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Author: Callie
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RICARDO

"I should’ve fucking used it!" I roared, slamming my fist into the wall so hard the plaster cracked beneath my knuckles. "I should’ve stopped the goddamn time!"

The rage in my chest was a wildfire, my breathing came in sharp bursts, my vision red with fury and self-loathing.

I could still see it… Ryan collapsing into my arms, the life draining from his eyes, his blood warm and sticky on my hands.

I had the power to change that. I could’ve changed it.

I should’ve.

I paced the length of the room like a madman, fists clenched, every nerve in my body shaking with guilt.

Why didn’t I use it? Why the fuck didn’t I just use it?

Because every time I did, a part of me broke. My health spiraled. The nosebleeds, the migraines, the tremors… they got worse with each use. And the last time… the last time almost killed me.

But so what?

I clenched my jaw and slammed my fist against the wall again, harder this time. A small streak of blood bloomed on my skin, but I didn’t care. The pain was t
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