(LANA’S POV)
“Alana Marissa Delaware! What in the name of God is wrong with you?!” It was my mother’s sharp voice that pierced right through my thoughts and made me focus on the present. My eyes widened in shock and I gasped realizing I was overfilling a glass cup with water. I put down the jug immediately and then proceeded to the bigger offense. The overflowing water had poured on to the table and then in turn poured on Daddy’s lap. The expression he had on his face was one that said ‘what the hell is wrong with you?’ But of course he couldn’t say that to me because I am his child. His only child. “I’m sorry Daddy. I’m so sorry.” I apologized quickly with my palms pressed together. Dad sighed and then looked at me with concern on his face. “Are you okay? Is everything okay?” He asked me. “Yes I’m fine. I just got lost thinking.” I replied sharply. “About what?” Mum demanded displeased. Well there was no way I could tell them what I was thinking about . No way in hell! Flashes of Atlas’s lip on mine sucking gently, his hands on my waist, my hands in his hair, the way his tongue tasted on mine, the way I moaned when his tongue sucked on mine, “Oh my God Lana. Is everything okay at school?” Mum suddenly shook me gently and I realized I had done it again. Wandered right of to Atlas’s world. Mum turned to Dad in worry. “I don’t know what we can do about this. Do you think it’s because we didn’t do anything about it on time? She has always been in her head a lot.” Her voice spelled worry. Dad looked up from using the towel to absorb the water that had poured on him. “So do you think we should ….” “No! Thank you! I’m fine. I’m normal. I’m sorry I just have something on my mind.” I said very loudly making them both stop. “Are you sure?” Dad asked and I smiled at him. “Positive.” I told them, they did not look convinced but it seemed like they had no choice but to trust me. I spent the rest of my breakfast trying to focus so that my parents would not fix me up to see a shrink. The walk from home to school was perfect for me because then I could reminisce on the time I had spent with Atlas yesterday without getting disturbed. I could think about how hands had felt like fire on my skin, leaving a trail each way they went and I yearned for more of that feeling each time my mind did a replay. Unlike my parents, my friends did not even notice I was spacing out. They were too excited about a School excursion we were going on in six days. An excursion of Three days in the city of Washington D.C. booked at a very elegant Luxirios hotel with the chances to experience some fun and opportunities. . It’s a very exquisite trip and it’s a good thing my friends and I get to go for free because we would have never been able to afford this. “I can’t wait to be on the plane.” Paige said with a dreamy look on her face, she had never been on a plane. “I can wait, I’m not looking forward to that.” Daisy said. She had never been on a plane too but she was scared of the thought of flying. I have been on a plane before. Once. When I was coming here for the first time with my parents. We left our home and restaurant in Texas and came here because my parents wanted me to have this opportunity. “What about you Lana, what are you excited about?” Paige asked. “The Musuems.” I said. Thinking about them got me anticipating and for a brief moment I even stopped thinking of Atlas. Atlas. I spent most of today thinking of him so much that I did not concentrate throughout. I was also terrified to see him for some reason. I could not bear to look him in the eyes. So I dodged him as well as I could. We didn’t have classes together so all I had to do was miss lunch at the cafeteria and then close late for the day. I stayed at the library trying to finish up on my assignments before going home. It was not abnormal for me to spend extra hours after school at the library so my friends kissed me goodbye and left. Focusing on my assignment did help to block out thoughts of Atlas that had occupied my head for most of the day. When I was done, I gathered my books in my bag and stood up walking to a shelf to return a book. “Here I was thinking we would be here till night time.” I let out a fast scream in fear. My heart was beating fast or maybe even faster than that as my eyes settled on Atlas slouching lazily on some chairs. “What- why?!” I was not sure of what to say. How did he just come out of nowhere, was he some sort of spirit? Oh, why did he look so sexy? He was coming towards me after getting off the chair and I took in how smart and put together he looked. As usual, perfect. His hair was brushed back so sleekly that I wanted to run my hands over it. The dark turtle neck he wore hugged his frame and formed his muscles. It was just like- “Maybe when you’re done eating me up with your eyes, you can let me know.” He said with a shrug. So casually, without a smirk, a frown or a smile. His beautiful Grey eyes just unreadable starring back at me. I bit my lip embarrassed as I looked down at my feet for a while. “What are you doing here?” I asked him peering around his shoulder to see if I could get a glimpse of the front desk. “The librarian is not here. She has gone home.” He informed me. I gasped and fumbled for my phone in my bag. It was thirty minutes later than I expected. “And here I was thinking you were avoiding me.” He said his eyes still intently fixed on me. “And why would I avoid you?” I asked folding my arms confidently and slowly pushing down those thoughts of mine that said I was avoiding him. Atlas looked at me for a moment and then he started to come closer to me. I held my breath as he got nearer and his scent was beginning to fill my nostrils. I remember how his body felt when I touched him, the way I wanted to feel his bare skin……. “I have a question to ask you.” He said once he was standing so close to me that our bodies were touching. I would have walked back if I could but my back was against a large shelf of books. So I had no choice but to let those beautiful grey eyes drain all the strength in me.(ATLAS’S POV) I knew that she was frozen because of the effect I have on her. I was surprised that she could even look me directly in the eyes but I liked it. I got to see her face so up close and I was torn between what was the more attractive feature on her face between her gorgeous sapphire eyes and her perfect pink pouty lips. “What do you want to ask me?” She said and her voice came out in short breaks. Like she could barely get the words out. “Why do you write those things?” I asked her. Her left eyebrow went up as if she was surprised. I thought she would stammer or lose her words the way she does when she is nervous. “Because it’s how I feel about you.” Her words were clear, her voice was clearer. I gave a chuckle. “And how do you feel about me?” I tested. She didn’t waver. “I feel a lot of things.” Her voice was soft and dreamy. “You almost sound like her.” I let out. “Like who?” Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “The girl who writes in that book.”
(LANA’S POV)Being close to Atlas was way better than watching him from a distance. If you looked closely enough, you would definitely find something new to love. Like today as we sat in the sparkling mustang he was driving and I watched him endlessly. I noticed the hair on his body shimmered in Gold when sunlight reflected against his skin. I made a mental note to myself to stroke it gently with my fingers the next time I have the opportunity. Oh! I will be sure to do that.“Alana.” Atlas’s stern sounding voice made me turn my attention to the window instantly. There was no need for him to say any more words. He was scolding me for openly ogling at him.“Lana.” I corrected when I felt the moment of uncomfortable silence had passed.“What?”“It’s Lana. Call me, Lana.” I said in my own stern voice.I could slightly see him turn towards me for a glance but I was not facing him so I could not be sure.“I prefer Alana.” He said in a blunt voice. “Every one calls me Lana.” I insisted.“I
(LANA’S POV)ME - I’m sure that this is what I want. ATLAS - Meet me thirty minutes after school at the underground parking lot.I was staring down at my phone feeling butterflies in my tummy. It was almost the end of school and my friends and I were seated in the Art lab. Daisy was finishing an art work on still life drawing of an egg while we waited and watched on.I was actually counting minutes away to the final bell of the day in anticipation of my meeting with Atlas. I still could not believe it, I mean he knows my name, he has been in my room, I have been in his car, we are meeting today so we can talk about………“Lana, please come back to us.” Paige said putting aside her calculator and textbooks.I snapped out of my thoughts and gave them a guilty smile.“I’m sorry.” I said putting my phone away and giving them all my attention. “Fill me in.”“Lana won’t really know, she doesn’t read rhe coral writer’s articles.” Daisy said standing back and taking a good look at her work on t
(ATLAS’S POV)I watched her cute blue eyes as she looked around the interior of the house in amazement.She turned to me like she thought I was mad.“I don’t understand what you mean by my house.” She said in shock.“Don’t worry about that for now. First, go through this.” I said and I handed the envelope in my hand to her.“What’s this?” I asked.“It’s kind of a contract. It’s what being with me entails.” I said.She received it and opened it while I sat down on a couch watching her go through the papers. Earlier than I expected, her eyes were raised to mine.“In summary of your rules, you have one golden rule and four minor rules which are punishable if broken.” She Said.Again, I realized I liked how clear her voice sounded when she spoke boldly. “That’s correct.” I agreed tapping my chin thoughtfully. She looked down at the paper and continued reading out loud.“The Golden Rule is that I can’t be with anyone else.” She started. “The other rules are; I’m not allowed to tell anyon
(LANA’S POV)I had done a replay in my head for about ten thousand times at least. The fact that Atlas and I had come to an agreement was giving me the chills and of course the reality that we were not close to what I truly hoped for was sinking in my head as well.He had told me plainly that love is definitely not included but I could not help but wonder if this was because I wasn’t up to his status in the first place.But then again, why exactly would he even agree to be with someone like me?“Lana?” Dad called and I looked up from stacking the plates in their rightful places.I wiped my hands on a napking, then took off my apron and hurried through the bustling work space and met my dad who was in the small manager’s office.Daddy is the best cook in the world, back at home on our farm he had a really nice restaurant that used to belong to our grandparents. It wasn’t great but it was good enough.After our parents realized that I was a special child with the brain of a genuis, a re
(LANA’S POV)“Lana?” Travis gently touched me and I snapped back in to reality with a jerk.“Are you okay?” He asked me looking at me confused.Of course I had been frozen to the ground, let’s call that the ‘Atlas Effect’I gave Travis a big grin and nodded my head. “Yes I’m fine. Thank you.” I said and collected the basket from him.“So, where do we start from?” He asked.“Um….” I walked closer to him showing the list on my phone and he peered at it too.“Why don’t we split up to make this faster?” He said kindly as he took a picture of the list on my phone m. “I’ll go this way and you the other way.”“Okay.” I said feeling better but still fighting a twinge of disappointment as I realized that I have to go the opposite way from Atlas.“Um… Can you help me with get the Jolie’s Strawberry yoghurt?” I pleaded with him seeing as he was going that way. “You are definitely obsessed with that thing.” He said laughing as he walked away.I went on with my shopping stretching my head to se
(LANA’S POV)“That’s what he is! A jerk!” Travis said out loud as we walked back home. He was deeply frustrated and annoyed at what had happened at the store. He had every right to and if I was being honest, Atlas was definitely a big Jerk today.But I am a terrible person to say I was not thinking about that. I was busy thinking about the way Atlas had referred to me.A Nerd from school. I should not be hurt but I am. I’m definitely hurt.“I mean! He thinks his money can just get him whatever he wants and that he can just buy any of us simply because he is well boxed up! What a jerk! Funny to think, it’s not even his money!” Travis went on complaining.At that point my mind was drifting in and out of the conversation.“Lana?” Travis called me and touched my arm gently.That was probably the third time he had called my name but this time around, I turned to him.“I’m sorry.” He said surprising me.“Whatever for?” I asked in surprise. Travis scratched his head nervously and he had a
(LANA’S POV) “Get the fuck out of my way, you loser!” Valerie said shoving me in to a line of lockers. Some people around me laughed while others quickly parted ways for Valerie to get past. “Are you alright?” Daisy said hurrying to help me stand straight. My arm hurt and I guessed it may have been slightly bruised. “Yeah I’m fine.” I said tiredly as I straightened myself and rubbed my sore arm. Paige glared at Valerie’s retreating back and narrowed her eyes. “She’s such a bitch!” Paige said with her voice lowered. “It’s okay.” I said. I didn’t really care about Valerie and my mind was just set on what had happened yesterday. To make matters worse as if the universe was sensing my thoughts, Travis appeared in the hallway. Our eyes met and I smiled but he hurried away very quickly. I felt a tug at the lower part of my tummy. “What was that about?” Daisy asked just as Paige asked. “What just happened?” I sighed. “Travis asked me out on a date last night and I s
(LANA’S POV)There was a moment of pure silence passing through the atmosphere as the boys simply stared at me. The butler narrowed his eyes at me and at them, he could very easily sense that there was some sort of strange thing going around.Then as if snapping out of his thoughts at once, Atlas stood up and walked towards me. Each step he took made my heart beat faster as I struggled to maintain holding his gaze. He was dressed only in shorts and his well framed physique was very obvious in the daylight.He got to me keeping his eyes deeply on mine.“That will be all, Jameson.” He said ajd just as I was starting to wonder who Jameson was, the butler gave a ‘yes sir’ before turning around to take his leave.My eyes could not help but wander to Atlas’s broad chest which seemed to glisten under the sunlight with obvious stains of water on him. I swallowed a lump in my throat as flashes from our last union took place in my head.“I guess you came all the way here to feed your eyes.” He
My friends didn’t lie when they said they would help me get over Atlas. We spent the next few days having fun and being in school together. We had lunch at the bleachers instead of the cafeteria, they made sure that I was almost always occupied with books, we went out a lot and I have to say that it helped me to feel better.I have been watching Atlas as well as haboring feelings for him for years now and to withdraw was not something that was easy. But I was determined and so I put in extra effort.I made a submission to the management of academics requesting for a change in my schedules and time tables. Since I am a perfect score student who has never been in trouble, it was not hard to get what I wanted which was to avoid seeing Atlas in my classes.At night I thought about him before going to bed, sometimes I cried but I stayed strong. It went on that way for some time.Then, Friday came and I was in bed exchanging texts with my friends in our shared group chat.The next day was
(LANA’S POV)My friends stared wide eyed at me like they had just experienced an encounter with a ghost. I stood shocked as well, unable to make words out.They were the last people that I expected to see now and I thought to myself that they must have been worried and come after me.I wondered how long they had been here, what they had seen and if they had heard anything at all. But with such shocked looks on their faces, I knew for a fact that they had a good idea of my secret.I knew it without a doubt.————————————————————————————“Oh my goodness!” Daisy exclaimed for what seemed to be like the hundredth time.“Can you stop saying that?” Paige said tiredly.Her voice sounded way more balanced than Paige but looking at her, one could see that her expression was not so far fetched. She looked like she had been shaken from the story I had just told them.We were all huddled up on my bed, in my room and admist tears, I had relaid most of all that had happened between Atlas and I.Yes
One of the first things that I had ever noticed about Atlas Shaughnessy was how almost cold, expressionless and distant he seemed to be. But when he left me all alone in that huge mansion, i felt his icy attitude for the very first time. It sucked everything from me and drained my energy and confidence. Exactly ten minutes after he had left, the sound of the doorbell jarred me out of my heartbroken and sober state.I had worn my clothes but still remained seated in the bedroom as if waiting somehow for him to reappear. For one second, I had even hoped he was the one at the door, but it was the driver, just as he had told me, an expressionless young man with the figure and aura of a bodyguard. I was driven and dropped off with an emptiness and the broken memories of his fingers and lips all over me.I was plunged in to an unfamiliar place of pain and sadness, one that made sleep almost impossible that night.My mind was swirling in a turmoil of sorrow and the thoughts of what could h
(LANA’S POV)Each strength I had crumbled within me when he looked at me in such an intense way. His tone was authoritative and strong enough to stir up more emotions than I ever imagined.We were so close to each other but I wanted to be even closer to him. So I raised my hands up and let my palms rest on his chest. He watched me intensely as if waiting for what I would do. I closed my eyes thinking of all my imaginations and night dreams, when I opened them again, I raised my self higher standing on my tip toes as I let my lips brush gently over his.I bit his lower lip and he moaned giving me access to slip my tongue in to his mouth. Kissing him overwhelmed me with such intense want.My hands moved over his body gently but firmly as I enjoyed the hardness of his skin. I kissed him so deeply with all my might and desire. Then I reached for his shirt and slipped my hands under raising it higher as I stepped back for a break to take his shirt over his head.I stared at the marvelous
(ATLAS’S POV)Alana was acting icy cold when we got in to the house. She had been acting that way all the way through the drive and till now. I couldn’t help but wonder if she was mad at me for calling her a nerd last night or because of what happened between that male dude and I.“So are you going to say what’s wrong?” I asked watching her take a seat on the Chaise Lounge.I was standing with my arms straightened out beside me and my eyes solely fixed on her. “Nothing is wrong.” She said but she still wasn’t looking at me.“Then why won’t you look at me?” I asked her.She seemed to take a deep breath and then she turned to look at me.Her blue eyes struck me as they always do and I found comfort in starring at that pretty face. “There is nothing wrong.” She said holding my eyes.I had to admit that Alana was so much more than I had ever expected. By a lot more, I mainly mean stubborn.I walked towards her and her eyes narrowed while she turned her face away also.I crouched so I c
(LANA’S POV) “Get the fuck out of my way, you loser!” Valerie said shoving me in to a line of lockers. Some people around me laughed while others quickly parted ways for Valerie to get past. “Are you alright?” Daisy said hurrying to help me stand straight. My arm hurt and I guessed it may have been slightly bruised. “Yeah I’m fine.” I said tiredly as I straightened myself and rubbed my sore arm. Paige glared at Valerie’s retreating back and narrowed her eyes. “She’s such a bitch!” Paige said with her voice lowered. “It’s okay.” I said. I didn’t really care about Valerie and my mind was just set on what had happened yesterday. To make matters worse as if the universe was sensing my thoughts, Travis appeared in the hallway. Our eyes met and I smiled but he hurried away very quickly. I felt a tug at the lower part of my tummy. “What was that about?” Daisy asked just as Paige asked. “What just happened?” I sighed. “Travis asked me out on a date last night and I s
(LANA’S POV)“That’s what he is! A jerk!” Travis said out loud as we walked back home. He was deeply frustrated and annoyed at what had happened at the store. He had every right to and if I was being honest, Atlas was definitely a big Jerk today.But I am a terrible person to say I was not thinking about that. I was busy thinking about the way Atlas had referred to me.A Nerd from school. I should not be hurt but I am. I’m definitely hurt.“I mean! He thinks his money can just get him whatever he wants and that he can just buy any of us simply because he is well boxed up! What a jerk! Funny to think, it’s not even his money!” Travis went on complaining.At that point my mind was drifting in and out of the conversation.“Lana?” Travis called me and touched my arm gently.That was probably the third time he had called my name but this time around, I turned to him.“I’m sorry.” He said surprising me.“Whatever for?” I asked in surprise. Travis scratched his head nervously and he had a
(LANA’S POV)“Lana?” Travis gently touched me and I snapped back in to reality with a jerk.“Are you okay?” He asked me looking at me confused.Of course I had been frozen to the ground, let’s call that the ‘Atlas Effect’I gave Travis a big grin and nodded my head. “Yes I’m fine. Thank you.” I said and collected the basket from him.“So, where do we start from?” He asked.“Um….” I walked closer to him showing the list on my phone and he peered at it too.“Why don’t we split up to make this faster?” He said kindly as he took a picture of the list on my phone m. “I’ll go this way and you the other way.”“Okay.” I said feeling better but still fighting a twinge of disappointment as I realized that I have to go the opposite way from Atlas.“Um… Can you help me with get the Jolie’s Strawberry yoghurt?” I pleaded with him seeing as he was going that way. “You are definitely obsessed with that thing.” He said laughing as he walked away.I went on with my shopping stretching my head to se