ASHLEY POV
"Why did you change your mind?" I asked Xavier who just returned from who-knows-where.
All he did was to smile at me. "I didn't..."
I didn't let him say any further words, I rushed to kiss him. I was so excited to see that he didn't go for the trip. Honestly, I can't just stay a day without having Xavier by my side, he was kinda a second life to me, more of a soulmate.
At first, I noticed a slight hesitation in the way he kissed me, like he wasn't in the mood. I didn't want it to look like I was bothering him, I mean, that's unlike him. He never hesitate to kiss me back, he was all time available for it. But now, he seems different.
I pulled off, staring into those blue hazel eyes that keeps making me want to look at him every second and minute. I don't want to believe that he had done some thing with a different woman, making him less concerned about my kiss.
"What's wrong?" I asked him, searching his eyes for an answer.
"Nothing." He said coldly.
"Then why the hesitation?" I asked.
"Because..." He paused.
"Because of what?" I asked again, desperately wanting an answer.
"I don't wanna have that kiss right here. Why don't we do this some where more better? Like, in my room."
I smiled. He jerks me up into his arms, my legs wrapped around his waist as he took me up to his room. He gently drops me on the bed.
“Ashley?” He called in a slow and seductive manner, at the same time biting my earlobes gently.
Looking up at him, I couldn't help but gulp down as the view of lust in his eyes was just so visible that he made me shudder in excitement.
“Yes” I answered to his call after a few seconds of being mum.
Wrapping his hands around my tiny waist, he pulled me close to himself like I wasn't close enough. With his gaze penetrating my eyes, my breaths seized in a second and I found myself living in his eyes only.
Leaning his face close to mine that our lips were just an inch away from colliding, he whispered in a hoarse voice “I love you with every thing in me, Ashley.” with that, he crashed his lips on mine.
Shortly I felt a cold substance on my skin, jerking up from the seat I met with Xavier's penetrating gaze.
"Kiss me, Xavier. Kiss me like never before." He bent down, his lips against my cheek, brushing it lightly— and still that light touch sent shivers through my nerves, shivers that made my whole body tremble.
"If you want me to stop, tell me now," he whispered. When I said nothing, he brushed his mouth against the hollow of my temple.
"Or now." He traced the line of my cheekbone. "Or now." His lips were against mine.
"Or—"
But I had reached up and pulled him down to myself, and the rest of his words were lost against my mouth. He kissed me gently, carefully, but it wasn’t gentleness I wanted, not now, not after all this time. Besides, peace was never an option.
I knotted my fists in his shirt, pulling him harder against myself. He groaned softly, low in his throat, and then his arms circled me, gathering me against himself,
Before I could withdraw my mind from its far places, his arms were around me, as sure and hard as on the dark road to Tara, so long ago. I felt again the rush of helplessness, the sinking yielding, the surging tide of warmth that left my limp.
My face was blurred and drowned to nothingness. He bent back my head across his arm and kissed me, softly at first, and then with a swift gradation of intensity that made me cling to him as the only solid thing in a dizzy swaying world.
His insistent mouth was parting my shaking lips, sending wild tremors along my nerves, evoking from my sensations I had never known I was capable of feeling. And before a swimming giddiness spinned me round and round, I knew that I was actually kissing him back.
He broke free from the kiss, staring into my eyes. I don't know what he's done to me, but whatever it is, he was winning over my tender heart. I was drawn to every thing that has to do with Xavier, now I realize I ain't just his weakness, he is my strength. He is the reason why I am here, why I live and why I'm surviving up till this day.
I woke up to find the bed empty and just me laying on it alone. I was a bit annoyed to see that Xavier wasn't beside me, and this is the nth time he's doing this to me. I didn't want to complain so I kept mute each time he does it. Then I began to hear splashes of water from the bathroom, I sat up, trying to listen to who it was. "Xavier?" I called."Mm-hmm." He replied, walking out of the bathroom. He dried his wet hands on the white towel tied around his waist. "Good morning." He greeted, staring at me."Good morning." My mood wasn't good and it's obviously clear on my face that I was still angry."You don't look happy, what's the problem?" He asked."You left me again." I said, sounding a bit rude."I didn't leave you, I only went to take my bath. I was feeling a bit hot." My eyes darted to the towel on his waist, the curves of his bit displayed from the top of the towel. "I know what you want." He said in a seductive manner. He sure does know what I want, I want that rod piercin
"Hold on a sec. Just hold on a second and explain to me what the hell is all these?" I demanded. "You have a twin brother and yet you didn't tell me? Now I fucked with another man and you're trying to put the blame on me?""I ain't putting the blame on you, Ashley. I accept, I fucked up. I should have told you earlier but I didn't."I rubbed my hair frustratedly as I listened to his words. I just fucked with another man? I let another man who isn't Xavier to walk into me? I'm such a mess. A big one."You need to calm down, Ashley, we'll talk about this some other time.""Some other time?" I yanked. "No, I want these conversation right now, okay?" I sighed. "You had a twin, a real twin who looks exactly like you, how on earth do you expect me to differentiate the two of you?""It's not my fault we have such a great resemblance. Well, he shouldn't have touched you in the first place. I'll talk to him when he gets back.""You better do, or I do that myself." I sighed heavily. "He's a goo
I glanced at the red light that started to blink on the dashboard several miles back. I had no idea what it meant, but I don't think it was good.I was on my way to meet my friends Brenna and Nicole, and I don’t think I was more than ten miles from the town I was looking for. The scenery was beautiful, but it was unlike any thing I'd ever seen. I was born and raised in the city and couldn’t remember if I’d ever touched a tree. The car sputtered, bringing my attention back to the present. “Oh, no, no, please don’t do this to me!” I cried. “Just go a little bit farther.”The car decelerated, and then a puff of smoke came from under the hood. I pulled over to the side of the road, and it was barely crawling when it sounded like it coughed, and then nothing.I put the car in “park” and turned the key before pressing my forehead to the steering wheel. After several calming breaths, I pulled my phone out to call and found I had no reception. Hell, what was I thinking? I was in the middle
I was so scared about the fact that my car had stopped in the middle of nowhere. I had no place to run. I had to call Xavier but he wasn't picking his call. This was the first time I ever called him and he wasn't replying to me. I tried to mind link to him and it's as if the reception of this area was so blank that I couldn't even call and I couldn't even mind link either.I didn't want to witness what was actually going on between the giant beast and the figure that came to save me, so I did my best to flee from this very place. Then for a while I don't know why, but I found myself stopping. I couldn't leave without saying thank you to who-so-ever it was. And not just about saying a thank you to who-so-ever it was, I wanted to know who my savior is. Or could it be some kind of random guy who has decided to save me?I stood from afar watching, I didn't say a word. In my mind I was still contemplating whether or not to leave and call this night my lucky night. The giant fled, not wanti
Since the previous night, I haven't been able to get things straight. Even right now, I'm lost to certain things I wished never happened in the first place. I was beginning to regret why I came back, I could have just left when I had the chance to. I was so down that even Brenna and Nicole noticed how quiet I was. I won't mind if the words are coming from another man but hearing it coming from Xender made it worst. It's just like having a sword passing through your heart. I took a deep breath, sighing heavily. I couldn't believe that I wasn't even listening to Mr Green's class. Biology has always been my favorite since I walked into high school but watching myself not paying attention for the very first time in his class got me thinking. Yeah you are free to guess why because the answer is boldly written. It's because of Xender.I was still halfway away from thinking when I had Brenna whisper my name. "Ashley. Ashley?" I turned to look at her. The way she gave me those looks told how
ASHLEY'S POVI froze at the spot, wondering what he was going to talk to me about. Is it concerning that night at the roadside? Or could it be about what he had discussed with Xavier?"Yes, sir?" I comforted myself not to look terrified."Let's not act like this is our first time meeting. Just call me by my name.""Have a seat." He ushered me to sit down. I sat on the leather chair before him. I gulped the saliva lump in my throat, hiding how anxious I was even though I knew quite well that he could hear my heartbeat."I know you look quite surprised to see me here." He started."Why did you come?" I questioned. "Did Xavier send you here to keep an eye over me?""Xavier doesn't know I work here. And I ain't intending to tell him now.""So why did you come here? Out of every college in the state, why here?" He was silent, hesitating at my question. "Well, nevermind. Why do you want us to talk?" "First, I just wanna check on you."I made a face which told him how less concerned I was
After having a long unending conversation with Nicole and Brenna, I knew history had the best record of us. I never knew we could talk this lengthy for the first time since our relationship started. I have been smiling like a fool, but that just ended the moment the conversation came to an end.I found myself becoming as quiet as a snail, feeling emotionally distressed like I was before. Nicole had asked me if I was fine, I had to tell her countless times that I was very much fine, bursting into uncontrollable laughter that didn't even go any close to my lungs.Not like I even enjoyed the happiness of the laugh, it made me sick the more. Pretending to be perfectly fine when every thing isn't. That sucks.I walked into the bathroom to take my shower and after that hoping I would get some rest. But just as I walked into the bathroom, I deepened myself into the bathtub filled with warm water. My skin for the first time in hours felt cool. I exhaled in satisfaction."Babe?" I heard Xavier
Ashley's Pov"Those perfect little lips say stop, but your body is saying something else entirely." Xavier murmured roughly in my ear, turning my head so my face was inches from his own. Xavier's hot breath fanned across my face, smelling strongly of mint and some thing sweet. I had little time to collect my thoughts as plush lips fell on my own. Xavier's hand rested behind my head, holding my lips against his. For just a moment, I was completely dazzled. Xavier's lips were soft and firm, melting with my own in a way that showed ferocity and experience. It was as if Xavier was pouring his heart out, making his desires and thoughts known against my lips. His mouth moved feverishly against my own, moving in their own written language I could not decipher. Once the initial shock of losing this kiss wore off, I struggled against his grip. My body pushed closer to Xavier, while my mind protested the very thought of him touching me. And I just don't know why.~Xavier's Pov~Her hands w
Ashley sat on the cozy couch, her mind still buzzing with the vivid dream her son Ethan had shared with her that morning. The morning sun spilled through the window, casting a warm glow over the room as she attempted to put Ethan's dream into words. A thousand words to describe the depths of her thoughts, her hopes, and the emotions that welled up within her.Ethan, a bright and imaginative seven-year-old, had recounted his dream with wide-eyed excitement. After he had spoken of seeing a version of himself in a world where he had a brother. The dream had struck a chord within Ashley, igniting a sense of longing and curiosity she hadn't felt before. She marveled at Ethan's ability to envision a sibling, a companion who would accompany him on the journey of life.As she mulled over Ethan's dream, Ashley turned to her husband Xavier, seeking solace and understanding. Xavier, a pillar of strength and wisdom, listened intently as Ashley relayed the details of the dream. Together, they expl
As Ethan drifted into a peaceful slumber, his mind transported him to a realm of dreams, where the boundaries of reality dissolved. In this ethereal world, he found himself standing in a peculiar home, an unfamiliar place that emanated an aura of both familiarity and strangeness. The dream house had an elegant charm, adorned with tasteful decor that reflected an amalgamation of styles. The walls, painted in soft pastel shades, created an atmosphere of serenity and warmth.In the dream, Ethan caught sight of a reflection in a mirror, and to his astonishment, he saw a version of himself that he had never encountered before. This doppelgänger possessed luscious, golden locks that cascaded effortlessly around his face. It was a stark contrast to Ethan's own dark brown hair, which he had become accustomed to. The blonde-haired version of himself appeared serene, exuding an air of confidence and tranquility.As Ethan continued to explore the dream home, his attention was drawn to a figure b
Xender, being a strong and noble werewolf, had long yearned for a mate to share his life with. He was grateful for the moon goddess to have blessed him with Ashley, but when things seemed unpredictable, he knew he had to draw back.His heart had found solace in Janet, a captivating and spirited woman who had captured his affection from the moment they met. As fate would have it, the time had come for Xender to proclaim Janet as his mate, solidifying their bond in the eyes of their pack and the world beyond.News of their union rippled through the Crescent Pack, spreading like wildfire through the whispering winds that carried the stories of the pack's inhabitants. From the youngest cub to the oldest elder, the tales of Xender and Janet's love echoed through every corner of their territory, igniting joy and curiosity in the hearts of their pack members.However, not every one greeted the news with unbridled excitement. Ashley, a wolf who had secretly harbored a smoldering flame for Xen
Janet lay on the hospital bed, her face etched with both determination and pain as she battled through the throes of labor. Beads of sweat dotted her forehead, her grip tight on the handrail as she endured the waves of contractions. Each breath was accompanied by a soft whimper, as if her body was pleading for relief from the intense pressure.Xender paced anxiously in the waiting room, his heart racing with every agonizing cry that escaped Janet's lips. He couldn't bear to hear her in such agony, his mind consumed by worry for his beloved mate. Time seemed to stretch endlessly, and each passing second felt like an eternity as he imagined the worst scenarios.Finally, after what felt like an eternity, a joyous cheer erupted from the delivery room. The sound of a baby's cry filled the air, mingled with a sense of relief. Xender's ears perked up, his eyes brimming with hope as he strained to catch any sign of Janet's voice. But silence lingered, and fear gripped his heart, suffocating h
Xender was deep in thoughts that he had lost his guard, and made her -Janet catch him from a distance, literally staring at her. He didn't realize this yet as he was more concentrated in his thoughts.He was confused as to what to do as all he thought of was the fact that she might turn out to be his second chance mate. He was literally confused. His head spun in so much confusion, not even his wolf could give him answers to the questions that bugged his mind.He needed to make a decision, but then he didn't know what exactly was the truth. He couldn't really differentiate from the reality of what it was to what he might be thinking it is.That is to say that, she might be his mate or maybe he was only imagining things that were not true. But no matter how these thoughts bugged him, he couldn't give himself a better response to what exactly was going on.He was still in thoughts that he didn't realize that Jane was In front of him not until she flicks and snap her fingers at him the
Xender realizes that he might remain single and sedate all of his life. He couldn't take it anymore and therefore decided that he would concentrate on Janet his maid.She was pregnant for him and should be his priority and so therefore decided that he would do everything to make her happy, but when he finally began to crave for her attention, she robbed it from him.He would call for her presence but she would end up giving one excuse or the other.It was either she was busy or needed rest, she literally had no time for him.And even when he had asked her to move into the room with her, she declined."I am your personal maid and therefore share no bond or relationship with you, and so therefore I see no reason why I should stay in the same room with you.." She replied to him bluntly before walking away.Xender realizes that his maid was putting up an attitude for him, and this made him even more depressed and frustrated, he didn't know what it was that he would do.He saw his life as
Although Xender had agreed for her to stay with her parents until she had put to birth, but he was not really in support of it.He was more worried having to know that she would take care of his baby alone. He feared the chances of she putting the baby's life in harm's way.He was more protective of the child than ever, and having to just agree on the idea was white difficult for him, but then he didn't want her to feel bad, let alone give her the room to think that she is incompetent to take care of his child.But the fact that he had to stay away from his child was really annoying and sickening, and with the thoughts of this he decided that he'll have someone spy on her and notify him of her every move until she puts to bed.A few weeks later Ashley went through labor as she was rushed to the hospital, and luckily enough there was no complication as it turned out to be that she gave birth to twins. The spy immediately relays this information to Xender who in turn was elated that hi
He got her to the front seat as he immediately got into the driver's seat."I told you right? I am not going to follow you, so why do you still force it on me?" She inquired in anger, but he said nothing and began the ignition.And just when she thought of opening the car door it was just too late for her as he had locked it.And with this he zoomed out of the mall.While driving to the mall, there was silence between the both of them. Xender looked for a more comfortable place to halt down and then turned to her."Why the hell did you decide to leave? What is wrong with you?" He asked her and all he got was silence from her. She didn't utter a word as all she did was to remain muted. This pissed him a lot, but he was still trying to maintain his anger."First of all you tried to abort the baby and now you just ran out of the castle without letting anyone know, despite the fact that you have my baby?" He asked.All of what he'd say to her went on dead ears as she gave no reply to him
The guard did according to what he was instructed to do by the Alpha. He had his eyes on her the entire time and never ceased to stare away from her.He couldn't even concentrate with the shopping he did with his girlfriend as all of his attention was on her.His girlfriend seeing how he stared at Jane got a wrong impression, she literally misunderstood things from her angle and thought that her boyfriend might be having eyes for another woman that too infront of her.She gets jealous and stops purchasing her items. If they were in a convenient place then she would have just flared out of anger.But she decided to maintain her countenance and ask her boyfriend why he would be staring at the lady that way.He gave him a hard nudge as he winced a little, and when the guard turned to his girlfriend a little, making sure that his eyes still didn't leave Jane."Why did you do that?" He asked her."And you should explain why you should be having eyes for another woman right in front of me."