Mike tried to do his homework. He really did. But the urge to scroll through his social media was too strong. He smiled at the pictures of Bernie in mittens photoshopped in increasingly unlikely places and groaned at all the snow-day pictures.
"Yeah, it's snowing, get over it," he muttered to himself.
As he scrolled further, he saw one of his friends had commented on a picture of the new kid.
'Who is that guy?' Mike thought, leaning toward the screen and squinting at the white-haired boy.
"If you get any closer, you'll be in the picture with them," his brother scathed, observing him from across the room.
Mike made a scoffing sound and quickly scrolled away from the picture before his brother noticed it was a couple of guys.
"I heard about this new app today," his brother said, leaning over him. "It shows you how you die."
"Yeah, right." Mike tutted. "That sounds like the start of a bad horror movie."
His brother plonked himself onto the sofa beside him, making the pillows dip drastically, and pulled the laptop from his hands.
"Hey, I'm doing my homework!" Mike cried, hoping his mother would overhear and rescue him.
She didn't.
"Come on, just put your name and birthday in here," Chris prompted.
'I'm not going to get rid of him until I do it,' Mike realised. He input his name and birthday, details his brother should have known well enough to input for him.
"Okay, now watch," Chris said, getting up and tapping him on the back as he returned to his own screen. Mike figured it was one of those tricks where a scary face jumps out at you when you least expect it. He was determined not to fall for it.
He watched with steely resolve as the static on the screen dissipated, slowly becoming an off-grey image of a bedroom. A wardrobe spilling a red jumper, a door with a band poster and a green carpet that clashed with the flowery wallpaper.
As Mike squinted a figure entered through the door and closed it behind himself. He was hard to make out, the image being so fuzzy—a ghost in greyscale.
The figure stood for a moment before reaching for a baseball bat. He raised the bat, pulling it up out of the line of sight.
A second later the bat fell, making Mike jump despite his steadfast posture.
The screen cracked, dripping blood.
He watched as the bat fell over and over, filling the screen with red until it faded back to the static.
"So what was yours?" Chris asked.
"I'm going to get beaten to death with a baseball bat," Mike told him.
"Cool, mine was car crash," Chris said.
Mike made a non-committal sounding, "Meh." It did seem possible, after all. Chris was a terrible driver. He'd already been done for speeding twice and had to take a speed awareness course.
"All I have to do is never get in a car again—" Chris started.
"And what?" Mike frowned. "You'll never ever die?"
"Hmm, you have a point," Chris conceded. Mike wasn’t exactly what his teachers would describe as a ‘bright spark’ but at least he had his brothers to make him feel a little less dumb.
Mike went to bed without finishing his homework, giving up on the entire situation when his oldest brother Stu got home and started wrestling with Chris. He wanted no part of it.
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Mike was vaguely aware he was dreaming because he couldn't see properly. Everything was blurred like an old black and white television, and on top of that, his teeth kept falling out. That almost never happened when he was awake.
Also, he couldn't seem to raise his head and look up.
Staring down at his hands, planted flat on the green carpet, he saw a pair of feet appear, but couldn't see up past the legs.
A baseball bat hung by the left leg, tapping it in a gentle, threatening rhythm.
"No, no, don't," Mike muttered. He knew what was coming.
He heard the batsman take a sharp, rage-fuelled breath as he raised the bat.
Thud!
Mike pushed away sweat-soaked sheets and span in his bed. He turned on the light, feeling like a five-year-old but unable to quell the terror.
'It's just a stupid app,' he told himself over and over. In the dream, it had felt so real. The rage emanating from his attacker had imprinted on his mind. It was all he could think about.
Every time he tried to fall back to sleep, he would wake with a start.
'I might as well get up early,' he decided, looking at the clock.
He finally found the motivation to finish his homework, though it probably wasn't going to be up to Miss Day's insanely high standards. The English teacher was hot, but she was a hardass. He'd rather have rickety old Mrs White and her borderline neglectful teaching skills.
When he finally got to school, he felt too tired he wished he could go back to bed. In retrospect, and in the cold light of day, the whole thing seemed utterly ludicrous—the last remnant of his childhood behaviours.
Looking about, everywhere was white as far as the eye could see.
A small layer of snow blanketed the tops of cars and rooftops but unfortunately wasn't deep enough for the school to close for the day. It was just beginning to form the horrid grey-brown sludge as the morning commuters drove through it. Luckily, there was still just enough remaining to make a few good snowballs.
He packed the snow tight in his freezing hand and threw one at his best friend Eddy, catching him square on the chin.
"Oh my days, man," Eddy squealed. He suddenly stopped and grabbed Mike by the coat. "Look at Sammy's new hair."
"What?" Grace joined in. "Who does he think he is?"
‘He’s the white-haired boy from the picture?’ Mike gaped.
Sammy had gone from looking like a male version of the girl in the grudge to looking... well...
'He looks hot,' his inner voice chimed up. 'You are allowed to think it. Just don't ever say it.'
Feeling cheered up, he sauntered over to Sammy, who for once, wasn't alone. The new kid, the Asian kid, the goth, and some loser girl stood at his side. They formed a sort of protective guard as Mike approached. In unison and without words they moved to shield him, almost like spartan soldiers.
The new kid stepped forward and looked him dead in the eyes. Something about his intense, unwavering stare was almost scary.
"A word," he said, pulling Mike away from both groups.
He led Mike around the back of the science labs. The snow was untouched by footprints, except for a cat print and what could have been a pigeons.
"Being bisexual and generally pretty queer all round, my gaydar is pretty en pointe, Mike," the new kid explained once they were out of earshot. "Now, I'm not saying that I'm going to out you, because that is a scummy move. However, it is also pretty scummy to bully a boy simply because you can't face up to your own feelings, comprende?"
"I—I'm not," Mike started to protest his innocence as if being gay was the worst crime you could commit.
'In my family it is.'
"Oh please, don't do that," the new kid scoffed. "I'm never wrong. Never."
The look in his eyes told Mike it was pointless to lie.
"Please," Mike muttered weakly.
"You owe somebody an apology, and it had best be a good one," the new kid warned.
Mike nodded. He tried to look the guy in the eyes and found he couldn't. He ended up looking at his feet instead.
'He doesn't look big or strong or scary, so why does he make me feel so afraid?'
It was hard to put his finger on. There was something different about this guy. The way he spoke, the way he walked, even the way he stood perfectly still. He was… odd.
'Stop obsessing over him, you freak' he told himself as he ambled back, looking down at the fresh track of footprints as he created them.
The others asked him about it on the way to English, keen to lap up any interesting gossip. Mike told them it was nothing and changed the subject, asking about the homework.
"Aww, damn it, I forgot." Eddy tutted and punched the wall in frustration. He was probably a little scared of Miss Day too.
Mike placed his sloppy homework on the top of the pile and took his seat, trying not to stare at either the new kid or Sammy, as hard as it was. Sammy looked so different.
'So hot,' his brain corrected.
"Okay." Miss Day interrupted his thoughts. "Can someone give me an example of a synonym?"
The class responded with a chorus of silence and quiet coughs.
"Racist and stupid?" Kiaan spoke up.
Miss Day surprised the class by laughing. It was probably the first time one of them had made her crack a smile.
"Nice one," she said. "I like this new look too. Contacts?"
Kiaan smiled shyly and nodded at her. He did look better without his glasses. You could see his eyes were an oddly bright shade of amber.
"Destroy, nullify, demolish, obliterate, eliminate, extirpate," the new guy interrupted, offering what Mike guessed was a correct answer to the question. He figured synonyms were words that meant the same thing.
The new guy turned to him and gave him a pointed look, as though his choice of words were a warning.
'Obliterate,' Mike thought. 'He's going to obliterate my life if I don't do what he wants.'
"I think Miss Day has a thing for you," Jess told Kiaan. She was still in shock over the fact Kiaan had answered a question in class for the first time, let alone the reaction it got. Miss Day seemed to hate the students. Why she had become a teacher was a mystery to Jess, who figured the woman would be better suited to just about any other job. She was one of those 'cool' adults who had tattoo's, piercings, biker boots and a permanent derisive scowl."I think she's just a leftie," Kiaan smiled. "Those guys do hate a racist.""Your right, she's taken a pop at Grace in the past. Not that many people got the reference," Damien confirmed. Jess wasn't sure what he was referring to but trusted his word. He was probably the smartest kid in their class."Here," Caine said, taking Kiaan's phone from his hands before he could mount a protest. Kiaan flashed an uncomfortable smile as Caine took a picture."We n
As Sammy walked home with the others, he couldn't stop checking himself out in shop windows and car mirrors.'I can't get over how different I look,' he thought, playing with his newly silver hair.As he looked around at his new friends, he noticed they all looked different in one way or another. Maybe it was their newfound confidence.'Or maybe it really is magic?' he wondered. He'd always liked the idea of magic; of ancient and mystical powers at his fingertips. Who was to say it was all fake? People these days were too quick to judge."We'll call on you tomorrow," Jess said, smiling as they said their goodbyes at the entrance to his flat.He used his fob to get into the foyer and trudged up the stairs to the second floor flat he shared with his mother and sister. His Dad's house was both nicer and bigger, but it didn't feel like home. Not like the flat did, d
Damien’s room had become the official meeting place for the 'Hexers' as they were now calling themselves. It felt good to have a name for the group that didn't focus on their victim status."I still think we should have gone with the Punishers," Kiaan—the comic book fan of the group—commented.Jess laughed. "Na, then I'd have to walk around in kinky boots and leather with a whip or something weird."Damien whistled. "I'd pay to see that."Jess laughed and blushed. She kind of liked being the only female member of the group. It made her feel special, even though Sammy was gay, and Caine was... well, he didn't seem entirely straight either. Jess desperately wanted to know if he was into girls at all but couldn't think of a smooth way to transition the question into casual conversation. It would be rude to blurt out the question, regardless of her intentions.As Je
"Are you ready?" Caine asked Kiaan.Sammy felt a spark of jealously over the fact the two boys were planning to head off alone, which was ridiculous. Kiaan wasn't gay, and as such, he wasn't competition for Caine's heart.'It's because you thought you were special to him,' Sammy realised....'How stupid.'The sadness and disappointment must have been plain to see, as when Caine caught his eye, the kindhearted boy extended an invite."So long as it's okay with you?" Caine turned to Kiaan. "It's your house after all.""Sure, yeah," Kiaan said, flashing him a smile that looked genuine enough.'Do I truly have friends now?' he wondered. The idea still seemed unreal, like a dream or an elaborate rouse. That people could want or value his company. It seemed false.Sammy hadn'
Never before had Jess felt out of place in her own home. Ricky's presence was cloying and dominating, tainting the safety of her sacred personal space.This was all she had; her family and home comforts. As bad as things got as school, she always felt a sense of relief on returning to her house."So?" Ricky shrugged. "Do you wanna do this here?"Jess shook her head in the negative.She backed away instinctively as he rose from the chair and stepped toward her, smirking at her reaction as he handed her the empty beer bottle.It made a hollow ding as she dropped it into the recycling pile behind the bin. Staring down at the empty boxes and cartons, Jess felt herself relaxing. The chaos of the outside world melted away, leaving nothing but the blank quiet of her mind.She let Ricky grab her wrist, lead her through her front door and out into the street, faintly
"Stupid, stupid, stupid." Mike cursed himself under his breath as he stomped home.'Why can't I tell him how I feel?' he wondered.Plonking himself on the sofa, he sank into the cushions, wishing he could disappear completely; fall into the cracks and become forever lost.'I know I've blown it,' Mike thought. 'So why can't I just let it go?'He loaded up his social media, searching Sammy in profiles.Nothing.'He doesn't even have a profile?' Mike frowned. He wondered if he was partly responsible for that before challenging himself with the very real possibility he was the sole reason. Sammy didn't have any friends until Caine turned up. The friend's he'd bought over from primary school had been quick to abandon him when Mike and his friends had singled him out as their victim.'I ruined his childho
Belle re-applied her make-up using the works bathroom mirror. She kept her eyes low until it was time to apply the kohl liner and she was forced to look herself in the eye.Memories of that boy flooded her brain. Every time she looked at her face, she saw his, crumbling as she issued her crushing rejection.Each time she tried to think about something else, anything else, but his face would always appear. His sad blue eyes, messy dyed-black hair, and stereotypical snake-bite piercings.When he'd asked her out, her response had been laughter followed a verbal bashing.She'd been trying to make her workmates laugh. And they had. Vigorously.'I need to apologise,' she realised. She'd been meaning to, but the boy hadn't returned since and she had no way to contact him. She didn't even have as much as a first name.Giving her lips a last coating of burgun
Jess dithered at the front of the queue, taking in what remained of the school's meagre offerings with an audible grimace. A pile of green beans, steamed fish portions and some grain that was probably quinoa. It was always quinoa.She grabbed a banana from the fruit tray and placed it on her tray beside her apple juice.'A healthy meal indeed,' she thought.Out of habit, Jess scanned the cafeteria for a vacant table before remembering she had a group to sit with now. Walking over to their table, she almost tripped when Ricky threw his hefty arm into her path."Sit here," he grunted, kicking out the plastic chair opposite.Jess felt the eyes of his friends sizing her up as she slid into the chair. She tried to ignore them, concentrating on the tiny meal in front of her. Every move she made felt deliberate and robotic, as though she were under scrutiny; a bug bene
Belle sat up in bed, using the buttons on the side to adjust the positioning as the nurse had shown her.The book, white with a pentacle on the cover, described the basics of witchcraft in terms even a layman could understand. Her older sister had been kind enough to drop it off, along with a change of clothing and a box of Thornton's continental—her favourite chocolates.According to this book, the spell Damien cast on her would be returned to him threefold.'I can't wait,' she thought. 'I'm going to make him suffer through the same torment he inflicted on me.'She pictured him on his knees, crawling after her, being forced to take cold baths, starved, and whipped. It gave her no real pleasure other than the sweet satisfaction of vengeance.When he appeared in the doorway, she wasn't surprised to see him, smiling like a dimwit with a bouquet of wildflower
Jess couldn't stop looking at Ricky as they made their way to the coffee shop. Something was different about him. His brow was furrowed more severely than normal, and his eyes were far away, fixed on something she had no way of seeing.He sniffed, pulled a tissue from his pocket and wiped his nose before crumpling it and dropping it into the bin by the door.Sammy, Mike, Caine and Kiaan were seated in the circle of sofas—the gem of the coffee shops seating area.They waved as Jess approached, leaving Ricky to queue for the drinks."Tea, please," she called over.Caine looked up at her as she sat and smiled. He also looked different, sporting the same red, snotty nose as Ricky."So, how is everyone?" Jess asked, not aimed the question at no one in particular.Mike shrugged. "I still have no idea what's going on and they've explained
Jess spotted Kiaan and Sammy sitting on the parks only bench. She approached, Ricky sticking close to her side like a bodyguard or protector.The pair smiled as they looked up, both shivering in their winter coats with their hoods pulled up to shield them from the cold rain. Even Ricky had ditched his usual Nike hoodie in favour of a puffer jacket, and he was famous for not feeling the cold. One time he'd turned up to school during a snowstorm wearing only a shirt and shorts."Let's do this," Ricky said, taking charge of the group."I taught Kiaan the spell, just in case," Sammy said."Just in case of what?" Jess frowned. "What are you afraid is going to happen in there?"Sammy shook his head. "Who knows? I just want to be prepared for anything."Jess nodded and smiled at him, letting him know she understood the sentiment. After his performance in class, Jess
When Jess walked into the Religious Education room her book bag slid from her shoulder, dropping to the floor and spilling its contents on the fuzzy carpet."What the heck?" she murmured.She took a few steps forward, joining other students who stood in the same fashion, eyes fixed on the back wall."What is it?" she asked the lad to her. He shook his head without tearing his eyes off the display.The posters they created last week were gone, replaced with... patterns. The longer she stared at them, the more she noticed. They repeated themselves, forming repetitions as the larger swirls stemmed off into smaller clones. With every step she took forward, she saw another smaller repetition.At the edges, the colours were bright, like a Henri Matisse painting, but toward the centre, the swirling forms became golden upon black.'Where did they find paint in su
Mike tried to walk normally, but it was difficult given the pain in his backside. He comforted himself with the knowledge it had felt so good at the time, and he'd rather be the one in pain. He never wanted to hurt Sammy again.He glanced at the boy at his side, mesmerised by how his white hair sparkled in the sunlight. Taking a deep breath, he dared ask the question that tortured his soul."So, you said you would forgive me—" he started."Sorry, Mike, I have a meeting with the school counsellor, but I'll talk to you later, I promise," Sammy said before reaching up and kissing him on the cheek.He stopped, feeling his stomach sink as the boy skipped off into the main reception."He will never ever forgive you," a cold voice spoke up. Mike spun to find creepy Caine. "I can one hundred percent guarantee it."Not wanting to engage in a discussion with the
"Do you want anything to eat?" Mike asked, scratching his head."Depends." Sammy teased. "Are you going to burn the house down?"Mike laughed. "It'll have to be something simple."When he turned to look in the cupboards Sammy stared at his back, noticing the outline of his shoulders beneath his thin shirt. He quickly averted his gaze as Mike spun around, arms filled with boxes of pop tarts."My favourite," Sammy said.When the pair sat with a plate of freshly toasted s’mores flavoured tarts Sammy breathed the sugary scent of the marshmallows. It reminded him of that night in front of the fire, burning Mike's hairbrush.'I wonder if he ever noticed it missing,' Sammy thought. It seemed unlikely, based on what an airhead he was."So, tell me the story of how you blew up the microwave," Sammy teased."The
Jess searched for a bell or a knocker before making a fist and pounding on the wood. She heard fumbling inside before the guy answered."You must be Ricky and Jess," he said, opening the door wide to let them enter."He's like an older Damien," she whispered to Ricky, seeing the guys hairstyle, black clothing, and piercings."Thank you for agreeing to see us," Jess said. "We really appreciate it.""Oh no, don't thank me. I'm intrigued by what you told me. Would you like a drink?""Black coffee, no sugar," Ricky said without a moment’s hesitation. Jess shook her head out of politeness but immediately regretted it when she realised a tea would be nice. She was both thirsty and in dire emotional need. Nothing put her at ease quite like a good cuppa."Are you sure?" he asked, raising his eyebrows. "Please don't say no out of politeness."
"I'm going to do it tonight, I promise," Sammy huffed, throwing up his arms in defeat as they approached.Jess smiled warmly and placed a hand on his shoulder."Thank you, Sammy," she said."You don't have to thank me. I'm doing it for him. As much as I like having him about... it's not fair on him. I think I'm starting to love him, so you know, I have to let him go." Sammy rolled his eyes. "That is how the saying goes, right?""I still can't quite believe it," Ricky said. "Who would have thought Damien could cast a real, working spell?""Me either," Jess agreed. "I swear I didn't think it was going to be anything more than harmless fun."She had explained the entire situation to Ricky, everything from the night of the spell up to his point. Luckily, though unfortunately for him, he had already been feeling the effects of the spell, so convincing him hadn&rsq
Sammy cracked his knuckles as he waited at the school gate for the bell. Both his mother and sister hated this habit, so when they weren't around it became worse."You'll get arthritis," Mike warned.Sammy flashed him a sour look. "Spell arthritis."He felt a buzz of satisfaction as Damien chuckled and Mike's cheeks reddened. It was cruel, picking on the boy's lack of academic ability, and a rather cheap shot by all accounts. Still, it was nice to be the bully rather than the victim.Damien had his slave girl on a leash as usual. The other students had almost completely stopped gawking and commenting on it. Poor Belle was just part of the school scenery now, like the kid with the skin condition and the guy with the bright ginger afro.Sensing his attention, she looked up with misty, dead eyes. Her cheeks were drawn and pale, as though Damien had been starving her. He noticed how