RAFAEL
Who the hell was this guy? I couldn't shake the image from my mind… the one that hit me the second I barged into Ricardo's room. I hadn't meant to walk in at that exact moment, but damn. The sight of him standing there, naked, his cock hard and unapologetic… Hell. I wasn’t into men. Never had been. But for some goddamn reason, my mind refused to settle. I exhaled sharply, rubbing my jaw as I signaled one of my most trusted men. He stepped forward, waiting for my order. "Follow the doctor," I murmured, keeping my voice low. "Stay out of sight. Make sure he doesn’t suspect anything." The man nodded and slipped away without another word. I sat down, exhaling slowly. My body felt tense… more tense than it should be. I ran a hand down my face, willing my thoughts to move on, but it was no use. Because now, as I sat there thinking about the damn doctor, my cock was already hard again. Damn it. My hand moved almost on its own, slipping beneath the waistband of my trousers. My fingers wrapped around my cock, already stiff and aching, and I let out a low groan as I pulled it free. The cool air of the room did little to soothe the fire burning through me. I reached into the drawer beside me, reaching for the small bottle of lubricant I kept there. My fingers trembled slightly as I squeezed a generous amount onto my palm, the slickness coating my dick as I began to stroke myself slowly. The sensation was electric, but it wasn't enough. Not nearly enough. My mind betrayed me, conjuring images I had no business entertaining. The doctor -Ryan- his perfect, round ass, the way his muscles had flexed as he'd turned to face me. I could almost feel the heat of his body, the way he might tighten around me if I were inside him. My hand tightened around my cock, my strokes growing faster. I closed my eyes, letting the fantasy take over, but then, in my mind, it was no longer my hand I was thrusting into, but him. I could see his back arching, hear the low, breathy moans he might make as I pushed deeper, claiming him. The thought alone was enough to make my hips buck involuntarily, my breath coming in ragged gasps. "Fuck," My grip tightened, my pace quickening as I chased the release that was just out of reach. The image of Ryan's face… flushed, lips parted, eyes dark with desire… flashed in my mind, and I felt myself teetering on the edge. With a low growl, I came hard, my release spilling over my fist as my body shuddered with the force of it. For a moment, I just sat there, breathing heavily. I barely managed to throw it over my lap before Ricardo strolled in like he owned the damn place. "Ric, can you fucking knock?" I snapped, still catching my breath. Ricardo took one look at me, then at the mess I was trying and failing to cover up. A slow smirk stretched across his lips before he let out a deep, amused laugh. "Well, well, well," he drawled, shaking his head. "Here I was, thinking my dear brother was too busy for personal time." His eyes flicked toward my lap, making it painfully obvious he knew exactly what had just happened. "But I gotta say, Rafe, didn’t think you’d be jerking off when there are plenty of women dying to have your dick inside them." I shot him a deadly side-eye. "You done?" Ricardo crossed his arms, still smirking. "Not really. I mean, should I be concerned? What the hell got you so worked up that you had to handle business right here in your office?" I clenched my jaw, my fingers curling into the fabric covering my lap. If he only knew. "Did you barge in here just to be a pain in my ass, or do you actually have something to say?" I gritted out. Ricardo’s smirk faded slightly, replaced by something more serious. He studied me for a moment, then exhaled. "Actually, yeah. I came to ask you something." I arched a brow, signaling for him to get to the point. "Why did you come back?" That caught me off guard. My grip on the fabric loosened slightly as I met his gaze. Ric wasn’t the type to dwell on the past, and he sure as hell never asked personal questions unless he had a damn good reason. "Why the sudden interest?" I countered. Ricardo shrugged. "I don’t know. Maybe because for years, you didn’t give a shit about this life. You walked away. You left me to deal with all of it. And now, out of nowhere, you’re back. No explanation. No warning." He lifted his head. "So, tell me, Rafe. Why?" ************ RYAN I barged into Lucas’ office, slamming the door so hard the walls shook. “What the hell, man?” I snarled, stalking toward his desk. “You just fucking abandoned me at the house!” Lucas barely flinched, lounging back in his chair. His fingers tapped lazily against the armrest as he eyed me with mild amusement. “The plan,” I seethed, slamming my palms onto his desk, “was simple. I was supposed to inject him with the antidote first, gain his trust, and then find a way to inject him with the real thing… the one that would kill him. And once he was down, that’s when you and your men were supposed to storm in and finish the job. But instead?” I glared at him. “You left me to fucking rot in there.” Lucas exhaled slowly, rubbing his temple. “Relax, Ryan.” “Relax?” I barked out a humorless laugh. “You better have a damn good explanation, because I swear to God…” “Something came up.” I froze. “Something came up?” Lucas nodded. “I was handling something more important.” More important? What could be more important than taking Ricardo down? Ricardo was his damn rival… his enemy. “Is he dead?” Lucas asked casually. I clenched my jaw, my blood boiling. “No, he’s not dead. The antidote healed him.” I leaned in, my voice dropping. “He should’ve been on the floor, barely breathing. Instead, he’s walking around like nothing happened. And on top of that…” I exhaled sharply, shaking my head. “Why the hell is Ricardo a twin?” Lucas finally sat upright, his eyes narrowing. “What?” “You heard me. The room went silent. Lucas’s expression shifted. His brows pulled together, his eyes darkening as he slowly stood from his chair. “What did you just say?” I took a step back. “You heard me. Ricardo has a twin.” Lucas’s jaw tightened. He looked like someone had just told him a ghost was walking around. Then, suddenly, he shot up from his chair. “His twin is alive?” Wait. He knew? I narrowed my eyes. “Wait a damn minute… You already knew he had a twin?” Lucas ran a hand down his face. “Yeah.” My head snapped back. “And you didn’t think to mention that little detail?” “I thought he was dead.” “Well, he’s not,” I snapped. “I saw him. I saw Rafael.” Lucas swore under his breath. He grabbed his phone, pacing the room. “This changes things.” “No shit,” I muttered. “What the hell is going on?” Lucas turned to me, and didn't utter a word. Then, after a moment of silence, he spoke. “Change of plan.”RYAN "You want me to do what?"Lucas leaned against his desk. "You heard me. I want you to get close to Rafael. Learn about him. And when the time is right, come back and tell me how to win his heart."I blinked, waiting for him to say he was joking. When he didn’t, I let out a sharp laugh. "Yeah, no. That’s not happening. Why the hell would I do that?"Lucas exhaled, his fingers drumming against the desk. "Because I’ve been secretly in love with Rafael for years, although he wasn't into guys. And for a long time, no one heard a damn thing about him. People thought he was dead. But now, he’s back."I shook my head. "That’s your problem, not mine."Lucas narrowed his eyes. "It is your problem, Ryan. Because this might be your one chance to find out the truth about your mother’s murder."That made me freeze."What?"Lucas stepped forward, his voice dropping to a whisper. "Ricardo and Rafael know something. One of them ordered the hit. If it was Ricardo, I’ll handle it. But if it was Ra
RYAN“No! Stop!” I roared, stepping in front of Bella before any of Ricardo’s men could make a move. “She didn’t do anything wrong.”Ricardo arched a brow. “She’s a doctor,” I continued. “You said I needed to recruit someone for the hospital, right? That’s exactly what I was doing.”Ricardo lifted his head slightly, then, without a word, he started walking toward me with slow, calculated steps that sent my pulse hammering.Closer.Too close.I clenched my jaw as he stopped just inches away, so near that I could feel his breath ghosting over my face. My heart pounded, not out of fear, but something else. Something I couldn’t even name.Ricardo chuckled lowly. “You’ve got balls, Ryan. You think you’re smart, don’t you?”My throat tightened.Oh, God.Had he figured it out? Did he know the real reason I was here?The silence stretched between us, and I was waiting for the worse to happen.But then, Ricardo smirked. “I know you’re just trying to recruit your little girlfriend to work for m
RYANThe smirk vanished.The air in the room shifted, thick with tension.Ricardo wiped the corner of his mouth, checking for blood. Then, slowly, he looked up at me.And then, he grinned.“Well,” he mused, cracking his knuckles. “Now we’re talking.”I clenched my fists at my sides, my pulse hammering. Every instinct screamed at me to stay on guard, to be ready for whatever he had planned next. But instead of lunging at me, Ricardo leaned back against his desk, “I like it,” he said, lifting his head. “Didn’t know you had that in you.”I gritted my teeth. “Don’t try that stunt with me again,” I snapped, my voice sharper than I intended. “I’m here to help, not to be your damn punching bag. I’m your damn doctor, and you need me.”Ricardo’s smirk didn’t waver. If anything, it widened. “Need, huh? That’s a strong word.”I rolled my shoulders, pushing down the frustration bubbling inside me. “Well, if you don’t, why did you ask me to stay?”Ricardo didn’t reply, instead he studied me for a
RYANRicardo's breath came out in a sharp laugh, but it broke off into a groan when I added another finger. "Fuck…"I leaned down, my lips brushing his ear."You're gonna take it. Just like I did."Then I pushed inside him.Ricardo's back arched, a ragged curse tearing from his throat. His hands flew to my arms, his nails digging in, but I didn't stop. Couldn't stop. The heat of him, the way his body clenched around me… God… it was intoxicating.I set a brutal pace, my hips slamming into his, the desk creaking beneath us.Every thrust dragged a broken sound from him, every snap of my hips made his fingers tighten on my skin."You…" His voice was strained."You've been thinking about this, huh?"I gripped his jaw, forcing him to look at me. "Shut up."He laughed, breathless, but it turned into a moan when I angled deeper, hitting that spot that made his legs tremble.The power was dizzying.This was what I wanted. Not just the pleasure, not just the friction… but the control. The way h
RYANI was just about to collapse into bed, feeling really exhausted, when the blaring of a siren shattered the silence.I bolted upright, my pulse spiking. What the hell?Footsteps pounded through the house, doors slamming, voices shouting. Something was happening. Something bad.Then… bang, bang, bang… a fist pounded on my door.“Doctor! Open up!”My stomach twisted. Shit.I hesitated for half a second before yanking the door open. One of Ricardo’s men stood there. “Ricardo sent for you,” he said, breathless. “One of our warehouses is under attack. We’re going in to fight, and he needs you there in case anyone gets injured.”My blood ran cold.Go with them? To a shootout? Where people would actually be bleeding out in front of me?Oh, hell no.I forced a shaky breath, trying to keep my panic in check. “I… uh… I can’t go alone,” I stammered. “I’ll need someone to assist me.”Before the guy could argue, I spun on my heel and rushed toward Bella’s room. I banged on her door, practicall
RYAN I fumbled for gauze, pressing it against Rafael’s leg. He hissed sharply, his hands gripping the seat so tightly his knuckles turned white.Oh, God. I was going to kill him. I was actually going to kill him.“Stop being dramatic,” I muttered, hoping he couldn’t hear the terror in my voice.Rafael let out a weak chuckle. “Says the guy shaking like he’s the one bleeding out.”I forced a breath, pressing the gauze harder to stop the bleeding. “I’m just making sure I do this right.”“You better,” Rafael gritted out. “Because if I die in this van, I swear I’ll haunt your ass.”Great. Now I had two ghosts threatening me tonight.I needed to wrap this up. Fast.I grabbed the bandages and tightened them around his leg, my stomach twisting at the sight of blood seeping through.This wasn’t right.I wasn’t right.I didn’t know if I was doing this correctly, and if Ricardo found out…I swallowed. No. Focus on keeping Rafael alive first.“Is he stable?” one of the men demanded.I forced a n
RAFAELI smiled as Ryan walked out, the door clicking shut behind him. Perfect. The pain in my leg was nothing compared to the satisfaction humming through me. I had planned this… every second of it. The gunshot, the blood, the panic in Ryan’s eyes as he fumbled to save me. And it had worked. I exhaled, leaning back against the pillows, my fingers tracing the bandages on my thigh. I had shot myself. Intentionally. Just to get closer to him. I exhaled, tilting my head back against the pillow. What the hell was wrong with me?I’d done a lot of reckless things in my life. But shooting myself just to have a reason to be near someone? That was a new low… even for me.And yet… I didn’t regret it.I wanted him to touch me. I wanted him to worry about me. And now? Now, he would. Ricardo wanted Ryan as a puppet… a tool to control, to use. But I didn’t. I didn’t want to break him. I just wanted… Him. His attention. His hands on me. I didn’t care that he had a girlfri
RYANI didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know what the fuck to do. This wasn’t supposed to happen. Getting close to Rafael was part of the plan… gain his trust, dig for information, find out if he was the one who ordered my mother’s death. But this? This wasn’t just close. This was reckless. This was dangerous. This was stupid. Lucas would lose his shit if he found out. And Bella… fuck, Bella. But Rafael’s fingers were already on my belt, his eyes dark with something that made my pulse spike. Tell him to stop.That’s what I should’ve done. That’s what I needed to do. But then his hand slid lower, and…Fuck. I sucked in a sharp breath as Rafael’s fingers curled around my dick, his thumb dragging over the tip in a slow, deliberate stroke. My jaw clenched. I should’ve pushed him away. I should’ve. But I didn’t. Instead, I stood there like an idiot, my hands fisting at my sides, my body betraying me with every ragged breath. Rafael smirked up at me, hi
BELLA“I think Ricardo has powers.”Michael blinked. “Come again?”I leaned back against the chair in his room, arms folded, my heart still racing from everything that had happened. “I said… I think he has powers. Like, actual powers. Like stopping-time kind of powers.”Michael stared at me like I had grown a third eye. “What the hell are you talking about?”I turned my gaze to the floor, chewing the inside of my cheek before sighing. “Remember that camera you gave me? The one I planted in Ricardo’s room?”His brows drew together. “Yeah…”“Well,” I said, voice lower now, “I watched the footage. All of it. Even the parts after… the threesome.”Michael gave me a look. “Really didn't need the reminder.”I rolled my eyes. “Get over it.”He said nothing.I continued. “I saw Ricardo talking to himself… not like ‘talking in the mirror’ kind of way, but like he was fighting something inside. He said he had powers. That he could’ve saved Ryan. That he… stopped time before. He was pissed that h
RAFAELI hurried my footsteps, ignoring the ache in my legs, the burning in my chest. The sound of that flatline echoed in my skull like a siren screaming death.No.No, no, no…I reached the room and my heart nearly came out of my mouth. My knees buckled the moment I saw it.That white sheet.Pulled up over a still body.No movement. No beeping machines. Just… silence.I stumbled to the ground, my palms hitting the cold, sterile tiles, my breath catching in my throat like a noose. Tears welled up fast. One fell. Then another. Then they all came crashing down.He can’t be dead.He can’t be.“Ryan,” I gasped out. “No… please… God, no…”I crawled closer, like if I just got a little nearer I’d find out it wasn’t true. That maybe I was wrong. That maybe it was someone else.But the blood.The silence.The goddamn sheet.My hand shook as I reached out, not even sure what I was doing. Just needing something. A touch. A sign. Anything.My chest ached so hard I thought I’d throw up. I couldn’
RAFAELI stood frozen behind the half-transparent glass, my hands clenched into fists at my sides as I watched Bella and the other doctors battling to keep Ryan alive.He looked lifeless.Machines beeped frantically. One of the nurses barked an order. Bella’s face was tight with panic, but her hands moved with the sharp precision of someone refusing to lose. Still, I could see the fear in her eyes.Ryan’s chest barely moved. There were tubes everywhere. Blood.God.I pressed my forehead against the cool surface of the glass and shut my eyes for a split second. Don’t die… please don’t die. I didn’t care who was listening… I prayed. I begged. I would’ve made deals with the damn devil if it meant hearing him laugh again.I couldn’t take it anymore.I spun around and stormed down the corridor, barely registering the people I passed. My blood was boiling, my vision tunneling.Ricardo.He was in his room. Comfortable. Alive. Breathing. While Ryan was fighting for every second.I didn’t even
RAFAELI stood at the edge of the dock, the wind biting through my coat as I checked my watch again. The ocean was calm tonight, but my gut wasn’t. I didn’t like this kind of silence, it always meant something was coming. And not always a shipment.We were early. I didn’t believe in being late to things that could cost me my life or millions of dollars.A few headlights blinked in the distance, bouncing off the stacked containers, and I tensed. But then I saw him.Alessio.I glanced sideways… Bella was walking toward him. I matched her pace as we made our way to him.Alessio didn’t wait for pleasantries."What do you want from me again?" he snapped as soon as we were within range, his voice echoing slightly against the metal around us.Then he turned to Bella, eyes narrowing."You," he said, with a short laugh. "I trusted you. I actually thought you were depressed, genuinely spiraling." He shook his head and scoffed. "And then you used it. Played the poor broken girl card on me. Wicke
RICARDO"I should’ve fucking used it!" I roared, slamming my fist into the wall so hard the plaster cracked beneath my knuckles. "I should’ve stopped the goddamn time!"The rage in my chest was a wildfire, my breathing came in sharp bursts, my vision red with fury and self-loathing. I could still see it… Ryan collapsing into my arms, the life draining from his eyes, his blood warm and sticky on my hands.I had the power to change that. I could’ve changed it.I should’ve.I paced the length of the room like a madman, fists clenched, every nerve in my body shaking with guilt.Why didn’t I use it? Why the fuck didn’t I just use it?Because every time I did, a part of me broke. My health spiraled. The nosebleeds, the migraines, the tremors… they got worse with each use. And the last time… the last time almost killed me.But so what?I clenched my jaw and slammed my fist against the wall again, harder this time. A small streak of blood bloomed on my skin, but I didn’t care. The pain was t
RYANI closed my eyes, waiting for the inevitable. I could feel the cold steel of the gun still pressed against my forehead, and my breath hitched as I prepared for the end. This was it. After everything, this was how it would all go down.But just as Matteo's finger tightened on the trigger, a voice rang out from behind me."Don’t do it."It was Ricardo.Matteo stilled for a moment, his eyes narrowing as he turned toward the sound of the command. But the smirk never left his face. He shifted his weight slightly, keeping the gun locked on me but still facing the voice that threatened him.Ricardo stepped into view, and he wasn’t alone. Behind him, Lucas stood, his arms pinned tightly at his sides, a gun pressed to his temple. Ricardo’s eyes locked onto Matteo’s with a cold stare."If you try anything, I’ll shoot him," Ricardo said, his voice calm, unbothered. Matteo’s lips curled up into that wicked smile again, but his laugh was darker this time. "Does it look like I care? You s
RYANJust like Rafael predicted, I got the call.I was going out with them tonight.I stood by the entrance, adjusting the sleeves of my jacket, when Rafael strolled in casually like we were headed to a beach bar and not a war zone. A loose black shirt, baggy brown trousers that fitted him perfectly.I blinked at him. “You sure you’re dressed for a fight?”He shrugged. “Comfort over chaos, my friend.”I couldn’t help the snort that escaped. Then I leaned in. “Did you talk to Ricardo? About Bella?”“Yeah, sure. He agreed,” Rafael said, brushing invisible lint off his shirt. “She should be here any…”Before Rafael could even finish his sentence, the doors swung open.Ricardo stepped out, his boots hitting the marble. He was followed by five of his men, all suited, armed, and cold-eyed. His gaze landed on me. “Since you're going to be my underboss soon,” he said, voice sharp and commanding, “you start earning that title. From tonight, you follow us out on every mission. No more sitting
RICARDO I kept knocking. Three times. Then four. I didn’t even know why I was still standing there. Maybe I wanted to fix it. Maybe I just needed to see him. Needed to apologize, even though I knew words weren’t enough. Why the hell did I think it was a good idea? A threesome? With her? His girlfriend… or should I say ex. God. What the hell was wrong with me? "Ryan," I called again, softer this time. “Come on, man. Please… open the door.” The silence on the other side stretched, after a few seconds the door creaked open. Ryan stood there, arm crossed. “What do you want?” he asked flatly. I opened my mouth, but the words caught in my throat. Then I saw him. Rafael. Lying on the bed. Something inside me cracked. My stomach twisted, but I kept my face still. “What are you doing here?” I asked, even though I already knew. I just… needed to hear him say it. Rafael tilted his head. “I don’t understand the question,” he said. “Am I not allowed in this room?” That was it. That t
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONERAFAELI was on my way to my room when I saw him… Ryan. Shirtless, his pants only half-done, sweat clinging to his skin. His steps were slow, heavy, like something inside him had just shattered.He looked angry. And tired.What the hell happened?"Ryan," I called out.He stopped but didn’t turn around. His fingers were clenched around the doorknob like he was holding back from breaking it off.I took a step closer, keeping my tone steady. “What’s wrong, man? You look like you just walked out of a war.”He finally turned, and the look in his eyes made my chest tighten. Pain. Real, raw pain.He let out a shaky breath, his eyes flickering past me. “Nothing. I’m fine. Just… want to be alone.”Yeah. No, he wasn’t fine.I raised an eyebrow. “Is this about the whole thing with Bella and Alessio? Or is it Ricardo?”His jaw tightened and was mute for almost a minute.“Ryan…” I pressed gently.He suddenly snapped, his voice rising louder than either of us expected. “I said it