(LANA’S POV)
“Alana Marissa Delaware! What in the name of God is wrong with you?!” It was my mother’s sharp voice that pierced right through my thoughts and made me focus on the present. My eyes widened in shock and I gasped realizing I was overfilling a glass cup with water. I put down the jug immediately and then proceeded to the bigger offense. The overflowing water had poured on to the table and then in turn poured on Daddy’s lap. The expression he had on his face was one that said ‘what the hell is wrong with you?’ But of course he couldn’t say that to me because I am his child. His only child. “I’m sorry Daddy. I’m so sorry.” I apologized quickly with my palms pressed together. Dad sighed and then looked at me with concern on his face. “Are you okay? Is everything okay?” He asked me. “Yes I’m fine. I just got lost thinking.” I replied sharply. “About what?” Mum demanded displeased. Well there was no way I could tell them what I was thinking about . No way in hell! Flashes of Atlas’s lip on mine sucking gently, his hands on my waist, my hands in his hair, the way his tongue tasted on mine, the way I moaned when his tongue sucked on mine, “Oh my God Lana. Is everything okay at school?” Mum suddenly shook me gently and I realized I had done it again. Wandered right of to Atlas’s world. Mum turned to Dad in worry. “I don’t know what we can do about this. Do you think it’s because we didn’t do anything about it on time? She has always been in her head a lot.” Her voice spelled worry. Dad looked up from using the towel to absorb the water that had poured on him. “So do you think we should ….” “No! Thank you! I’m fine. I’m normal. I’m sorry I just have something on my mind.” I said very loudly making them both stop. “Are you sure?” Dad asked and I smiled at him. “Positive.” I told them, they did not look convinced but it seemed like they had no choice but to trust me. I spent the rest of my breakfast trying to focus so that my parents would not fix me up to see a shrink. The walk from home to school was perfect for me because then I could reminisce on the time I had spent with Atlas yesterday without getting disturbed. I could think about how hands had felt like fire on my skin, leaving a trail each way they went and I yearned for more of that feeling each time my mind did a replay. Unlike my parents, my friends did not even notice I was spacing out. They were too excited about a School excursion we were going on in six days. An excursion of Three days in the city of Washington D.C. booked at a very elegant Luxirios hotel with the chances to experience some fun and opportunities. . It’s a very exquisite trip and it’s a good thing my friends and I get to go for free because we would have never been able to afford this. “I can’t wait to be on the plane.” Paige said with a dreamy look on her face, she had never been on a plane. “I can wait, I’m not looking forward to that.” Daisy said. She had never been on a plane too but she was scared of the thought of flying. I have been on a plane before. Once. When I was coming here for the first time with my parents. We left our home and restaurant in Texas and came here because my parents wanted me to have this opportunity. “What about you Lana, what are you excited about?” Paige asked. “The Musuems.” I said. Thinking about them got me anticipating and for a brief moment I even stopped thinking of Atlas. Atlas. I spent most of today thinking of him so much that I did not concentrate throughout. I was also terrified to see him for some reason. I could not bear to look him in the eyes. So I dodged him as well as I could. We didn’t have classes together so all I had to do was miss lunch at the cafeteria and then close late for the day. I stayed at the library trying to finish up on my assignments before going home. It was not abnormal for me to spend extra hours after school at the library so my friends kissed me goodbye and left. Focusing on my assignment did help to block out thoughts of Atlas that had occupied my head for most of the day. When I was done, I gathered my books in my bag and stood up walking to a shelf to return a book. “Here I was thinking we would be here till night time.” I let out a fast scream in fear. My heart was beating fast or maybe even faster than that as my eyes settled on Atlas slouching lazily on some chairs. “What- why?!” I was not sure of what to say. How did he just come out of nowhere, was he some sort of spirit? Oh, why did he look so sexy? He was coming towards me after getting off the chair and I took in how smart and put together he looked. As usual, perfect. His hair was brushed back so sleekly that I wanted to run my hands over it. The dark turtle neck he wore hugged his frame and formed his muscles. It was just like- “Maybe when you’re done eating me up with your eyes, you can let me know.” He said with a shrug. So casually, without a smirk, a frown or a smile. His beautiful Grey eyes just unreadable starring back at me. I bit my lip embarrassed as I looked down at my feet for a while. “What are you doing here?” I asked him peering around his shoulder to see if I could get a glimpse of the front desk. “The librarian is not here. She has gone home.” He informed me. I gasped and fumbled for my phone in my bag. It was thirty minutes later than I expected. “And here I was thinking you were avoiding me.” He said his eyes still intently fixed on me. “And why would I avoid you?” I asked folding my arms confidently and slowly pushing down those thoughts of mine that said I was avoiding him. Atlas looked at me for a moment and then he started to come closer to me. I held my breath as he got nearer and his scent was beginning to fill my nostrils. I remember how his body felt when I touched him, the way I wanted to feel his bare skin……. “I have a question to ask you.” He said once he was standing so close to me that our bodies were touching. I would have walked back if I could but my back was against a large shelf of books. So I had no choice but to let those beautiful grey eyes drain all the strength in me.(ATLAS’S POV) I knew that she was frozen because of the effect I have on her. I was surprised that she could even look me directly in the eyes but I liked it. I got to see her face so up close and I was torn between what was the more attractive feature on her face between her gorgeous sapphire eyes and her perfect pink pouty lips. “What do you want to ask me?” She said and her voice came out in short breaks. Like she could barely get the words out. “Why do you write those things?” I asked her. Her left eyebrow went up as if she was surprised. I thought she would stammer or lose her words the way she does when she is nervous. “Because it’s how I feel about you.” Her words were clear, her voice was clearer. I gave a chuckle. “And how do you feel about me?” I tested. She didn’t waver. “I feel a lot of things.” Her voice was soft and dreamy. “You almost sound like her.” I let out. “Like who?” Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “The girl who writes in that book.”
(LANA’S POV)Being close to Atlas was way better than watching him from a distance. If you looked closely enough, you would definitely find something new to love. Like today as we sat in the sparkling mustang he was driving and I watched him endlessly. I noticed the hair on his body shimmered in Gold when sunlight reflected against his skin. I made a mental note to myself to stroke it gently with my fingers the next time I have the opportunity. Oh! I will be sure to do that.“Alana.” Atlas’s stern sounding voice made me turn my attention to the window instantly. There was no need for him to say any more words. He was scolding me for openly ogling at him.“Lana.” I corrected when I felt the moment of uncomfortable silence had passed.“What?”“It’s Lana. Call me, Lana.” I said in my own stern voice.I could slightly see him turn towards me for a glance but I was not facing him so I could not be sure.“I prefer Alana.” He said in a blunt voice. “Every one calls me Lana.” I insisted.“I
(LANA’S POV)ME - I’m sure that this is what I want. ATLAS - Meet me thirty minutes after school at the underground parking lot.I was staring down at my phone feeling butterflies in my tummy. It was almost the end of school and my friends and I were seated in the Art lab. Daisy was finishing an art work on still life drawing of an egg while we waited and watched on.I was actually counting minutes away to the final bell of the day in anticipation of my meeting with Atlas. I still could not believe it, I mean he knows my name, he has been in my room, I have been in his car, we are meeting today so we can talk about………“Lana, please come back to us.” Paige said putting aside her calculator and textbooks.I snapped out of my thoughts and gave them a guilty smile.“I’m sorry.” I said putting my phone away and giving them all my attention. “Fill me in.”“Lana won’t really know, she doesn’t read rhe coral writer’s articles.” Daisy said standing back and taking a good look at her work on t
(ATLAS’S POV)I watched her cute blue eyes as she looked around the interior of the house in amazement.She turned to me like she thought I was mad.“I don’t understand what you mean by my house.” She said in shock.“Don’t worry about that for now. First, go through this.” I said and I handed the envelope in my hand to her.“What’s this?” I asked.“It’s kind of a contract. It’s what being with me entails.” I said.She received it and opened it while I sat down on a couch watching her go through the papers. Earlier than I expected, her eyes were raised to mine.“In summary of your rules, you have one golden rule and four minor rules which are punishable if broken.” She Said.Again, I realized I liked how clear her voice sounded when she spoke boldly. “That’s correct.” I agreed tapping my chin thoughtfully. She looked down at the paper and continued reading out loud.“The Golden Rule is that I can’t be with anyone else.” She started. “The other rules are; I’m not allowed to tell anyon
(LANA’S POV)I had done a replay in my head for about ten thousand times at least. The fact that Atlas and I had come to an agreement was giving me the chills and of course the reality that we were not close to what I truly hoped for was sinking in my head as well.He had told me plainly that love is definitely not included but I could not help but wonder if this was because I wasn’t up to his status in the first place.But then again, why exactly would he even agree to be with someone like me?“Lana?” Dad called and I looked up from stacking the plates in their rightful places.I wiped my hands on a napking, then took off my apron and hurried through the bustling work space and met my dad who was in the small manager’s office.Daddy is the best cook in the world, back at home on our farm he had a really nice restaurant that used to belong to our grandparents. It wasn’t great but it was good enough.After our parents realized that I was a special child with the brain of a genuis, a re
(LANA’S POV)“Lana?” Travis gently touched me and I snapped back in to reality with a jerk.“Are you okay?” He asked me looking at me confused.Of course I had been frozen to the ground, let’s call that the ‘Atlas Effect’I gave Travis a big grin and nodded my head. “Yes I’m fine. Thank you.” I said and collected the basket from him.“So, where do we start from?” He asked.“Um….” I walked closer to him showing the list on my phone and he peered at it too.“Why don’t we split up to make this faster?” He said kindly as he took a picture of the list on my phone m. “I’ll go this way and you the other way.”“Okay.” I said feeling better but still fighting a twinge of disappointment as I realized that I have to go the opposite way from Atlas.“Um… Can you help me with get the Jolie’s Strawberry yoghurt?” I pleaded with him seeing as he was going that way. “You are definitely obsessed with that thing.” He said laughing as he walked away.I went on with my shopping stretching my head to se
(LANA’S POV)“That’s what he is! A jerk!” Travis said out loud as we walked back home. He was deeply frustrated and annoyed at what had happened at the store. He had every right to and if I was being honest, Atlas was definitely a big Jerk today.But I am a terrible person to say I was not thinking about that. I was busy thinking about the way Atlas had referred to me.A Nerd from school. I should not be hurt but I am. I’m definitely hurt.“I mean! He thinks his money can just get him whatever he wants and that he can just buy any of us simply because he is well boxed up! What a jerk! Funny to think, it’s not even his money!” Travis went on complaining.At that point my mind was drifting in and out of the conversation.“Lana?” Travis called me and touched my arm gently.That was probably the third time he had called my name but this time around, I turned to him.“I’m sorry.” He said surprising me.“Whatever for?” I asked in surprise. Travis scratched his head nervously and he had a
(LANA’S POV) “Get the fuck out of my way, you loser!” Valerie said shoving me in to a line of lockers. Some people around me laughed while others quickly parted ways for Valerie to get past. “Are you alright?” Daisy said hurrying to help me stand straight. My arm hurt and I guessed it may have been slightly bruised. “Yeah I’m fine.” I said tiredly as I straightened myself and rubbed my sore arm. Paige glared at Valerie’s retreating back and narrowed her eyes. “She’s such a bitch!” Paige said with her voice lowered. “It’s okay.” I said. I didn’t really care about Valerie and my mind was just set on what had happened yesterday. To make matters worse as if the universe was sensing my thoughts, Travis appeared in the hallway. Our eyes met and I smiled but he hurried away very quickly. I felt a tug at the lower part of my tummy. “What was that about?” Daisy asked just as Paige asked. “What just happened?” I sighed. “Travis asked me out on a date last night and I s
(LANA’S PARENTS) Have you ever had things go smoothly for you and then all of a sudden, it all came crashing down in the most surprising and unbelievable manner?Well, that’s what has happened to me! For me, it was still feeling like it was just yesterday that Atlas and I had spent the most amazing time together.It was so sad that we had not been given enough time to sink in to those times we spent. I’ve been so devastated since the day before yesterday . Today is my third night since the horrors began and I can tell you that I don’t feel better.Well, when I think about the fact tht Atlas stood up to his mum for me and said all those heart warming things about me, I feel better. He’s all I can think about most times. I know that if I had a moment to be with him then he would make me feel better. I could also not help the feeling of guilt as I remembered the harsh way I had asked him to leave my room last night. I just wish I could find a way to see him.There came a knock at m
(ATLAS’S POV)Just as I expected, my parents were waiting for me as I made my way in to the house. I was headed straight for my room even though I knew that they wouldn’t let me, but I mean is there really anything wrong with giving it a try?“Atlas!” Andres my older brother called on my way up the second floor and I turned to see him leaned against the door of my dad’s private study.“Yes.” I answered grimly even though again, I really knew what he wanted.For me to come in and face whatever my parents had to say. Andres said but he also said nothing as he inclined his head towards the study room. I was expected to follow him as he turned around and walked back in so I did. Mum was pacing about looking the most angry I have ever seen her. Dad on the other hand was in his chair, cross legged with a grim, angry look on his face.Yup! I knew it, I was in trouble but I didn’t care. I was very happy about what I had done, in fact I felt lucky and fortunate that I had been able to do it
(LANA’S POV) Beautiful words, Wrong Place. I thought as I stared at Atlas. I was overwhelmed with so many emotions that I did not know what exactly to say or do.I just stood frozen to the spot as tears just kept on streaming endlessly down my face and this time around, they were not tears of sorrow. I have never had someone defend me in that way, neither have I had someone say such beautiful things about me. I was lost in his actions and drowned by his words.He stood up to his mother and said these words right in front of our parents. He was doing it for me.My heart was filled with so much joy and appreciation. Even after I sent him out of my room, he didn’t get angry with me.My thoughts were soon interrupted by Atlas’s mother who let out a dry cackle that did not reach her eyes at all. She stared back at him with disbelief in her eyes. “Is this some sort of joke?” She asked Atlas.“I’m not joking, Mum.” Her eyes widened slightly in shock and then a displeased look settled on
(LANA’S POV)It was like we were all in a boxing ring getting ready for an anticipated fight. Everyone seemed to be placed in strategic positions and I feared that things would heat up. Mum and Dad were visibly angry and Mrs Shaughnessy was obviously displeased as well. Mr Glass and I were the only ones who were not angry, we were uncomfortable and scared.I stood up to because everyone was standing and my body was shaking as tears crowded my eyes. Mr Glass was trying to conceal how stressed he was but I could sense it. He was uncomfortable but he was the first one to quickly voice his thoughts out slicing through the tension with a slight cough.“Why don’t we all sit down please? I promise we can talk about this better. We can settle this like grown, mature adults that we are.” He said with a shaky voice and a hopeful smile that fell flat amongst everyone in the room.No one even regarded him anymore. Mum and Nrs Shaughnessy were having a show down with their eyes. “I guess you a
(LANA’S POV)“We’re sorry, Lana.” Daisy whispered at me before she and Paige walked the opposite direction and I followed my parents to the principal’s office.I was not angry at my friends as I just said, disappointed maybe. We did not said a word to each other as the three of us sat down at the backseat of my dad’s car. I was too hurt to even say anything.Now, I felt more anxious as we followed the administrative building pathway that led us to the principal’s office.“You should be happy with your friends, Lana. They care about.” Dad tried. “They did not want that woman to walk all over you and that is why they came to tell us what was going on.”I nodded my head stiffly but I was not even paying close attention to what he was saying. I was thinking of what was going to happen once we were in the principal’s office.The secretary looked up with a polite smile which became shaky on her lips once she saw mum and dad’s expressions.“We are here to see Mr Glass, the principal. Is he i
(LANA’S POV)It seemed like my parents were getting angrier as the days went by. The next morning, I did not get the usual knock on my door telling me to hurry down for breakfast. I really don’t blame them, if I was them, I would be very angry with me as well .I encouraged myself by doing some morning affirmations while looking at myself in the mirror. I knew that a stressful day awaited me and I had to get myself ready for it.After taking a deep sigh, I got my backpack and led myself out of the room and down the hall. As I approached, I heard voices coming from the living room.My heart started racing as I thought about all the possible people who could come to my house this morning. The top of my list had to be Mrs Shaughnessy. Perhaps she found out that Atlas came to see me last night and it made her very furious. Maybe she was here to force me in to taking explication as my option. My throat was dry and my heart was racing as I walked towards the living room carefully with th
(ATLAS’S POV)Alana sobbed in my arms for a long time. It felt like my heart was breaking with each sob.I held her to myself trying not to tighten my grip, so I didn’t hurt her.I was angry, I missed her so much!She withdrew back suddenly and started to wipe her face gently with her hands. Then she got off to the bed and got herself a napkin that was on her reading table.“You can’t just come in here whenever you like, you know?” She said to me.Her voice was tired but angry as well.I crossed over to her but she moved backwards. Her eyes were flashing in hurt and anger,“I waited for you! I waited for a message from you!” She said trying not to choke back. “I tried to get to you. I sent my young brother with -““No, Stop please.” She said gently but with a firm command so stern that I felt the words hanging on my tongue. “I would like for you to just leave my room, please.” She said to me.I could see that she was looking down and she was avoiding my eyes.“I had no way of gettin
(ATLAS’S POV)The silence in the dining room was deafening and I could feel everyone’s eyes on me. Not only that, Valerie’s hands were still placed on my thighs and that seemed to be the most annoying thing at the moment. I gently lifted her hand from my thigh and placed it down. Then I smoothed my clothes and pushed back the plate of food that was before me.“I said that I won’t be taking Valerie Wilson to the ball.” I stated in a very clear tone. There was a wave of shock that passed around the table and settled on everyone’s faces.“Don’t be rude, Atlas.” Mum said in a flat tone and then she turned to Jean Wilson and smiled at her. “Atlas has been so disoriented with all that was going on.”“Oh!” Jean Wilson said hurriedyly as she tried to lessen the tension in the room. “I heard all about that and so I understand. That low class girl is trying to pull your name through the mud!”“Exactly what I said!” Mum said immediately. “Atlas has been so destabilised with all that has been g
(ATLAS’S POV)There was knocking at my door again, for what seemed to be the hundredth time but was only the third time.And then Mum’s voice came.“Atlas, if you don’t open up now, I’ll have you locked in for a whole month and heavily guarded as well! You won’t be able to go anywhere!” She said to me.She hit the right spot! This was wrong! She was keeping me locked in against my will! I had turned to a prisoner but defying her would only bring worse to me. I know my mother very well and I know that she does not joke when she threatens, especially when it’s something that she is invested in.Like handling what she would call ‘A Social Scandal’ I stood up and walked over to the door turning the key in the lock and going back to my bed where I sat down.Mum came in. She looked beautiful dressed in one of her expensive dresses and jewelled like she has a huge occasion to attend. To make matters more annoying, she was smiling at me warmly.“Hello Darling.” She said making her way over t