(LANA’S POV)
I never thought that I would ever see myself standing so close to Atlas ever. He had pulled me in to a corner in the hallway and for me it suddenly seemed like we were the only ones in the world. My nose was already filled with his cologne and it took me back to yesterday. I knew that my cheeks had gone red again, I could feel the heat. “You don’t have anything to say to me, do you?” He asked me. His voice was as sexy as the rest of him was. Not very deep but hoarse in a kind of cool manner. It made my legs shake. I would have thought that being so close to him would at least show me his imperfections but his face was perfectly sculpted and my brain suddenly stopped functioning properly. “That’s funny. Your book made me think that you had a lot to say…..” He said and I was shocked when his eyes fluttered to my lips briefly before he added in his alluring voice, “And a lot to do.” I could feel my breath hitching in my throat. “I…I am really sorry for sniffing your clothes and I’m sorry for…..” i swallowed and my words ended unable to say the rest. I had a flash of him naked in my head again. “Sorry for……” He asked me cooly as his eyes sucked in to mine. Now, I know that after what happened yesterday I had imagined about a thousand more ways our meeting could have gone. But let me reintroduce myself to you as the biggest dreamer you can ever find. With a second chance today plus having him so close to me in a tight corner, one would think that I would do something different. But I stammered tongue tied for words and I was very relieved when someone opened a door in the hallway and I had the chance to slip out of his grip and hurry away quickly. (ATLAS’S POV) Well I’ll be damned! I thought as I watched her walk away quickly. I couldn’t help but chuckle. It was not just funny but undeniably cute. Finding out who Alana Delaware was didn’t turn out hard at all. For someone like me it was very smooth. All I had to do was go to the principal’s office were I spoke to the secretary, Miss Jones in a straight forward manner and with my charm that made her smile at me very brightly. “I need to find out about a student that is supposed to tutor me. Her name is Alana Delaware. I lost the information slip I received from my teacher.” I lied. With the way the words in the notebook were written, I knew she had to be someone intelligent. “Right away, Mr Shaughnessy.” Miss Jones said fluttering her eyes lashes at me. Flirting between a teacher and a student is not allowed and I know that but I also know that I am handsome beyond imagination and as I have mentioned before, females do tend to throw themselves at me. So that included the older ones as well. Miss Jones had given me enough that I needed to know about Alana for the moment . She was a scholarship student in her senior year like me and we had a couple of classes together. Just as I had predicted, she was really smart. I understood why I had never seen her then. She was among the kids that were called the scholarship nerds. She was not popular and so she was not in my line of vision. I took note of when she had her classes and that was when I noticed her avoiding going to class. Having her cornered in the hallway was hotter than I would have thought. While at home, I could not help but replay the scene over and over in my head. The way I had bent over her. Those large beautiful blue eyes that had stared back at me in fear and panic. The way her pretty pouty lips opened and closed each time to show she was nervous. Also, this time her hair was not in a bun and it cascaded down to her waist like a smooth blonde waterfall. She smelled like fresh sweet cocoa and she looked so innocent yet filled with a lot of thoughts. Before I slept, I read one of the paragraphs again . The things I would do for him. The things I would do to him. The things I would say to him. The way that I shall touch him. If only he would let me. If only he would let my fingers trace in heart shapes, my lips moving slowly over his body as he directed me….. The words aroused me! As I could not help but imagine what I was reading. I wondered before I finally slept, if she was willing to keep running away fro me. And I received an answer the next morning when I realized that she did not show up to school. But she did not know that I was ready to keep chasing. (LANA’S POV) I bit my lips as I remembered how the day before had gone. Each time I did, I stared down at my arm where Atlas had touched me and I could not help but smile goofily. He had touched me. Even if it was for a brief, split moment. I could not believe the way I was feeling a rush of emotions remembering the way he had looked in to my eyes and wishing that he had made my dreams come true by just kissing me right then!. But all these wishes and when it came to putting in effort, I failed woefully. I had lied that I was not feeling good so that I could miss school the next day. There was no way I could go back to that school for now knowing that Atlas had not only found but read the contents of my notebook! At this point, I was not too crazy to be thinking of the exchange student program….or was I? Mum felt guilty that she had given me a cold, I felt guilty for lying to her but the guilt reduced when she came by my room at midday to tell me that she had received a transfer of her payment from the cleaning I had done at the Shaughnessy family pool house. She had thanked me because she had even gotten a positive review and a huge tip. Even though I was very relieved and thankful to God that I had not put my mum’s job at risk, I could not help but wonder what Atlas was up to. Was he doing this so that I could thank him? Would he require me to pay him? Would he let it slide? These thoughts bugged me the whole day and so when mum told me that I had a visitor downstairs that evening, I was scared to my bones. I went down shakily to see who it was. I was relieved and still disappointed when I saw Travis waiting for me, seated anxiously in our small living room. “Travis. Hy. What are you doing here?” I asked him. He stood up with a smile. “I didn’t see you at school and so I brought your notes over for you.” He told me quickly handing them over. “Thank you very much.” I said truly grateful. “Do you want something to drink?” I offered. “I would have loved to but i am already late so I have to decline.” He said. He looked nervous and I smiled kindly at him. “Are you fine? I mean you missed school .” He said “Yeah I just came down with a little cold.” I lied. “Well I do hope you feel better.” He said “Thanks.” I escorted him and told him bye before returning to my room. Just as I did, my phone rang. It was Paige. “Hey baby girl! How are you feeling now? We called the house and your mum told us you were sick.” She said. “I am. Just a little cold.” I said feeling guilty for the constant lies. “But I’m getting better.” “We missed you at school today.” She said. “I missed you too. Travis just left. He came by with my notes for me.” I said sitting on my bed cross legged. “Ooooooh. Go Travis!” Paige said and I could picture the mischievous grin on her face. I laughed. “Stop being silly.” I said. “Come on, you really don’t see how much he likes you? He is always….” Paige lunged in to one of her talks about how Travis likes me and I was initially listening until I heard a noise from the trees outside my windows. Perhaps it was a squirrel, I thought and still holding the phone to my ear, I went to close my window shut. But as I approached the window, something happened. The curtains moved aside and someone slipped in to my room. Atlas Shaughnessy was casually dressed in sneakers,grey sweatpants and a hoodie but still looking like a fucking god!(ATLAS’S POV) With the look on her face one would have thought she saw a ghost. Of course she would be surprised to death. Why on earth would anyone imagine me climbing in through the window? I am Atlas Fucking Shaughnessy for crying out loud! But that just proves my theory on this whole madness. Alana Delaware had to be a witch! It was her third day in my life and here I was climbing in through a window. “I..um…yes I’m here Paige. I’m sorry can I call you back?” She quickly said to the person she was on the phone with.Then she ended the phone call and hurriedly went to lock her door before turning around me shakily. Her eyes were still wide open in shock and they looked like they were going to pop out anytime soon. This time around instead of her facing turning red, she looked plain white. As I said, like she had seen a ghost.“How did you find me? What are you…” she seemed to have lost the words to continue just like yesterday. “I have my ways.” I answered her simply.“You s
(LANA’S POV)“Alana Marissa Delaware! What in the name of God is wrong with you?!” It was my mother’s sharp voice that pierced right through my thoughts and made me focus on the present. My eyes widened in shock and I gasped realizing I was overfilling a glass cup with water. I put down the jug immediately and then proceeded to the bigger offense. The overflowing water had poured on to the table and then in turn poured on Daddy’s lap. The expression he had on his face was one that said ‘what the hell is wrong with you?’ But of course he couldn’t say that to me because I am his child. His only child.“I’m sorry Daddy. I’m so sorry.” I apologized quickly with my palms pressed together.Dad sighed and then looked at me with concern on his face.“Are you okay? Is everything okay?” He asked me.“Yes I’m fine. I just got lost thinking.” I replied sharply.“About what?” Mum demanded displeased.Well there was no way I could tell them what I was thinking about . No way in hell!Flashes of A
(ATLAS’S POV) I knew that she was frozen because of the effect I have on her. I was surprised that she could even look me directly in the eyes but I liked it. I got to see her face so up close and I was torn between what was the more attractive feature on her face between her gorgeous sapphire eyes and her perfect pink pouty lips. “What do you want to ask me?” She said and her voice came out in short breaks. Like she could barely get the words out. “Why do you write those things?” I asked her. Her left eyebrow went up as if she was surprised. I thought she would stammer or lose her words the way she does when she is nervous. “Because it’s how I feel about you.” Her words were clear, her voice was clearer. I gave a chuckle. “And how do you feel about me?” I tested. She didn’t waver. “I feel a lot of things.” Her voice was soft and dreamy. “You almost sound like her.” I let out. “Like who?” Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “The girl who writes in that book.”
(LANA’S POV)Being close to Atlas was way better than watching him from a distance. If you looked closely enough, you would definitely find something new to love. Like today as we sat in the sparkling mustang he was driving and I watched him endlessly. I noticed the hair on his body shimmered in Gold when sunlight reflected against his skin. I made a mental note to myself to stroke it gently with my fingers the next time I have the opportunity. Oh! I will be sure to do that.“Alana.” Atlas’s stern sounding voice made me turn my attention to the window instantly. There was no need for him to say any more words. He was scolding me for openly ogling at him.“Lana.” I corrected when I felt the moment of uncomfortable silence had passed.“What?”“It’s Lana. Call me, Lana.” I said in my own stern voice.I could slightly see him turn towards me for a glance but I was not facing him so I could not be sure.“I prefer Alana.” He said in a blunt voice. “Every one calls me Lana.” I insisted.“I
(LANA’S POV)ME - I’m sure that this is what I want. ATLAS - Meet me thirty minutes after school at the underground parking lot.I was staring down at my phone feeling butterflies in my tummy. It was almost the end of school and my friends and I were seated in the Art lab. Daisy was finishing an art work on still life drawing of an egg while we waited and watched on.I was actually counting minutes away to the final bell of the day in anticipation of my meeting with Atlas. I still could not believe it, I mean he knows my name, he has been in my room, I have been in his car, we are meeting today so we can talk about………“Lana, please come back to us.” Paige said putting aside her calculator and textbooks.I snapped out of my thoughts and gave them a guilty smile.“I’m sorry.” I said putting my phone away and giving them all my attention. “Fill me in.”“Lana won’t really know, she doesn’t read rhe coral writer’s articles.” Daisy said standing back and taking a good look at her work on t
(ATLAS’S POV)I watched her cute blue eyes as she looked around the interior of the house in amazement.She turned to me like she thought I was mad.“I don’t understand what you mean by my house.” She said in shock.“Don’t worry about that for now. First, go through this.” I said and I handed the envelope in my hand to her.“What’s this?” I asked.“It’s kind of a contract. It’s what being with me entails.” I said.She received it and opened it while I sat down on a couch watching her go through the papers. Earlier than I expected, her eyes were raised to mine.“In summary of your rules, you have one golden rule and four minor rules which are punishable if broken.” She Said.Again, I realized I liked how clear her voice sounded when she spoke boldly. “That’s correct.” I agreed tapping my chin thoughtfully. She looked down at the paper and continued reading out loud.“The Golden Rule is that I can’t be with anyone else.” She started. “The other rules are; I’m not allowed to tell anyon
(LANA’S POV)I had done a replay in my head for about ten thousand times at least. The fact that Atlas and I had come to an agreement was giving me the chills and of course the reality that we were not close to what I truly hoped for was sinking in my head as well.He had told me plainly that love is definitely not included but I could not help but wonder if this was because I wasn’t up to his status in the first place.But then again, why exactly would he even agree to be with someone like me?“Lana?” Dad called and I looked up from stacking the plates in their rightful places.I wiped my hands on a napking, then took off my apron and hurried through the bustling work space and met my dad who was in the small manager’s office.Daddy is the best cook in the world, back at home on our farm he had a really nice restaurant that used to belong to our grandparents. It wasn’t great but it was good enough.After our parents realized that I was a special child with the brain of a genuis, a re
(LANA’S POV)“Lana?” Travis gently touched me and I snapped back in to reality with a jerk.“Are you okay?” He asked me looking at me confused.Of course I had been frozen to the ground, let’s call that the ‘Atlas Effect’I gave Travis a big grin and nodded my head. “Yes I’m fine. Thank you.” I said and collected the basket from him.“So, where do we start from?” He asked.“Um….” I walked closer to him showing the list on my phone and he peered at it too.“Why don’t we split up to make this faster?” He said kindly as he took a picture of the list on my phone m. “I’ll go this way and you the other way.”“Okay.” I said feeling better but still fighting a twinge of disappointment as I realized that I have to go the opposite way from Atlas.“Um… Can you help me with get the Jolie’s Strawberry yoghurt?” I pleaded with him seeing as he was going that way. “You are definitely obsessed with that thing.” He said laughing as he walked away.I went on with my shopping stretching my head to se
(LANA’S PARENTS) Have you ever had things go smoothly for you and then all of a sudden, it all came crashing down in the most surprising and unbelievable manner?Well, that’s what has happened to me! For me, it was still feeling like it was just yesterday that Atlas and I had spent the most amazing time together.It was so sad that we had not been given enough time to sink in to those times we spent. I’ve been so devastated since the day before yesterday . Today is my third night since the horrors began and I can tell you that I don’t feel better.Well, when I think about the fact tht Atlas stood up to his mum for me and said all those heart warming things about me, I feel better. He’s all I can think about most times. I know that if I had a moment to be with him then he would make me feel better. I could also not help the feeling of guilt as I remembered the harsh way I had asked him to leave my room last night. I just wish I could find a way to see him.There came a knock at m
(ATLAS’S POV)Just as I expected, my parents were waiting for me as I made my way in to the house. I was headed straight for my room even though I knew that they wouldn’t let me, but I mean is there really anything wrong with giving it a try?“Atlas!” Andres my older brother called on my way up the second floor and I turned to see him leaned against the door of my dad’s private study.“Yes.” I answered grimly even though again, I really knew what he wanted.For me to come in and face whatever my parents had to say. Andres said but he also said nothing as he inclined his head towards the study room. I was expected to follow him as he turned around and walked back in so I did. Mum was pacing about looking the most angry I have ever seen her. Dad on the other hand was in his chair, cross legged with a grim, angry look on his face.Yup! I knew it, I was in trouble but I didn’t care. I was very happy about what I had done, in fact I felt lucky and fortunate that I had been able to do it
(LANA’S POV) Beautiful words, Wrong Place. I thought as I stared at Atlas. I was overwhelmed with so many emotions that I did not know what exactly to say or do.I just stood frozen to the spot as tears just kept on streaming endlessly down my face and this time around, they were not tears of sorrow. I have never had someone defend me in that way, neither have I had someone say such beautiful things about me. I was lost in his actions and drowned by his words.He stood up to his mother and said these words right in front of our parents. He was doing it for me.My heart was filled with so much joy and appreciation. Even after I sent him out of my room, he didn’t get angry with me.My thoughts were soon interrupted by Atlas’s mother who let out a dry cackle that did not reach her eyes at all. She stared back at him with disbelief in her eyes. “Is this some sort of joke?” She asked Atlas.“I’m not joking, Mum.” Her eyes widened slightly in shock and then a displeased look settled on
(LANA’S POV)It was like we were all in a boxing ring getting ready for an anticipated fight. Everyone seemed to be placed in strategic positions and I feared that things would heat up. Mum and Dad were visibly angry and Mrs Shaughnessy was obviously displeased as well. Mr Glass and I were the only ones who were not angry, we were uncomfortable and scared.I stood up to because everyone was standing and my body was shaking as tears crowded my eyes. Mr Glass was trying to conceal how stressed he was but I could sense it. He was uncomfortable but he was the first one to quickly voice his thoughts out slicing through the tension with a slight cough.“Why don’t we all sit down please? I promise we can talk about this better. We can settle this like grown, mature adults that we are.” He said with a shaky voice and a hopeful smile that fell flat amongst everyone in the room.No one even regarded him anymore. Mum and Nrs Shaughnessy were having a show down with their eyes. “I guess you a
(LANA’S POV)“We’re sorry, Lana.” Daisy whispered at me before she and Paige walked the opposite direction and I followed my parents to the principal’s office.I was not angry at my friends as I just said, disappointed maybe. We did not said a word to each other as the three of us sat down at the backseat of my dad’s car. I was too hurt to even say anything.Now, I felt more anxious as we followed the administrative building pathway that led us to the principal’s office.“You should be happy with your friends, Lana. They care about.” Dad tried. “They did not want that woman to walk all over you and that is why they came to tell us what was going on.”I nodded my head stiffly but I was not even paying close attention to what he was saying. I was thinking of what was going to happen once we were in the principal’s office.The secretary looked up with a polite smile which became shaky on her lips once she saw mum and dad’s expressions.“We are here to see Mr Glass, the principal. Is he i
(LANA’S POV)It seemed like my parents were getting angrier as the days went by. The next morning, I did not get the usual knock on my door telling me to hurry down for breakfast. I really don’t blame them, if I was them, I would be very angry with me as well .I encouraged myself by doing some morning affirmations while looking at myself in the mirror. I knew that a stressful day awaited me and I had to get myself ready for it.After taking a deep sigh, I got my backpack and led myself out of the room and down the hall. As I approached, I heard voices coming from the living room.My heart started racing as I thought about all the possible people who could come to my house this morning. The top of my list had to be Mrs Shaughnessy. Perhaps she found out that Atlas came to see me last night and it made her very furious. Maybe she was here to force me in to taking explication as my option. My throat was dry and my heart was racing as I walked towards the living room carefully with th
(ATLAS’S POV)Alana sobbed in my arms for a long time. It felt like my heart was breaking with each sob.I held her to myself trying not to tighten my grip, so I didn’t hurt her.I was angry, I missed her so much!She withdrew back suddenly and started to wipe her face gently with her hands. Then she got off to the bed and got herself a napkin that was on her reading table.“You can’t just come in here whenever you like, you know?” She said to me.Her voice was tired but angry as well.I crossed over to her but she moved backwards. Her eyes were flashing in hurt and anger,“I waited for you! I waited for a message from you!” She said trying not to choke back. “I tried to get to you. I sent my young brother with -““No, Stop please.” She said gently but with a firm command so stern that I felt the words hanging on my tongue. “I would like for you to just leave my room, please.” She said to me.I could see that she was looking down and she was avoiding my eyes.“I had no way of gettin
(ATLAS’S POV)The silence in the dining room was deafening and I could feel everyone’s eyes on me. Not only that, Valerie’s hands were still placed on my thighs and that seemed to be the most annoying thing at the moment. I gently lifted her hand from my thigh and placed it down. Then I smoothed my clothes and pushed back the plate of food that was before me.“I said that I won’t be taking Valerie Wilson to the ball.” I stated in a very clear tone. There was a wave of shock that passed around the table and settled on everyone’s faces.“Don’t be rude, Atlas.” Mum said in a flat tone and then she turned to Jean Wilson and smiled at her. “Atlas has been so disoriented with all that was going on.”“Oh!” Jean Wilson said hurriedyly as she tried to lessen the tension in the room. “I heard all about that and so I understand. That low class girl is trying to pull your name through the mud!”“Exactly what I said!” Mum said immediately. “Atlas has been so destabilised with all that has been g
(ATLAS’S POV)There was knocking at my door again, for what seemed to be the hundredth time but was only the third time.And then Mum’s voice came.“Atlas, if you don’t open up now, I’ll have you locked in for a whole month and heavily guarded as well! You won’t be able to go anywhere!” She said to me.She hit the right spot! This was wrong! She was keeping me locked in against my will! I had turned to a prisoner but defying her would only bring worse to me. I know my mother very well and I know that she does not joke when she threatens, especially when it’s something that she is invested in.Like handling what she would call ‘A Social Scandal’ I stood up and walked over to the door turning the key in the lock and going back to my bed where I sat down.Mum came in. She looked beautiful dressed in one of her expensive dresses and jewelled like she has a huge occasion to attend. To make matters more annoying, she was smiling at me warmly.“Hello Darling.” She said making her way over t