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2024-10-29 19:42:56"W-Where are we going?" I said annoyed as I adjusted the cap I was wearing.
"Just, come on. Put on this helmet and hold on tight to me." Theo said before handing me the black helmet. It's fun that the helmets we're wearing are almost the same design and color.
"Hold on tight babe, you still have to answer me." He said in a weak whisper so I nodded but hime, his lips turn grinned.
"What answer are you saying there? Are you flirting? Nor courting?"
"Is that even necessary? Just admit it, let's go right away. We can be official just tell me your feelings."
"Air banded!" I slowly utter but he just chuckled.
"Oh 'come on Hope, just be honest with me and tell me you like me too." The motor we were riding in moved when he opened it until he turned to get into the lane.
I clung so tightly to his shoulder. I could see the reflection of a smile on his lips. After a few
Kaugnay na kabanata
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"What are they going to do?" I asked Chia, they turned to me before shrugging their shoulders."Just watch them, now I'll see them together again against the three monkeys on the other side." Lyre said while smirking. She sat next to me. of Chia, while Lei is on my left. Chia is next to me.We are now sitting four in the bleachers, third in a circle of fifteen rows. field. The field is very wide, the man also screens every route that each racer will take. There is also a large timer that is elongated at the top in the middle."Monkey? Who's the monkey?" Knitting when I asked, the two of them didn't hear what I asked because they were busy watching around.Chia stared at me with a 'Are you serious' look. I nodded at her that made her sigh in defeat. "Well, the three monkeys which Lyre refers to is the adversary of my beloved -- I mean in our fellow men.""Is that so? Those three who
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Stay Away Encounter
She thought there was no problem but she was fully wrong because at the same time as she neglected to keep the man, she neglected to let her heart fall into it. Now, how will she weigh her mind and heart if she's against himself too? She thought of staying the man away but her heart said otherwise. It wants the man to stay with her.***Hope Quinn was diagnosed having a (DID) or Dissociative Identity Disorder. A rare condition in which two or more distinct identities, or personality states, are present and alternately take control of an individual. Some people describe this as an experience of possession. Everyone avoids her because of it. Alone in life and had no other dream but to lose her in the world. She was used to everything especially to alienating the people around her. She didn't want to hurt everyone in her surroundings and add more problems. But there was a man who did nothing but stay by her side even though she tried to stay aw
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Stay Away 1
I moaned softly when I felt heat on my skin, I slowly opened my eyes and sighed when I felt the light. I immediately stood up before slowly opening the curtain so that the intense light coming from the sun came out.I took a deep sigh before calm my self. "Hmm, it looks like Janna came out again."I look in the mirror too much, my eyes are swollen and my hair is messy. I also have a lot of rashes on my skin. There are a few that are still fresh and red. I shook my head and started walking to went to the bathroom.As I descended the stairs, a quiet dining area opened up to me. I felt myself before sighing. My body still lacked strength and seemed exhausted from the tears and the loss. "I'll just eat outside."I am just a wearing cap and loosened my bangs so my face was slightly blocked from the eyes. I also gripped the pocket of the jacket I was wearing. Why am I in such a state? let's just say I'm a dangerous perso
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Stay Away 2
"Fucking shit! Get me out of here! Damn it!""The noise.." I whimpered before opening my eyes."Fuck! Let me out of here!" My mouth dropped open before retreating slightly. What is this man doing here? I got up immediately before backing away from him."Who are you!?" Startled I said and looked at him in fear. He laughed before looking at me with a sigh. Like he couldn't believe in what I said, I was the one who was confused by his attitude."Are you kidding!? Let me out of here!""Why would I let you go — Why are you even tied up here!?""Ha! I can not believe this! Are you kidding me!?" He rubbed my eyes so my body trembled before taking a deep breath. He struggled with the tie while I was stunned. I remembered what happened but I failed. I don't remember anything.I was secretly distracted when he shouted at me. "Where's your courage now!? Let me out of here!"I
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Stay Away 3
I stared at nothingness and ignored Devie. Another morning and another hope. Is that even true? I shook my head before took a deep sigh. I went to the bedroom and picked up one of my favorite books.'Hope! Why did you release that man!? Tsk.' I stopped reading before taking a deep breath. I slowly went down the stairs and went to the living room."Devie, the noise is your noise. I'm reading so." She had been talking to me before, I was irritated but I could do nothing but be calm.I will not let her come out again. It’s hard when it’s Devie coming out, she does things that are very dangerous. I don’t even know what she did to Theo and why it was tied up when I woke up last time.'I will not stop! I'll annoy you more! Take care of that! I'll be out again! I still want to go out.' I was caught in my head because of what she said."Calm down Hope.." I said slowly but softly.'Me too! I want to go
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Stay Away 4
Dissociative identity disorder (DID) was formerly called multiple personality disorder. It is a mental illness that involves disruptions or breakdowns of memory, awareness, identity and/or perception. The condition is further explained. And that’s what always happens to me, no matter how hard I try to remember what my other personalities have accomplished I can’t.When I woke up, Theo hugged me while my head rested on his chest. I was touched by my hair, as if I could still feel his caress on it. I shook my head, what's happening to me? I gripped my cap tightly and opened the gate."What are you doing here again?!" Shocked, I said. Theo just shrugged in response."Well, it's already lunch..Can I join you?" I looked at him sharply before sighing. No matter how many times I asked him what I or Janna did, he didn't say anything. He always changed the subject."How can you share with me if I don't have food. Look, I'm just goin
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Stay Away 5
While combing my hair I went downstairs, I woke up at noon because Devie and Janna didn't put me to sleep. They keep arguing, good and only minor. It’s hard when the two get serious, I can’t help it.I sighed. "Hmm.. Hmm... Hmm..." I was stunned to smell the fragrant food. My eyebrow knit. "I don't cook. I don't know how to cook either." I quickly walked to the kitchen and I was almost stunned by what I saw. What the heck!? What is he doing."Hey, you woke up at noon ah." In his sarcastic way, he said that. He even asked me to sit at the counter and I was shocked and complied.I blinked before drinking the water. Who wouldn't be surprised at him? He was wearing no top—He's shirtless for goodness sake! And only an apron covering his front. I followed Theo's movements, he was obviously very good at cooking. Not like me, I don't even know how to fry—Even the frozen foods."What are you doing her
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Stay Away 6
Sometimes, crying is the only way your eyes speak when your mouth just can’t explain how broken your heart is. I closed my phone and lay on bed. I looked up before sighing.Devie came out again earlier, it's a good thing Theo didn't come today because something bad might happen to him and I might have another problem. Fortunately, I hid all the locks in the house so that Devie could not get out. It's hard, it's good to be prepared.I lay for a few seconds while just staring at where. Nothing enters my mind. I can’t think of things I should think about. I read a journal earlier— Article for responsibilities and obligations as a person for others.Life is colorful when you have a problem to face and you have a solution to do. Acting to fill tasks and obligations that must be maintained. Responsibilities to follow and dreams to reach. Activities that give meaning to a person’s life, like a color in a book. Signs and lessons to be improved.
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"What are they going to do?" I asked Chia, they turned to me before shrugging their shoulders."Just watch them, now I'll see them together again against the three monkeys on the other side." Lyre said while smirking. She sat next to me. of Chia, while Lei is on my left. Chia is next to me.We are now sitting four in the bleachers, third in a circle of fifteen rows. field. The field is very wide, the man also screens every route that each racer will take. There is also a large timer that is elongated at the top in the middle."Monkey? Who's the monkey?" Knitting when I asked, the two of them didn't hear what I asked because they were busy watching around.Chia stared at me with a 'Are you serious' look. I nodded at her that made her sigh in defeat. "Well, the three monkeys which Lyre refers to is the adversary of my beloved -- I mean in our fellow men.""Is that so? Those three who
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"W-Where are we going?" I said annoyed as I adjusted the cap I was wearing."Just, come on. Put on this helmet and hold on tight to me." Theo said before handing me the black helmet. It's fun that the helmets we're wearing are almost the same design and color."Hold on tight babe, you still have to answer me." He said in a weak whisper so I nodded but hime, his lips turn grinned."What answer are you saying there? Are you flirting? Nor courting?""Is that even necessary? Just admit it, let's go right away. We can be official just tell me your feelings.""Air banded!" I slowly utter but he just chuckled."Oh 'come on Hope, just be honest with me and tell me you like me too." The motor we were riding in moved when he opened it until he turned to get into the lane.I clung so tightly to his shoulder. I could see the reflection of a smile on his lips. After a few
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"W-Where are we going?" I said annoyed as I adjusted the cap I was wearing."Just, come on. Put on this helmet and hold on tight to me." Theo said before handing me the black helmet. It's fun that the helmets we're wearing are almost the same design and color."Hold on tight babe, you still have to answer me." He said in a weak whisper so I nodded but hime, his lips turn grinned."What answer are you saying there? Are you flirting? Nor courting?""Is that even necessary? Just admit it, let's go right away. We can be official just tell me your feelings.""Air banded!" I slowly utter but he just chuckled."Oh 'come on Hope, just be honest with me and tell me you like me too." The motor we were riding in moved when he opened it until he turned to get into the lane.I clung so tightly to his shoulder. I could see the reflection of a smile on his lips. After a few
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Chasing my breath, I woke up lying down before being held to my chest. The strength of my heartbeat and tires messed up my mind. Sweat was dripping down my forehead so I was so weak I clung to the pillow by my side."Ha.. Ha.. Haa.." My deep breaths didn't sound as good. The tears in my eyes were incessantly dripping along with the trembling of my hands. I raised it s ere and clenched my fist. What is happening to me? I felt weak and overwhelmed with the energy used."H-Hope..?" Slowly I looked up at Theo who was also looking up at me. His head rested on the side of my bed as if asleep."Hope! Are you okay? Are you in pain? Are you just waking up? Are you hungry? Thirsty? What? Do you need anything?" He even held me by the shoulder to get my attention.I stared into his eyes, his face full of worry. What did he like about me? I calmed myself before just watching every reaction of his face. Un
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"Ahm, I'm going upstairs." I said and immediately stood up. I couldn't hold his gaze, I breathed a sigh of relief when he didn't follow me."Hope!" My eyes widened when I felt his arm on my shoulder. I felt like a statue especially when he gently pulled me to sit on the sofa."W-What are you doing?" None of my own question and slowly looked up at him."What am I doing? Nothing, why am I doing something?" I glared at him but he just shrugged."I'm going up.. Let me go.""What? We're still talking." He said.My forehead furrowed. "Huh? We're not talking about anything.""Yes, let's start now?""What are we going to talk about?" He eased his embrace so I immediately walked away from him. He laughed at what I did and rubbed my cheek. .I ignored that until he looked at me."Hmm.. You know that I like you rig
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Annoyed I looked to the right before going horizontally, I couldn’t sleep especially I had someone next to me now. I sighed again before closing my eyes tightly and trying to continue sleeping but when did I win myself over? I do not know."I want to sleep but why can't I feel sleepy?" I whispered in the air before being shaken.Eventually I found myself facing the person next to me, who was right horizontally in front of me. I was especially stunned when Theo's lips moved and made a weak snore.I then remembered what he did before, while I was supporting him horizontally he suddenly pulled me. I immediately sank into his massive chest so I immediately looked up at him to rebuke him.But the movements of his arm were too fast because it suddenly wrapped around my waist and even pressed the hug on me. It was as if I was squeezing before so I tried to get away but even though he was asleep he w
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"What's your name?" I suddenly asked because we've been talking here but I still don't know his name.He stopped wearing his helmet and then looked at me with a smile. "Jordan ma'am." His forehead furrowed. I turned to him."Hope is my name, not ma'am." He laughed before shaking his head."I prefer ma'am, Hope." I shrugged before drinking the water."If you say so..""I'm leaving ma'am, later my bosses will be looking for me." I glanced at the wall clock, it's been an hour and we've been talking for more than a minute."Yes, I don't even know the time. I'll bring you to the gate." I said that he didn't refuse.As we walked, I couldn't help but laugh and rejoice at what he was telling me. Its all about his antics and his family. The fun he had while telling the story, I couldn't help but be jealous. I wish I was lik
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I looked again at the telephone next to the table. To my recollection, Theo customized that in case there was an emergency here at home so he could be called. Right, I might use it.I slowly stood up and held the phone then sighed, the question is will anyone answer? This is automatic, the person you call will immediately know that the caller is from Quinn residence.Everyone knows the last name Quinn, I don’t know why but I know they know it. Not because they admire or look up to the last name Quinn—It's because they were mad at that surname. I don't know whay, It's not that I like to go out. It's also not my nature to bring things up.I don't care what they say, even me I don't want to think because I don't want to have any more problems. I was shaken before taking a deep breath. Simultaneously with the ringing of my stomach was also the ringing of the phone I was holding."Aww, I'm really hu
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When I opened my eyes, I feel the sunlight hitting my face. I immediately stood up and opened the balcony, the curtain that covered it. I yawned loudly before looking at the sky and the views outside.I can see here the big houses, and the parks. Birds chasing the sky and above all the breeze of nature. I immediately went to the bathroom and took a shower. I brushed first as usual before coming out of the robe. I opened the closet before choosing clothes to wear, I was secretly shaken by my clothes here.Concentrated dark color and concentrated shirt, jacket, jeans and leggings. I chose a black shirt and black jeans before putting on my underwear then looked in the mirror. As usual I just combed my hair a little before going down, I was stunned not to hear the noise I was used to hearing.I was out of breath, of course. Theo hasn't come back yet, how many days has he been gone? I was shaken before heading to th
