Maxine.
It was the night of the annual moon festival. This was a very auspicious moment for us werewolves.
The place was buzzing with excitement from every corner. I noticed a few influential people. Powerful and influential Alphas came to this festival.
I couldn't contain my excitement.
"Tonight," I muttered to myself. "I will awaken my wolf and get chosen as a Luna." I felt confident in myself.
After all, I was very pretty, and I had a perfect body. So who wouldn't want me as their Luna?
I felt a pulse of energy cursing through the air, it ignited a fervor within me as I stood at the edge of the clearing. I couldn't contain my anticipation.
"Now, the young wolf should attempt their howl. Should they be successful, their wolves will come to them." The person who gave these instructions was a man revered highly in the werewolf community. He is Elder Joseph, one of the oldest and wise werewolves out there.
"This is it," I uttered quietly in excitement. "The night I embraced my true self."
With a deep breath, I closed my eyes and lifted my head to the sky, ready to unleash the primal howl that laid dormant within me.
"Here goes nothing!"
"..."
I attempted the howl and found nothing but silence greeting me in return.
My heart sank as the realization washed over me—my wolf remained asleep.
"Why won't you come out!" I didn't realize it when I blurted with rage at my wolf for refusing to heed my call.
I am already 18. Some werewolves awaken their wolves by 16. Some are even younger.
My chest became heavy with disappointment. All my expectations were shattered.
I watched as other werewolves around me awakened their newfound powers.
Their howls reverberated through the night. Each powerful cry felt like a dagger to my heart.
The moon reached its zenith, signaling the time for the Alphas to choose their mates. I pushed aside my disappointment.
I hoped to be chosen. "Maybe, just maybe, I'll be chosen."
But one by one, the Alphas passed by me. They'd spare a single glance devoid of emotions before moving on.
None of them wanted me. This revelation stung me like a fresh wound.
Even Gerald, the Alpha of our pack and the object of my unspoken affections, was no exception.
"I'm sorry, Maxine," he said, his voice carrying a pinch of pity. "But I can't mate with someone who can't even awaken their wolf. You're not fit to be by my side."
Earlier it was daggers. But now, it is as if a bazooka was aimed and fired at my heart, it is exploding into millions of pieces.
"I, Alpha Gerald, reject you as my Luna."
In the end, he picked my childhood friend, Rhea, to be his Luna. It's as if the night was meant to torture me mentally and emotionally.
I had a small body. But tonight, I felt smaller than ever. I felt like a rat in the midst of wild cats.
I did my best to contain my tears. But, a single tear still escaped, tracing a path down my cheek.
I turned away, unable to bear the pitying looks that followed me.
At that moment, I felt utterly alone.
I returned home with a heavy heart. I rushed to my room to drown myself with my tears of pity.
The weight of the rejection still hung heavy in the air.
I lay awake, my heart heavy with the words that had been spoken, the wounds still ever raw and throbbing.
But even in the silence of the night, I couldn't escape the harsh reality that awaited me.
My only family, my father, and Gerald's beta, Harold, sought me out. He gave me a stern look of disappointment.
"You've brought shame upon our family, Maxine," he spat, his voice was laced with venom.
"I never thought I would live to see the day when my own daughter would fail so miserably."
"Father..." I wanted to explain myself, but he cut me off.
"Don't interrupt me, child. I'm not yet done talking."
His words cut me much deeper than any blade. I tried to speak, to defend myself against his accusations, but my lips wouldn't move. I felt suffocated by the weight of his disappointment.
"I wish you had never been born," he whispered. And with that final blow, he turned and walked away, leaving me alone.
I couldn't sleep that night. His words kept replaying in a loop in my head.
That was the worst night of my life. But little did I know was that the next day would be the worst day of my life.
The first break of sunlight hit my face. I wiped away the remnants of my tears, steeling myself for whatever fresh hell awaited me.
Father stood in the doorway. He gave me a stern look. It was devoid of any emotion.
"Come."
I didn't know what he wanted, but who was I to disobey my father?
I followed him in silence with a heavy heart, we went outside and boarded his car.
The ride to the unfamiliar grounds was suffocating.
Father didn't talk throughout the journey. He didn't even spare me a glance. As such, I zipped my lips with the fear of offending him.
We pulled up to the gates of a grand castle, its presence loomed over us like a silent sentinel.
My heart hammered against my chest as we stepped out of the car. Father leads the way with a haste stride.
As we entered the castle, my eyes widened in disbelief at the sight before me.
The man who stood before us was revered and feared throughout the supernatural world as a ruthless dictator - Alpha Liam.
"Harold."
"Liam."
The two greeted each other, but the tense atmosphere was enough to tell that they weren't acquaintances, so I assumed us coming here was something akin to a business.
My father turned to me.
"I can't bear the shame of your failure any longer, Maxine," he spat. "I'm giving you away to Alpha Liam. He's the only Alpha who would take someone like you. Perhaps he can instill some semblance of discipline into you."
The words hit me like a physical blow. For a moment, time seemed to freeze.
"Don't do this, father," I begged, "Please, don't leave me with him. You heard the stories, I promise, next year I'll come up."
But my pleas fell on deaf ears. I clung to him desperately, my fingers digged into his legs as he turned to leave.
The omegas surrounding us pulled me away. I watched helplessly as my father disappeared into the distance, his figure dwindled until he was nothing more than a distant memory.
Maxine. My life was never easy. My mother died giving birth to me. My father wanted a son. However, that didn't stop him from giving me a proper upbringing. He hoped I would grow up to inherit his strengths. That wasn't the case. And now, after failing to transform and having no Alpha, he has accepted me, he has finally given up on me. Despite how much I begged, he turned a blind eye to me. "Well, well, well." My new owner, Alpha Liam, entered the room. He had his Omegas toss me into a dungeon. No, a dungeon was tidier than this place. I was basically treated like trash. "Are you enjoying your new home?" My lips were glued tight as I was overtaken with fear. "When I ask you a question, I expect an answer!" His thunderous voice startled me. "Y-yes, sir." "Good," He snapped his fingers. "That's enough training for now, you can move to a better room." Apparently, he's giving me the carrot and stick treatment. Alpha Liam - People revered him as a powerful dictator who was in lo
"I have many rules for my pack. Everyone must follow them, including you. If you follow these rules, your stay here will be bearable. Who knows, I might even move you to a better room." he spoke, his voice deep but smooth. It was cold, but I could listen to it all day.I didn't say anything. I couldn't trust my voice. Instead, I listened, obeying him like a submissive wolf. "First, speak only when spoken to. Second, don't leave your chambers without my permission. Third, only come to my office when called, and never enter my chambers. Fourth, don't leave the castle without my permission. Lastly, you're not allowed to die unless I say so... That's a warning."His intense hatred made me stare in disbelief. Without hesitation, he turned away, heading to the door. "W-Why?" I asked, feeling hurt and broken. "Why, Liam? My father gave me away to you as a mate, as your Luna."He stopped, turned back, and in an instant, he was upon me, but not in the way I wanted. His strong grip tightened a
As I examined her body, I couldn't deny the truth—she possessed a beauty that would make the goddess of love and beauty, Aphrodite, green with envy.Her breasts were perfect, well beyond the D-cup, and showed no signs of sagging. Her curves were like those of an hourglass, perfectly proportioned and tantalizingly alluring. Each curve and contour of her body seemed sculpted by a divine hand, radiating an otherworldly allure that was impossible to ignore. Despite my efforts to remain aloof and detached, I couldn't help but feel drawn to her beauty. It was a magnetic pull that defied reason and logic, tempting me to indulge in desires that I had long suppressed.As I gazed upon her, a myriad of conflicting emotions washed over me—desire, longing, and a hint of vulnerability. It was a dangerous combination, one that threatened to unravel the carefully constructed walls around my heart.Yet, even as I acknowledged her physical allure, I knew that beneath the surface lay a woman of substan
Liam. After I devoured my new plaything, I proceeded with my duties as the alpha. I trained my pack in the gruesome way possible. I wouldn't have become this powerful if my pack were weak. My strength as an Alpha is tied to their strength. "Come at me together!" I demanded as I was surrounded by dozens of my betas. "The first person to land a hit on me will have a wish of theirs granted!" I knew just how to motivate them. My tactics in war are an all-out attack, no mercy. I smirked when 5 of them charged at me at once. I would have been disappointed if they took turns. "Weak." I dodged their claws and swatted them away like flies. More surrounded me, but the result was the same. After going at it for nearly an hour, the omegas were all lying on the floor. Seeing that they were all exhausted, I decided to end the training session then. Exiting the training grounds, I stationed Kris in the hallway outside my office, flanked by Varis, my trusted head officer, and a stylish comp
Liam’s PovI felt insulted. How dare the elders give me a warning? Rage boiled within me. Nobody talks to me with disrespect and goes free. I wanted to vent my anger, and I remembered the cause of this problem—my latest girl, Maxine. Without a second thought, I stormed towards her small chambers, more like a cell.The heavy wooden door creaked open, revealing Maxine huddled in a corner. The room was cold and dark, just like my mood.Maxine looked up, her eyes widening in fear as she saw my fury. She tried to brace herself for what was coming. From the look in my eyes, she knew it was trouble."Get up!" My voice was a harsh command, echoing off the stone walls. Maxine scrambled to her feet, her body trembling. She was scared of getting any physical punishment. I guess her body wasn't strong enough to handle that. But I didn't care."This is your fault!" I spat, stepping closer. "Because of you, the elders dare to threaten me! I could kill you and anyone who dares to challenge me."Tear
Liam PovAs Maxine finished cleaning, I couldn't just let her go. She looked sexy and hot in that pink bodycon dress, hugging her curves perfectly. Hell no, I wasn't going to let her go.Among all my mates I have had, she stood the best and was the most gorgeous. I wish I was just normal. The last time I took her, it felt like heaven. She dripped all through. I just couldn't get enough of her and since then the thoughts have consumed my mind."Maxine," I called, my voice stern. "You're not done yet. Go in and clean up the bathroom, and come back right here. But make sure there are no pieces of clothing on you while coming out."Her eyes widened slightly in surprise. I knew she wasn't expecting to hear this. I didn't allow any women in my bathroom, but women made an exception this time. I wanted her, and I couldn't wait any longer."Yes, Master," she replied, her voice trembling. She hurried towards the bathroom, and I watched her every move, the sway of her hips making my desire grow
Maxine PovAs I left Liam’s room, I felt shattered. My body ached, and my heart felt like it was breaking into a million pieces. Tears streamed down my face as I walked through the low-light hallways, each step felt heavier than the last.I felt like nothing if my dad could ever do this to me, how much a soulless Alpha like Liam. I wasn't expecting less from him. This feels like less of a treatment. I have heard a lot of horrible things about him. Some of his women ended up dead.I finally reached my small chambers, more like a cell than a room. I closed the iron door behind me though there were guards around in case I wanted to escape, so I sank to the floor, unable to hold back my sobs any longer. The humiliation, the pain, and the sense of utter helplessness overwhelmed me. I buried my face in my hands, my body shaking with the force of my cries.“I hate you, Dad, you are so evil and heartless. To put me into such pain and trauma. I will never forgive you.” I mumbled, from a place
Liam’s povAs I lay in bed, my thoughts drifted back to Maxine. Her beauty was captivating, unlike anything I had ever seen before. The way her eyes sparkled, even through her fear, and the way her body moved. I could go on and on, thinking about her. She had a hold on me that I couldn't quite nod off.I was lost in these thoughts when my phone rang, snapping me back to reality. It was Kris. We were supposed to discuss the elders' visit. I had almost forgotten in my distraction."Hello?" I answered, trying to clear my mind."Alpha, Liam, where are you?" Kris's voice was impatient. "I'm already in the garden waiting for you.""I'm on my way," I replied, hanging up quickly. I couldn't let my distractions get in the way of my responsibilities. Any slight mistake might put my pack at risk.I stood up, still thinking about the meeting with the elders. It wasn't that I didn't know what to say or do, but I was genuinely concerned about my pack. Exposing them to constant attack and fear wasn’
MAXINEI got a job working at the pack hospital again. This time, I signed up to be a real medical practitioner. I was going to become a midwife. There were a few familiar faces at the hospital and lots of new ones.Still, I was grateful to Ronan for giving them this opportunity again.That evening, I walked back into my apartment. The dead herbs were still in a box on the floor in the kitchen. I wondered if I would go back. I used to pick herbs and sell them to women who wanted to get pregnant.It felt like eons ago. Times were simpler. Back then, I saved lives not help take them. That was a time when I didn’t have blood on my hands.I sighed, running my fingers through my hair. I wanted my simple life again. It was simple but everything made sense. I didn't have to try to untangle myself from this mess that was my reality.A knock on the door brought me back. Zel was back from work. She worked as a bartender a little while from our apartment. Zel had gotten the job. After the manag
MAXINEI nodded, not trusting myself to speak without crying. Ella was right. I needed to let myself grieve. The love I once had for Ronan still occupied my heart.Lindsey reached out and held my hand. "We’re here for you, Maxine."I squeezed her hand, grateful for their support. They were right. I didn’t have to go through this alone. I had them.Maybe it wasn't so bad after all.***Going back to my old life felt like stepping into a strange place. There was the feeling of losing something. My apartment felt like a place from a faraway memory. Zel was gone and I was feeling so sad.I was back from saying goodbye. I unlocked the door and stepped inside. The space was just as I’d left it. There was still dust over everything. At least, I had something to do with my time.I took a deep breath. I hadn't lost everything. I was still okay.I began to clean up slowly. Lindsey stopped by to help me out and together, we covered a lot. As I was cleaning, I heard a knock on the door.“Are you
MAXINEI wanted to believe her that everything would be okay but deep down, I felt guilt and grief. This was my fault. I pulled back from her and wiped my eyes. I gave her a shaky smile. “It doesn’t feel like it.”She cupped my cheek. “Everything isn't always as it seems, my dear. But, I can tell you one thing I know for sure.” She said.“What's that?”“It's not your fault. I'm sure you don't know where to go from here, what to do, or where you belong. You want to come with me, you want to continue your life back at the place where you and Zel liked and you want to go back to how things were in this pack.” Cinder explained.“But, I see you staying here. This is where your strength lies, where hope lives, where you have friends and support.” She lowered her eyes and winked. “It's where you have a future.”“And, we'll always be here for you to fall back on, regardless of what happens. We're your home away from home.” The Luna Queen said, putting her hand on my shoulder. “I'm very proud.
MAXINEI didn't feel anything. No pain from a stab whatsoever. I looked between us and that's when Ronan smiled. His lips were close to my ear and he whispered, “I would never hurt you on purpose, love.”I didn't know when I screamed.Ronan collapsed into my arms, taking the both of us down to the ground with him. I tried my best to hold his head up on my lap. My eyes traveled down to the blood pouring down the stab wound in his belly.“Ronan,” I called, tears filling my eyes and rolling down my cheeks. He had stabbed himself.My hand shook as it hovered over the wound. I didn't know what to do. The dagger was in his chest.Ronan had chosen death. Death over a life without me.“Maxine…” he called, his voice unnaturally calm for someone who was dying. He reached up to touch me and I guided his hand to my cheek.“I'm here, I'm here,” I cried. “I'm sorry,” I whispered the last part. My hands shook as I held him. I never wanted this. I didn’t want him to die.Ronan gasped. He looked up
MAXINEI held my breath as Ronan kept his eyes on mine. When he was close enough, he stopped. Neither of us said a word. The battle continued around us but I couldn't get myself to make the first move.He didn't either. I wondered if it was hard for him to see me. I wondered if he thought he could fight me. I also wondered if he thought that he could kill me.I spoke up first. “Ronan,” I called. My voice was sounding more longing than I wanted.I missed him, to be honest. I missed sitting down in the quiet and reading books. Strangely, I missed making his cinnamon coffee.Ronan didn't say anything. Instead, he took a step closer. “You don’t have to do this,” he said.There was no hurt, no anger in his voice, just nothing but kindness. I wished he would yell. I wished he would curse me and call me evil for everything I've done.“Come with me.” He said, softly. I heard it regardless of the noise. “We can fix this, Maxine. We'll leave everything behind together.”It sounded so good. But,
MAXINEHe caught me off guard. It meant that he still cared about me. I didn't focus on that though. “I won’t, I promise,” I replied.We stood there in silence for a while, neither of us knowing what to say. I could feel it though. I could feel it. The unspoken feelings and questions we didn't have the time to ask.Or we didn't dare to ask, I guess.After everything that had happened, I still wasn’t sure where we stood. I said I was okay with him hating me but, I didn't know anymore. The lines between us were confusing now. I didn't know how to fix that.But now wasn’t the time to focus on that. We had a mission and that was a priority. Every other thing could come after. We would cross that bridge later.For some reason, Liam stepped closer and I held my breath. “Regardless of what has happened between us, out there?” He said, “No matter what happens, we’ll get through this together. Do you understand?”I nodded. “Together,” I repeated.Before I could say anything else, Zel appeared
MAXINECinder gave me and Zel a brief of the plans that night when she showed us a bedroom. She and the Luna Queen were sharing the one right next to us. They told us to come to them if we faced any issues.Sleep didn't come easy because my mind was entirely on Ronan. I didn't know how I was going to face him again after betraying his trust. But, I knew I couldn't sit out of this fight.The sun had not even risen when I was woken up by the sound of Liam's voice. He was given instructions and I heard more footsteps around the house than the number of people I had seen the previous day.It meant that Liam was already up and gathering the troops. I could hear him giving commands like it hadn't been two months since he was last in power. He was a natural-born leader. He carried this air of authority around him.He was giving orders, explaining ranks and positions for this fight. Every single detail was important to winning.Zel was still asleep, of course. She wasn't a wolf so she wouldn'
MAXINEI chuckled bitterly. “What about now?” I asked. “Will you take me back now that I have a wolf? Isn't that what you've always wanted?”His eyes widened slightly but he kept himself composed. “That would be unfair to you. It would be wrong. If you want to come back to me, I will take you but the choice is yours now. You have a choice and I see now that I was wrong. I’m so sorry, Maxine. I hope you can forgive me.”Tears welled up in my eyes. I hadn't thought about this but I let the anger roll away from me. He was still family. He was my father. “I forgive you. You're my father, whether you abandon me or not.” I said.“Thank you, Maxine.” He said. He reached for me hesitantly. I would have settled for a handshake but he wrapped his hands around me. For the first time in what I knew was forever, my father hugged me.I didn't know what to feel about that.LIAMAfter Maxine spoke to her father, they returned to the living room. However, she moved toward the far end of the room, away
LIAMDespite everything that was unfolding in front of me, my thoughts were stuck on one thing.Maxine had a wolf.I couldn't wrap my head around it. After everything that had happened to her, it didn’t make sense. I glanced at her. The strange white-haired girl was sitting between us.Maxine was staring out of the window. The white-haired girl squeezed her hand. Maxine turned to look at her and offered her a small smile. That was when she caught me staring. She looked away, taking her eyes back to the window.It left me confused. Was she pissed at me? I was the one who had the right to be mad at her. She had chosen him over me. Well, the distance between us was necessary.I didn't know what I would say or do if I were sitting next to her. Kris took a sharp turn, causing Maxine to grab the handle of the car door. I opened my mouth to say something but I stopped myself. There would be time for questions later.“You alright back there?” Varis asked.“We’re fine,” I said. I didn't know i