How Did It Feel?

Tamara POV

I knew he was going to be surprised at my outburst. All along my main aim was to pretend I was getting married to him just to gain some time before my escape but right now, I was willing to be with him without regrets.

Here I was surrounded by women I have never met but had been the most impactful. Watching them fawning over me just to get ne dressed as the most beautiful bride, I can't help feeling grateful.

"How did it feel?" I asked Brynlee who was at my side, just few inches before the door which was about to be flung open for my grand entrance.

I saw her confused gaze. I realized she doesn't know what I meant but then she was the only one who could tell me the feelings I have been trying to picture right from the moment I accepted to be Loren's mate.

How did it feel? Would I feel pain, sensation or whatever that I have watched in my world or was it going to be entirely different from the eerie feeling I get anytime I watch the movies of supernatural mating.

"How did