(LANA’S POV)
I never thought that I would ever see myself standing so close to Atlas ever. He had pulled me in to a corner in the hallway and for me it suddenly seemed like we were the only ones in the world. My nose was already filled with his cologne and it took me back to yesterday. I knew that my cheeks had gone red again, I could feel the heat. “You don’t have anything to say to me, do you?” He asked me. His voice was as sexy as the rest of him was. Not very deep but hoarse in a kind of cool manner. It made my legs shake. I would have thought that being so close to him would at least show me his imperfections but his face was perfectly sculpted and my brain suddenly stopped functioning properly. “That’s funny. Your book made me think that you had a lot to say…..” He said and I was shocked when his eyes fluttered to my lips briefly before he added in his alluring voice, “And a lot to do.” I could feel my breath hitching in my throat. “I…I am really sorry for sniffing your clothes and I’m sorry for…..” i swallowed and my words ended unable to say the rest. I had a flash of him naked in my head again. “Sorry for……” He asked me cooly as his eyes sucked in to mine. Now, I know that after what happened yesterday I had imagined about a thousand more ways our meeting could have gone. But let me reintroduce myself to you as the biggest dreamer you can ever find. With a second chance today plus having him so close to me in a tight corner, one would think that I would do something different. But I stammered tongue tied for words and I was very relieved when someone opened a door in the hallway and I had the chance to slip out of his grip and hurry away quickly. (ATLAS’S POV) Well I’ll be damned! I thought as I watched her walk away quickly. I couldn’t help but chuckle. It was not just funny but undeniably cute. Finding out who Alana Delaware was didn’t turn out hard at all. For someone like me it was very smooth. All I had to do was go to the principal’s office were I spoke to the secretary, Miss Jones in a straight forward manner and with my charm that made her smile at me very brightly. “I need to find out about a student that is supposed to tutor me. Her name is Alana Delaware. I lost the information slip I received from my teacher.” I lied. With the way the words in the notebook were written, I knew she had to be someone intelligent. “Right away, Mr Shaughnessy.” Miss Jones said fluttering her eyes lashes at me. Flirting between a teacher and a student is not allowed and I know that but I also know that I am handsome beyond imagination and as I have mentioned before, females do tend to throw themselves at me. So that included the older ones as well. Miss Jones had given me enough that I needed to know about Alana for the moment . She was a scholarship student in her senior year like me and we had a couple of classes together. Just as I had predicted, she was really smart. I understood why I had never seen her then. She was among the kids that were called the scholarship nerds. She was not popular and so she was not in my line of vision. I took note of when she had her classes and that was when I noticed her avoiding going to class. Having her cornered in the hallway was hotter than I would have thought. While at home, I could not help but replay the scene over and over in my head. The way I had bent over her. Those large beautiful blue eyes that had stared back at me in fear and panic. The way her pretty pouty lips opened and closed each time to show she was nervous. Also, this time her hair was not in a bun and it cascaded down to her waist like a smooth blonde waterfall. She smelled like fresh sweet cocoa and she looked so innocent yet filled with a lot of thoughts. Before I slept, I read one of the paragraphs again . The things I would do for him. The things I would do to him. The things I would say to him. The way that I shall touch him. If only he would let me. If only he would let my fingers trace in heart shapes, my lips moving slowly over his body as he directed me….. The words aroused me! As I could not help but imagine what I was reading. I wondered before I finally slept, if she was willing to keep running away fro me. And I received an answer the next morning when I realized that she did not show up to school. But she did not know that I was ready to keep chasing. (LANA’S POV) I bit my lips as I remembered how the day before had gone. Each time I did, I stared down at my arm where Atlas had touched me and I could not help but smile goofily. He had touched me. Even if it was for a brief, split moment. I could not believe the way I was feeling a rush of emotions remembering the way he had looked in to my eyes and wishing that he had made my dreams come true by just kissing me right then!. But all these wishes and when it came to putting in effort, I failed woefully. I had lied that I was not feeling good so that I could miss school the next day. There was no way I could go back to that school for now knowing that Atlas had not only found but read the contents of my notebook! At this point, I was not too crazy to be thinking of the exchange student program….or was I? Mum felt guilty that she had given me a cold, I felt guilty for lying to her but the guilt reduced when she came by my room at midday to tell me that she had received a transfer of her payment from the cleaning I had done at the Shaughnessy family pool house. She had thanked me because she had even gotten a positive review and a huge tip. Even though I was very relieved and thankful to God that I had not put my mum’s job at risk, I could not help but wonder what Atlas was up to. Was he doing this so that I could thank him? Would he require me to pay him? Would he let it slide? These thoughts bugged me the whole day and so when mum told me that I had a visitor downstairs that evening, I was scared to my bones. I went down shakily to see who it was. I was relieved and still disappointed when I saw Travis waiting for me, seated anxiously in our small living room. “Travis. Hy. What are you doing here?” I asked him. He stood up with a smile. “I didn’t see you at school and so I brought your notes over for you.” He told me quickly handing them over. “Thank you very much.” I said truly grateful. “Do you want something to drink?” I offered. “I would have loved to but i am already late so I have to decline.” He said. He looked nervous and I smiled kindly at him. “Are you fine? I mean you missed school .” He said “Yeah I just came down with a little cold.” I lied. “Well I do hope you feel better.” He said “Thanks.” I escorted him and told him bye before returning to my room. Just as I did, my phone rang. It was Paige. “Hey baby girl! How are you feeling now? We called the house and your mum told us you were sick.” She said. “I am. Just a little cold.” I said feeling guilty for the constant lies. “But I’m getting better.” “We missed you at school today.” She said. “I missed you too. Travis just left. He came by with my notes for me.” I said sitting on my bed cross legged. “Ooooooh. Go Travis!” Paige said and I could picture the mischievous grin on her face. I laughed. “Stop being silly.” I said. “Come on, you really don’t see how much he likes you? He is always….” Paige lunged in to one of her talks about how Travis likes me and I was initially listening until I heard a noise from the trees outside my windows. Perhaps it was a squirrel, I thought and still holding the phone to my ear, I went to close my window shut. But as I approached the window, something happened. The curtains moved aside and someone slipped in to my room. Atlas Shaughnessy was casually dressed in sneakers,grey sweatpants and a hoodie but still looking like a fucking god!(ATLAS’S POV) With the look on her face one would have thought she saw a ghost. Of course she would be surprised to death. Why on earth would anyone imagine me climbing in through the window? I am Atlas Fucking Shaughnessy for crying out loud! But that just proves my theory on this whole madness. Alana Delaware had to be a witch! It was her third day in my life and here I was climbing in through a window. “I..um…yes I’m here Paige. I’m sorry can I call you back?” She quickly said to the person she was on the phone with.Then she ended the phone call and hurriedly went to lock her door before turning around me shakily. Her eyes were still wide open in shock and they looked like they were going to pop out anytime soon. This time around instead of her facing turning red, she looked plain white. As I said, like she had seen a ghost.“How did you find me? What are you…” she seemed to have lost the words to continue just like yesterday. “I have my ways.” I answered her simply.“You s
(LANA’S POV)“Alana Marissa Delaware! What in the name of God is wrong with you?!” It was my mother’s sharp voice that pierced right through my thoughts and made me focus on the present. My eyes widened in shock and I gasped realizing I was overfilling a glass cup with water. I put down the jug immediately and then proceeded to the bigger offense. The overflowing water had poured on to the table and then in turn poured on Daddy’s lap. The expression he had on his face was one that said ‘what the hell is wrong with you?’ But of course he couldn’t say that to me because I am his child. His only child.“I’m sorry Daddy. I’m so sorry.” I apologized quickly with my palms pressed together.Dad sighed and then looked at me with concern on his face.“Are you okay? Is everything okay?” He asked me.“Yes I’m fine. I just got lost thinking.” I replied sharply.“About what?” Mum demanded displeased.Well there was no way I could tell them what I was thinking about . No way in hell!Flashes of A
(ATLAS’S POV) I knew that she was frozen because of the effect I have on her. I was surprised that she could even look me directly in the eyes but I liked it. I got to see her face so up close and I was torn between what was the more attractive feature on her face between her gorgeous sapphire eyes and her perfect pink pouty lips. “What do you want to ask me?” She said and her voice came out in short breaks. Like she could barely get the words out. “Why do you write those things?” I asked her. Her left eyebrow went up as if she was surprised. I thought she would stammer or lose her words the way she does when she is nervous. “Because it’s how I feel about you.” Her words were clear, her voice was clearer. I gave a chuckle. “And how do you feel about me?” I tested. She didn’t waver. “I feel a lot of things.” Her voice was soft and dreamy. “You almost sound like her.” I let out. “Like who?” Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “The girl who writes in that book.”
(LANA’S POV)Being close to Atlas was way better than watching him from a distance. If you looked closely enough, you would definitely find something new to love. Like today as we sat in the sparkling mustang he was driving and I watched him endlessly. I noticed the hair on his body shimmered in Gold when sunlight reflected against his skin. I made a mental note to myself to stroke it gently with my fingers the next time I have the opportunity. Oh! I will be sure to do that.“Alana.” Atlas’s stern sounding voice made me turn my attention to the window instantly. There was no need for him to say any more words. He was scolding me for openly ogling at him.“Lana.” I corrected when I felt the moment of uncomfortable silence had passed.“What?”“It’s Lana. Call me, Lana.” I said in my own stern voice.I could slightly see him turn towards me for a glance but I was not facing him so I could not be sure.“I prefer Alana.” He said in a blunt voice. “Every one calls me Lana.” I insisted.“I
(LANA’S POV)ME - I’m sure that this is what I want. ATLAS - Meet me thirty minutes after school at the underground parking lot.I was staring down at my phone feeling butterflies in my tummy. It was almost the end of school and my friends and I were seated in the Art lab. Daisy was finishing an art work on still life drawing of an egg while we waited and watched on.I was actually counting minutes away to the final bell of the day in anticipation of my meeting with Atlas. I still could not believe it, I mean he knows my name, he has been in my room, I have been in his car, we are meeting today so we can talk about………“Lana, please come back to us.” Paige said putting aside her calculator and textbooks.I snapped out of my thoughts and gave them a guilty smile.“I’m sorry.” I said putting my phone away and giving them all my attention. “Fill me in.”“Lana won’t really know, she doesn’t read rhe coral writer’s articles.” Daisy said standing back and taking a good look at her work on t
(ATLAS’S POV)I watched her cute blue eyes as she looked around the interior of the house in amazement.She turned to me like she thought I was mad.“I don’t understand what you mean by my house.” She said in shock.“Don’t worry about that for now. First, go through this.” I said and I handed the envelope in my hand to her.“What’s this?” I asked.“It’s kind of a contract. It’s what being with me entails.” I said.She received it and opened it while I sat down on a couch watching her go through the papers. Earlier than I expected, her eyes were raised to mine.“In summary of your rules, you have one golden rule and four minor rules which are punishable if broken.” She Said.Again, I realized I liked how clear her voice sounded when she spoke boldly. “That’s correct.” I agreed tapping my chin thoughtfully. She looked down at the paper and continued reading out loud.“The Golden Rule is that I can’t be with anyone else.” She started. “The other rules are; I’m not allowed to tell anyon
(LANA’S POV)I had done a replay in my head for about ten thousand times at least. The fact that Atlas and I had come to an agreement was giving me the chills and of course the reality that we were not close to what I truly hoped for was sinking in my head as well.He had told me plainly that love is definitely not included but I could not help but wonder if this was because I wasn’t up to his status in the first place.But then again, why exactly would he even agree to be with someone like me?“Lana?” Dad called and I looked up from stacking the plates in their rightful places.I wiped my hands on a napking, then took off my apron and hurried through the bustling work space and met my dad who was in the small manager’s office.Daddy is the best cook in the world, back at home on our farm he had a really nice restaurant that used to belong to our grandparents. It wasn’t great but it was good enough.After our parents realized that I was a special child with the brain of a genuis, a re
(LANA’S POV)“Lana?” Travis gently touched me and I snapped back in to reality with a jerk.“Are you okay?” He asked me looking at me confused.Of course I had been frozen to the ground, let’s call that the ‘Atlas Effect’I gave Travis a big grin and nodded my head. “Yes I’m fine. Thank you.” I said and collected the basket from him.“So, where do we start from?” He asked.“Um….” I walked closer to him showing the list on my phone and he peered at it too.“Why don’t we split up to make this faster?” He said kindly as he took a picture of the list on my phone m. “I’ll go this way and you the other way.”“Okay.” I said feeling better but still fighting a twinge of disappointment as I realized that I have to go the opposite way from Atlas.“Um… Can you help me with get the Jolie’s Strawberry yoghurt?” I pleaded with him seeing as he was going that way. “You are definitely obsessed with that thing.” He said laughing as he walked away.I went on with my shopping stretching my head to se
(LANA’S POV)I would be lying if I said that I had a peaceful flight to Washington D.C. But I would also be lying If I said I had a stressful flight.So there you have it, my flight was in the middle of both of moods. Maybe I would say it was balanced….sort of. How could it have been peaceful when I was fighting strongly to stop thinking about Atlas? It was a good thing that I was seated with Travis very far from where my former seat was because I may have been unconsciously stealing glances.I was not on a roller coaster all the time anyway, Travis was nice enough to let me do my writing and he offered me refreshments a lot of times. It would have been perfect if we had not had that awkward conversation just as we were landing.“I’m so glad that you were right beside me throughout this flight.” He said when everyone was cheering around us in celebration of a safe landing.“It was a nice flight.” I said feeling a little but uncomfortable because of how Travis was starring at me.“Y
(LANA’S POV)“Oh my Goodness! Did you really?” Daisy said in shock.I shifted uncomfortably avoiding their eyes as my fingers played on the handle of my box.“I’m sorry. I know we agreed on no more Atlas. I just wanted to express myself!” I said with a resigned sigh.“Oh no. It is not that.” Daisy said stepping forward. “I'm just shocked that you told him all that to his face.”I finally found the courage to look up at my friend seeing that she was not judging me for going to see Atlas even after I had promised not to.“Yea, same here. I am proud that you let him have it and I am very surprised too.” Paige said with a raised eyebrow.Paige is not one to be easily surprised.“So does this really mean- Hey! Watch it!” Daisy said angrily when a bunch of boys ran past us roughly hurling their boxes as they did.My friends and I were standing close to each other in the rowdy airport. We were getting ready to board the plane that would be taking us to Washington D.C. on our school excursion
“Now, tell me, Alana. What is it that you really want?” He asked. The way he looked at me intimidated me and I disliked it so much. I wanted to be firm. I wanted to be confident. “I told you. I am here because I want my book!” I said maintaining my stance. Atlas chuckled. A soft and dry sound that mocked me. “That’s not what you are here for.” He said. He sounded so confident and blunt. I hated that he was right and it annoyed me so much that he was speaking so calmly to me after the way he treated me. After how he left me in that house and snubbed me right afterwards. Fury gnawed within me and I folded my arms across my chest balancing my pose on one hip. “You know what? Maybe i’m not just here for my book! Maybe I am also here to give you a piece of my mind.” I Said. “Well, -“ Atlas started to say but I raised my hand to stop him. “Don’t say anything. You didn’t think you had anything to say to me, anyway. I said and then I scoffed at him right after, You’re so me
(LANA’S POV)There was a moment of pure silence passing through the atmosphere as the boys simply stared at me. The butler narrowed his eyes at me and at them, he could very easily sense that there was some sort of strange thing going around.Then as if snapping out of his thoughts at once, Atlas stood up and walked towards me. Each step he took made my heart beat faster as I struggled to maintain holding his gaze. He was dressed only in shorts and his well framed physique was very obvious in the daylight.He got to me keeping his eyes deeply on mine.“That will be all, Jameson.” He said ajd just as I was starting to wonder who Jameson was, the butler gave a ‘yes sir’ before turning around to take his leave.My eyes could not help but wander to Atlas’s broad chest which seemed to glisten under the sunlight with obvious stains of water on him. I swallowed a lump in my throat as flashes from our last union took place in my head.“I guess you came all the way here to feed your eyes.” He
My friends didn’t lie when they said they would help me get over Atlas. We spent the next few days having fun and being in school together. We had lunch at the bleachers instead of the cafeteria, they made sure that I was almost always occupied with books, we went out a lot and I have to say that it helped me to feel better.I have been watching Atlas as well as haboring feelings for him for years now and to withdraw was not something that was easy. But I was determined and so I put in extra effort.I made a submission to the management of academics requesting for a change in my schedules and time tables. Since I am a perfect score student who has never been in trouble, it was not hard to get what I wanted which was to avoid seeing Atlas in my classes.At night I thought about him before going to bed, sometimes I cried but I stayed strong. It went on that way for some time.Then, Friday came and I was in bed exchanging texts with my friends in our shared group chat.The next day was
(LANA’S POV)My friends stared wide eyed at me like they had just experienced an encounter with a ghost. I stood shocked as well, unable to make words out.They were the last people that I expected to see now and I thought to myself that they must have been worried and come after me.I wondered how long they had been here, what they had seen and if they had heard anything at all. But with such shocked looks on their faces, I knew for a fact that they had a good idea of my secret.I knew it without a doubt.————————————————————————————“Oh my goodness!” Daisy exclaimed for what seemed to be like the hundredth time.“Can you stop saying that?” Paige said tiredly.Her voice sounded way more balanced than Paige but looking at her, one could see that her expression was not so far fetched. She looked like she had been shaken from the story I had just told them.We were all huddled up on my bed, in my room and admist tears, I had relaid most of all that had happened between Atlas and I.Yes
One of the first things that I had ever noticed about Atlas Shaughnessy was how almost cold, expressionless and distant he seemed to be. But when he left me all alone in that huge mansion, i felt his icy attitude for the very first time. It sucked everything from me and drained my energy and confidence. Exactly ten minutes after he had left, the sound of the doorbell jarred me out of my heartbroken and sober state.I had worn my clothes but still remained seated in the bedroom as if waiting somehow for him to reappear. For one second, I had even hoped he was the one at the door, but it was the driver, just as he had told me, an expressionless young man with the figure and aura of a bodyguard. I was driven and dropped off with an emptiness and the broken memories of his fingers and lips all over me.I was plunged in to an unfamiliar place of pain and sadness, one that made sleep almost impossible that night.My mind was swirling in a turmoil of sorrow and the thoughts of what could h
(LANA’S POV)Each strength I had crumbled within me when he looked at me in such an intense way. His tone was authoritative and strong enough to stir up more emotions than I ever imagined.We were so close to each other but I wanted to be even closer to him. So I raised my hands up and let my palms rest on his chest. He watched me intensely as if waiting for what I would do. I closed my eyes thinking of all my imaginations and night dreams, when I opened them again, I raised my self higher standing on my tip toes as I let my lips brush gently over his.I bit his lower lip and he moaned giving me access to slip my tongue in to his mouth. Kissing him overwhelmed me with such intense want.My hands moved over his body gently but firmly as I enjoyed the hardness of his skin. I kissed him so deeply with all my might and desire. Then I reached for his shirt and slipped my hands under raising it higher as I stepped back for a break to take his shirt over his head.I stared at the marvelous
(ATLAS’S POV)Alana was acting icy cold when we got in to the house. She had been acting that way all the way through the drive and till now. I couldn’t help but wonder if she was mad at me for calling her a nerd last night or because of what happened between that male dude and I.“So are you going to say what’s wrong?” I asked watching her take a seat on the Chaise Lounge.I was standing with my arms straightened out beside me and my eyes solely fixed on her. “Nothing is wrong.” She said but she still wasn’t looking at me.“Then why won’t you look at me?” I asked her.She seemed to take a deep breath and then she turned to look at me.Her blue eyes struck me as they always do and I found comfort in starring at that pretty face. “There is nothing wrong.” She said holding my eyes.I had to admit that Alana was so much more than I had ever expected. By a lot more, I mainly mean stubborn.I walked towards her and her eyes narrowed while she turned her face away also.I crouched so I c