Akemi Ravenscar.
I don’t understand these people’s culture. Their clothes remind me of what courtesans and entertainers wear back in the human realm—waists exposed, small tops that end just above the abdomen. Beautiful, yes, embroidered with gold threads and jewelled embellishments, but it’s not me.
An hour ago, I made that very clear to the—what did she call herself? An omega ward? Kie. I don’t quite understand the terms they use here yet and honestly, I’m struggling to keep up.
Fortunately, my brothers thought ahead when they—well, when they sold me to the Alpha King. They packed me a bag and in it is the one thing that still feels like mine: a dark blue gown, laced at the bosom and wrists, with an inbuilt corset that ties at the back and delicate lace lining the hem.
“You’ll be in big trouble if the King sees you like this.” Kie says, placing a worried hand on her head. She’s not the only one—the other six girls in the room exchange the same uneasy glances.
“Look, I let you all oil me in perfume and bathe me in milk, but that’s as far as I go.” I glance at the dresses they pulled from the closet, their bright colors and satin fabrics mock my discomfort. “This…I don’t know.”
“Anyway, where are we going? Why are you dressing me up?”
I place a hand on my head and feel the braid woven into my hair. It is half-braided, half-curled. Gold linings thread through it as it spills over my waist. The sight in the mirror is almost unrecognizable.
“We wish to give you a tour of Basgiath Castle.” Kie smiles.
“Do I have to? You could just explain it to me…”
“The King will ask if we gave you a tour. You are the new queen. It’s expected.”
I try to find another excuse, but before I can, she nudges me toward the door. The moment it shuts behind me, I feel like I’ve walked into a life sentence.
“Everyone else can go. I will give the Queen Luna the tour alone.”
The rest of the omega ward nod and disappear back into the room.
Now that there is no wolf sniffing me or staring at me like prey, I can finally take in my surroundings.
The hallway is endless with pillars that carry sculptures of werewolves. These battle-worn creatures are huge as twenty people, frozen in grey stones and snarling faces. They seem to watch me as I walk past. The walls are pure white, but when I lift my gaze, the ceiling steals my breath.
A grand, renaissance mural is across it. It displays wolves in man and animal form, locked in battle. Their claws are tearing, fangs sinking and blood spilling onto the earth. It’s haunting, right above my head.
Most of the sculptures throughout the corridor are in pure gold and it is more than a clear indication of Drogo, my so-called mate’s wealth. Is that how I am to even say his name? Is it Khal or Drogo? Or do I just call him Alpha king or majesty?
“Those wolves who… sniffed me earlier. What were they?” I ask.
“Oh, the Fanguards. They are wolves who protect our kingdom.” Kie explains. “They live deep in the forests but if they sense an attack, they howls and it is loud enough to shake all the lands for us to hear.”
I frown. “So, they can’t turn?”
“No, they can’t shift.” She corrects me gently. “Shift is the word we use. They were born as wolves and remain wolves. When they sniffed you, they approved you. It means you are truly and utterly the King’s mate. There’s no mistake in it.”
I press my fingers against my temple. They never taught us this in school where I come from. It’s as if our teachers only knew a fraction of what werewolves allowed humans to understand.
“What else do I not know about werewolves?”
Kie laughs. “A million things, your majesty. But I can tell you things you don’t know about the Alpha King.”
I stop walking and glance at her. After everything I woke up to this morning, I’m not sure I want to know more about him.
Still, I say. “Go on. Tell me.”
“Okay, I think you should know that the King has a harem—”
“What?” My voice rises before I can control it. “A harem? As in… women?”
“Yes—”
I scoff. “Of course he has a harem. What else would I expect from a wolf? They’re nothing like humans.” My voice turns sharp as I list all the bad things I’ve heard about them.
But Kie shakes her head. “The King’s mother, Her Highness Renna, is the one who created the harem.”
I blink. “Why?”
“Because the King has no heir. Because of the wolf he has.”
I narrow my eyes. “Wolf? Heir? Make me understand.”
Kie lowers her voice. “The King is an Alpha Firefang. That means the heat beneath his claws, beneath his teeth—beneath his very soul is ten times hot as liquid molten. His wolf is picky about the one who will carry his heir which is why no woman has been successful.”
“Wait—you mean being queen means I have to bear his heir? And sleep with him? And—”
“And bear an heir.” Kie repeats with a bright smile, as if I’m not completely losing my mind.
Heir? Heir!?
“I’m human. How am I supposed to carry a child for a werewolf? If other female wolves can’t bear him an heir, how can I? I am weaker than the weakest wolf!”
“It has happened in history before and it can happen again. You are not the first human to be bonded to a werewolf.” Kie says. “I’m sure the Moon Goddess finds you strong enough. That’s why you are the King’s mate.”
I roll my eyes again. Moon Goddess. Mate. Wolf. Heir. What do these terms even mean?
I’m still trying to wrap my head around it when I notice two women approaching. One of them is dressed like an absolute courtesan—the kind of clothing the omega wards tried to force on me, but hers is even more daring. She’s adorned in jewels from head to toe, so much so that it seems unbelievable. Her eyes are a piercing blue and she’s undeniably beautiful, but the way she looks at me is anything but welcoming.
The second woman at her side carries the same cold expression.
“That’s Bella. She is the head of the King’s harem.” Kie whispers quickly.
Bella’s gaze rakes over me from head to toe, lingering too long on my face, my neck, my hands… Where exactly does she not look? The other woman does the same too.
“I am Susana, the King’s sister.” the second woman says.
“Step-sister.” Kie murmurs under her breath. “Different mother.”
Bella finally curtsies, but the gesture is not humble.
“And I am Bella, the King’s heart.”
The King’s heart? How can she be the King's heart if his heart is still in his chest?
She tilts her head. “You look… very human. Pale skin, freckled cheeks, red lips… Are you sick?”
Kie lifts her chin. “You are speaking to the Queen.”
“And you are just a servant. How dare you speak when you were not spoken to!?” Susana yells at Kie.
"Wait, what are you wearing?" Bella looks at my dress with debauchery.
"This is how we dress where I come from." I reply but I don't want to engage with them any more than necessary. What if they let out their claws and bite me or something? I feel uneasy so I grab Kie to leave.
But Bella blocks my path.
"This is disrespect to the kingdom!" she hisses.
"Excuse me?"
"Are you daft, human?"
"You are speaking to the queen!" Kie defends me once again until Bella slaps her across the face.
The sharp slam of hand against skin echoes through the hall and I gasp in horror.
Kie holds her cheek and I can already see the blooming redness.
"Go back and change, Your Majesty." Susana chuckles.
Bella, too starts laughing. They are toying with me.
"You know, she’s exactly what I expect from a human." Bella sneers. "Look at her—shaking like a rabbit. Those vulture brothers of hers have arrived so eager to take home a bounty for a worthless one—"
"My brothers?" I cut in.
I latch onto her words and ignore the insult buried in them.
"Yes, the brothers who sold you to the offerings. They’ve come to collect what is owed to them." Susana says.
"Where are they?" I ask.
"The King is speaking with them now. They’re probably leaving as we speak."
I turn sharply to Kie. "Please, show me the way out. I need to see my brothers.”
"Your Majesty, they’re playing with you. If you go like this and the King sees your dress, he will—"
"I don’t care! I don’t know when I’ll see my brothers again. I have to speak to them now."
Kie hesitates for only a moment, then starts leading the way. I don’t spare Bella or Susana another glance as I rush past them, following Kie’s hurried steps through the vast halls of the castle.
The moment we step into the light, I race down the grand stairs of gravel. My brothers are just ahead but the first person to see me coming is the Alpha King.
And in that instant, I know Kie was right. I should have changed.
Khal Drogo."What do you think you are wearing?"My eyes rake over her disgraceful excuse for a dress—fabric that reeks of humanity, nothing of the title she now holds. I take in the sight of her, waiting for her to offer an explanation, but all I see is her lips trembling like a leaf caught in the fucking wind."I said, what are you wearing!?"She flinches, recoiling at the edge of the courtyard stairs. Pathetic. I rarely raise my voice unless I am in my war room, unless I am commanding men on the battlefield. But at this level of depravity, I will yell."Your Majesty, please—it’s my fault." the omega ward behind her pleads. "I should have told her how strict the castle’s policies are.""Please, don’t punish her." Akemi’s voice is a whisper meant only to be taken by the bustling wind but I catch every word. "It’s my fault. I’m not used to your culture—I just wanted something familiar."Familiar. Her word rings in my head but I know humans—they take things they do not understand as be
Akemi Ravenscar.I think Renna, Drogo’s mother is the only female here not dressed in the kind of robe that I’m wearing. Instead, she wears something far more modest and I think it has to do with her title. Though I am now dressed like them, the fabric feels unbelievably soft against my skin. And then there was Drogo’s reaction… the way he gasped when I turned.What…what did he see that made him react like that?Her hair is in the shade of warm brown hair, it matches her eyes. From a few minutes of speaking to her, she appears to be so free spirited, holding my hands as we tour the dining hall. It is large—large enough to be walked through like a garden. Oh, have I mentioned that there is a garden in it?I see parrots perched on branches and tiny bunnies dart between lush greenery. A crystal-clear fountain gushes softly in the centre, surrounded by trees with golden leaves. It is utterly, ethereally beautiful.Once again, I find myself caught off guard. How intelligent are wolves to c
Khal Drogo.Did her omega wards fail to feed her? Do I need to punish someone for that? I roll my jaw but besides that, she’s fine with me having a harem?The silence that follows her words is telling. No one here actually believes she means them. Not Micah. Not Throgo. Not even me.She’s intimidated. Vastly. By me, by this kingdom, by everything she does not yet understand. If I were some human king, some docile counterpart of hers, would she still agree to it? I highly doubt it. But I have never been the kind of male to bend at the will of a woman—queen or not. Her opinion on the matter holds no weight."Really?" Throgo drags his tongue across his teeth.I know him. I know exactly why he’s bringing this up. He wants to test her. To gauge strength or lack thereof, in the human girl who now sits beside me. And now. he has his answer—she is soft, docile, breakable. His ridiculous little investigation should end here.I turn to him with a warn. Enough.He knows better than to push me. I
Akemi Ravenscar.I became afraid.The moment he mentioned sending me away—giving me back to my brothers—I realized just how easily they could sell me again. If they could sell me to a werewolf, what’s stopping them from selling me to someone worse? Someone crueler than Drogo?My eldest brother, Liam, isn’t present. They did this while he was gone. I can’t risk going back to them, not when I don’t even recognize them anymore. Not when I don’t know what kind of monsters they’d trade me to next. At least here, I know the fear of Drogo. I know what’s expected of me. And as terrifying as he is, he hasn’t given me a reason to believe he would truly hurt me.But what was I thinking when I said I would learn to be intimate with him?I turn over on the bed. This is my second night here. This is the same room where he slept last night. Why hasn’t he come in yet? Is he not coming?I can’t sleep. I am exhausted but my mind is a rabbit hole, spiralling deeper and deeper.I’m not a virgin.If I had
ContdAkemi Ravenscar.When Kie returns, I still haven’t collected myself.My body feels off. I’m still warm between my legs, still moist—an embarrassing reminder of what just happened. When he leaned against me—I felt his porousness.He was hard, but unbelievably soft too. A contradiction.“Are you okay? Was the king—upset?”I hear her but I don’t answer.What did he just do to me?I’m humiliated, not just by my reaction but by the fact that he could walk away so easily. Detached. Unaffected.There are eight days.Eight days until the consummation.Eight days until my secret is revealed. Eight days are nothing. They’ll pass in a breath.And when he finds out… will he sell me himself? I never lied to him. I never said I was a virgin but my stupid brothers just assumed so. Therefore, how could I stand before a werewolf king and tell him otherwise?I saw his rage over something as simple as human fabric. If that’s his temper over clothes, what will he do when he learns the truth?"Queen
Khal Drogo.“You want her?”“You want her, Drogo. Don’t pretend.” Ragar, my stupid wolf laughs—maniacally this time.I close my eyes and so, he decides to give me images of her. The first image he gives me is one where her legs wrap around my waist like a gift and her hips lift to meet every thrust.In the second, she is bent against the headboard of our great bed. My hand will own her waist and I will drive into her honeypot until she’s breathless.The third—my mouth is on her breast; her fingers are buried in my hair and her body is full with my seed.“Your Majesty?”“Your Majesty?”I blink and realize that I am in front of sixty-two ministers of the parliament and just like the number, this parliament is called the Sixty-Two Fangs.“Yes?” I exhale, resting my elbows on the wolf-bone arms of my throne.“We have reason to believe that our future queen is not willing to let go of her human culture yet.” Kaden, the Minister of Legacies, starts. Legacy meaning, it’s his job is to make s
Akemi Ravenscar.“Gareth, don’t do this to me!” I scream, desperately trying to catch the hem of my brother’s sleeve. But the barbaric hands of the Firefang wolves yank me, dragging me to a ground where thousands of other human girls are already kneeling in the biting snow.It is called “The Choosing” an offering of virgins. And for the first time, it is commanded by the barbarian Alpha King of Basgiath, a ruthless monarch whose name alone is enough to turn the day into night.Of the seven kingdoms, four are governed by human monarchies, while the remaining three fall under the dominion of werewolf rule. Among these, Basgiath reigns supreme. The Alpha King has never showed interest in any human kingdom until a week ago, where he expressed his desire to forge a marriage alliance with a human kingdom. Nobles, merchants, the royal family, lords, and even commoners have forcefully brought their daughters to a foreign realm—all for the sake of alliances, for the allure of power.Yet, I ne
Khal Drogo.When I laid my eyes upon her, something strummed in my chest. Her lips were as red as blood. Skin as fair as snow. The human girl looked fragile, too pure for a wolf like me. Her hair, more white than blonde—crowned her head yet fell in waves down her back. I have met many women in my lifetime, yet in an eternal lifetime, this human girl, Akemi, would pale goddess Aphrodite.It was her scent that sprang my feet. Then, it was her eyes that kept me in front of her. Green. The color of fresh moss, they unnerved me like a man going to battle without his weapons.She is small—fragile even—dwarfed by my size. I am easily four times her weight, and yet, when I held her face in my hands, her lashes fluttered, delicate like the wings of a trapped butterfly, daring me to be gentle. To me, her entire being is a contradiction to all that I am. And then, there was her face, so innocent, petite nose, leading to a rose bud lip—it arrested me the most.When I touched her, it was as though
Khal Drogo.“You want her?”“You want her, Drogo. Don’t pretend.” Ragar, my stupid wolf laughs—maniacally this time.I close my eyes and so, he decides to give me images of her. The first image he gives me is one where her legs wrap around my waist like a gift and her hips lift to meet every thrust.In the second, she is bent against the headboard of our great bed. My hand will own her waist and I will drive into her honeypot until she’s breathless.The third—my mouth is on her breast; her fingers are buried in my hair and her body is full with my seed.“Your Majesty?”“Your Majesty?”I blink and realize that I am in front of sixty-two ministers of the parliament and just like the number, this parliament is called the Sixty-Two Fangs.“Yes?” I exhale, resting my elbows on the wolf-bone arms of my throne.“We have reason to believe that our future queen is not willing to let go of her human culture yet.” Kaden, the Minister of Legacies, starts. Legacy meaning, it’s his job is to make s
ContdAkemi Ravenscar.When Kie returns, I still haven’t collected myself.My body feels off. I’m still warm between my legs, still moist—an embarrassing reminder of what just happened. When he leaned against me—I felt his porousness.He was hard, but unbelievably soft too. A contradiction.“Are you okay? Was the king—upset?”I hear her but I don’t answer.What did he just do to me?I’m humiliated, not just by my reaction but by the fact that he could walk away so easily. Detached. Unaffected.There are eight days.Eight days until the consummation.Eight days until my secret is revealed. Eight days are nothing. They’ll pass in a breath.And when he finds out… will he sell me himself? I never lied to him. I never said I was a virgin but my stupid brothers just assumed so. Therefore, how could I stand before a werewolf king and tell him otherwise?I saw his rage over something as simple as human fabric. If that’s his temper over clothes, what will he do when he learns the truth?"Queen
Akemi Ravenscar.I became afraid.The moment he mentioned sending me away—giving me back to my brothers—I realized just how easily they could sell me again. If they could sell me to a werewolf, what’s stopping them from selling me to someone worse? Someone crueler than Drogo?My eldest brother, Liam, isn’t present. They did this while he was gone. I can’t risk going back to them, not when I don’t even recognize them anymore. Not when I don’t know what kind of monsters they’d trade me to next. At least here, I know the fear of Drogo. I know what’s expected of me. And as terrifying as he is, he hasn’t given me a reason to believe he would truly hurt me.But what was I thinking when I said I would learn to be intimate with him?I turn over on the bed. This is my second night here. This is the same room where he slept last night. Why hasn’t he come in yet? Is he not coming?I can’t sleep. I am exhausted but my mind is a rabbit hole, spiralling deeper and deeper.I’m not a virgin.If I had
Khal Drogo.Did her omega wards fail to feed her? Do I need to punish someone for that? I roll my jaw but besides that, she’s fine with me having a harem?The silence that follows her words is telling. No one here actually believes she means them. Not Micah. Not Throgo. Not even me.She’s intimidated. Vastly. By me, by this kingdom, by everything she does not yet understand. If I were some human king, some docile counterpart of hers, would she still agree to it? I highly doubt it. But I have never been the kind of male to bend at the will of a woman—queen or not. Her opinion on the matter holds no weight."Really?" Throgo drags his tongue across his teeth.I know him. I know exactly why he’s bringing this up. He wants to test her. To gauge strength or lack thereof, in the human girl who now sits beside me. And now. he has his answer—she is soft, docile, breakable. His ridiculous little investigation should end here.I turn to him with a warn. Enough.He knows better than to push me. I
Akemi Ravenscar.I think Renna, Drogo’s mother is the only female here not dressed in the kind of robe that I’m wearing. Instead, she wears something far more modest and I think it has to do with her title. Though I am now dressed like them, the fabric feels unbelievably soft against my skin. And then there was Drogo’s reaction… the way he gasped when I turned.What…what did he see that made him react like that?Her hair is in the shade of warm brown hair, it matches her eyes. From a few minutes of speaking to her, she appears to be so free spirited, holding my hands as we tour the dining hall. It is large—large enough to be walked through like a garden. Oh, have I mentioned that there is a garden in it?I see parrots perched on branches and tiny bunnies dart between lush greenery. A crystal-clear fountain gushes softly in the centre, surrounded by trees with golden leaves. It is utterly, ethereally beautiful.Once again, I find myself caught off guard. How intelligent are wolves to c
Khal Drogo."What do you think you are wearing?"My eyes rake over her disgraceful excuse for a dress—fabric that reeks of humanity, nothing of the title she now holds. I take in the sight of her, waiting for her to offer an explanation, but all I see is her lips trembling like a leaf caught in the fucking wind."I said, what are you wearing!?"She flinches, recoiling at the edge of the courtyard stairs. Pathetic. I rarely raise my voice unless I am in my war room, unless I am commanding men on the battlefield. But at this level of depravity, I will yell."Your Majesty, please—it’s my fault." the omega ward behind her pleads. "I should have told her how strict the castle’s policies are.""Please, don’t punish her." Akemi’s voice is a whisper meant only to be taken by the bustling wind but I catch every word. "It’s my fault. I’m not used to your culture—I just wanted something familiar."Familiar. Her word rings in my head but I know humans—they take things they do not understand as be
Akemi Ravenscar.I don’t understand these people’s culture. Their clothes remind me of what courtesans and entertainers wear back in the human realm—waists exposed, small tops that end just above the abdomen. Beautiful, yes, embroidered with gold threads and jewelled embellishments, but it’s not me.An hour ago, I made that very clear to the—what did she call herself? An omega ward? Kie. I don’t quite understand the terms they use here yet and honestly, I’m struggling to keep up.Fortunately, my brothers thought ahead when they—well, when they sold me to the Alpha King. They packed me a bag and in it is the one thing that still feels like mine: a dark blue gown, laced at the bosom and wrists, with an inbuilt corset that ties at the back and delicate lace lining the hem.“You’ll be in big trouble if the King sees you like this.” Kie says, placing a worried hand on her head. She’s not the only one—the other six girls in the room exchange the same uneasy glances.“Look, I let you all oil
Khal Drogo.“Was she pleasant?”I look up at Ozaiah, my female beta.She is a wolf who has won many battles alongside me, beaten countless males and earned her place through strength. I don’t answer her question. One, nothing happened between me and the human girl. Uh…Akemi, let me pretend like I do not remember her name. Two—I’m not fool enough to admit that nothing happened us.“When I heard she survived the morning. I was impressed. Your mark alone would’ve killed most, let alone sharing your bed. History will speak of this for centuries.” Ozaiah jokes again, and I catch Clifford, cleaning his sword and chuckling under his breath.I return my attention to the map in front of me, gently shifting the chess-like pieces that show how much more territory we’ve conquered before the blazing winter. Basgiath is expanding. Refugees are coming here from other werewolf realms to seek the safety we provide but they will not leech off me.We will have their sweat and their skills—we need fisher
Akemi Ravenscar.I’m not a virgin…not anymore.It’s been one month since I gave that part of myself away, to a man I believed I’d spend my life with—Elias. We met in secret. We fell in love secretly. And I let him deflower me secretly. Gareth doesn’t know about it.Once I open my eyes, the foreign bedroom sinks in. And there, I see them—sun melted eyes watching me on the pillows. I squeal, jerking backward, only to realize that there is nowhere to go. How long has he been watching me sleep? A shiver runs through me. I hope to heaven that I didn’t whisper the secret I now carry, the one I’ll have to guard for as long as I can.In a few days—if I’m lucky, weeks—he’ll get to know the truth that I’m not a virgin. And when he finds out, he’ll kill me. Not just me, but my brothers, their wives, my nieces. All of us will be reduced to ashes.The bed is wide yet he is like a mountain fallen on the landscape. His body is massive and basked with muscle. When he rises, I follow his movements as