"I think Miss Day has a thing for you," Jess told Kiaan. She was still in shock over the fact Kiaan had answered a question in class for the first time, let alone the reaction it got. Miss Day seemed to hate the students. Why she had become a teacher was a mystery to Jess, who figured the woman would be better suited to just about any other job. She was one of those 'cool' adults who had tattoo's, piercings, biker boots and a permanent derisive scowl.
"I think she's just a leftie," Kiaan smiled. "Those guys do hate a racist."
"Your right, she's taken a pop at Grace in the past. Not that many people got the reference," Damien confirmed. Jess wasn't sure what he was referring to but trusted his word. He was probably the smartest kid in their class.
"Here," Caine said, taking Kiaan's phone from his hands before he could mount a protest. Kiaan flashed an uncomfortable smile as Caine took a picture.
"We need to show the world the new you," he said, typing into Kiaan's social media profile before passing back the phone.
Caine was still smiling as Ricky Jameson grabbed him by the hood of his fur-lined parka and dragged him backwards. Ricky and his gang of followers shoved and pushed him as he calmly attempted to walk away from them, herding him toward the bathroom.
"What should we do?" Damien asked, looking to the others. The three of them wouldn't even be able to take on Ricky alone. The guy was a monster, plus he had three mates with him. The boys would be outnumbered as well as smaller and weaker.
Out of nowhere, Jess got a clever idea; call it divine inspiration or peaking under pressure.
"I've got this one guys, wait here," she told them.
Adjusting her collar, she strutted into the boy's toilet exuding confidence that seemed to come from another plane of existence. She'd never felt so sure of herself before in her life.
"Hey Ricky," she shouted.
The had Caine pinned to the floor and were dishing out punches and kicks. Ricky and the other boys turned their attention away from beating Caine and gawked at her.
"I have a proposition for you," she said.
"Oh yeah," Ricky asked, looking her up and down. As he scanned her body his eyes lingered around her legs and her breasts.
Despite being hated by pretty much everyone in this dump, Jess knew she was attractive. She'd been pretty enough to make it into the popular group before Catriona turned on her and ruined her life.
"You seem to enjoy inflicting pain on others so I'm guessing you're either a sadist or a dick. You're not a dick are you, Ricky?" Jess asked.
Ricky said nothing, just made a confused face as she went on talking.
"You see, I kinda like pain, so I'd happily be your willing victim unless, of course, you prefer taking out your frustrations on Caine?"
"What?" Ricky grunted, screwing up his face. He really was a dumb sack of shit.
"I'll let you do whatever you want to me if you leave Caine alone. Okay?" Jess said. "You'd rather get your thrills hurting a girl, right? Unless you're gay. It didn’t escape our notice that you picked the prettiest boy in the school..."
It was a psychological trick using the word ‘our’ instead of ‘my’ to make him think everyone was talking about his choice of victim. To make him feel under scrutiny and watched by his peers.
"I'm straight. There's nothing sexual about this," Ricky defended himself.
"Oh, right." Jess scoffed. "Like it doesn't make you hard. Why else would you do it?"
Jess managed to keep her face straight and her voice firm throughout, despite her thudding heart and shaking hands. The words and even her tone of voice felt disconnected, like she was channelling some badass version of herself. Some future incarnation that had grown tired of putting up with other people’s crap.
"So? Do we have a deal?" Jess asked, staring him down. "I'll let you do whatever you want to me."
"Say yes, man," one of his cronies whispered.
"Yeah, come on, she's hot," another joined in, regarding Jess with hungry, predatory eyes.
"Erm, yeah, okay, whatever," Ricky grumbled. He didn’t look happy about it. In fact, he looked furious.
Jess smiled. Her heart felt like it might burst right out of her chest, but her plan had worked.
She knew Ricky wasn't a sadist. He was, in fact, just a plain old douchebag. But like most guys his age, he was susceptible to peer pressure from his mates.
"Message me whenever you're in the mood," Jess said as she tapped her foot, indicating that they were done and should leave.
Ricky took the hint, leading his boys from the toilet. She could hear them whispering about her as they passed but knew they wouldn't do anything about it. Lads like that were all talk and no action. She highly doubted Ricky would contact her at all, let alone to take her up on the offer.
Once the door swung shut, she ran over to Caine, helping him from the urine and tissue covered floor. The ammonia smell of urine was so strong she had to breathe through her mouth.
"Yuk," she cried, making a sour face.
"Bad, isn't it?" Caine agreed. "That was pretty brave, Jess. Where'd that come from?"
"I don't know," Jess admitted, feeling a tingle of pride. "It just came to me. You know, the shit builds up more and more until you just... explode."
Jess did her best to explain it but fell short. It was like the bravery had come from somewhere else—a nifty idea born from an entity not quite separate but not entirely tangible. She wasn't sure how to explain this to Caine, or how it would sound. Pretty weird, most likely.
"You were amazing." Caine smiled. "But... what if he holds you to it?"
"He's a lame sack of crap," Jess scoffed. "I doubt he'd know what to do with me."
"I hope you're right," Caine said, eyes big with worry. "I wouldn't want you getting into deep water on my account."
Jess took a piece of wet tissue and wiped the cut under Caine's eye as gently as she could. "Trust me. I can handle Ricky the Pricky."
They found the others outside the bathroom, huddled with their faces drawn in worry. Caine gave them a bright and enthusiastic recount of events, making Jess blush as the guys gasped in awe.
"Where did you get the idea to do that?" Kiaan asked, mouth agape as he stared at her like she was wonder woman.
"It just came out of nowhere, like magic," she said. The word was out before she could filter herself.
"Magic!" Damien cried. "It's the spell working. I can feel it."
Jess smiled. Maybe he was right. Or maybe it was the effect of having a supportive group to draw strength from.
Throughout the rest of the day, Jess had the sensation of being watched. As she left the front doors by main reception, she caught Ricky staring at her. Turning away, she left the building and crossed the road. She heard footsteps and turned to find he'd chased her.
Panic rose in her throat as he stared her down with an angry scowl.
"You're going to pay for making me look stupid," he spat. "Don't think I'll go easy on you because you're a girl."
Jess hugged herself, standing in the snow as he stomped away.
'So much for magic.'
As Sammy walked home with the others, he couldn't stop checking himself out in shop windows and car mirrors.'I can't get over how different I look,' he thought, playing with his newly silver hair.As he looked around at his new friends, he noticed they all looked different in one way or another. Maybe it was their newfound confidence.'Or maybe it really is magic?' he wondered. He'd always liked the idea of magic; of ancient and mystical powers at his fingertips. Who was to say it was all fake? People these days were too quick to judge."We'll call on you tomorrow," Jess said, smiling as they said their goodbyes at the entrance to his flat.He used his fob to get into the foyer and trudged up the stairs to the second floor flat he shared with his mother and sister. His Dad's house was both nicer and bigger, but it didn't feel like home. Not like the flat did, d
Damien’s room had become the official meeting place for the 'Hexers' as they were now calling themselves. It felt good to have a name for the group that didn't focus on their victim status."I still think we should have gone with the Punishers," Kiaan—the comic book fan of the group—commented.Jess laughed. "Na, then I'd have to walk around in kinky boots and leather with a whip or something weird."Damien whistled. "I'd pay to see that."Jess laughed and blushed. She kind of liked being the only female member of the group. It made her feel special, even though Sammy was gay, and Caine was... well, he didn't seem entirely straight either. Jess desperately wanted to know if he was into girls at all but couldn't think of a smooth way to transition the question into casual conversation. It would be rude to blurt out the question, regardless of her intentions.As Je
"Are you ready?" Caine asked Kiaan.Sammy felt a spark of jealously over the fact the two boys were planning to head off alone, which was ridiculous. Kiaan wasn't gay, and as such, he wasn't competition for Caine's heart.'It's because you thought you were special to him,' Sammy realised....'How stupid.'The sadness and disappointment must have been plain to see, as when Caine caught his eye, the kindhearted boy extended an invite."So long as it's okay with you?" Caine turned to Kiaan. "It's your house after all.""Sure, yeah," Kiaan said, flashing him a smile that looked genuine enough.'Do I truly have friends now?' he wondered. The idea still seemed unreal, like a dream or an elaborate rouse. That people could want or value his company. It seemed false.Sammy hadn'
Never before had Jess felt out of place in her own home. Ricky's presence was cloying and dominating, tainting the safety of her sacred personal space.This was all she had; her family and home comforts. As bad as things got as school, she always felt a sense of relief on returning to her house."So?" Ricky shrugged. "Do you wanna do this here?"Jess shook her head in the negative.She backed away instinctively as he rose from the chair and stepped toward her, smirking at her reaction as he handed her the empty beer bottle.It made a hollow ding as she dropped it into the recycling pile behind the bin. Staring down at the empty boxes and cartons, Jess felt herself relaxing. The chaos of the outside world melted away, leaving nothing but the blank quiet of her mind.She let Ricky grab her wrist, lead her through her front door and out into the street, faintly
"Stupid, stupid, stupid." Mike cursed himself under his breath as he stomped home.'Why can't I tell him how I feel?' he wondered.Plonking himself on the sofa, he sank into the cushions, wishing he could disappear completely; fall into the cracks and become forever lost.'I know I've blown it,' Mike thought. 'So why can't I just let it go?'He loaded up his social media, searching Sammy in profiles.Nothing.'He doesn't even have a profile?' Mike frowned. He wondered if he was partly responsible for that before challenging himself with the very real possibility he was the sole reason. Sammy didn't have any friends until Caine turned up. The friend's he'd bought over from primary school had been quick to abandon him when Mike and his friends had singled him out as their victim.'I ruined his childho
Belle re-applied her make-up using the works bathroom mirror. She kept her eyes low until it was time to apply the kohl liner and she was forced to look herself in the eye.Memories of that boy flooded her brain. Every time she looked at her face, she saw his, crumbling as she issued her crushing rejection.Each time she tried to think about something else, anything else, but his face would always appear. His sad blue eyes, messy dyed-black hair, and stereotypical snake-bite piercings.When he'd asked her out, her response had been laughter followed a verbal bashing.She'd been trying to make her workmates laugh. And they had. Vigorously.'I need to apologise,' she realised. She'd been meaning to, but the boy hadn't returned since and she had no way to contact him. She didn't even have as much as a first name.Giving her lips a last coating of burgun
Jess dithered at the front of the queue, taking in what remained of the school's meagre offerings with an audible grimace. A pile of green beans, steamed fish portions and some grain that was probably quinoa. It was always quinoa.She grabbed a banana from the fruit tray and placed it on her tray beside her apple juice.'A healthy meal indeed,' she thought.Out of habit, Jess scanned the cafeteria for a vacant table before remembering she had a group to sit with now. Walking over to their table, she almost tripped when Ricky threw his hefty arm into her path."Sit here," he grunted, kicking out the plastic chair opposite.Jess felt the eyes of his friends sizing her up as she slid into the chair. She tried to ignore them, concentrating on the tiny meal in front of her. Every move she made felt deliberate and robotic, as though she were under scrutiny; a bug bene
The final lesson of the day was Religious Education. A waste of time by all accounts. Occasionally it was interesting, but having the class taught by a devout Christian meant the discussions were often one-sided.Today the teacher was reviewing the scientific evidence for creation. Mr Porter finally turned their attention to the football sitting in the centre of his table. The class had been wondering about its purpose since they piled in and took their seats."Can anyone hazard a guess at how this ball came to be here?" he asked the class."Erm... you put it there?" Cat said."Any other guesses?" Mr Porter pressed."That somebody else put it there," someone spoke up."So we can agree that somebody put the ball on the table. Where would you place the mathematical probability that someone sat the ball on the table?""One," Damien said. "Or
Belle sat up in bed, using the buttons on the side to adjust the positioning as the nurse had shown her.The book, white with a pentacle on the cover, described the basics of witchcraft in terms even a layman could understand. Her older sister had been kind enough to drop it off, along with a change of clothing and a box of Thornton's continental—her favourite chocolates.According to this book, the spell Damien cast on her would be returned to him threefold.'I can't wait,' she thought. 'I'm going to make him suffer through the same torment he inflicted on me.'She pictured him on his knees, crawling after her, being forced to take cold baths, starved, and whipped. It gave her no real pleasure other than the sweet satisfaction of vengeance.When he appeared in the doorway, she wasn't surprised to see him, smiling like a dimwit with a bouquet of wildflower
Jess couldn't stop looking at Ricky as they made their way to the coffee shop. Something was different about him. His brow was furrowed more severely than normal, and his eyes were far away, fixed on something she had no way of seeing.He sniffed, pulled a tissue from his pocket and wiped his nose before crumpling it and dropping it into the bin by the door.Sammy, Mike, Caine and Kiaan were seated in the circle of sofas—the gem of the coffee shops seating area.They waved as Jess approached, leaving Ricky to queue for the drinks."Tea, please," she called over.Caine looked up at her as she sat and smiled. He also looked different, sporting the same red, snotty nose as Ricky."So, how is everyone?" Jess asked, not aimed the question at no one in particular.Mike shrugged. "I still have no idea what's going on and they've explained
Jess spotted Kiaan and Sammy sitting on the parks only bench. She approached, Ricky sticking close to her side like a bodyguard or protector.The pair smiled as they looked up, both shivering in their winter coats with their hoods pulled up to shield them from the cold rain. Even Ricky had ditched his usual Nike hoodie in favour of a puffer jacket, and he was famous for not feeling the cold. One time he'd turned up to school during a snowstorm wearing only a shirt and shorts."Let's do this," Ricky said, taking charge of the group."I taught Kiaan the spell, just in case," Sammy said."Just in case of what?" Jess frowned. "What are you afraid is going to happen in there?"Sammy shook his head. "Who knows? I just want to be prepared for anything."Jess nodded and smiled at him, letting him know she understood the sentiment. After his performance in class, Jess
When Jess walked into the Religious Education room her book bag slid from her shoulder, dropping to the floor and spilling its contents on the fuzzy carpet."What the heck?" she murmured.She took a few steps forward, joining other students who stood in the same fashion, eyes fixed on the back wall."What is it?" she asked the lad to her. He shook his head without tearing his eyes off the display.The posters they created last week were gone, replaced with... patterns. The longer she stared at them, the more she noticed. They repeated themselves, forming repetitions as the larger swirls stemmed off into smaller clones. With every step she took forward, she saw another smaller repetition.At the edges, the colours were bright, like a Henri Matisse painting, but toward the centre, the swirling forms became golden upon black.'Where did they find paint in su
Mike tried to walk normally, but it was difficult given the pain in his backside. He comforted himself with the knowledge it had felt so good at the time, and he'd rather be the one in pain. He never wanted to hurt Sammy again.He glanced at the boy at his side, mesmerised by how his white hair sparkled in the sunlight. Taking a deep breath, he dared ask the question that tortured his soul."So, you said you would forgive me—" he started."Sorry, Mike, I have a meeting with the school counsellor, but I'll talk to you later, I promise," Sammy said before reaching up and kissing him on the cheek.He stopped, feeling his stomach sink as the boy skipped off into the main reception."He will never ever forgive you," a cold voice spoke up. Mike spun to find creepy Caine. "I can one hundred percent guarantee it."Not wanting to engage in a discussion with the
"Do you want anything to eat?" Mike asked, scratching his head."Depends." Sammy teased. "Are you going to burn the house down?"Mike laughed. "It'll have to be something simple."When he turned to look in the cupboards Sammy stared at his back, noticing the outline of his shoulders beneath his thin shirt. He quickly averted his gaze as Mike spun around, arms filled with boxes of pop tarts."My favourite," Sammy said.When the pair sat with a plate of freshly toasted s’mores flavoured tarts Sammy breathed the sugary scent of the marshmallows. It reminded him of that night in front of the fire, burning Mike's hairbrush.'I wonder if he ever noticed it missing,' Sammy thought. It seemed unlikely, based on what an airhead he was."So, tell me the story of how you blew up the microwave," Sammy teased."The
Jess searched for a bell or a knocker before making a fist and pounding on the wood. She heard fumbling inside before the guy answered."You must be Ricky and Jess," he said, opening the door wide to let them enter."He's like an older Damien," she whispered to Ricky, seeing the guys hairstyle, black clothing, and piercings."Thank you for agreeing to see us," Jess said. "We really appreciate it.""Oh no, don't thank me. I'm intrigued by what you told me. Would you like a drink?""Black coffee, no sugar," Ricky said without a moment’s hesitation. Jess shook her head out of politeness but immediately regretted it when she realised a tea would be nice. She was both thirsty and in dire emotional need. Nothing put her at ease quite like a good cuppa."Are you sure?" he asked, raising his eyebrows. "Please don't say no out of politeness."
"I'm going to do it tonight, I promise," Sammy huffed, throwing up his arms in defeat as they approached.Jess smiled warmly and placed a hand on his shoulder."Thank you, Sammy," she said."You don't have to thank me. I'm doing it for him. As much as I like having him about... it's not fair on him. I think I'm starting to love him, so you know, I have to let him go." Sammy rolled his eyes. "That is how the saying goes, right?""I still can't quite believe it," Ricky said. "Who would have thought Damien could cast a real, working spell?""Me either," Jess agreed. "I swear I didn't think it was going to be anything more than harmless fun."She had explained the entire situation to Ricky, everything from the night of the spell up to his point. Luckily, though unfortunately for him, he had already been feeling the effects of the spell, so convincing him hadn&rsq
Sammy cracked his knuckles as he waited at the school gate for the bell. Both his mother and sister hated this habit, so when they weren't around it became worse."You'll get arthritis," Mike warned.Sammy flashed him a sour look. "Spell arthritis."He felt a buzz of satisfaction as Damien chuckled and Mike's cheeks reddened. It was cruel, picking on the boy's lack of academic ability, and a rather cheap shot by all accounts. Still, it was nice to be the bully rather than the victim.Damien had his slave girl on a leash as usual. The other students had almost completely stopped gawking and commenting on it. Poor Belle was just part of the school scenery now, like the kid with the skin condition and the guy with the bright ginger afro.Sensing his attention, she looked up with misty, dead eyes. Her cheeks were drawn and pale, as though Damien had been starving her. He noticed how