pinched both my cheeks."Let's ea
The happiness I feel overflows as he reciprocates every caress of his lips on my lips. We stop kissing to catch our breath. His eyes dimmed as he watched me.He wiped the helpless tears from both on my cheeks, before his lips touched mine again. This time it didn't settle there. His lip traveled down to my ear. I took a deep breath at what he did."Kian..." I whispered as he lightly licked the back of my ear down to my neck.He just answer me with a moan. I begin to bite my lower lip when he trailed off his hot and wet tongue on my skin. His kisses and his touch fuel my lustful desire.I gasped when I felt his calloused hand inside my shirt, gently caressing my stomach up to my breast. I moaned and move my hips upward.He stops kissing my neck. He looked at me and chuckled. He gave me a hard kiss before lifting my shirt. I took the initiative to take off my top. My two mounds were unfolded in front of him, waiting for attention from him but he didn't do what I wanted. He is obviously
I raised my eyebrows to meet his gaze, but I was also the first to look away. I looked like a teenager with a red face because I was staring at my crush.I sighed and gasped again. I was really hungry so I didn't care even if Kian was watching me eat. I could feel his warm gaze on me, and I tried not to be affected."You look even prettier, Moo..." He giggled like a teenager. I rolled my eyes."I'm lucky to have you. It's a good thing I tied you to me," he said proudly. I shook my head. I picked up the glass of ice tea and drank it. He was still staring at me. I could see the amusement and love in his eyes.When I put down the glass he grabbed my hand. He lightly touched it and brought it to his lips. He kissed it lightly. I blushed, especially when I heard the gasping of the students at the other table. I could see the thrill on their faces as they looked at us."So sweet...""Hoping all...""He's so handsome!""She's beautiful too. They look good together."We still got attention. K
"I'm sorry! It's my fault because I lied to you. I didn't tell the truth. But I didn't cheat!" He even really followed me. I stopped walking for a moment because of what he said."Believe me, I didn't cheat."Yeah, I know you didn't cheat. But can we still change what happened? Our marriage was annulled now. And one more thing, you already love someone else. I don’t know what this talk is for. Does he want closure? He signed our annulment. That is the closure.I took a deep breath and quickly wiped away my tears. I stepped away from him but again stopped when he spoke again."That's where you're good at. Instead of talking, you always just avoid, run away, and walk away.""What do you want me to do, huh!" I turned to him."Fight for me..." he answered weakly."How? How can I fight you if, in the end, I'm the loser? If you choose her. I just want to raise myself up because I'm exhausted, I poured all my love on you before. I am not an ideal girlfriend, Kian. I'm not as sexy as your exe
It was late at night but the people flocked to the bar even more. I'm also tired of dancing because my skin is almost sticking to the crowd on the dance floor. I invited Macy and the others back to our table.I'll just drink a little and then I'll go home to Macy's condo. I'll stay with her first until I find a unit for myself. Our house here in Manila was rented out so I can't go there either."Let's dance," said the man who had been following me on the dancefloor earlier. He saw that I had turned around and started to step away from the dancefloor. I smiled politely at him."I'm tired," I replied with a smile. He continued to block my way in front of me. He's tempting me but I shooked my head."Let's go!" I am with my friends now. The man still followed us. Macy and Barbara are now annoyed."Next time again," I told the man so he should stop following me.It looks like he's been drinking a lot too so he's being kinda naughty.Now he invites me to their table.We were close to our ta
Years later...I looked around as I pushed the cart containing my luggage. I smiled when I found what I was looking for."Here!" they shouted while still jumping. The happiness they have made you think we hadn't seen each other in years."Welcome back!" they all scream when I approach them.I shrugged and laughed at them one by one."So, you have decided?" Macy asked while looking at my luggage."No final plans yet. Let's go," I said because it was a bit hot out here.They brought a Hi-Ace van. And they also have a driver with them. We decided to eat first before we go to my parent's house. It's their wedding anniversary so I decided to go home. They didn’t know I was going home because I planned to surprise them.The celebration started when we arrived at my parent's house. The weather was good so they set up the party outside the house. There are tables and some chairs. There is also a table for meals placed on the side.Macy got out of the van first. My relatives looked in our direc
KIANAfter we had dinner, we went home one by one. My relatives are going home, so Daddy and I will go with them in their car.I don't know if Beth's cousins were planning to stay overnight at their house so that they could bond or whatever. I want to talk and be with Beth, but I don't want to deprive her of her relatives, especially her cousins who want to celebrate with her.I did not go with my friends. I always get hurt or get in trouble when I go with them. I'm already married and my focus should be on my wife. Something I forgot for a while.I was enticed to join the drink because it was my friend's birthday. And Beth allowed me to, so I took advantage.But the only thing I didn’t really know was that they lied to me and to Beth, when they let me know and said the celebration was just at their house. It was in a bar. Okay, just once. And then I'll go home right before Beth's allotted time.We were having fun as soon as Jewel's group arrived. She was not even invited yet she jo
I didn’t sleep well but I still woke up early. I felt heavy in my head and chest. It still hurts a lot but I can't take it anymore. I've cried a lot and no tears are coming out. Does that mean I accepted what happened?Today is our graduation. I should be happy because all my hard work will be paid off. I will finish with flying colors. Same as Kian. But I couldn't even get excited.I was also thinking of not attending my graduation. I can still get my diploma and my dean's awards. I also have a graduation picture that Mom and Dad immediately hung on the wall. But this day is special, and important to my parents who worked hard for me to attend a prestigious university.I gawked for a few seconds. I remember what happened yesterday. I took a deep breath. I don't want to think about what happened anymore. Because I don't want to be hurt again. Kian and my plans will never happen anymore. I will be the only one to fulfill my dreams.I'm used to being alone. It's not a big deal to me. Ma